He Sighed Sleepily Walking Into The Kitchen. He Started Brewing Himself A Nice Cup Of Coffee Before His

He sighed sleepily walking into the kitchen. He started brewing himself a nice cup of coffee before his phone rang.

He tiredly looked at the caller ID and realized it was Ahsoka.

"Ahsoka, why are you calling me?"

"Have you watched the news."

He frowned looking confused.

"No, I haven't watched the news."

"well turn it on."

He grabbed the remote and turned it on before blinking in suprise.

~Due to the spread of coronavirus Chancellor Palpatine has decided everyone will go into lock down for two weeks. This mandate starts in two days. Everyone is supposed to stay inside and can only go out for walks.~

"wow okay, what am I supposed to do."

"I don't know, get supplies."

He looked around at his almost empty kitchen.

"Okay, I can do that."

He grabbed his jacket and Key's before walking to his car.

He had just sat down and was about to end the call with Ahsoka when he remembered something.

"oh no."

"What is it?"

"You know how me and Rex have been working together recently."

"Yeah."

"What are we going to do?"

"I don't know maybe you could ask him if he wants to spend lock down with you."

He sputtered in suprise.

"WHAT, NO WAY."

"Why."

"Because."

Ahsoka sighed before saying.

"Ask him. I'm sure he'll agree."

He played with the edge of his jacket before saying.

"I have to go now bye."

He drove to the store thinking about what Ahsoka told him.

Small shots for when I'm board.

He could hear blasters firing around him. The Separatist's army was being pushed back and the battle was almost over.

He could see his Cyare's blue blade in front of him and followed behind him.

The battle was almost over. That was until suddenly Separatist's reinforcements suddenly arrived. His General tried to hold them off and they had an emergency evacuation.

He watched his General deflect blaster bolt after blaster bolt, but there were to many of them.

His Cyare was first hit in the shoulder. He didn't even cry out. The next shot hit him in the leg and he buckled slightly.

If there weren't so many Separatist's it would be fine. His General would have blocked the next couple of shots. Sadly he couldn't there were to many and he watched his General go down.

It was like the whole battle stopped. He could only see Anakin laying on the ground. He ran over ignoring the shouts of his brothers.

He felt a blaster bolt graze his shoulder, but he pushed on. He fired his weapon over and over again.

When he reached the General he picked him up and held him close.

He kept firing while retreating to safety. His General was barely breathing in his arms.

When he reached the gunships. Kix instantly took him away and started working on him.

He watched while worrying about his Cyare.

Small shots for when I'm board

"I'm a burrito."

He turned around and saw his cyare wrapped in a blanket.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm freezing."

Anakin walked over and sat in his lap while staring at him.

"Snuggles?"

He held his General's butt while pulling him forward.

"Snuggles."

"Yay."

Christmas angst part 1

It was that time of year. Life day one of the worst day's of his life. Every year it was the same thing. Everyone would laugh and smile enjoying the holiday while he sat there remembering his past.

Every year someone would tell him to smile and he wanted to run to scream to break everything. But all he did was clench his hand and wish for the terrible day to end.

It wasn't that he hated life day like some would say. It wasn't that he had no life day spirit or his heart was to small.

No it was how every year on life day he would remember the horror he faced as a child.

You see while everyone was celebrating and smiling and laughing with there families he would remember how his life day went when he was still a slave.

Instead of celebrating with his mother they were often separated for the day and forced to do different tasks. While everyone else in the universe opened presents. He got nothing but pain.

While everyone smiled he was crying. He was crying because every year the hutts would throw a life day party and ever since he was five. He would be given to someone on life day and raped. While kids played with toys adults played with him. Life day was never a fun time for slaves.

Then there was the laughing. He hated how they laughed. It reminded him of when people would grab him and laugh at his tears laugh at how he begged them to stop.

He hated life day and he wished every year it would go away but it never did. Every year he had to relive his pain. He could still feel there hands touching him or there breathe that reaked of alcohol while they kissed him.

He sat on a chair looking at the tree and wishing it will burn.

"Master?"

He was brought out of his thoughts by Ahsoka."

He flinched before looking at her.

"Yes snips."

She crossed her arms.

"How come your not helping."

"I don't want to."

She huffed before saying.

"You have to help."

"No I don't. Leave me alone Ahsoka."

Ahsoka glared at him before saying.

"Fine be that way. I don't know what your problem is but your acting like a jerk."

He looked away willing the tears away. She didn't understand. She could never understand.

When he didn't say anything else Ahsoka left.

He sat there in silence staring at the tree.

Somewhere else on the ship Ahsoka stomped over and crossed there arms with a frown.

Obi-Wan, Rex, Cody, Fives, Echo, Jesse and Kix were all there putting up decorations.

"What's wrong commander."

Rex looked at her worried.

"It's my master. He's being such a jerk. He won't even help put up decorations."

Obi-Wan sighed.

"I know Ahsoka. Anakin acts like this every year. I always have to tell him to stop acting like a best this time of year."

"I know what is wrong with him. He's ruining the holidays."

"Now Ahsoka, that's not nice."

"Yeah but it's true."

Cody frowned before saying.

"I'm not a fan of General Skywalker's behavior recently as well."

Jesse scratched the back of his head.

"Yeah, the General has been kind of rude recently. He won't even talk to us."

Fives looked annoyed.

"We should tell him to stop acting like that and celebrate with us."

"Yeah, Fives is right."

"Thank you Commander."

Obi-Wan cut in.

"I don't think we should do anything just yet. I think this year he might come around."

Everyone looked unsure at that.

A few days later and it was life day. Anakin awoke and instantly wanted to hurl.

He tried to hide in his blankets but Ahsoka busted into his room shouting out.

"It's life day. Get up master and celebrate."

That was the last thing he wanted to do.

When Ahsoka realized he wasn't getting up she frowned and went to find Obi-Wan.

"Master Kenobi, Anakin won't wake up. He's hiding in bed."

Obi-Wan sighed.

"I'll go talk to him. How about you get the men."

Obi-Wan walked to Anakin's room and opened the door.

"Get up Anakin. Your a grown adult stop acting like a youngling and come out of your room. Everyone is waiting for you."

"Leave me alone master."

"No, it's life day we should be celebrating."

"I don't want to celebrate."

"What is with you. Get out of bed now."

Anakin groaned but got out of bed.

"Happy?"

"I don't like your attitude."

"I don't really care."

"Anakin!!! What is wrong with you."

Anakin looked away and bit his lip.

"Let's just go everyone is waiting for me after all."

Obi-Wan rolled his eyes but followed him into the mess hall where everyone was waiting to open there presents.

Anakin sat far away and frowned not even trying to have a good time.

Everyone just ignored him and started opening gifts.

They laughed and had fun ignoring how Anakin dug his nails into his flesh hand or how any loud noise would cause him to flinch.

The more he stayed the more he started panicking. He didn't want to be there anymore. He wanted to be somewhere safe.

He got up and started trying to leave before Ahsoka shouted out.

"Master where are you going?"

He turned around feeling dizzy with fear."

"You haven't opened your gift."

At this point everyone was looking at him and he could hear them whispering.

He took a step back which caused Ahsoka to frown.

"Come on Anakin. Stop acting like a baby and come over here."

"I think I'm going to go."

"You can't go."

He looked toward the exit and tried to walk over but a few of his men stopped him.

"Come on General have some fun."

Fives stumbled clearly drunk and he took a step back looking around at everyone staring at him. Someone in the corner laughed and he felt himself panic.

"Let me through now."

He could hear his voice shaking.

"Were not going to do that General. The commander and General Kenobi made it very clear you are to celebrate life day with us.

Jesse and Fives tried to throw there arms around his shoulder but he pushed them off.

"Don't touch me."

Everyone frowned before Rex and Cody stepped forward.

"Calm down General. There is no reason to get upset."

"Come on sir. We just want to spend life day with you."

"Well I don't want to. Now. Let. Me. Leave."

"Enough!!!"

Everyone turned to see Obi-Wan standing there.

"Sit down Anakin. Your ruining life day for everyone."

He started shaking in rage and grief. He felt like he was about to explode.

He shakily walked to his seat trying to control his temper.

"Thank you Anakin. Now if you could just smile and pretend your happy  that would be gr-

~CRASH!!!!!~

Twas the night before Life day

Twas the night before life day, when all through the ship No one in torrent was stirring, not even Fives. The weapon's were hung on a rack with care, In hopes that life day would soon be there.

The troopers were nestled all snug in their beds, while visions of victory danced in their head's. And Anakin in his robes and I in my blacks, had just settled our brains for a long hyperdrive nap.

. When out on a ship there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bunk to see what was the matter. Away to the mess I flew like a flash, Tore open the doors and threw up my hands.

The lights on the breast of the new-shiny metal Gave the luster of mid-day to objects below. When, what to my wondering eyes should appear,. But a miniature fighter, and eight foolish troopers.

With a little pilot, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be Ahsoka Tano. More rapid than Aiwha her coursers they came, And she whistled, and shouted, and called them by name!

"Now Fives! Now, Echo! Now, Jesse! and Kix! On, Tup! On, Dogma! on, on Hardcase and Vaughn! To the top of the bench! To the top of the wall! Now dash away! Dash away! Dash away all!"

“On Tatooine, fruit is something of a rare commodity. So, finding it, peeling it, and feeding it to someone is a significant act of love. My mother fed me fruit, I guess I fell into the habit too…” - In which Ahsoka, Rex and Obi-wan ask why Anakin always gives them fruit.

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Its about the softness yall, the non-verbal forms of little love– I had this thought like a week ago and had to draw it out, im totally not obsessed with star wars… He cares them… and I care him

edit- fixed some of the lighting so Rex should look darker now!