How The 10+ New Parts Look Back At Me After Discovering Their Entire Subsystem In The Dark Corners Of

how the 10+ new parts look back at me after discovering their entire subsystem in the dark corners of my brain:

"I don't wanna talk to you, i wanna talk to [insert specific alter]!" I'm hitting you with my car

shout out to disabled people who can't access aids

shout out to disabled people who have to fight to be believed

shout out to disabled people who can't get diagnosed for any reason

shout out to self-diagnosed disabled people

shout out to disabled people who have experienced medical neglect

shout out to disabled people with unsupportive/abusive family

shout out to disabled people who are forced to push themselves beyond their limits

i love you

That awkward moment when you start questioning if it's actually P-DID or if it's not and I've just completely confused everything

((I know I'm a system, but now I'm questioning what type again because sometimes it feels like the host is gone but we've been so sure that they're always there and now we're not))

Literally!

man i can't imagine what it's like to be a singlet

like, how do you function everyday? how do you deal with stressful or scary situations without splitting? how can you make decisions so well? how do you remember things so easily? how do you have consistent writing and drawing and speaking and mannerisms?

it's such a strange thing to think about as a system (and a large one at that)

- Kero 🌪