Stop Thinking.

Stop thinking.

But do you really understand me?

My Morning thoughts

Alles dreht sich weiter nur du stehst still.

Sometimes I’m getting completely lost in my adhd dreamworld. A better world where I am accepting myself as the person I am. Here i can be free. I can love without the fear of doing anything wrong. I can discuss with people without thinking about it months later. I can say stuff that comes to my head and people aren’t mad or confused because I forgot to make a whole sentence. It’s not, that people always like that, it’s more, that I am overthinking situations because bad thinkings kick more dopamine. I can just eat when I am hungry without making 1000 of other things instead. I can jump around and just make stuff that make me happy. I can feel truly love without questioning myself in one second and creat a drama in my head in the other. Without having anxiety. Without overthinking. Without involuntary planing every step I take in my head.

Sometimes I’m just so tired of being mindful in every second. But I know I have to go one and maybe one day it will be better. Maybe I am just healing right now.

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Sorry if my english isn’t correct.

This summer everything feels a little bit melancholic with a sense of romance.