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This has so been my jam for like 2 weeks now, it really puts me in the mood for myself. I'm creating a whole playlist that makes me feel good that I'm myself.

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Real talk

I think my problem is

that I'm actually a romantic girl at heart. Disney might have psychologically messed me up on the idea of "love", as I do believe in true love, soulmates, and universal kismet/serendipity.

Sometimes I feel a little silly because the world I currently live in doesn't have a romantic bone in its metaphorical body. I feel so much more hate emanating from society and people in general than I do love...and it hurts my squishy heart.

It makes me feel alone in the universe, and I always wonder if there is anyone like me or anyone that could like me, out here.

I can't wait till something brings my smile back.

Will I ever smile again?

Bittersweet

I was in love with him. We had a weird, magnetic pull between us for nearly 4 years. He promised he wouldn't hurt me again, but only 6 months later he broke my love without warning. At first, it was that deep splitting pain in my chest, agony everlasting. 2 months of feeling this every. single. waking. moment. Even in my sleep, my dreams, I could not escape his presence. After all of this, finally, I'm starting to feel something different.

I'm glad it's finally over between us.

The way he did me, so dirty, made me love myself more. The more time that passes between us, the further the memories, my mind is finding some peace.

I'll never let anyone get off on screwing with my emotions ever again.

His love helped me in a way so bittersweet...

Tumblr my friend

Spilling my guts and pouring my heart out to ghosts in the machine.

I don't have "real" people to talk to, I mean, I do have people, but I can't really communicate.

Now that I think about my life, I do not think anyone has ever actually been IN love with me. 36 years on this Earth, and not a single person has felt love for me that wasn't conditional.

SUNSET HAIR.

in mourning, lost the one I'm in love with...to a skinny blonde. RIP

Finished and Launched a website for a local cleaning company today!

Lowkey just always like 60% sad.

㋡🥀

I LOVE aliens.

A moonlit escape.

Deep in my introspective feels.

I love spiral art, especially this colorful fluid ring.