SO I WAS JUST WATCHING THE NEWS RIGHT AND THEY WERE SHOWING THIS THING ABOUT SOME GIRL WHO GOT MURDERED

SO I WAS JUST WATCHING THE NEWS RIGHT AND THEY WERE SHOWING THIS THING ABOUT SOME GIRL WHO GOT MURDERED 4 YEARS AGO AND HER MURDERER (obvs her ex) DUMPED HER IN A LAKE AND I DEAD ASS SAID “he shoulda punctured the lung” WHILE EATING ICE REAM WITH BLUE DINO SPRINKLES AND WHILE MY WHOLE FAMILY WAS IN THE ROOM. the looks I got omg

BUT THATS NOT EVEN THE BEST PART… MY DADS GF SAID MOMENTS LATER “you see ***** that’s not the only place air and gas builds up you’d have to puncture more than that”

GOTTA LOVE HAVING NURSE FAMILY

LETS TALK ABOUT SNAPE

OKAY SO IM PRETTY PISSED THAT EVERYONE KEEPS HATING ON MA BOY SEV BECAUSE HEAR ME OUT HES NOT THE PRETENTIOUS DIPWAD EVERYONE SAYS HE IS. FIRSTLY- HE WAS RAISED IN A TOXIC ENVIROMENT WITH HIS FATHER AND MOTHER AND THEY GREW UP WITH ALMOST NOTHING. ALSO HE HAD NO FORM OF AFFECTION TOWARDS HIM UNTIL HE MET LILY. SO HEAR ME OUT MAYBE HE GASLIGHTED HIMSELF ACCIDENTALLY INTO LIKING LILY BECAUSE YA KNOW SHE WAS THE ONLY PERSON TO EVER SHOW THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF AFFECTION TO HIM. ALSO IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT HE WAS RAISED VERY SIMALARLY TO DRACO MALFOY BUT BECAUSE HE GREW UP SAD AND ALONE BEING BULLIED BY THE MOST POPULAR PEOPLE IN SCHOOL SO OBVIOUSLY HE GREW UP SOUR AND MEAN. AND TBH HE WAS BULLIED RELENTLESSLY FOR YEARS BY HIS ONLY FRIENDS BOYFRIEND AND WAS THEN MADE TO TEACH HIS SON. WHO HAPPENED TO LOOK EXACTLY LIKE HIM. AND YET ANYWAY BECAUSE OF THE FACT HARRY WAS SO MUCH LIKE HIS MOTHER SNAPE LIKED HARRY A LITTLE BIT BECAUSE HE REMINDED HIM OF LILY.  THE ONLY PERSON EVER TO SHOW ANY AFFECTION TOWARDS HIM. AND BECAUSE HE NEVER HAD ANYONE TELL HIM THE THINGS HE KNEW/BELIVED IN WERE BAD HE DIDNT KNOW ANY BETTER. DRACO PROBABLY WOULD Have BEEN SIMALAR TO SNAPE IF HE HADNT BEEN SHOW. WHY HE WAS WRONG. AND YET PEOLE LOVE DRACO.  Yes I get it Snape isn’t hot, like Draco (I don’t get it tho he’s a blonde nasty toe rag) BUT ANYWAY AND ONTO THE FACT HE BULLIED STUDENTS HE LITERALY WAS POWERLESS FOR 30 YEARS. NO POWER NO LOVE NO CONTROL AND SO HE, NOT BEING PROPELY RAISED, TOOK THE LITTLE POWER HE HAD AND ABUSED IT BECAUSE HE WAS TREATED LIKE SCUM. AND IMAGINE HOW HE FELT HEARING THE ONLY PERSON TO EVER CARE ABOUT HIM DIED AND LEFT HIM. EVEN DUMBLEDORE DIDNT LIKE SEVERUS. AND IMAGINE HOW HORRIBLE HE FELT WHEN THE ONLY PERSON HED EVER LOVED MARRIED HIS BULLY. HIS LIFE WAS CRAP. ALL OF IT. AND THE ONLY GOOD HE DID NOONE KNEW ABOUT. AND THEN HE DIED. SEVERUS SNAPE DESERVED BETTER AND YOU CAN NOT CHANGE MY MIND

IM PRETTY SURE I ACCIDENTALLY REBLOGGED THIS TWICE BUT OH WELL IM JUST SO EXCITED CUZ MY FLAGS UP THERE (asexual) AND I LOVE IT SM

reblog to scare the aphobes

I hate that this is me but like fr I am like physically incapable of falling asleep with out lying in bed either on my phone, reading or overthinking for 2 HOURS

help I’m not okay

Does anyone else feel lonesome?

Not lonely. Not alone. Just... lonesome. Like you don't feel connected to anyone. Like you never feel that you will find anyone that understands you, that will see you truly, let alone someone who will even like you. You see friends everywhere, but you don't see yourself in their place, like that is not for you, like you're not made for that and that's not made for you. You see people having fun and laughing and dancing and getting drunk and falling in love and you just... don't feel that for yourself. Like you're not supposed to have that, like you can't because it's not for you and you're not for it.

Like you're supposed to be seeing all these beautiful things in the world but not experience them yourself. Like you want to experience so much, experience everything, but be overwhelmed by it so you don't do any of it.

Like you want to be everywhere and do everything, but you don't belong anywhere and can't do anything. Like you're not supposed to be here. Not in a self-deprecating way but in an incongruous way. You want to live you want to be alive, but you feel you're not supposed to be. Not here at least, not like this. Just a presence in the world, not an active member of it. Even your body doesn't feel like home, your face isn't a face you recognise, like you're not supposed to have either. Like you're just supposed to be.

Like you're supposed to observe, but not experience.

oh hey does anyone want to do a drawing of an actual douchebag in my maths and English class that my best friend just so happens to have a massive crush on (she’s aware he’s a walking red flag) that I kindly call baba grill Logan? it’s absolutely gorgeous I Promise but does anyone want to see it?