Pls

Pls

Will it ever get better?

Honestly most people don’t know how it feels to cry yourself to sleep because you miss someone so much that your heart is breaking even though it is someone you never met in real life someone you’ve never hugged but you yearn for them and they mean everything to you but life doesn’t let you two be together and that is what kills you every evening

Dear Benji,

I didn’t fall in love with you because I was lost or lonely. I fell in love with you because when I bonded with you for the first time, it was the time I wanted to make someone a permanent part of my life.

He gave me a reason to stop self harm but when he left he gave me one to relapse

When people ask how I’m doing I say “I’m fine” but they don’t know it’s a facade…