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I hate skipping classes but i have to

I wish they could see I’m a person too

I cried at a card yesterday cause someone wrote their r’s like his.

I can’t see nebulas because of the hoodie you used to wear

I wish I could tell him something that’s been on my mind.

I can’t sleep it’s been a few weeks. I just need to let you know.

I hate myself without you. When you sent that video I cut myself, there goes hot boy summer.

Why do i fight for you?

For us?

Is this my mind playing tricks,

Or is this love?

This isn’t how love,

Seemed like in the movies.

I don’t think I did something wrong.

Yet I’m the one who has

To take the blame.

The blame, the guilt

Yet I still love you.

Benji please please please just love me again

Does he remember those times?

Benji we weren’t perfect but I never felt that way about anyone

And I can’t imagine how you still are okay now that I’m gone

You are appreciated

Thank you but not to someone I want

I prayed to Allah last night

I tried to pray that you’ll love me again

I asked

“Allah show me the way to make this worn out leather all nice again, he probably has 100 million reasons to hate me but I need him to stay.”

Benji I don’t know if you blocked me on tumblr yet but you won’t ever have to see me anymore I’m gonna kms

I’m crying over some who doesn’t love me why doesn’t he love me

I can’t do this

You are appreciated

Thank you

I’m going to kill myself bc he likes someone else

I threw up bc he doesn’t like me and he likes someone else

Cut cut cut

Bc he likes someone else

Not mine!

He doesn’t need me he likes someone else

So I’ll just keep ghosting him

300 followers!

Your gone

So I always gotta stay high

To keep you off my mind

If we had a staring contest

I would never look away

I’d get lost in your soft brown eyes

Every inch of your display

The way you care about me

And kill me every time you talk

Warms me in every way

I always get lost in your timeless presence

Every second slips away