Tumblr Is Such A Bizarre Experience For Me. Like I Come On Here Once Or Twice A Month, Write About Whatevers

Tumblr is such a bizarre experience for me. Like I come on here once or twice a month, write about whatever’s bothering me, and then dip to go look at tumblr posts on Pinterest.

I relate to this so much that it hurts 🥲

i want to be feminine in the way a man is feminine. i want to wear flowy clothes and have it perceived not as if im subscribing to gender-"typical" clothing. i want to be cute in a femboy sense. i want to not automatically be seen as a "woman"

How am I suppose to enjoy food when all the food I do eat makes be feel sick, bloated, constipated, etc.

i am once again asking for the venn diagram of "foods i can eat due to arfid" and "foods that help my sensitive stomach" to have an overlapping section in the middle. please. i'm asking nicely.

My least favorite food is chicken (or really any type of meat ) cause I like the flavour but hate the texture 👍

(also leave me and my comfort bra alone)

you: i don’t really have sensory issues

also you:

hates your least favorite food because of the texture

wears the same 5 year old bra every day

wearing lots of jewelry irritates you

hates touching wet/soggy things

wore your socks inside out as a kid/always wear the same kind of socks

why won't that ticking noise stop!!

despises shirts with rough tags

I always find myself wishing I was really sick or hurt so that I could be treated with at least an ounce of respect or care from my family or that I would have an excuse to be left alone for a day. Like I would legit wish I got the flu or would break a bone one day just so I would have an excuse to be treated well.

You should not have to prove how badly you’re doing to receive empathy, compassion, and care. You deserve to be heard, even when you don’t appear to be falling apart.

What I’ve spent the last 3 hours doing

- Watching “The Queen’s Gambit”

- Looking up Beth’s and Townes age difference

-Found out Beth is an INTJ

-Researched INTJs

-Read several articles talking about the difference between INTJs and INTPs

-Went to Pinterest and looked at INTP memes

-Saw one that said “Takes IQ quizzes for fun”

-Took an online IQ quiz. Had to pay for results.

- Took an online quiz AGAIN. Had to pay for results AGAIN.

-Did one that claimed to be free. Had to pay for results.

-Saw an article recommending one free quiz

- Took free quiz and enjoyed it :)

- Then took another quiz that was similar to that one to try and correct my simple mistakes from the first quiz

-Got a worse result on my second try

-Got sad and realized I just spent 3 hours doing all of that

Tl;dr : I have no concept of time . Pls help.