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so… normally i don’t post these but i’ve a theory/thoughts on the ua traitor. firsly, i’m not saying i’m right, just that i think i could be!
my top suspect is; aoyama. either 1, he is lactose intolerant ( with the amount of cheese he eats ).
or, 2, the most likely answer; quirkless. i know, only a small amount of people are quirkless and it would be a big coincidence that 2 formely quirkless kids made it into 1A but it wouldn’t be if he is the traitor.
now, we know his his quirk is not “compatible” with his body and he got the belt to help with his quirk on a holiday. what if he didn’t get a belt as a “support item” but as a quirk itself ( maybe by afo ).
why else would he always wear his belt? even in situations where he logically won’t need his quirk to fight ( so doesn’t need his support item ). like in the pool for example?
even more suspicious is how come that at the training camp where they got ATTACKED by the league. dabi CLEARLY saw him, he let him go? with how sadistic he — dabi — is that seems very unlikely unless that was part of the plan ?? ( an allyship ??? )
that + the way he acts sus & how he wants to be friends with deku. i understand he wants to make friends but why deku? is it main character syndrome, is it truly because of their quirks ( which i don’t think he has but lets go with that for a moment ), OR bc the league/or whomever he works with needs him too?
my top three is; 1, aoyama, the reasons stated above. + we know enough about him to care and be shocked by the reveal but not too much that it will shatter everything like if it was shouto, iida or ochako.
2, hagakure, reasons; it’s unclear how she even got into UA as they use cameras and she is invisible? also, where was she at the usj? she says she was with shouto but wouldn’t she have been frozen too then? AND, her ability makes it possible for her to just go as she pleases. as it seems to be a mutation, she can just leave and come as she wants + lie that she was there even though she wasn’t for her cover.
3, kirishima, i really don’t want it to be him but he is well liked and there for no one would suspect it + he does have insecurities and if someone like the league got a hold of that and build a relationship with him on mutual trust. i could see how i could be manipulated into telling them things ( side note: if it’s actually him i will throw myself off a cliff ).
other options are; principal nezu & kaminari. the first one, honestly it’s just because he has the means to do it and as seen at the exams he had a hatred for humans so.. yeah. but it’s a reach in my opion.
the latter is mostly because of other people their theories. i don’t think denki is the traitor nor do i like them as it seems like they only villanise people with bipolar/split personality disorders and i don’t like that narrative ( but he’s on many ppl their list so i acknowledge it atleast ).
i have TOO many ideas for hanma fics; we got some spice, fluff, angst, multi-parters.
we got it all! should i focus on editing the fake dating bakugou fic? probably…
but have you seen him??? i was like meh nishinoya looking ass… BUT episode 12 changed my mind SO FAST!!!
I LOVE MAN IN SUITS!!! AND HE HAD NO RIGHT TO LOOK SO FUCKING GOOD WITH THOSE GLASSES!!!!!!
no, but actually! anytime something gets a lot of attention toxicity follows and it's so sad tumblr used to be my favourite thing!
tumblr has turned in to something awful to be on anymore people only reblog their freinds things and you can never make new friends on here because everyone is paired up like cliques in high school and no one is ever truly happy because they saw something they didnt like when you can block and unfollow and the bigger blogs can get away with all sorts of stuff because no one wants to say anything without getting burned by their armies of anons just most people on here have god complexes and think their better than everyone just chill because we write porn about 2d characters and tumblr is draining its like high school with the mean girls and people getting bullied
that’s pretty accurate
I really hate the cliques here it’s exhausting
i know having daddy issues has becomes this cute and quirky thing but it is really not. it can really fuck up with your mental and emotion health.
if i were to explain all the issues i had to deal with and am still dealing with because of my father we could sit here for hours ( partly because i’m still in denial ), but maybe the worst part of it is that whenever he is at home and he gives me a sliver of attention, i cling on to it.
just know that you do not have to forgive them, or accept them back in your life but it’s completely okay & valid if you want to.
another thing... you should never guess/assume people their trauma. mine has caused attachment issues and fear of abondament but my parents have never touched me or hurted me physical.
while others have had that which is exactly why you should not guess ; i’m saying this out of personal experience as someone guess that i got physically abused by my father and that is why i am attracted to older men.
first of all... tf? second, tf? third, i was talking about a fictional character. fourth, since when did you get a psych degree making it okay for you to diagnose that my abuse ( that did not happen ) is the reason i find skeet ulrich handsome? everyone thinks fp jones was hot.
anyway... stream daddy issues by the neighborhood.
honestly i do not know how to feel about the tokyo revengers ending… i know they are happy but what i loved about tr is their relationships and most of those just got erased.
kinda disappointed actually, do like how they FINALLY got married. and if hina is not on the last cover i will riot bc my girl deserves it!
this just explained a lot… ignore my icon of me and osamu… PLEASE I CAN EXPLAIN!
break ups are so weird… it feels like i lost a limp or something. how is it possible to plan your life together and then just not talk anymore? how am i suppose to move on from someone in like 3 months when i was willing to soend my life with them?
(for context: i ended it, and i know it’s for the best but it still hurts. (more context: he was/is an international student and decided that when he does settle down he wants to do it in his home country. he did not want to compromise - in a realistic way - & i don’t want to live that far from my family…))
uhh… i know we all love gojo and the usher edit was amazing… but usher is a whole zionist 🙂 (did we just forget about that to see if he would bring gojo on stage for one of his most monumental performances of his career? i am not trying to be mean… but grow a backbone people are dying)
RANT TIME!
i truly, honestly, genuinely think/feel like a lot of people on the internet (and irl) don’t ACTUALLY care about pedophilia as much as you guys act like.
what do you mean 15 isn’t young? that is a CHILD!
sometimes you need to put the yesr people are born in perspective. that is 2009. 2009?!
black eyed pease came out with ‘boom boom pow’ and ‘i got a feeling’ that year… and that CHILD you think isn’t “that young” had just come out the fucking womb. they are getting their fucking diapers changed… and i was bopping my head to black eyed pease. (granted i was in first grade BUT STILL!)
IT IS WEIRD! STOP IT! GET SOME HELP!
&& for the few people in my dm’s about my sister being a cover-up… tf? who hurt you?
i’m 22, i never made that a secret. i got on the internet at 12 with my mom monitoring it for me, and honestly belief that was the best thing.
my mom isn’t a big social media person and doesn’t know all the trends/apps so as i’m older i’m doing it for my sister.
everyone should have a person who does that for you, make the internet a safe space and makes sure they aren’t being exposed by weird shit on the internet without anyone being there to elaborate it.
she is 13 and just entered high school, this is peak weird internet interactions!
we share a tumblr because she isn’t really on here anyway and just wanted it because she saw the app on my phone. i suggested sharing it and she loved the idea! (she is currently making a sub-blog under this and she is having a lot of fun with it!)
i just want to make sure she is aware and understands everything about the internet. it can be a fun place but digital footprint is very real especially because she has been exposed to it since she was a literal baby.
beyond that we are a very communicative with each other and 99.9% of the time she comes to me to make sure what she posts/wants to post is good/cool/appropriate/etc.
it isn’t as strict as some you make it seem. she likes stuff and i scroll through the likes of every now and then to make sure she isn’t seeing anything inappropriate.
& if something is sticks out to me, i gently bring it up and she explains it without worry. i understand she wants to explore the internet and everything beyond that but i just want her to do it savely.
we have no anamosity in it and it is a communication based thing. privacy is privacy and if she doesn’t want to share something that is also fine, i just want her to be save!
she goes by the tiger emoticon 🐯 , again, make her feel welcome and please just don’t be weird!
HELP ME FIND A FIC!
i can’t find the @ for the life of me! BUT —
there was this fic where bakugou had 2 brothers, one older and one younger and it kind of chronicled your relationship with him while also him having siblings.
like his older brother asking if all went well when you finally took that next step. and him telling him he did, you did, twice.
his younger brother have a key to your shared apartment and just barching in. or when he, the youngest brother, got a girlfriend and asked you not to tell katsuki and you didn’t. (i also remember him feeling left out when you guys would talk about a show/anime you had both seen but bakugou isn’t familiar with)
ALSO, his older brother is not a hero and i’m 99% sure he was a doctor and had brown hair like their father!
i remember so many parts vividly, but whenever i look up “the bakugou brothers” i just find other stuff 😭 and i can’t find anything based on the scenes and chatgpt was no use!
SO, PLEASE, I BEG! if you know the @ or the name let me know!!! 🙏🏽
I almost forgot to post this honestly, enjoy lol
Rn I'm thinking about if there's ever gonna be a movie adaptation of NPMD, who would the cast be??
At first I was thinking that they would NEED to get the original cast back for it otherwise it would just feel so wrong, but then I wondered how they would do Jon being both Richie and Wiggly?? I hate the idea of someone other than Jon playing any of those characters sm
And then I realised that if they adapted NPMD, then they would probably do the rest of the Hatchetfield series first. And (assuming they would get the original cast for those movies for the same reasons as with NPMD), wouldn't that mean they would probably need to get different actors for Black Friday and NPMD after using them in Tgwdlm?? But doesn't that mean that there was absolutely no chance that Jon would get to voice act Wiggly??? C'mon, Jon IS Wiggly. Nobody else on this planet could ever dream of voice acting Wiggly as well as Jon does.
Maybe the company producing the movies would let them use the same actors multiple times bc it would feel more gimmicky and unique?? Or maybe they would just get rid of the original cast and replace them all together???
AAAAA I've been thinking about this for too long and it's seriously stressing me out 😭 Bro there's not even a movie being made why am I so stressed about thisss
PLS. We're not your personal therapist.
For once, I'd like to meet someone who won't make me his FUCKING EMOTIONAL DUMP!!
incoming deltarune theory/speculations because what is sleep-
also i’ll be referring to mettaton as he/him because that’s what he went by in ut and i’m 99% sure that there aren’t any mentions of him using other pronouns in dr? if i’m wrong lmk-
sooooo mettaton. in the dr world, we know he’s still a ghost. no robot body. so what if he gets a genuine role in the storyline, and goes to a dark world?
what if he gets an actual body? what if, in the middle of the dark world, he realizes he really, really doesn’t want to leave? we know that ut mettaton is at least a bit selfish, so if he got something he wanted and learned he couldn’t have it once the fountain was sealed…
…well, he could just go live in castle town without much complaints… or he could get irrational. and do something like. attack kris. or he could just not get informed about castle town and fail to stop the fountain being sealed, which would either make him depressed or… *gasp* determined.
if he were determined, since i’m pretty sure that that’s the factor that lets you create fountains…
well,
he’d bring the roaring.
but who knows? i’m not the one writing the storyline. we’ll just have to see
Having Strange Dreams
It has been a nightmare the last few months. If anyone can send some good vibes that would be wonderful~ Sorry I have been away for so long, it seems like my hardships are unwavering at the moment.
I have been having incredibly vivid dreams, a little more often than usual. I don't know what could have triggered them to appear so frequently, but they are warning me of things in my life that I have no control over.
Some of these dreams are sad, erotic, or confusing but I understand them through the context of reality. I am not a self-proclaimed psychic, and most of the time I do not think there is any real way of seeing into the future, but I believe that we use a sixth sense or third eyes to reveal untold truths.
These truths are revealing themselves to me in my sleep. And, unfortunately, they are not things that I am happy to know about. It is making me feel a certain way about the people that I work with, talk with, or even people I experience on the daily. I'm realizing that I am pulling away from reality because I don't want to deal with the cruelties of truth.
Moral of the story:
I long to be myself, but there is nothing in this world that will permit me to be just that. Not unless I entail a life all my own without having anyone be a part of my life whatsoever, as sad as it sounds.
My life feels governed by the people that I let in and things just don't go the way I would like them to. So, in desperate need of releasing the angry beast within, I will be alone for now. No more truths to find, just looking inward from here on for a little while.
Note:
I am doing fine, just overthinking is all. These dreams and situations I'm going through is driving me mad for the time being and I really just need time to figure out what's going on. I'm a little at war with myself and the world and it's something I really need to sit on, meditate about, and journal.
"Boredom is a disease and I refuse to be a patient"
"I'm by default a tea person. With coffee it's head empty no thoughts. But with tea it's head full, thoughts about mass genocide."
The inevitable rush of time as we proceed through our daily trials 😩 which disallows us from noticing the inherent beauty of the present 😖 as we attempt to move forward through this inhuman daily burden we undertake in a system not made for human emotion and feeling 😭 and we are torn asunder by memories of the past ‼️ neither here nor there, neither in the past or present, somewhere in between, waiting!
TW: speaks of mental health.
There Is Piece.
Mental illness gradually imprisons the brain, the once lively place drained into a dull grey. The joyous thoughts and wondrous dreams exchanged for venomous words and deafening screams. The uncertainty leaving a bitter taste on a limp tongue, with voiceless pleas for relief. The young child once inhabiting the heart sent astray, leaving behind the empty shell of a now broken home. The foundation hectically crumbling on the trapped soul inside, no chance of survival as the world plots against. The soul weeps, drowning in unfathomable darkness. Yet, as the walls cave in and the battle is lost, at last there is peace.
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My first time writing in a while! Hoping to get my creativity flowing!! Definitely gonna try out some writing prompts.