My I Please Request Something For Stray Kids Ot8 Fluff/angst Based On The Song - Song For Another Time

My I please request something for stray kids ot8 fluff/angst based on the song - Song for another time by old Dominion where reader is excepted to their dream college in another country and it's about like all nine of them saying goodbye to the plans they had together

Hi! Thank-you so much for making a request! You are the first one to it, so I got really happy (and a little carried away, not gonna lie) when writing, and I hope I got correctly, and I also hope you like it!

I tried to bring some different scenarios for each member, so it wouldn't be the same thing, hope I got all you wanted on it!

Anyhow, you can read it now (I'm sorry if I took too long, I tried really hard not too), hope you like it! 💙

Stray kids reaction: "You got accepted in a university abroad"

» skz ot8 x neutral gender reader

» gender: angst and fluffy

» warnings: some are really sad, some are more light, but I'm not sure if have something really bad to add in here, so if you see anything, please, let me know ^⁠_⁠^

Now playing: Song for another time - Dominion

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— [💗]; Bang Chan

2.465 words

Chris knows the feeling of chasing your dreams no matter what. He moved from Australia to Korea, so he could be the man he is today.

You sent your application for you dream university before your relationship with Chan got serious, and kinda forgot about it, once the acceptance process it was too long, and you were at your best with your now boyfriend.

So when you wake up one day, and checked your emails, the university name it was on top of all the others. It was it. You were accepted! You're in!

Obviously happiness took over you, until you remembered, your sweet hardworking, lovely boyfriend, Christopher Bang. What to do now? You should tell him? You shouldn't? Break up, or trying a distance relationship...

These questions surrounded your head for two days, since it was a decision that it was gonna change your life, no matter what. And Chan felt those two days, a subtle change in your behaviour. He saw how you got quieter, not actually present with him, fidgeting...

"Alright baby," his voice sounded like when he was talking to one of the boys, and you could avoid feeling small. It was a movie night, and Chris finally got a night off for it. "Can you please tell me what's going on inside of that pretty head of yours?" He asked staring at you with pure love in his eyes.

How were you suppose to do that?

Seeing no where to run, you said everything at once, but Chan only laugh briefly, and you repeat yourself at normal speed, and palaces your face in hands, not wanting to see his face.

Bang Chan felt his heart stop betting. He didn't want to lose you, but he knew that a distance relationship it was going to be hard. But he also couldn't let you gave up on your dreams, he was going to hate himself for that. So, after seconds — that felt like hours, for the both of you —, trying to think about what to say it, his voice sounded, fragile.

"I'm proud of you" his gentle hands took your hands out of your face, showing your red nose, and glossy eyes "I really am proud of you, baby. You are so smart, and I know this is a one chance in a lifetime. You are going to be amazing!"

"But Chris, it's in other countrie, what about us? What about you? I don't want to leave you, I -" the words started to fall from your lips in a rush, and Chris lovely laughted at your cuteness, getting closer.

"Listen, I love you, and because I love you, I won't gonna let you gave up on your dreams." He said holding your hands, and kissing your fingers, like he had the all the time in the world. Ironically. "So here's what's gonna happen, us. The both of us are going to search everything for your traveling, and we are going to decide what's the best for us, okay?" You confirm gently, and the man smiles, kissing your lips, in a quick peck. "Now, let's just watch the movie together okay?"

That night, while your body's were tangled into one another, your heart was calm, you still had Chan, oblivious to how tight Chan was holding you, and how he was thinking in a way to convince you that you had to go, and be... Without him.

— [💗]; Lee Know

5448 Words

It wasn't his intention to see it. It was an accident, he swears! He computer was off and he really needed to see if Chan had sent him the audio he asked for. He asked if he could use your, and you let him before hoping in a good shower.

When your screen light it up, Lee Know faced your received emails, and one that you had already opened called his attention, and curiosity took the best of him.

It was from your university dream. You were accepted and with honor! Well he knew you would have to move out, but he was so proud of you, he couldn't wait until you tell him the news, so he could have a proper reaction. And he was a smiling proud boyfriend looks, whe he saw when they sent to you. And it was more than a week?

What happened? You gave up? You didn't want to go anymore? Were you scared?

Lee Know tried to remember the past week so he could find the answer. But the only thing he could remember it was how you were always remembering him how much you love him, and would always choose him. You were always a lovely girlfriend, and he loved that about you, and sometimes you needed more days for being a lovebug, so he brushed off.

What a mistake.

So the Brunet boy decided he should fix that. He couldn't let you slip this golden opportunity.

When Friday night had arrived, he proposed a ver special Saturday with him. The whole day, for just the two of you, doing what he had planned. Usually he keep his romances acts for special dates, and for those that he also felt like he should be a lovebug himself. So you didn't put too much in mind, and excitedly agree to it.

The next morning, you were awake with you ver handsome boyfriend with flowers in his hands and a ver bright smile. Oh how you were already loving this day!

"Where are you taking me today, my love?" You asked walking hand in hand with him, but Lee know only gave you a cheeky smile and answered you with a "You will see my baby"

You didn't recognize at first, but it was the library you first met. Now it was a little different from a couple of months, but still had the same great books smell it had before. Lee know loved how your face light it up when you recognized the place.

Inside you just walked a little, remembering how you first met "by the way, I still can't believe you almost fought for that cooking book" you laughed, and he followed you rolling his eyes. "It was a Disney princess cooking book!" He exclaimed making you laugh more "and you wanted it too, remember?" Lee Know bopped your nose and you had to remember him "it was for my little cousin!"

"Yeah, but it doesn't matter, because you got the book, and I got the queen!"

After that, he took you to the coffe shop the both of you were on your first date. "Oh the kitty coffee!" You exclaimed even more happy. You both ordered basically the same you ordered the first time.

Being with cats it was the both of you a natural habitat, and even the cats loved you too. So it was inevitable for the conversation leed to your future baby's.

"You know, I think we could adopt more five" he said looking at one cat that it was playing with another one, he felt how you moved a little uncomfortable, but you brushed of smiling "five? Love we already have three!". He took your hand in his and smiled "But if we are together, I know we can make it!"

After that, lee know took you to the new amousement park near by. He led your way all the time, taking you to the roller coaster, to the Vikings, buying you food, Candy's and cute animals ears.

"Okay, we went the place we first met, our first date, and what's this one? We Naver came here." You asked and lee know just smiled saying "I wanted to make a new one" but before you could ask what he ment by that, he pulled dyou for another thing.

When the night came, and you were already near your house, when you finally spoke "Love, today it was amazing and I loved everything, but can I ask you something?"

"Shore you can" he said. Both of you stoped at your house door step. He putted your hands on his shoulders and hooded your waist, looking at you like a lovemad man. "Are you going to propose?"

Lee know couldn't help but laugh a little bit. He brought you closer to him, and kissed you, ver very deep, taking your breath a way. Your neighbors would probably talk about it for a week now, but you could care. You were happy, in love, felling lee Know's love in every part of you.

When the both of you separated, he smiled holding your face, looking deeply in your eyes, and simply answerd you "no".

You took a minute to realize that not only he said that he wouldn't propose for you, but also he left you at your front door, since he went inside. The love you felt twisted for anger, as you followed him.

"What do you mean? Oh! What's that?" He took you buy surprise, with some of your bags, new bags and some new plushies on top of it.

Lee know then took your hands and brought you closer to them, and you saw, the email you ignored, printed inside of an a envelope, that he made it so it would look more official than it was.

"I'm not going to propose you, for now." He said, and you turned, so you could see him, or better, trying to see him through the tear that stared to fall from your eyes. He got himself in one knee, your hand in his, and said "will you, go to your dream university?"

"Love? What?" You loved the action, you really did, but you were also really confused by it. "Do you want me to leave you? Live in another country?"

"I want you to live your dream my sweet girl." He got up, and both of you sat at the couch. "You know how everyday I'm thankful for myself for following my dreams, since I've met the boys and you, and I want you to do it as well."

"But what about us? What about all the plans we made? Those five cats you wanted? Baby, I want marry you! I'm choosing you!" You started to throw your worries and wishes on him, almost loosing control of yourself.

"My love you are choosing me for now, but what about a couple of days, when you see something that you should be doing, and you regret it?" Maybe you didn't thought about this part "I love you to let you let yourself down, please go. And you can always comeback, and we can make new plans"

"New plans?" You brought yourself closer to him "Yes! We can plan online dates, we can plan when we meet one weekend, at vacation, at tour... New opportunities" he's cheeky smile came back to his face, and you laughed again.

Lee know started to kiss your hand, taking his lips upward your arm, to your neck, jawline and face.

"Ah new opportunities, I like the sound of that" you said feeling him kissing everywhere but your lips. "And you know what, love?" He hold your face once again, but his eyes were dark now "once your back for me, I will put a ring on your finger!"

— [💗]; Seo Changbin

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Changbin was a man on a mission. And he had it all planned. For a week he was even more of the perfect boyfriend he already is, while he had all the help he could from the boys. At first they were for no help at all, but at the end, he realized that he needed it was him, and you, so it would be perfect.

So on a regular day at your work, you received flowers from him, with a cute note, letting you know that he had everything prepared for a romantic night, and had what you should wear already waiting for you. That made your day at work a way much better than it was.

Once you arrived, in your room it was a beautiful dress with a note from Changbin. He didn't had to write nothing, it was only a cute little smiling face, and you were gone.

He arrived at the exactly time he said he would, using a tuxedo, really fancy, and handsome, and beautiful, and good smelling, and...

"I heard I'm here to take a beautiful gir out, that can only be you, right mi lady?" He said using what he calls being his "gentleman" voice.

"I guess I am, and who are you? Korea's James Bond?" You asked, passing your arms on his shoulders, while he hugged your waist. And smiled "oh baby, I'm better than James Bond, because I'm Seo Changbin!"

And like that he drove the both of you to the new restaurant. It was really hard do get a reservation, and everyone was getting crazy to get in.

"Well you know, I talked to the girl, throwed at her some charm and now we got there!" He said and you laugh, but pretend to be jealous "hope it was not too much, don't want to spend the night with some girl tryiyto get at you... That would make me show her that you already taken"

"Jesus woman!" Changbin breathed out driving a little bit faster. Little did you knew that if everything it was ended up how he planned, you would be officially be taken by him.

The thing is, you were with changbin, but he wanted more. He wanted you all for himself, and he didn't care if it was too soon, he wanted you.

So at the dinner, since Changbin was always a sweet boyfriend you didn't care too much for his conversations. He asked about your schooling life, your job, your friend and families. And you also asked about stray kids, his productions, other jobs and family.

Everything was perfect, smooth. He couldn't be more ready.

When at home, before the both of you could get in, the sweet old lady approached you, and gave some mail that went for her for a mistake. But before she left, she gilded your hand and said "congratulations sweetie", what made you both very confused. Changbin wondered if she could see that he was about to propose.

Once inside, he patiently waited for your attention to be on him, instead ad some paper, but he took his time to admire you, and how beautiful you were, not only that night, but special that night.

"Oh my god" the surprise in your voice startled him, and he was by your side in minutes "Binnie... I-I got it" the tears in your eyes made they shine like a thousand stars. But he was still very confused.

"Baby what you got?" You showed him the letter in your hands, you got accepted in your dream university, and had to leave for it.

Changing felt the world spinning under his feet, but at the same time the weight of your happiness on top of him, since you hugged him, laughing hard.

He held you, and pressed your body against his, trying to ground himself back. Now he should propose? Shouldn't?

"Baby I'm so proud of you! This is amazing!" It was all he could do trying to think fast. You kept on having your happy moment and changbin couldn't stop his tears from falling.

"Oh baby, please, don't cry!" You said gently taking his tears away, and he took yours too, and you didn't knew you were crying.

"I'm sorry, I just love you so much, and I'm so proud! You gonna be great, my love!" He sat at the couch, and made you sit on his lap. You gave him thousands of kisses, and he loved.

Changbin caressed your face, and kissed you back. That's when he knew, it wasn't the moment for nothing else.

"Oh no! But what about us?" You asked remembering you had to leave for it, but your boyfriend smiled and made you lay on his chest, while caressing your head.

"Us? I think we can do it." Changing said simply, but you started to feel sad, and not shore about leaving anymore. "But what about our plans?"

"Huuum... Our plans, what plans? The house, the travels, the marriage?" He asked and you confirm, slowly. "How about we replan them? I already have an a idea..." His voice called your attention, lifting up your head to see his face, the beautiful and gentle smile. "First you go to your university, we talk to eachother all the time, we FaceTime, I visit you, you come and visit me, and then you gratuade. I propose, you say yes, and we plan our marriage, and we..."

Changbin started to mumbling right now, and you couldn't help but to kiss all his face.

"I love you Changbin. And yes, I'm gonna marry you. All you need to do is propose"

And he definitely will, just not now...

— [💗]; Hwang Hyunjin

3811 words

Hyunjin felt betrayed. Once you told him, and the words left that beautiful mouth of yours, slowly sinking in his head and heart.

Like, what do you mean, leave the country? Leave him. Leave all the special days, all the dates he had planned but didn't had the chance to make it happen yet? And why were you smiling, the moment you were giving him the news that was going to end his life?

"What do you mean?" He asked once again that night, just so maybe he hadn't heard right, since a lot can sound like "I'm moving abroad, so I can go to my dream uni. I got accepted!" But those words came back, and with it, your beautiful smile that it was now breaking his heart into pieces.

At that night Hwang, felt betrayed, so he poured out all the pain he was having, but he let out on you. Hyunjin said harsh words like "you are leaving me! Have you ever loved me like you said you did?"

Both of you knew, that night it was the beginning of the end. Sleeping separately, crying all night, and the worst part is that while you were preparing yourself to go, he kept his distance.

Bang Chan it was quick to realize that something was wrong, since Hyunjin lost his bright persona, and couldn't focus. So the night before your flight, he made Hyunjin explain what was wrong.

"But now I feel more guilty and ashamed for everything I said." Hwang done saying, and Chris tapped his back in a caring way "And I also know I need to fix it, but I don't know how, or if I have time" at this moment, he was a crying mess.

"Hyun, her flight it's tomorrow afternoon... I'm pretty sure you will found a way"

And he had a plan. He was going to your apartment before your flight, with your favorite flowers, drinks and some draws he was keeping a secret for you. But he planned for too long, and when he woke up, Hyunjin had only few hours to get to you.

After begging Changbin to drive him to the airport, he tried to remember where you should be. Hyunjin took a look of hate to the airplane ticket you had, once before leaving for his dorm.

When they finally made, Hyunjin ran. He ran like never before; like his life depended on it, and honestly, he believed it did.

Once he spotted you, he wanted to stop and draw you once again. The way the light it was falling in your figure, your beautiful face calm, with eyes closed, the earphones he gave to you (Wich he customized specifically for you). And he almost did, but when you opened your eyes, and he saw the sadness in it, he remembered why he was there.

"Yn!" He screamed besides your earphones, but you saw him anyway. The confunsion in your face almost tarried his heart a part. You shouldn't be surprise that he was there, and it's all his fault. "Hi, Yn, my love" Hyunjin said kneeling in front of you. His antics called the attention of everyone, but he didn't care.

"Jinnie? What are you doing here, I thought..." You tried to put words together, but just couldn't. You were so relieved that he was there, but also really confused.

"We don't have time, please listen to me" he begged, taking your hand in his, and looking straight at your eyes. "I love you. And I'm sorry. I fucked up that night, because I'm an asshole, but I'm an asshole that loves you. The only thing that crossed to my mind it was that I was going to loose you, and I ended up doing that by myself...

... I'm really sorry that I didn't react properly, and screw a very important night and week for you. I am really proud of you Yn,and this is really big, and all I wish is that I could be there for you. I love you!"

"Jinnie," you softly called his names, caressing his face, "Remember when you gave me this?" You pointed to the earphone now hanging in your neck "You said that I should use whenever you were you were on tour, but I shouldn't listen to sad songs, because you were always with me..." You smiled and gave him to listen.

It was your "happy song", and a smile grow in his face. You didn't hate him afterall.

"Jinnie, it's okay, I love you too. Forever, remember?" You kissed his lips gently, and full of love. "You promised me once, that you would love me forever, that we would move in together, adopt kkami a brother or sister...baby we can do it all if you want."

"You sure?" Hyunjin asked even more surprised, and you swore you saw all the stars and cartoon hearts in his eyes "Do you still want me?"

"Hyunjin I never not wanted you. We can find a way to be together, we have plenty of time"

But as soon as you said the last word, the airport voice called your flight. Hyunjin now helped with your bags, and now everything felt like it should be. He took you until he could, and kissed you deeply and passionately.

"Forever?" He asked for the last time, and you answer "Forever".

— [💗]; Han Jisung

5032 words

Your family never really liked him. Which you both tried not to care too much, but Jisung would be lying if he said he still have hopes, or that he wasn't trying to make them like him. And well, you know him, so you knows how much that bothers him. So you always find a way to show him, how your parents wouldn't stand in the way of your relationships.

Whenever you ask your mother or father the reason why they hate Han, they would always give you a smile (in their heads they were being gentle with the act), and say "It's not him, he's great... It's what he does for a living!"

So they basically don't like how your boyfriend Han Jisung it's an amazing rapper, composer, performer...

But they called the two of you for a meeting in their house, and Han felt energetic, planning how to be perfect for his mom and father in law, an impress them. But you? Well you felt and goosebump, and wasn't sure about today.

When you arrive at the house, and get in, a huge sign saying "congratulations" it's the first thing you see, with a choir of voices shouting at you, and then confetti it's throwed at you.

"What it's going on?" You ask startled, for no one specific. You check Jisung and he looks like he's soul left his body, but he tries to compose himself. When you extend your hand to help him, your mom steals you.

"Oh baby we are so Happy for you!" She exclaims, not giving you any answer "see, you made it to that university you always dreamed off!" Then you father appears with a cake saying your university name, and a congratulations on it.

"But I never made an application!" You look at the two of them, and realized that had a lot of parenting looking at your confused face, and Han there as well.

"We thought you wouldn't" you father begins and pause looking at your boyfriend "so we did it for you!"

"Well, thank-you, but I'm not..." You were just denying the "present", when your mother interrupted your words and pulled you to the kitchen, hidden from everyone.

"What do you mean, your not going?" She shout the lowest she can, and you roll your eyes.

"I mean that I know what you've done this for! You don't want me to follow my dreams, you want me apart form Jisung!" Feed up from the situation you throw at them how you knew the truth.

"Don't you dare say that!" You father try to defend the both of them, but you couldn't forgave them "we want you to follow your dreams, and if that means being a part from that idiot you call boyfriend, then we are more than happy!"

Okay, that was the last straw for you, so left for looking after you boyfriend. You found him in your room, looking at everything, with teary eyes.

"Ji?" You softly called him, closing the door behind you. Approaching him, you hug his body, apologising for your parents behavior "You want to leave?"

"No" he said softly, and you agreed with him. Han was looking at your old pictures, and one took his attention.

You were in front of the said university, using one of their official hats and shirt, with your parents beside you. He took the frame in hands, and you saw it better. That's when the memories can all in.

"It was my Fifteen years birthday. My parents got tired from me saying all the time that I wanted to study there, so they planned a visit." You explained him, placing your head at his shoulders, feeling his good perfume and letting the good feeling of the memories take over you. "I remember that I loved the library, some classes, the coffe... Oh! And I really liked this guy I saw there" you played with your boyfriend, trying lighting up his mood.

"And you ended up with the most handsome guy in the world," he said and then complete "Jisung one, university zero" and you laughed at his antics.

A couple of more seconds passed by, and he was still looking at the picture, when he said once again "you looked really happy"

"Guess I was" you kissed he's cheek before taking the photo out of his hands and making him look at you "but I'm also really happy now", and kissed him again.

What it was supposed to be a little pack, turned into something different. Han pulled you more closer to his body, holding your face like the most precious gift he ever had. And he deepened the kiss, taking control of your the act, and making your head spinning. But you felt something different. Jisung never kissed you like this before.

He already kissed you, when he missed you, when he loved you the most, when he was happy, when you were happy, whr you were sad, and he wanted to show you that he loved you more than anything... But this? He never kissed you like this, and it panicked you.

"Ji, what was that?" You asked him, feeling tears coming up, but not knowing what for.

"You remember the first time we slept together?" He asked and you confirm with a shake of head, not trusting your voice "when we were at the bad, talking we made plans, remember?" Jisung smiled from the sweet memory "You said how much you wanted to travel the whole Europe, and I said I would be there with you... And then you said you wanted to visit India, and I said I would be there with you..."

"Yes, and I started to said I wanted to visit some crazy places, like Antarctica, and you said you would be there with me" you remember that night like it was last night. Also because it wasn't too unsual for the both of you to simply lay down and repeat those ideas. "And after I said I wanted to go to space, and you said you would be there, I asked you if you were meaning it"

"And I said yes. Because I did mean it. That night, while you were saying that, I promised myself that I was going to fullfil everything wish and dream you ever had" you knew what he meant by that, and couldn't stop tears from falling your eyes. "Baby, that's your life dream, and I made a promise. I really want you to go"

You hugged his body really tight, like you wanted to turn the both body's into only one. You don't know when he started to cry, but now both of you were a mess of tears.

"That's really sweet..." The voice of your father called your both attention. Separating just slightly to see your parents looking at both of you in the room. Your mom seemed like she was about to cry too, and your father holder her close. "Really sweet, son".

— [💗]; Lee Felix

5553 Words

At the phone, you told Felix you had some news, and really wanted to share with him. And you were kinda of nervous as well. It was something nice, you promised him, but we're slightly afraid of what he was going to say.

So the both of you were having a dinner at your favorite place for eating, and you took the email printed for him to see by himself.

And you swore that the way he's eyes lighted up, made you fall more for him than ever.

"Baby! You are brilliant!" He cheered for you, and surpressed the urge to scream to the whole restaurant. But he contained himself.

So during those days that were left for the both of you, you decided to visit all your favorite places while you still could. Oh, and you were using oficial sweeters, caps and shirts (some oficial, and some he made himself for you).

And every place he would hug you very tight and remember how much he loved you, and some plans you made in some of them.

"You know, when you come back, we can do this again, while you tell me everything about it!"

"I'm gonna love that, baby!" You said, kissing him, but then a male voice called you out from somewhere. Then you saw a young man, also with a shirt like yours.

"Yn, is that you?" When he got closer you saw. Your ex. "oh my god!" He rushed to you and Felix, what scared your boyfriend. Who was that guy? "You remember me, right? We dated a couple of months ago!"

"Oh, hi!" You said wanting to run from him, but he was insistent. "No way you got into the university as well!" He shouted and tried to hugh you, but you were faster, and holded Felix arm.

"Yes, me and my boyfriend are celebrating" you said, and he got the message and started to leave, but not without saying "guess I'm gonna see you at the dorms"

Say that the horrendous man made your happiness to go away it was an understanding. But you really wanted your happy sweet boyfriend back, and not the sulking baby.

"Okay, we can stop here" you said laying at the grass, and Felix sat beside you. You patted your thigh so he could lay his head on it, and you stated to play with his hair.

You were at the Han river, the breeze was good, and you felt calm, the sun setting. Your favorite place, with your favorite person.

"I love you" he said, and you smiled looking straight at him. "Im sorry for him, but I didn't liked how the rest of our day went because of him."

"I love you, my sweet donut, sunshine baby!" You joked what made him smile again, and kept on talking "I don't judge you, I would go crazy if we crossed ways with one ex of yours saying she would have to work with you on tour! Like, I would put one if the boys to keep looking at you"

Felix laughed, and took your hands, playing with your fingers, and kissing from time to time.

"Chan and changbin would be those perfect spy's for you"

"But you know what? I know I would have to do that, because I trust you, and I know you love me..." You said, passing your finger through his frackes.

"Yes I do." He confirmed, and you loved how his smile reached his eyes once again, and your heart gutted from how much you would miss him "and I guess you love me too, right?"

"Undoubtedly. And besides, we have sooo many things to do at my vacations, and when I'm done... Oh! And we still have so much to experience even apart..."

— [💗]; Kim Seungmin

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Seungmin wanted to surprise you, coming home earlier, with your favorite take out. He knew you were studying in your room, and probably were there for a long time. So what's best for a break then him and food?

But before he could Knock on your door, your voice called his attention, and he waited so he wouldn't disturb you, or scare you.

"Yes I know it great Yeni... Oh, no I haven't told him yet... Well because I'm not so sure if when, or how. I don't want to scare him... Of course I don't want to break up with him!... Yes I know I should had told him when I made the application, but j wasn't even serious, it was just a test!... Yes, you can say I'm a (university name)' baby now... Okay, I gotta go!"

So putting one and one together — and after texting Yeni and making her promise not to tell you —, Kim figured out that you made a test application to the university you always dreamed about it, and got accepted. You just didn't knew how to tell him, since you didn't want to break up.

So he made a plan, and got help from everyone, even Yeni. The girl was gonna take you out for a day, while him and the boys were gonna prepare a surprise for you at your apartment.

Seungmin searched the most famous places at the country your new university places for, and also the most knowing foods of the country. So he got those best at cooking, for the kitchen, and the others help, for making your living room to look like some tourists places.

When you finally made home, the perfume took you buy surprise, and when you lighted up the lights, and saw Seungmin standing there waiting for you.

He smiled brightly, and you tried to figured out what was going on. "I'm going to say something and I don't want you to be mad," he started saying and you tried to follow his track of thoughts. "I kinda overheard your conversation with Yeni, and decided to make something for you..." He gave to you a box, and opening you saw a cap and Sweatshirt from the university. "Dress them up!" He ordered excited, and you did, laughing.

"So, I'm here today to taking you through those best places you can see there!" That's when you realize the biggest country flag, and some pictures all over the wall.

And he made it more fun than it could be, and you both also started to eat the food cooked, and he kinda lied, saying that he was the one that made it, but you knew that it was probably one of the boys.

At the end of the day, you took out the cap, and putted at Seungmin's head. The both of you laid down, your head in his chest, and his hands playing with your hair, while the both of you were looking at the window.

"I wish you could go with me" you said, and he agree with you. But he didn't want to let you sad, with that, and so he started to talk.

"Remember when you enter to visit the zoo with everyone? And we went with everyone..."

"Wait, are you talking that day when Jeongin almost throwed up on Chan, or when Jisung almost throwed up on Lee know?" You joked, and he laughed.

"And when that restaurant opened, you wanted to go, but also didn't want to tell me, because you were afraid I would found a very stray kids way to get in it?"

"Oh yes, it didn't worked, you knew I wanted to go, and gave your stray kids way" he laughed and you completed "but I couldn't complain, the food was really good"

"You know what I think we should do, those days before you go?" He asked and you looked at him, waiting for an answer "you should get that notebook I know you write your plans, and we can check some of them these days, and some when we meet during the vacation, and finish them when your done with university."

— [💗]; Yang Jeongin

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The way you told him it was very calm, and Yang actually got really happy for you. He hugged you really tight, took you out for eat, and he couldn't stop kissing you.

"I'm so proud of you!" He said one moment of the night "honey I didn't knew if would pass school and you got at the best university!" He simply couldn't stop smiling and twisting you around "wait until my hyungs know that I have a really smart girlfriend and they don't!"

And you were more than happy as well. That night, once you got at home, he decided to cook for you, while you took a very good and well deserved shower. Well, he ordered food, but you took it anyway, since he ordered with love. After that and his own shower, you got into the bad, and talked a lot.

He said repeated all he said during the day, and you decided to be honest and told him, you were afraid he wouldn't like the idea, since you would have to leave for another country and be so far from eachother.

He brushed off, and started to talk about all the good moments you lived, and how good was to met him. Talked about the short period of time plans, and those you made for life... Until you fell asleep.

But you failed to notice, that since you told him Jeongin started to think about how you met. It was an accident, and he fell in love at the first sight, so he knows how easy it is to fall in love with you.

So he let his head wander... And suddenly I.n couldn't close his eyes without see you bumping into some guy, and studying with him, and realizing that he's so much better than your distante dumb boyfriend...

He knows he promised you to help with packing and planing places to go, but he just couldn't. He made a excuse about something coming up for the group, and hide himself at the dorm.

"What are you doing here?" His hyung Lee know asks seeing him at the couch, sulking like a baby " isn't today the last day, of your smart as hell girlfriend before moving abroad?"

"Yeah" he said weekly, not noticing his phone wringing and picking up by himself (thing that he was complaining the whole month)

"Care to explain then, why are you here, and not with her?" The older asked trying to understand the situation.

"It's just, we we're talking, and I realize that she can met the love of her life at her new place, and forged about me... And I just, I think it's the best if I let her go..." He tried really hard not to cry, but tose tears where just there

"Okay... have you talked about it with her?" Lee know sits beside him, and take his hands, but the boy just denied with the head "so, you felt insecure about she finding someone else, and instead of talking to your girlfriend, you are just letting her go, without a word?"

"When you talk like that, sounds stupid" Jeongin mumbled and lee know was about to explain to him, kindly, but a voice appeared out of nowhere.

"Because it is stupid, your idiot!" Seungmin came out of the corridor "go find her! Tell her she's the love of your life, dumbass!"

And even though he really wanted to get hurt and mad with his older brother, he knew he was right. So him and lee know took the car and went out to the airport.

In the middle of the way, he saw a call from you, and panicked again. "Do you think she heard something?" He asked anxious already.

"You'll have to call her, to figure it out"

So he did called you, and even though you were extremely sad, and mad, you did picked up.

"Hey love, I..." He started to talk, testing the waters, but you didn't let him finish. "Love? Yang Jeongin, you think you can dump me on my last day here, without telling me why, and I would be okay with it?"

You screamed and he deserved that. And he tried to explain, but you just couldn't let him speak, and turned the phone out. That moment he knew he had to see you.

They were half way to the airport, when his phone stared to ring once again, and he felt his heart stop thinking it was you, but it was his mother.

"Mom?" He picked up "son, we need your help!" Her voice was nervous and the boy swear he heard a crying from her, and probably his father too. "Hyung, can you park really fast, please? Mom, what's wrong?"

"Your brother got hit buy a car, and... And... We don't know if it's serious or not but we want you here, can you come please?"

His heart then stopped almost for real. He explained to lee know, that took him straight to the hospital. Of course he didn't forgot you, and tried to call and explain a lot of things, but you just didn't picked up the phone.

So he tried to send messages, but you had already blocked him. Jeongin now could only expect his brother to be better, not knowing that his hyungs were trying to reach to you.

He was dumb, but he just couldn't let their baby to have his life falling a part.

I Am Not Your Asian American Doll: a comic for AAPI Heritage Month 2023

I usually spend a lot of time editing and fine-tuning my comics so that they come across as polite and inoffensive. But honestly, I’m really tired of the way Asian cultures and countries are treated / talked about while Asian people themselves are excluded, and thought it was about time I really let my rage out lol.

id in alt

Love is a flight away | Y. JGN

Pairing: Idol!I.nxnonIdol!reader

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Warnings: slight angst, fluff, soft, lovey dovey (yay)

A/n: This one was kinda requested, and I'm really happy to give our beloved maknae a disclosure. Sorry that I took too long for it, but yeah, here it is. Hope everyone enjoyed ❣️

💌: @marcillfll

Jeongin didn't knew what to do. After trying to talk to you by the phone, he's mother had called him, telling that his brother was hitten by a car, and was at the hospital.

Lee Know had to pull the car, so his younger friend could make a proper decision, and even though he really wanted to go after the love of his life, but he needed to stay closer to his family.

That happened two months ago. That night his Hyung took him to the hospital, and called the others members, telling them the hole story. That night Yang Jeongin cried in fear for his brother, and then cried a little more for the love of life already gone.

But the boy didn't knew that his friends and bandmates were trying their best to at least reach you, since it was only fair for the both of you to have a honest conversation — even if it's the last.

They texted, called, and one day Felix considered sending a letter to you, but the idea was fast discarded. After the accident, JYPE gave to the youngest the time he needed to be by his brother side, and published a oficial note. And you actually saw that, but since it happened only a couple of days after you leaving, you didn't minded much about it.

But one day you got tired, and actually picked up Chan's call. Your first intention it was to only telling him to stop bothering, and to pass the message to all the boys, but you actually didn't expected what you heard.

"Jeongin!" Yang hear your name being called and believes he finally gone crazy, or that he finally reached his limits with coffee, since he hear you calling him. "Yang Jeongin!"

Once he turned around and saw you running on his direction, the world stoped turning. You we're really there? Was he dreaming one more time? Did something happened and the doctors had to give him some pills, and now he was hallucinating?

The boy only realized it was real when you didn't stop, and only hugged him. And then when you hitted him at the chest. And then when you hugged him again.

The boy could finally smell your perfume, feel your soft skin against his own, and your body warm against his cold one. He felt good again after a very long time.

"We need to talk" you said again, separating from him. Coming back to reality he made you sit at one of those benches that were at the corridor. "Is your brother okay? How that happened?"

"Well, he broke a leg, had some bruises but nothing really serious after all, he's getting better fast" he explained looking at this coffee probably not thqt warm anymore, when something clicked in his head "wait, how do you know? What are you actually doing in here? What... What about your university?"

You smiled and holded his hands before explaining "chan called... actually all the boys called and texted, but I was really mad and upset, so it took me a while before actually listen to them. So I came back as soon as possible to see him, your family and, well... You."

Jeongin couldn't stop his heart from beating that fast. You we're actually there for him, you were holding his hands, you were worried and did all of that. And that made him felt horrible... You probably were really heart broken because of him, and actually came back, when he was worried about a possibility and left you alone.

"I'm sorry y/n" he said weekly, feeling his eyes starting to tear up. He kissed your hands before continuing with his apologies "I left you down that week, and thers not justification for that... I-I... I saw someone on twitter saying that their girlfriend went to another country to study, and broke up with them for this other person, and I just..."

"Freaked out?" You complete for him, laughing a little bit "yes, I noticed" you said before a silence took over the conversation.

Jeongin could barely look at you in the eyes, even though he really wanted since he missed the way you look at him. He missed how he always felt the warmth of your love whenever you looked at him; he missed how the excitement took over your eyes and the went big and sparkling; missed the proud look on them whenever you went to see him performing with stray kids, and how you looked as his members as if they were your family too.

"I got really upset after listening all that bullshit by the phone" your low and callm voice called his attention again, but he could only look at your hands, holding his. "I felt like you had lied to me, when you said you were excited and proud, and that boiled my blood more..." You took a little bit more of time, and once you realized that he wasn't goi to look at you, you holded his face to do it so. Slowly caressing his cheeks, and seeing his tired eyes, slightly changing when looking at you.

"Listen I really believe we can make it if you want to it...but you have to promise me, that you are going to be 100% honest with me all the time."

I.n's response it was a very happy and relieved yes, hugging you — in a very uncomfortable and wird way because of those chairs, but neither of you could care. So he took you to see his brother, and family, that also were very happy to see you again. But before you actually get into the room he asks one more time about your university.

"Oh yeah, I said it was a family urgency, so I'm gonna watch the classes online while I'm here"

"And how long are you staying?" Yang stops walking now really excited to hear that, and waiting for your answer "huuum... I think time enough for you to take me to dates to repair the lost time he had".

He definitely were happy now, just not his brother, by the joke he said about breaking his other leg so you could stay longer.

Lego Love | C. S

¡NonIdolSan! x ¡FemaleReader! (Feat. ¡NonIdolSeonghwa!)

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Avisos: Jealousy and pouty San, and a lot of a boyfriend material vibes!

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Anyone who saw her with San would see the way her eyes sparkle whenever she sees him, how their cheeks turn slightly pink whenever he smiles, laughs... and sometimes gets more intense when he touches her.

But to San, you were simply a great friend. A dear friend. The best friend... Of course it wasn't her favorite situation, but if that was what it took to stay close to him, so be it. So when San found out that you needed to renovate your entire bathroom due to a leak, he didn't see a problem offering not only a bathroom, but his entire apartment, because the guy didn't see the point in making you come and go, if you could spend a season with him.

The point is that you accepted the invitation without even thinking twice. When your friends found out, everyone without exception looked at you like you were someone worthy of a madhouse "Are you going to live with him?!"

No, they weren't wrong when they warned that it would probably be your biggest challenge so far. San is the perfect kind of boyfriend: he wakes up every morning and cooks you breakfast, or helps you, when you're the one who wakes up first; he always leaves cute little notes around the house, whether it's to let you know something's over, someone helped buy or organize something, or... just a note of how much he cares for you.

San, also never leaves the house without a goodbye hug, and never comes back without a drink, food, or chocolate...

Oh! And if that wasn't enough, San makes a point of hearing about your day, and watching your favorite things when you're sad...

You swear that you can survive with this San, just a friend, but whenever your apart, your heart hurts, because you know that one day you will not only have to leave, but also he doesn't love you the same, and all that affection one day, it will be for another lucky girl, who you already hate.

One day, Seonghwa, one of the mutual friends he has with San, stopped by the apartment they now share, to talk, but also have fun, assembling his new lego set. The two were then sitting comfortably next to each other with light music playing in the background. Both focused on what they were doing, talking distractedly about their lives. Taking advantage of the fact that her other friend wasn't home, Seonghwa asked about how he was doing. After telling, unpretentiously about how she felt, she changed the subject, since she didn't want to think too much about the situation, that usually made her worse.

As always, being the caring friend that he is, Seonghwa looked at you like a caring brother, and then changed the subject, telling you something about wooyoung that made you laugh.

San, who was outdoors, arrives and is graced with his loud laugh, and he automatically smiles. Leaving the dinner bags he brought in the kitchen, he followed one of his favorite sounds. Arriving in the room he'd given her, his expression as well as his heart dropped. Choi saw her laughing desperately at Seonghwa, who was kindly looking at her, while you two looked very comfortable on some sort of... date?!

"Hyung! I didn't know you were coming..." The brunette comment trying to hide his confusion, then he smiles. "I managed to find the lego that y/n wanted to assemble and I thought it was fair to come assemble with her" the oldest replies simply, and you show him the small piece you were still assembling. San looks at her with affection in his eyes, and gives a sincere and loving smile.

"Want dinner? I brought street food, but I don't know if it's enough for the three of us" San says, again, trying to hide his frustration. Before arriving home, he was sure the two were going to eat, while they watched together on the couch (probably hugging), another episode of the series they watched together.

"We just ate, sannie, but you should have dinner, you must be hungry" the punch he received in the belly, made the brunette doubt if it was because of your words, or because you didn't even look at him. Just nodding, and with his typical pissed off pout, he left the room.

"I think he didn't like that very much, y/n" Seonghwa calls your attention, and you look at him confused. The elder's eyebrows were raised as he tried to suggest something. Something absurd. So she just laughed at him, turning her attention back to the toy. A few minutes later, the two were still talking soothingly, riding very focused, and ignoring San, who was huffing every five minutes downstairs, trying to focus on the television, but being constantly interrupted by the sound of their murmuring voices, and laughter. .

Seonghwa was never this funny, why did you laugh so hard? And what the hell could a piece of plastic have that he doesn't? A more comfortable hug? Random affectionate kisses that made you blush adorably? Please...and Seonghwa also have arms that hug, and a pair of lips that kiss...

Without thinking twice, San is back in the room (relieved when he sees that the two of you barely looking at each other). Picking up his computer chair, Choi positions it beside you, and watches her closely. You are so beautiful concentrating, zooming in and out of the object, your eyebrows knit together as you try to guess why the pieces don't fit...

"You're staring. What did we already talk about staring?" Her voice is calm, but she still doesn't look at him. My God, what's your problem today?!

"You're beautiful. What we've already said about you being beautiful" San says softly, seeing her cheeks color. Seonghwa laughs lightly, forgotten in her corner. "And you didn't welcome me right today, I miss you." He responds, bringing his fingers to your chin, and turning your face, making you look at him.

He had an adorable face, and that pout he hides earlier. Swallowing hard, you try to respond as if you weren't intimately affected by it. "But you saw me this morning"

"Yes, many hours ago, I miss your pretty face when I'm away. And then when I come back, I want to see it all the time"

The air disappears from your lungs, and there's no way you can pretend you don't feel anything for him, much less that it was nothing.

Seonghwa, who already understood the whole situation, calmly got up picking up his legos, carefully, of course.

"I think it's better to leave the two lovebirds alone, good night" he left the room. You want to walk him to the door, but not only do you not trust your legs, San is still in front of you, holding you in place.

The two stare at each other for a few very long seconds, until the older one breaks the silence:

"Do I finally have you all to myself?" One of his eyebrows goes up as he studies her face. Without the courage to say anything, you just nods your head.

San opens the smile, which he knows can melt anyone, victim of his affection, and mutters a "great", before reaching out and leaving a quick peck on your lips before standing up, and pulling you by the hand into the living room, where he would put his series, while you pretended that your heart wasn't beating like a tachycardia.

I should be studying fory Mondays Tuesdays and Thursdays tests, but instead my brain it's flooded by maazing plots that I doubt I'm gonna be able to write 😭

Eu deveria estar estudando pras minhas provas finais de segunda, terça e quinta, mas eu tô aqui com o cerebtcheio de ideias pra um Plot novo, q eu duvido muito que vou conseguir escrever 😭

She's so pretty 😭

MINNIE / ’ALLERGY’ (2023)