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I made this playlist to help me focus on the feeling of being sk1nny, how I felt when I was at my lw. The feeling of my b0nes poking at my sk1n. My sk1n felt so t1ght and I felt like I could fly away. Slowly but surely im getting back to that place.

Ifs still in progress but I thought I’d share

I’ve lost 10 Ibs since I started like a weekish ago 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

I am so excited and happy

I’m gonna f4st harder until the 28th we are going to a concert :3 maybe my th1gh g4p will start spreading a bit more by then 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

Just started reading Wintergirls and oh my god I am sucked into it like my st0mach in progress pictures

If you have any other book suggestions pls pls let me know

I’m so strssed bc I finally applied for Medicaid but even still I have to wait 45 whole days to get my meds and in those meds is my @dder@ll and that’s always what helped me lose the most the fastest. Not only was I not hungry but I was ready to do math problems, clean the house, get my life together, and fix every problem I’ve ever had.

These 45 days will be hell knowing I could be on my @dderall already but I’m still waiting for the acception into the program and also I have to find a doctor and an appointment.

It would also be cool to get back on some mood stablilizers and sleeping pills bc it’s bout time I get my moods in order esp since my boyfriend is so perfect and doesn’t deserve to deal with my bipolar ass

I’m plateauing guys 😭 I’ve been stuck at 127-130 for the past week I wanna give up so bad but Halloween is coming up and I wanna be a skeleton 😁😭😁