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CREAMINGGGG YOU DID THE OIKAWA ASK SO FUCKING GOOD THANK YOU FOR MY MEAL 🧎🏼‍♀️

AHHHH THANK YOU i was kinda nervous about it at first but i like the finished product

also no problem it was a lot of fun to write :3 eat up 🗣🗣

Im sending you good luck on your exams love!!!

TYSM ONYX THIS MEANS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! 💖💖

i had two today back to back so it was kinda hell especially bc i didn’t have time to go out to my car to eat so i was rlly hungry during the second one and all my brain could think about was my cliff bar in my car LOL

how have you been?? how was your day! i hope you’re taking care of yourself and feeling your best :) 🥰

send this to ten bloggers you think are wonderful. keep the game going 💕✨💫

(I wanted to interact but I was too shy...btw I love your blog theme omg!)

this made me so happy omg 😭💘💘 i think you are wonderful, my love!!! this means so much to me, thank you for the kinds words and your blog is literally so dope i’m in love with the theme 💋

also never feel shy to interact i love seeing messages and talking to people 🥺 i get it thought because i’m also shy as helllll

same honey same

purge of 2002? of 2012? what ARE those?

Oh, how quickly the past is forgotten. 

They are part of the reason A03 is a thing now. Not the whole reason, but part of it. 

The Great Purges of 2002 and 2012 are when ff.net got a wild hair up their ass about THINK OF THE CHILDREN and nuked any fic posted on there that was explicit. Thousands upon thousands of nc-17 smutfics were lost.

It’s what led to the creation of alternate hosting sites for smutty fic…AdultFanfiction was the one I went to…but thousands of fics would never be recovered. 

A fae!Draco and artist!Harry historical AU, Harry's loving rendition of the first time he saw Draco <3

I'm so in love with this, yall. Their expressions are everything! 😭😭😭💛💛💛

FIRST POST DANCE

Here's some drarry to get things going I guess

I Wrote a Poetry Book 🦷

Hello, friends! I haven’t posted anything on here for a while, apart from reblogging gif sets when I get into a new fandom lol, but I wrote a poetry book, and I want to share more information about it!! I would really appreciate anyone skimming over this and/or reblogging. ❤️

A few months ago, I finished my first poetry manuscript, Is It Bad if My Gums Bleed When I Floss? If you’re a fan of the macabre, poems about trauma and self-acceptance, or you happen to love teeth like I do, this book might be for you! 

Is it Bad if My Gums Bleed When I Floss? is a collection of poems following Netty, a dental student, from childhood to adulthood and the relationships she forms throughout, including a sexually abusive relationship with her professor. When she emerges on the other side, it’s with heavy trauma and a newfound desire to fully accept her own sexuality, as well as heal her fractured relationship with herself. It’s a lot of body horror—it is pulling teeth and probing gum pockets and tasting blood on someone else’s lips. It’s literally teeth poetry. It’s not pretty, but I think that’s the beauty of it.

Because I know it’s easy to see this and not really know what the hell “teeth poetry” means or what my writing is actually like, here’s an example—this is a concrete poem I want on the back cover of the book, which touches on a lot of the themes and images in the collection (please excuse the poor quality; I don’t know how to fix that lol):

I want her, I want her 

under my pillow are my baby 

teeth soaking up saliva 

in his mouth 

I taste my blood

under my fingernails 

press into her skin 

is so pretty

little lips saying

“It’s Netty,” and I—

I’m really proud of this manuscript; completing it was like putting to rest years of hatred and shame that were festering within me. But I can’t say any of this without giving a BIG thank you to @tigerlilycorinne​ and @jovialobservationanchor​ for supporting me while writing this. If it weren’t for them reading it, leaving feedback and suggestions, and generally just being the best cheerleaders in the world, I probably would’ve just let it sit in my Google Drive.

One last note: I have an author Instagram and a Ko-fi if you want to follow or support me elsewhere! I’ll keep you guys updated on any news I hear from the indie publishers I’ve sent this manuscript to, as well as new things I’m writing. (Between you and me, I have another book in the works…!)

Again, I would very much appreciate if anybody reblogs this! Tag a poetry lover, the dental hygienist you follow, a Dead Dove fan, or the casual tooth enjoyer in your life. I want my poetry to find the audience I’m certain is out there. If you know me, you know I’m not always confident in my writing, but I think this is it. 🦷❤️

WTF

LOL

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My childhood in 3 minutes ❤

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ALEX HIRSCH HIMSELF FUCKING RETWEETED THIS IM SCREAMIGN

I- ... I thank you so much... I cannot thank you enough. 

codenamewitcher’s Weekly Fanfic Recs for Jan. 10, 2021 - Jan. 16, 2021

DO NOT read fics marked 18+ if you are under the age of 18!

Din Djarin

You Done? (Oneshot) by @triangularjuice​ Din Djarin x F!Reader, Din leaves the reader and the Child to go hunt a bounty, when he comes back things getting heated between Din and the reader. Warnings: 18+, smut, language.

Dad and the Dog (Oneshot, 4,7k words) by @dincrypt​ Din Djarin x Reader, the Child gets a puppy and the Mandalorian’s dislike for the animal isn’t as it seems. Warnings: fluff, SPOILERS for the Child’s name

Francisco “Frankie/Catfish” Morales

dreamboat (Multiple Parts) by @mudhornchronicles​ Greaser!Frankie Morales x F!Reader, set in the 1950s, the Reader moves to a new school where she meets Francisco Morales and his friends who call themselves “The Bandits”. The Reader finds that she’s willing to bind a few rules in order to be with Frankie. Warnings: language, drinking, smoking, mentions of racism, death, and war, suggestive comments, fighting. 

Javier Peña

Hope that it’s Hopeless (Oneshot, 1k words) by @norcula​ Javier Peña x F!Reader, the Reader and Javier have a rocky relationship and tenstions between the two get high. Warnings: 18+, language, smut

Rule (Oneshot) by @nikkixostan​  Javier Peña x F!Reader, the reader has a rule on dating, a rule that Javier has yet to hear of and questions things. Warnings: language, drinking

love me, sweet (Oneshot, 0.9k words) by @pedrosbish​  Javier Peña x Reader, Javier realizes the type of feelings he has for the reader. Warnings: fluff and angst.

Marcus Pike

the portrait of love (Oneshot) by @writings-of-a-hufflepuff​ Marcus Pike x Reader, Marcus and the Reader go to a gala for his job, while there he has worries that the reader may not be interested in art works but that isn’t necessarily the case. Warnings: none 

A/N: So sorry this list is so late, I’ve been busy all day today and yesterday!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME ???? AKJSDNKASJD 

not me reading this for the 91238th time and still blushing at it every time

me, you and the moon | jake sim

“hi.” you giggled, face to face with jake.

“hey.” he replied, eyes boring into yours.

you and jake were cuddled under a light blanket in the middle of a flower field. the two of you were there to look at the stars - or in jake’s opinion, look for ufo’s - but were too engrossed in one another.

“your eyes are so pretty.” you smile, raising your hand to brush off his bangs that were covering his eyes.

“you’re so pretty,” jake blushes, moving his head to hide in your collarbone.

you hum in content, shifting to get more comfortable. you move your hands to jake’s hair and run your hands through it. “ah, that feels so good,” he whispers.

you look down at jake, then at the stars and moon above you and smile greatfully. “i wish this moment could last forever.” jake says. you nod, “i know, me too. just me, you and the moon.”

“just me, you and the moon.” he repeats after you, smiling to himself.

JAKE :: 2021 Season’s Greetings

hai! idk if ure doing request but if u r can u do something with heeseung inspired by the tiktok trend where reader tries to sit on his lap while he’s on the computer or while he plays video games??

hyung line when you sit on their lap while they’re on the computer !

REQ. | pairing: enhypen hyung line x reader genre: just a bunch of fluff, established relationship, whipped!enha

maknae line version | masterlist

HEESEUNG ー 이희승.

we all know how much heeseung loves playing video games

when you had decided to plop yourself on his lap, he was in the middle of screaming at his teammates in a friendly round of league of legends

i know hee said he learned how to play silently but he was feeling weirdly passionate today okay leave him alone

he probably didn’t even notice what you were doing until he felt a sudden weight settle on his lap

when he did notice though, his brain would short circuit

heeseung is actually kind of awkward to be honest so i genuinely think he would freak out a little bit

like he loved league of legends but he also loved you

you could feel him sort of freeze beneath you and you chuckled

you looked up at him from where you were positioned on his lap

“what? just keep playing.”

the sounds of his teammates who he was previously yelling at could now be heard yelling at him through his headphones

heeseung’s cheeks stained pink

“really? are you comfortable, though?” he would ask

would look like these emojis 😳🥰🥺 personified 

“mhm. just continue, hee.”

he would nod, head still kind of dazed because you were sitting on his lap come on!!!!

even when he continued getting back into the game, his attention would be divided between you and “being the best mid l.o.l players have ever seen” or so he says he is but ni-ki secretly told you that that was a lie

GO BACK TO THE LEFT FLANK!!

he would scream but look at you and go 🥺

once he got used to you being there though, the teasing would start and you’d regret everything.

“did you miss me so much that you had to come here while i was busy?” smirk

“did you fall deeper in love with me when you saw how great of a player i was?” smirk

“you know your boyfriend is the best mid player in l.o.l, are you feeling butterfli-”

he would only laugh as you groaned and slammed your forehead against his chest, telling him to shut up.

JAY ー 박정성.

remember when jay was playing nintendo and jungwon turned off the tv? yes, exactly

this would give off the same energy 

but obviously more romantic because he’s in love with you not that he isn’t in love with jungwon because wbk he is but for the sake of this au he isn’t okay yeah

he was just casually playing on his computer with a pout resting on his lips 

you thought he was cute so you walked over to him and lifted his arm so you could move onto his lap

while doing so jay would go

?????? but wouldn’t say anything

he’d just stare at you curiously

but when you made yourself comfortable and snuggled against his hoodie, jay would literally have the softest smile on his face

THE SOFTEST SMILE GUYS

when he realized you probably just missed him, he’d lay back against his chair and press a kiss against the crown of your head with that smile still plastered on his face

he would continue playing but during the times where one of his hands weren’t needed, he’d use it to caress your head

no, doing this would jay would be the most comfortable and soft thing ever

you guys wouldn’t even talk

he wouldn’t question you and you felt too comfortable to say anything

for the rest of the day you just silently stayed in each others arms while jay played his games and you rested against him

JAKE ー 심재윤.

his friends would hate you so much 

because whenever jake was in a game and you appeared, he would, with no hesitation, leave them for you

seriously like you wouldn’t even be seated on his lap yet but he’d already be giggling at you like the lovestruck fool he is

you walked to where he was playing and before you could even lift his arms to create a passage for yourself, he’d look up and already have his arms open waiting for you

wait i’m gonna cry i love him

the moment you sat on his lap, his hands wouldn’t even touch the keyboard anymore

“hyung? HYUNG??? mf you’re about to die- HYUNG!”

you could hear ni-ki from the headphones jake had tossed aside

you laughed, arms encircling jakes neck

“you can continue playing, babe, i’ll just chill here.”

he shook his head stubbornly with pursed lips

“no thanks. i’d much rather look at my girlfriend who i hadn’t seen all day.”

before you could do anything to protest, jake would lift you up from where both of you were 

you squealed in shock

boy let a girl know????????

you quickly wrapped your legs around his waist to prevent yourself from falling

jake would drop you both on his bed, making you yelp again

dude??

but you couldn’t stop yourself from blushing as jake laid on his side, staring at you with so much admiration

you would end up making plans to do something, whether that was watching a movie or going out

meanwhile, ni-ki was still on the other end, complaining about his favorite hyung leaving them mid-game

“y/n noona probably came in the room, r.i.p.”

SUNGHOON ー 박성훈.

okay this bitch would be so cocky

you know how jay would be all soft and quiet? no park sunghoon would make you regret even dating him

right when you placed your hand on his arm to move it, he’d click his tongue and stare at you with a smirk

“y/n. what are you doing?” he would drawl

you pouted and attempted to move his arm but your boyfriend, park sungbitch, stiffened his arm so that you wouldn’t be able to move it

“hoon!!!”

although he was annoying, he was still annoyingly in love with you so he’d grab your hand, still chuckling, and move you over to sit on his lap

i feel like at the start of your relationship, this definitely isn’t something he would do because he values his space and alone time.

he would definitely be awkward and kindly ask you to join him later, after he recharged alone

but i think once he started getting more comfortable with you, sunghoon would really value moments like this (more than his space and alone time), especially because he couldn’t enjoy them as much as he’d like. you know, being an idol and everything

so he’d hold you in his arms

still feeling smug

still with a smirk because his girlfriend loves him so much 

rolls eyes

“did i look handsome from where you were on the couch, y/n? is that why you felt the need to come to me?”

“aish, you think i’m so cool don’t you?”

“oh my god, okay, i’ll go back to studying.” you’d say grumpily

“wait, y/n, no-”

he pulls you back with a laugh and tells you to stay and you’d only agree once he promises to shut up

which he complies with but it still doesn’t erase the smugness written all over his face

author's note: hello anon! thank you so much for sending in a request. instead of only writing for heeseung, i decided to write for the hyung line, i hope that's okay with you :) also this is the first reaction au i’m doing so i hope you guys find it somewhat enjoyable (and accurate. i put a lot of thought into this hmph)

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IM EVEN MORE GLAD I FOUND YOU!!? like, who writes so amazingly and gives constant support and SENDS THIS 5 TIMES FOR NO REASON!!???!!!??

ily you're the best😭🫶

the aftermath of watching k-idols interacting w/ k-fans during fansigning events, and for wishing to be born/living in south korea