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I WANT TO SEE THE ART!!!
This art is so old dude
I dont know where tf Tyler went, but the other 4 are all still in here though quite a few of em look different (Krys goes by Micheal now, Arctic transitioned, and Pigeon has wings). I dont have a drawing or picrew of Micheal cause his pfp is just an old photo of our face, but I have shit for the other three
stay safe gay Jesus don’t go down like the other guy
Well THATS totally not ominous at all
sorry about this,,, (about sending another ask,,,,)
what are endos and anti endos? i USED to be an anti endo but now i dont know if im anti endo or not.
- @ieaturanium
Sorry this took so long to answer, I was dealing with some other stuff and didnt wanna shortchange an explanation!
So, I'm a mixed origin system and I mainly identify that way because 1. were not entirely sure what the original reason for us becoming a system was, and we think it was multiple things that contributed to it, and 2. We have headmates from all sorts of origins due to being a very large system
And really it can vary! Some endo systems dont remember their trauma, but this isn't true for all of them and assuming can lead to them either trying to dig up trauma that they may not be ready to face or a headmate causing trauma for the system out of spite to prove a point. Ive heard of this happening many times, the former more so than the latter, and its very harmful when anti endos try to push and convince endos that 'Oh you just dont remember your trauma but I still think youre valid!' because of said reasons.
Some may caused by something that could be considered trauma (because trauma is nuanced and varies from person to person, it all just depends on how the brain reacts to something) but because of the nature of what it is the person either doesnt consider it to be trauma for whichever reason or feels more comfortable identifying as an endo sys. Stressgenic is one of those examples.
And then some may just not be caused by trauma at all, like willogenic systems or people that have 'artists muses' (aka their characters will write themselves or talk to them). There are many forms of plurality because it is a wide and varied experience, and not all of them are talked about. Artists muses tend to be the most common example. But not everyone knwos about or wants to self identify as plural, and thats totally fine!
Something I need to put an emphasis on is endo systems can still *have* trauma, and it could still cause headmates to form/split/etc, it just wasnt the original cause of their becoming a system. Just because someones an endo system doesnt automatically make them immune to experiencing traumas in the future that may or may not affect their plurality.
A lot of systems may have been affected and caused by their neurodivergence in some way, like us with our autism and wildly untreated BPD, and we had a lot of ""non standard"" trauma when we was younger which would probably get us fakeclaimed regardless. We dont feel comfortable fully identifying as traumagenic though for various reasons, including how toxic some of the community can be
The anti endo community doesnt only target endo systems, theres a lot that also target pro endo traumagenic systems for the same reasons. "Endos are hurting Traumagenic systems!!!!!!!" but then they go after those that support endos and its like wow, way to support the people you claim to protect. Ive seen traumagenic systems get their own trauma fakeclaimed and called an endo system as a 'justification' for getting harrassed
Endo systems have been fighting for the system community for *years*, dating back to around the 80s or 90s iirc, and so many terms come from endogenic parts of the community (like fictive and factive are two prominent examples!). Endos and pro endos provide sources in internet arguments arguing about their existence only to be ignored or told 'THOSE SOURCES ARENT VALID SOURCES!!!!!' even when theyre medically backed studies
Ive also seen anti endos argue on The Future Is Plural! posts because they think they want more children to be traumatized. This is not anywhere near case or point, which is to fight for more plural acceptance and make it a safer environment for people to explore their own plurality without getting harrased or judged for it
And just to clarify, I dont mind endo neutrals or people willing to learn interacting with me, as Im willing to help educate how I can! Just be respectful and anyone falling under those categories can stick around ^_^^
What do you think of creepypastas?
I'm starting to write one, idk if it will be cool. But it's bssed on an infamous image.
Creepypastas are part of the reason we discovered SCP in the first place, and we occasionally get drawn back into the fandom from time to time, so Id say theyre pretty cool 8⁰]
Do you take alternative flag requests? We would like to use a "Drama Maker" system role flag, but the only one right now is made by someone who doesn't want endos to interact.
Yeah we can make alt flags
We dont normally coin things or do flag stuff on this account, the lockhost post was an exception cause we didnt have a separate blog for it yet
If you can go resend this over on @fruitbasket-hoard so we dont loose it and all our coining/flag posts are all in one place in the future that would be appreciated 8⁰]
Banes, would you like to do an art trade someday again? jj/nf
Trick or treat!!!
Treat! Get SilverGlass'd
Is it normal to suddenly feel hyper aware of a sort of: “wait… IM a fictive?!” and then suddenly feel like everything feels clearer and little blurry as fuck upon the realization, yet I’ve subconsciously knew somewhat? But at the same time it didn’t click to MUCH later.
I’ll keep my source private due to nature of the show, but it feels suffocating not being able to tell anyone out of fear of being bullied and I know I’m not my source and yet I feel attached to it as it’s a comfort show for us.
Yeah, thats happened with quite a few people in here. And it's alright to not want to share your source, theres a lot of people with more controversial sources that keep their source unknown to others. It can feel liberating to realize you're a fictive, and yes you may be blurry for a bit while your mind is still reeling a bit from the realization, thats perfectly normal
If you ever want to talk, whether about the experience or your source, feel free to dm us. We don't judge people based on their source and are friends with lots of introjects that have more problematic/controversal sources
-Ukulele
[Fictive:] The ache of knowing the people you loved so dearly in your life basically don't even exist is monumental. Fuck this hurts. God I miss Johnny.
It gets easier over time. For us it helps that we're a pretty large system and happen to split easily (even if its annoying at times), but that obviously doesn't work out like that for everyone. Reading fanfics about source may help if you can find any that are decent, or even writing some of your own. same goes with art in general. We draw and listen to music/make playlists quite alot, just try different things until you find out what helps
-Ukelule
BANES HAVE MERCY ON MY NOTIFICATIONS
Suffer
NOO I MISSED IT I WOULD'VE TOTALLY MADE A FRUIT SALAD JOKE
LMAO??
my irl friend once went as a functioning fork dispenser. he gave people plastic forks
Thats hilarious, tell him that he should do it again