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had an idea that would be useful for systems that I’m not gonna finalize yet but just hear me out
not technically tone indicators, but to be used like them:
/hs to indicate “in headspace” (or /iw to indicate “in innerworld”)
/ph to indicate “physical” (as in “I am physically doing this”)
that way you could easily communicate which way you mean something! like “I worked on the garden today /hs” or “we got a new haircut /ph” or something like that. there’s probably already something similar but it seems like it would be really useful? idk we will polish it tomorrow
i can't say for certain i'm really a system. i just want a name to call myself, i want to be able to say, 'this' is what my problem is, there are other people like me,
i want a word to describe myself, i want to be able to have something to explain the loneliness, the looping conversations in my head, the distance between me, the being, and it, the body.
please, i would like to talk with anybody.
sometimes i fear that it is i that is the "voice commenting on [one's] actions,"
i talk to this vague individual and describe to them everything, (and even describe it usually in the past tense).
i've often felt like i just came and replaced whoever was here before.
idkidk the place to ask but you seem knowledged a bit on system stuff and not like.. gatekeepy on experiences but i'm a questioning system and was wondering if its possible when a fictive splits and forms they come with like pre-knowledge on a langauge that the body/shared brain doesn't really speak or know that well spare from the most basic words?
or am i just. going through it /nav
Oh heya! You caught us at our 'blasting Vocaloid at full volume directly into our eardrums at 1am hours' skjhdskjdfhj /silly
And we love answering and helping others with this type of stuff! So you, and anyone else with questions, can come to our inbox for help :]
Anyways, yes that is entirely possible and has happened with us and others! We have fictives that know languages from source, whether they be real or fictional languages, that the body doesnt know much about. When that happens, depending on the headmate, they will either be confined to speaking the language in headspace, or if they want to speak/type that language in the body, theyll get translators; though we also have friend systems (and one of our partner systems) have been able to speak it bodily a little despite not really having much knowledge of the language previously. Its pretty cool, if a bit disorienting. We have a few headmates that can only speak/type if they use translators, or need another headmate to translate what they are saying in headspace.
For us personally, we have weird amnestic barriers with certain things regarding the body, so when theyre getting a translator to type in a language the body doesnt really know, they are usually the only one aware of the body doing that. Of course, you usually start to absorb knowledge of said language the more they speak/type it. We can read the enderian script pretty well now due to a few headmates in our own and other systems that use it, and morse code is another thing we're slowly learning. We want to learn other languages bodily, like Spanish and Russian, so they feel more comfortable and have that option without being confined to translators.
Tl;dr, yes it is entirely possible and a fairly common experience to have :]
I hope this helps! And our dms are always open if ya need it
Hi, hope these sort of asks are okay but I just seen something about language? So aaa sorry for the ramble! We feel the need to explain:
I think we may be a P-DID/OSDD-1A system but I feel like we still have a sort of introject based on real/fictional people. Which is it possible? I heard the term for -1a and p-DID systems it’s like “facets” or “fabelings” but idk, I know that both myself and two others in our little space took on identities that brought us more comfort than “Sad Kevin.” “work Kevin”, etc sort of thing. I personally feel I am Dr. Iceberg, I have pseudomemories and just I know a take on an “adult” “work sort of deal.
Time to over explain! but We’re usually always very blurry sometimes sharing this metaphysical steering wheel or someone’s being a sort of backseat driver (car analogy is how we explain our experience). Our memories aren’t good and our host/main person (idk terms) he said he usually feels like he’s watching everything in a dream like state. If that makes sense. :p just, is it possible for us as osdd-1a to have introjects based on others? I feel like others will call us out for “faking.” Or worse :(( we do plan to talk to a therapist when we have the funds and feel safe in doing so but you seem very knowledgeable and safer to ask. /gen.
Hello there! I think you may have gotten the term mixed up a little bit. You can use whatever is most comfortable for you, but Facets is a term more commonly used for median systems rather than multiple systems.
Regardless, yes, it is entirely possible to have introjects in a P-DID/OSDD-1A system. We know lots of those types of systems with introjects! As far as Im concerned, most every type of system can have introjects if they feel thats what they are.
I know there are cases of a brainmade alter 'becoming' an introject, its a little hard to explain, but my personal understanding of it is this happens either through fusing with fragments, or kinning becoming something a little more personal to that headmate.
The car analogy is a great way to decribe your experiences! If you want to know some terms for those, fronting is when a headmate is in control of the body, co-fronting is kind of a secondary to that, and then co-consious is when your sort of watching, but may still be able to do things like type or speak with the body to communicate. Theres also passive influence, which is when said alter is not aware of whats going on in front, but may still affect what happens.
It made us really happy that yall trust us enough to ask about this stuff, even just on anon. I hope this helps! And dont listen to anyone that tries to fakeclaim you. I hate fakeclaimers, so much. Yall know whats going on with yallselves the best. Stay safe out there anon.
Feel free to come to our inbox again, or dms if yall are comfortable. And this goes for everyone, we love talking about this kind of stuff and answering it. :]
I feel bad for asking…again same “language anon”, found out we have a artyom after the confirmation! Been here for a bit but was a “irl” which uhhhh leads me to also ask if at all possible if it’s normal to mistake headmates as “high level kins” or even “irls”?
Because with us there’s a lot of blur, a lot of co-con, co-front, we’re still very much questioning (at least osdd) and just, there’s a big chance some of our “irls” and very high-level ID kins might be headmates, like Artyom (his source from Metro 2033).
Has you, anyone else, etc experienced similar? Or am I just silly
Cheers!
- 🛰️
Hi again! :] Glad to see ya around
As for an answer to your question, yes this is entirely possible, and something that I would say is an integral part of the system experience. Us and a lot of systems we know have gone through a very similar thing.
And I would like to add on, that you can be both. You can have both that headmate and also have another person be kin of the same person. You can even have system wide Kins/IRLs/IDs! We have a few of those, one of collective IRLs being Alto Clef for. Obvious reasons ajkaakajadhskjs. Hell, I myself have my own kin list somewhere that I could probably dig up if ya wanted an example
Kintrojects are also a thing! Which is where you split someone based on a kin, hence the name
I hope this answers your questions, and like always, dont be afraid to send in asks if you need any more help :]
Hello! I am sorry for the weird ask, but you were one of the first ones I felt safe in asking, but you don't happen to know any kind of term for a member that mostly does the 'adult' stuff? Such as mostly fronting/co-fronting/co-conning whichever when the host is at work, job hunting, driving, etc.
I thought of 'manager' or even 'overseer' (which is funny to me, a Doctor Iceberg fictive, the promotion we all deserve I think) but I don't know if that exactly fits, and we cannot seem to find an actual proper term for it, like caretaker doesn't make sense since i don't look after the body itself just I don't know job shit, and stuff like driving. I know we have the power to coin a term but the anxiety.
Thank you for the help in advanced. - ❄️
Ok, we just did a pluralpedia dive for you, and here are a few terms that might fit!



I am again asking for help with DID terms.
What is a "subsystem"?
So, a lot of terms arent just for people with DID, rthey can be used for any system! Systems and plurals dont all nessicarily have DID, thats just one form that it can take! /info
And a subsystem is exactly what it sounds like, its a system within a system 8⁰]
Pluralpedia has a lot of useful terms and definitions, and theres also some extremely specific ones too on there if you wanna go look around
Is it normal to suddenly feel hyper aware of a sort of: “wait… IM a fictive?!” and then suddenly feel like everything feels clearer and little blurry as fuck upon the realization, yet I’ve subconsciously knew somewhat? But at the same time it didn’t click to MUCH later.
I’ll keep my source private due to nature of the show, but it feels suffocating not being able to tell anyone out of fear of being bullied and I know I’m not my source and yet I feel attached to it as it’s a comfort show for us.
Yeah, thats happened with quite a few people in here. And it's alright to not want to share your source, theres a lot of people with more controversial sources that keep their source unknown to others. It can feel liberating to realize you're a fictive, and yes you may be blurry for a bit while your mind is still reeling a bit from the realization, thats perfectly normal
If you ever want to talk, whether about the experience or your source, feel free to dm us. We don't judge people based on their source and are friends with lots of introjects that have more problematic/controversal sources
-Ukulele
[Fictive:] The ache of knowing the people you loved so dearly in your life basically don't even exist is monumental. Fuck this hurts. God I miss Johnny.
It gets easier over time. For us it helps that we're a pretty large system and happen to split easily (even if its annoying at times), but that obviously doesn't work out like that for everyone. Reading fanfics about source may help if you can find any that are decent, or even writing some of your own. same goes with art in general. We draw and listen to music/make playlists quite alot, just try different things until you find out what helps
-Ukelule

✎...Side blogs list (Not personal)↫
This posts is to enlist all our side blogs that aren't personal and are system related so if you wanna go and check them out, or if you know one of this and want to interact more with the system behind them!
[For the alter and some alter sideblogs list look here]
We also gonna add some kind of description to the side blogs so you understand better about them
This might be constantly updated because we love making side blogs, so keep this in mind to check it sometimes to see if there's an update

@syspport
Syspport is a blog oriented to help & support CDD systems with all kinds of problems, we also do requests of multiple kind of things and sometimes we do positivity and validation posts
Information, ask and visibilization of things are one of our goals, we want people to understand and know a little bit more about CDD and how they can understand this disorders in a way it can be helpful
Is a safe space to learn, ask, and request, an all in one place!!


@nonaltercdd
Non alter CDD is a blog oriented to all the aspects outside the alters in the CDDs, to bring awareness and visibilize the other aspects in hopes the CDD community stop treating this disorders like "the alters disorder" and more like a complex and difficult disorder
This is a completely safe space and open to interaction, questions, ask, positivity, visibilization, vents and all those things are allowed, the only rule is that it's about CDD and isn't about the alter part, or if you're gonna bring them out the alters aren't the main topic


@cringesys
The cringe systems place is a blog for all the systems who are cringe or considered cringe for one or another reason to have a safe place to be themselves without being judge
This blog mainly functions with "Cringe system culture is" kind of posts, but isn't exclusively to that


@sillysystems
The silly systems is a blog for all the systems to be as silly they want, to share about something they find silly about themselves or similar things, just to be silly, random and all that kind of stuff, it's a safe space where no one's gonna judge you because for being a silly system/alter


@queersys
Queer systems place is a blog for all the systems who are queer (this can be because of one or multiple alters, or being collectively queer) to have a safe space to talk about it and express themselves without the fear of being judged or something similar
We accept all kind of requests, but mostly there are "Queer system culture is" and similar ones to that


@systorytimes
System storytimes is a blog to share storytimes of your system, this can be any kind of storytimes that are aligned to your CDD, can be good, bad or neutral, we don't judge
The point is sharing your experiences and storytimes you want and giving a place for all the systems who want to


@antipsychiatrist
Fuck psychiatrists is a blog that talks critically about the psychiatric field and how there's a lot of abuse, neglect and ableism in the mental health area, specially surrounding psychiatric
Here you can be real and serious about how fucked up the mental health area is regarding the CDD, because this blog is about CDD and for pwCDD, so all this is centric about that, but of course if someone wants to make a submission/ask about this that mix CDD and other disorder or something similar is completely allowed
An interactive blog for all the pwCDD to give their opinions and share their experiences, start talks and ask questions, a critical serious space that sometimes has little hater vibes


@otherkinsys
Otherkin Systems Realm is a blog for all the systems who are also in the otherkin/therian community, this can be collectively or because one or a group of alters, to have a safe place to be themselves, share about their experiences and feel understood without being judge


@cddcommunity
The CDD community is a blog to talk about the CDD community, not only here on tumblr, but in all the internet in general
You can share experiences, vent, send ask and all that kind of things, all about the CDD community. You can be critical about how the current CDD community is, the topics, dramas and all the things going on around here in the community, is to talk about the good, the neutral and the bad things regarding the CDD community, no one's gonna judge you for what you say here, it's a safe space to share about how the CDD community is and works on internet
This isn't a syscourse blog, but syscourse mention is allowed do the nature of the blog and the CDD community


@octendo
Night Ravens is our syscourse blog, not only about endo syscourse but general syscourse, although the blog is kinda lonely because we have to be in the syscourse mood and there are always a lot of text posts or simply short generalized posts to be open to discussion
There's not much to say about this blog, but please let's keep separate this blog form our personal blog (this one)


This is all, if you like this blogs and want more interaction with us go ahead, we love interacting!!
Also if you want a side blog of a specific topic regarding systems go ahead and tell us, we'll gladly do it, more side blogs probably are being think off to make ✨
