Bipolar Thoughts - Tumblr Posts
Do you ever just sit in your room, look at all your belongings and say fuck it all?????
I'm obsessed with my stuff but someday's I just want to get rid of it.... like none of it means anything to me anymore.
(Once I feel better, my belongings still mean the world to me though lol)
If only it was that simple....
Keep fucking going!!!!!!!
Yes, in my darkest days, i'll wish they didn't look for me, but it doesn't change anything about how I felt when I woke up in that hospital. Happy i was still able to move my fingers and toes. Seeing my mum and dad. Trying to be strong for me, fighting their tears. Kills me, I put them through that, and I never wanna do that again. The crazy part was I was soooo happy to be like.... alive. I didn't understand why or how I got there but I was happy to be okay ♡ owe my life to my ex bosses, miss yous.
Please be kind to your self 🙏❤️ keep fucking going ( is what the ring says that I wear everyday from my lil cat who im happy to be her maid of honor this summer )
We're all delulu here. Don't lie ahahah
Just me? Okay 🫣
Maybe I do make my bipolar diagnosis my whole personality or possibly MAYBE my bipolar IS my personality as a whole. Being I have like 24 versions of myself stuffed inside me with every emotion or delusion I ever have.
Because honestly ..... I never know what version of me is going to come out 🙇♀️
Still tightening the screws a bit. Since the toilet seat fell from space onto my head. #2020
I never been one that's aware of what's going on with my mind and body haha
I'm just a clueless soul, thrown into this meat sack and was told, okay get going!!!!!!
But but.... someone tell me what this feeling is I'm feeling?????
Never get attached!
Oopsie too late but guess what? I'll live! And you will too. Fuck em!!!!!!
Why am I like this? Idk I was born this way. I've grown to accept it haha catch me on a depressing day, I'll be saying otherwise.
Bipolar Rollercoaster
Not ready for the mansion in the sky.... YET.
I'm always crawling out of hell. It burns.....
I felt the anger and pain in you and me but I'd do it again
'Fuck heaven up there and hell down there, it's all right here, right now.'
Oops manic, or high, same shit, different pile.
Correction this hour I'll love you but in five minutes or an hour, I don't know.
Nothings complicates my life more than my damn self.
I feel like noone wants to be with me cause that's means they'll have to be responsible for me......