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» a love like this dies fast « 

「 Relationships are hard for everyone, even celebrities. With bright lights shining upon them and fake smiles plastered upon their faces meaning full connections are hard to find.

 With everyone watching their every move the rising stars of Hollywood have to try their hardest to maintain their images… even if it costs them everything. 」

◯ famous!au/s (Hollywood love stories)  

◯ ot7 x reader ( please note this is not a poly universe, none of these stories are linked unless otherwise stated )

◯  key;  [ ♡ - smut ] [ ☆ - fluff ] [ ☾ - angst ]

KIM SEOKJIN ; RED | new romantics  ♡ ☆ ☾

❝ Kim Seokjin’s rise to fame is something no one had ever anticipated. However with you, his assistant, right beside him he truly felt like he could do anything.. until suddenly it all became too much. ❞

date posted: TBE.

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PARK JIMIN ; ORANGE | wildest moments   ♡ ☆ ☾

❝ Getting caught up in a rush of newfound fame was the never the direction Park Jimin saw his life going in. He always thought he was a well grounded individual, but even the most put-together people have moments of weakness. ❞

date posted: TBE.

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JUNG HOSEOK ; YELLOW | sober sunsets   ♡ ☆ ☾

❝ You never thought you’d land that sweet summer internship for your favorite talk show ‘Hope Talk’ but miracles happen. Although you never expect to get whisked up in a whirlwind romance with the of star of the show himself, Jung Hoseok. ❞

date posted: TBE.

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KIM TAEHYUNG ; GREEN | us now   ♡ ☆ ☾

❝ You dreamed of tender kisses and soft hugs, and when you met Kim Taehyung you thought you’d found your soulmate. But after getting roped up into a series of career opportunities you found yourselves drifting until everything fell apart.

Hadn’t anyone ever told you to never mix business with pleasure?❞

date posted: TBE.

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KIM NAMJOON ; BLUE | on separation   ♡ ☆ ☾

❝ Public affairs were never Kim Namjoon’s forte. However, upon meeting you he found himself thrust dangerously into a world of socialites, after-parties and an extremely public relationship.  ❞

date posted: TBE.

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MIN YOONGI ; INDIGO | reasons unknown   ♡ ☆ ☾

❝ Slipping into a deep depression wasn’t that uncommon for Min Yoongi. The entire world watching his every move was uncommon though, with the pressure of their gazes on him he falls down a destructive path. He begins to lose everything, but is it too late to salvage what’s left of his relationship?  ❞

date posted: TBE.

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JEON JUNGKOOK ; VIOLET | forgotten lovers   ♡ ☆ ☾

❝ Secret relationships never work out for anyone, but that didn’t stop Jeon Jungkook from trying his hardest to juggle his rising status and you. ❞

date posted: TBE.

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Genre: Angst. There’s fluff if you squint and look at it when it’s 20 miles away from you. But really just a n g s t. Warnings: Breakup, stressful relationship. Idk that’s really all I can think of. Word count: 739 wow that’s not a lot Author’s note: Not gonna lie, this is kind of based on what just happened in my life. It’s kind of a vent fic but also not? Idk. My brain is slowly piecing together what just happened, so that’s fun. This is my first shot at actual angst, I’m likely to not write a lot of angst in the future but honestly who knows? --

2:41 PM.

“I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine.”

You press the red disconnect button on your phone before setting it down on the bed. Taking your headphones off, you try to process what just happened before realizing that it will take a while before your brain fully figures it out.

Jin just broke up with you. 

It’s like your head is in a fog. You know it happened, but it’s not registering in your brain. You can’t realize that it happened. 

4:36 AM.

“Can we call tomorrow?”

A text early in the morning. The day before. You were long asleep but that’s what you woke up to four hours later. No “I love you,” “good morning <3,” or “did you sleep well?” Just a simple question but you already knew what it was about. How it was the end to a long, complicated ordeal that had you both tired and stressed.

It was inevitable anyway, you felt it coming for the past month and now it was here. 

2:37 PM.

“I want to make this quick, because uh. Yeah.”

Quick. The only part of this ordeal that isn’t going to be stretched on and on. Quick.

“I think we should. Uh. Break up.”

Silence.

“I had a feeling you were going to say that.”

And then your tears began to fall.

2:38 PM.

“It’s not that I don’t love you, my feelings haven’t changed. I just don’t think I was ready for a romantic relationship with you, and I want to be friends.”

You mute yourself, pretending your cat jumped onto your bed. But you’re just composing yourself. You don’t want him to hear you cry. That would just make it all worse.

“Yn? Are you okay?”

2:39 PM.

No. 

“Yeah, I’m fine. Sorry, I’m back now.”

You just wanted to get out.

“Okay. I’m really sorry, this isn’t about you. It’s just me.”

It had been in the back of your mind for a month. How did it start? 

Texts saying “ilyt” changing to “no u.” 

One word answers when you were excited about something, when before he was at least a little bit excited too because the girl he loved was sharing something with him. 

Responses that became more and more annoyed-sounding, even though you knew he wasn’t annoyed with you. 

Confessions that made you realize that this wasn’t going to last forever. But you knew it was going to end at some point. You never expected forever from him. But you wanted a year at least. 

Instead, you got 9.5 months and promises that were unknowingly broken. 

“Next year we will.” “Next year we’ll celebrate your birthday together.” “We will be able to cuddle soon.” 

Quarantine had been difficult. But you had something to anchor you. To keep you sane when the rest of the world was crazy. Those promises kept you going. 

You would think about what you could do together when you could see each other in person again. Go to a park, set out a picnic blanket, and point out clouds and laugh together. Get ice cream together and go watch a movie. Cuddle when it got late and you were too tired to drive home. Look at the stars in the summer when the sky was clearer. 

2:40 PM.

“I’m fine.”

It was all crashing down. You were the first to crush on him. You asked him out on the first date. You said the first “I love you” after a day of panic and he said it second. 

Of all the firsts he could have chosen, he chose the most painful one. He chose to leave. 

2:41 PM.

“I’m sorry.”

You could accept that. You could accept that he was sorry. But that didn’t really change anything. He was breaking up with you. And he wanted to go back to being friends. But a part of you would not be able to let go of what you two had. He was your first love. You had something special. You’d been searching for what you wanted for a while and you finally had it. But now it was going away. He was going away. 

He was gone. 

“It’s fine.”

A click as you pressed disconnect. You set your phone down on the bed. You take your headphones off.

You hold your pillow to your chest and try not to cry.

2:42 PM.

He was gone.