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he cheated //

Taeyong one shot

Lee Taeyong x female reader || sad, angst, anger, revenge, friendship

warnings: Swear words are used here due to anger issues, mention of scratching fingertips, bleeding, blood

|| word count: 3.2K

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[8:30 am]

After pulling off all night I wanted to meet Taeyong, hoping that Taeyong will be home, I tried calling him since yesterday but he didn’t even pick up. He’s partially avoiding me four to five months. He rarely asks for a meet up. Who will say we are together and it already three years? I thought to meet him directly and ask him what’s going on. I didn’t want to doubt him but when my bestfriend Daniel said he saw Taeyong with a girl in the bar frequently, they drink and get wasted. I was ignoring it by thinking it must be any colleague I will definitely believe my bestfriend over Taeyong. We are bestfriend for 12 years already. If Taeyong had a problem, he should come over and say.

I unlocked his door, and I entered. I saw his shoes and-

 Another pair of heels.

I was in doubt, what’s going on. I took out my airpods from my ears and walked over, I walked towards his bedroom and I saw clothes here and there. I saw wine glasses over the floor. I went straight near his bedroom door, battling over to open the door or not. My mind was a mess. I was shocked, I wanted to get rid of his thoughts. I sat on his couch, and waited for him to come out. I wanted to see the girl but at the same time I didn’t. I wanted to get out of this, everything was disgusting. I didn’t even think twice and went out of apartment. He was disgusting.

As I took steps out of his house, I was in tears. I wanted to tell me maybe this was a misunderstanding but I couldn’t. My mind was unstable and my emotions; they were a mess right now. I wanted to see that asshole infront of me regretting whatever he did. I went home straight, crying all the way. I want LEE TAEYONG to understand how much it is hurting right now.

I took a cab from his apartment and went straight to my home, thanks to Sunday, I don’t have to go to work because I don’t know what will I do if I see someone infront of me. I reached home after 30 minutes, I was holding back my tears in the cab for the whole time. I wanted to talk to Taeyong and ask him numerous questions. But this isn’t the right time.

I paid to the cab, I went to my apartment and opened the door. I entered and threw my bag on the floor in anger. I broke down, I loved him and he did what? Cheated on me. I was sobbing sitting on the floor.

I was hugging my knees and scratching my fingertips, due to my sharp nails, it was bleeding. It started hurting, my sobs were louder. I heard footsteps approaching me. I didn’t even want to face him now, he told me numerous times to go and check but I didn’t because I was busy in work and believed Taeyong.

“Yah, Y/N what the hell dude?!” I heard Daniel’s voice.

“Y/N, stop” he came over and hugged me. I held him tight, he pulled me into his embrace. He was holding my hands stopping me from scratching my fingertip. I was shivering, “Dan- Daniel he did” I was crying harder, my tears didn’t want to stop. It was painful, even thinking about Taeyong was painful.

“I should’ve listened to you and asked him, it’s better to stop before finding out later” he was patting my back and there was no way I could calm down.

Was everything a joke to him? I decided to give him my love and I received what? betrayal. Were those happy moments meant nothing to him? We were so happy with eachother, those small and cute moments with love.

I wanted to hit myself hard for being a fool to believe him everytime, he gave up excuses, like meetings, conference and what not. I believed him and he betrayed me. I don’t know how long I cried after that

“You know what, get up right now.” He was definitely pissed on Taeyong, “If you are not going to get up, I will drag you to your bedroom. Choose whatever you want” When he says something, that means definitely he will do that. I got up and Daniel dragged me to sit on the couch. He brought the first-aid box and cleaned the blood, and after covering it with the band aid, he went back to keep the first-aid box.

 My phone, flashed a message; it read “Baby sorry, I came home a bit drunk yesterday after company’s dinner.”

My eyes started to get blur; tears started falling again. I was holding the phone tightly, in anger.

Daniel came near me, “Yah, you know what? You should go and hit Taeyong’s head. How dare he cheat on my bestfriend? And stop crying now” he said and looked at me. How much I want to hit that guy for ruining me right now.

“Hey, don’t cry. Let me make something for you, don’t cry please.” hugged me. I hugged him back, I couldn’t stop crying. How can I possibly smile when my boyfriend is cheating on me.

 “Daniel, I will go and sleep. I am bit tired.” Daniel looked at me, with an unsatisfied look on his face. I went to my bed directly; I looked at my phone’s gallery, it was full with our pictures.

All the pictures from our first date to our date of this month. He loved to go visit botanical garden with me and café dates too. There were adorable memories with him, I never thought it will turn out to be like this. If he wanted to break up, I would’ve done that too but cheating wasn’t necessary. He could’ve told me anytime, I would’ve done that. There was no reason to stay with me, if he found someone else who is giving him love. I swear, that girl. I want to see what kind of girl is she.

I want to erase everything I saw today. I was crying and I drifted to sleep.

 [4:00 pm]

“Get up!! I brought chocolate ice cream!” I heard Daniel screaming at me, I woke up. I sat on bed and looked at him. “You know what? Go and take a shower, right now.”

“What? Why? What’s the time?” I asked, of course not keeping the track of time.

“It’s 4:00 pm dumbhead. Get up”

“Yah! You can’t talk to me like that right now, do you know what I am going through?”

“Okay, okay. MADAM PLEASE GO AND TAKE A SHOWER, and let’s eat ice cream after that”

I lazily woke up and came out after taking a shower. I went to the couch, and Daniel came with big bowls of chocolate ice cream. I started eating silently. I had no mood to talk with anyone.

“Y/N do you know the girl?” he asked and I choked on my own saliva.

“No, I don’t know”

“Don’t you think you deserve an apology? After what that Taeyong asshole did?” I kept the bowl on the table, “Daniel, I want to see him with his girl. I want to know why he did all this shit. I want to know the damn reason. I was sad and crying over everything but now my anger is boiling up. No one deserves this shit.” He blurted out everything.

“Play along with him, take out the information and then, catch hold of him; red handed. Don’t break up right now.”

“Wha- what do you want me to do? Play along? With that asshole?”

 “Yes, play along and wait for the right opportunity.”

“What’s your plan Daniel?”

 My phone buzzed, ‘baby, what are you doing today?’

 I showed this to Daniel, “he still has guts to talk to me, bro. Tell me what to do”

 “Play along, go and meet him. Talk like nothing happened and don’t show any emotion like you are broken or hurt or sad. I know you can do it.”

 “You know it’s hard, how can I just go and talk sweetly with him after what he did. Do you want to get confirmed? Whether this is all true or just a one-night stand?” I nodded, no matter how hurt I was, I’m not getting sad or gonna self-loath myself before I teach him a lesson.

“Take his phone, check for deleted pictures and the call logs. I’m sure he would’ve deleted everything, but there’s a chance he didn’t delete today’s picture or something. Just a small hope. Now go and meet him.” I agreed to this, and texted Taeyong.

“Nothing much, how about we meet today? Since it’s Sunday?”

“Sounds good. At our usual place?”

“Yes. Let’s meet up after an hour”

“Daniel, he agreed. I should get ready and meet him.”

“Finish the ice cream and then head to him. I know you can do it.”

I completed my ice cream and went to dress up. I wore white shirt and black skirt; applied light make up and gave it a finishing touch with cherry lip tint and perfume, I took my black sling bag. I came out of my bedroom and saw Daniel watching TV. “How do I look?” I asked him.

“You look sweet and adorable. You don’t look like you were crying earlier. Now don’t be late go”

 [IN THE CAFÉ]

[5:15 pm]

I reached the café, I took deep breath before entering inside the café. This café is the place where I met him three years ago and our story started.

“Taeyong!” I called him out, he saw me and waved at me with his biggest smile. I looked at him and it was killing me inside, how much I wanted to keep him by my side.

“Y/N, how are you?” he asked with that adorable smile, which is my weakness since first day.

“I am all good after pulling up all night. But yea, I slept well” only if you know what happened and how hard I am trying to not get fooled because of your smile and cope up with everything.

“What do you want to eat?”

“Order what we did when we first met. How does it sound?”

“Sounds good.” He went to order.

“How was your weekend?” I was curious.

“It was good, but you must be tired because you have work on Saturdays.” he looked worried and right now I don't know he was faking it or not.

“Nothing like that, you seem busy.”

“Yes, a bit busy with managing team. Barely managing time.” how should I take it Taeyong? Explain me.

“I see, but take care of yourself”

I heard the foorsteps, pretty sure it was our order; since he also ordered cherry juice for himself, I had any idea and that was to trip the worker. I took out my phone,

“Oh no, what to do now?”

“What happened? Something’s wrong?” he looked at me.

“The network is not stable and I need to call Yona for work, can I use your phone?” he nodded and unlocked his phone; perfect timing. I tripped the worker and the juice feel on his t-shirt. He got up, “Sorry, really sorry”

“No no it’s okay.” Both of us said.

“I will bring another one and sir you can use the washroom.”

“Taeyong you should clean it or it will stain”

“Yes, I will be back soon” I opened the gallery as soon as he left. And checked everything and when I went to recycle bin; there was just two pictures enough to rip my heart. Both of them were drinking together and in another one they were in bed, both of them were smiling, I was holding back my tears. I kept his phone on the table. I am done being strong. How can he just how can he, I saw him coming towards me.

“Taeyong I need to use washroom and thanks for your phone, I didn’t use it because Yona just called me and I talked to her” he nodded and I went straight to washroom. I was looking at myself in the mirror and my tears started falling automatically. I didn’t know I was holding my breath too. I am done with acting all good. I want to slap him badly. I want to see him how idiotic I feel for believing him and bring a fool. I whipped my tears. I can’t ruin everything not after getting proof.

I went back and saw our orders were on table, “Come and let’s eat.” I smiled at him.

“You are okay? Y/N”

“yes, why? Do I look not okay?” I asked him

“No, nothing like that. Just felt like asking. Now let’s eat.”

After paying we parted our ways, I straight away went home in a cab. I went home and saw Daniel talking over phone. He saw me and hung up the call. I removed my shoes and looked at him.

“Are you okay?”

“No. I AM NOT. DO I LOOK OKAY? NO RIGHT? I LOOKED MESSED UP; HECKED UP. They were in bed, I saw the picture, there were no more that he definitely forgot to delete it” I threw my phone, on the floor tears were running through my cheeks. I broke down there, I saw Daniel picking up the phone.

“Y/N listen”

“I don’t want to Daniel. I am done. I am not meeting him ever again”

“Don’t say like that. Teach him a lesson, dude you can’t break down into millions of pieces because of an asshole. Okay?”

“WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? TELL ME. WHAT SHOULD I DO? I WANT TO END EVERYTHING BETWEEN US. YOU KNOW THAT GIRL IS FROM HIS MANAGING TEAM. SHE TALKS WITH ME WHENEVER I WENT TO SEE HIM TO HIS OFFICE. THAT GIRL, SHE KNOWS WE ARE A COUPLE AND WE ARE TOGETHER FOR 3 YEARS ALREADY.”

He held my shoulder, “Don’t run away and give up now. Take some rest, I will call you during dinner. Okay?” I nodded, he handed my phone to me and I went to my room, I didn’t even bother to change and flopped on the bed.

[AFTER 2 DAYS]

[8:30PM]

“Are you ready yet?” Daniel asked me.

“Hold on, let me get ready.”

“Okay. I need to work too; I CAN’T BE LATE. And did you call Yona?” he asked again.

“Hold on KANG DANIEL. I SAID HOLD ON. I AM WEARING MY JEANS RIGHT NOW.”

“Don’t be angry, I am calling Yona. Why do you get so worked out everytime?”

I was searching for my black leather jacket, I am ready with black shirt, and denim jeans. I took my sling bag and my phone and went out.

I saw Daniel, “You look like a girl who is out for serial killing, honestly.”

“Stop joking, okay?”

“I called up Yona and she is on her way” he said and the doorbell rang, I went to open. She hugged me, “You give a gangsta vibe. Gangsta in an angel’s face”

“not you too, Yona”

“Okay, now what’s the plan?” Yona asked walking towards the couch. She was wearing all denim, her style.

“Listen, I will text you as soon as I spot them, yesterday they came and definitely they will come today because yesterday night he made up the excuse of a team dinner and today he said is he busy because of some sort of meeting. After I spot them, do whatever you want. I leave that to you. Now let’s go. It’s gonna be 9pm soon.”

We agreed to it and went to “Paradise” bar. After reaching, Daniel left us because of work.

Me and Yona were sitting in the corner, from where can’t be spotted easily. We ordered red wine, the expensive one. I was looking at my watch from time to time. “Are you ready?” I took deep breath and nodded. After suffering for past two days, I am ready to smack his head. Our wine arrived, I took the class and sipped. I was about to take another sip; I felt my phone vibrated. I looked at the screen and it was Daniel. “They arrived; they are in their usual place.”

I looked at Yona, I spotted them. They were giggling, and their orders arrived. I saw her kissing him. I stopped looking at them, they just disgusted me. After sometime, I saw they started to kiss eachother and small makeout. I couldn’t watch anymore; they were busy with eachother to notice anything in their surroundings. I got up from my seat, both me and Yona went to sit infront of them.

I was disgusted to look and I was holding back my tears and anger. I wanted him to look at me. The girl broke the kiss, and her eyes widen when she saw me. Taeyong’s eyes followed her gaze and he spotted both of us. I got up from the chair, so did both of them and Yona.

“So, this is a meeting? Lee Taeyong?” I asked him calmly, as sweetly as possible.

“It’s nothing like what you think.. Y/N”

“Then what should I think you asshole? Cheating on me? Or meeting? EXPLAIN LEE TEAYONG?” I was losing my control over my anger and body.

“Y/N It’s nothing like that… this is all..”

“SHUT THE HECK UP LEE TAEYONG. Give me a reason why you are cheating! I don’t want to know anything else. Give me a reason. Give me a reason or I am going to kill this girl right now; you know how violent I can get. Right?” I smirked, I couldn’t hold my anger anymore

“I didn’t love you anymore!”

“I swear to god Taeyong, if this was the case we could’ve end everything between us. WHY DID YOU CHEAT? You know what? Daniel was correct about not dating you.”

“I couldn’t. It was just the thing that I-”

“SHUT UP ASSHOLE”

I looked at Yona, I was on a verge of tears, my anger was turning into tears. I can’t anymore. I saw the soju bottle on the table. I picked it up.

“Do whatever you want” Yona said and looked at me. I took that and smashed the bottle on his arm with the force I had.

“Yah Y/N! What do you think you are doing?” I slapped him hard on his face.

“What am I doing? Making you feel the hell and humiliation to whatever you did with me.”

I went near the girl and slapped on her face too, “You don’t even deserve to be called my ‘friend’ you should know it. That’s why people say to be careful of scumbags because of people like you.”

“Both of you are piece of trash. Go burn in hell. I don’t care anymore.”

“Baby girl, you can keep your honey for your life; go ahead and do anything you want, if you want to sleep with eachother again. Do it.” I said that girl and turned to look at Lee Taeyong, “Here everything ends. END OF THE STORY AND IF YOU DARE TO SHOW YOUR FACE, I will make sure you live in hell. I will chase you till the end of your life. Don’t dare to mess with me boy”

I walked away from them and went out. Yona came after me. I looked at her. She gave me hug, a warm hug. “You did well. I am proud of you.” I nodded, my tears were making it’s way, no matter how pissed I was, I am hurt.

“Did you bring what I asked to?” she nooded and smiled.

“Here’s soju, let’s go home. And let’s order chicken once we are home.” Yona smiled at me.

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