Childe X Zhongli - Tumblr Posts
—drowning in the ashes of my past regrets.
zhongchi; cw: none.
word count: 249
I always thought cowards ran, but now I know, sometimes the only way to win is to run away.
His feet hit the ground, kicking up large dust clouds. He's exposed. Rips and tears making his clothing unrecognizable. There's cuts on his skin and dirt in his blood. He can feel his head ache, a soft ringing in his ear reminding him to never forget.
Sometimes the only way to win is to run away; can he win? Is he fast enough? Is he angry enough? He had all the energy in the world, tonight he'll take flight, far far away.
He didn't look back as he ran, he ignored the screams for help—ignored the fires hunger. The ache in his bones, his blood mixing in with that of others; he ignored everything.
He had to.
"Forgive me." He said to no one. The cool night air whipped him across the face; he accepted forgiveness with grace. "Thank you..."
When no one's around to listen there's no sound heard; when no one's alive to accept forgiveness you can't possibly be forgiven.
It's said on that night, after the winds whipped him, the heavens looked down upon him. They granted him rebirth—a phoenix made of pure hydro—and he took flight to Liyue.
When his feet hit soil once more he was greeted by a lone man. Although man wouldn't possibly be enough to describe him—he held himself like a God.
How interesting.
"Where am I?" He's tired. "Who are you?"
Genshin Childe/Zhongli Fanfic Rec
A list of my fav childe/zhongli fics as I have read many and wanted to share. Fics with a heart (❤) are my all time favs. The list itself is in no particular order and except for two fics all of them are complete.
I’ve included trigger warnings in bold below the title, please read the tags before reading the fic.
❤ basket of knives | Oneshot (1/1) | Rated Teen (Angst, Hurt/Comfort)
TW: Depression, Self-Harm, Suicide Attempt
“I just want to be loved,” Childe says to himself, to whoever is listening. “Is that too much to ask?”
They are on the roof once more, this time Childe’s foot touches the edge of the building as he daydreams of something that cannot be. The sky is blank and cloudy and perhaps Lumine fears it’ll all end when he takes a step.
“Not at all,” she says. It’s still the truth.
Contrary to popular belief, Childe hates his family but loves them all the same.
the sister | Multi-Chapter (6/6) | Rated Teen (Humour)
TW: None
The tragic and unexpected death of Zhongli-xiansheng of the Wangsheng Funeral Parlor occurred to the sorrow of many and the deep skepticism of a few.
time flies like an arrow | Oneshot (1/1) | Rated Teen (AU Modern, Reincarnation)
TW: None
He’s tired, tired of the unbreakable loop of watching his loved ones pass on, tired of getting attached only for the connection to be violently ripped away from him. He wonders if the real victors during the Archon War were those who perished, who died long before their godhood turned into a curse that chained them to the land that they were fighting for.
But that is not a problem for Childe to worry about. That is Zhongli’s burden to bear, delivered to him in a pretty package years ago in the form of a gnosis.
His very first contract.
(Zhongli and Childe, across many lifetimes)
A Sight for Sore Eyes | Multi-Chapter (36/?) | Rated Mature (Canon Divergent, Slow Burn, Humour)
TW: Graphic Violence
Childe's purpose in Liyue was to play the part of the fool in Signora's plans, all the while ensuring she didn't completely fuck it up.
Given her idea to "test the people of Liyue" was to release a sealed god on them and call it a day, for whatever reason believing this was an entirely reasonable benchmark to test independence on, Childe had a lot of preparations to do to keep the entire thing from collapsing in on itself like his mental stability in the abyss. Fortunately, there seemed to be enough pieces on the board for Childe to maybe possibly hopefully swing this in a way where everything worked out.
Now, if only they would stop leaving jobs like this to the blind guy.
❤ Lungs full of Roses | Multi-Chapter (9/?) | Rated Mature (Hanahaki, Angst, Humour)
TW: Graphic Violence
Childe had always assumed that he would die young. He had accepted that a long time ago, ever since he accepted the mantle of a Fatui Harbinger. However, he always thought that he would die in a glorious fight, his body broken but spirit relishing the strong opponent that had bested him. He was okay with that type of death.
Unfortunately, it seemed like Fate had decided to add one last insult to injury, because, here Childe was, dying because he had fallen in love with the ex-Geo Archon. The same Archon who seemed to have discarded him like an old toy ever since the Osial Incident.
---
In which divine beings are cruel and a cursed Childe starts preparing for his inevitable death because no Archon could ever love a mortal.
...Right?
(NOTE: The tags promise a happy ending but it updates slow and sporadically so be prepared for the angst)
if i choose not to see it, it does not exist | Oneshot (1/1) | Rated Teen (Humour)
TW: None
Zhongli might as well have just straight up told Childe. He absolutely refuses to think too hard about it.
or
Tartaglia's accidental guide to why Zhongli is most definitely a hundred percent not Rex Lapis. There is nothing suspicious to see here.
conquering chopticks.🥢(2021)
~🍵
The sound of earth and sea.