Crush On A Friend - Tumblr Posts
Hollow [ 1st from collection 'Him' ]
I look at the pouring rain, the water trailing down the lanes, the clouds of mist, longing to feel something in the sound of Christ.
I look at the thread of colours brought by the cloud after hours to see a ray of hope in the different panes.
I look at the light beaming from the morning sky, with the keen desire to see a glimpse of a face in the world of my daze.
I look at it all coming to an end, As for this was the sun meant, still in search of a taste, that remains unfamiliar to my state.
I look at the night full of sparks, laying under the stars, to feel hollow with my scars.
For is the desire to feel something too much to ask?
I’m trying to write a character that has a crush on their friend, but writing about someone having a crush is just so. . . cringey. It comes off insincere and shallow, and I just keep sitting here like “my friends are spending time on this?” Maybe it’s just because I don’t know how it feels, but this is just so awkward and I hate it.