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Gabriel Castro
@naur
greglu vibe check
Holy shit there’s this cute guy at work that I’m SO smitten with but we work in different departments so we can’t talk all that much so I just have to stare at him from across the store like:
"They say you still love me. They say you broke up with her just for me. They say you've never smiled as much as you do when you see me. They say I make your life better. They say he didn't forget me. They say that I just need to wait. They say we were meant to be. They say that we'll end up together. They tell me to not give up hope. To not move one yet. Little did they know, I can never move on, not from you, but it seems like you already moved on from me and I don't know what to do anymore. Should I wait for you? Or should I find another? If I do wait for you, give me a reason why. If I move on from you... will we still be friends? They tell me to hold on to us because there's still hope, but I don't think I can hold on for any longer. But if what they say is true... I want to hear it from you. So tell me, tell me so all of this can be over —do you still love me?"
— My thoughts 24/7
These feelings I have for you I’m trying to understand…
I’d walk through hell if it meant I could hold your hand.
Not a day has gone past I haven’t had a day dream featuring you
Some sweet, but mostly of the dirty things I plan to do
Butterfly tingles just like in the presence of my school girl crush
When you say you want me too, I my heart turns to mush 💗
Wsp, I’m craving angst with my self insert and dream guy. So like, lets chow down ig. I can make a y/n and crush version idrc lol. <333 ilyyyyy
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“Why did you do it?! What made you think I would like that?!” The rain pelted down as Rosa held her tears back. Her words full of anger and betrayl.
“I….I….don’t know…” Benjamin stared at the ground with his soaking clothes clinging to his form. He wasn’t sure what to do. He didn’t think this would happen.
“You should’ve expected something like this to happen. I can’t believe I was so oblivious! Why did I ever believe you were the one?” Rosa turned away and started walking away from Benjamin. Tears fell from her eyes like the rain fell from the clouds. She held her arms to her chest to try and keep some warmth.
“What….so you’re just going to walk away?! Like you always do?! You always run away from your problems Rosa!!” Benjamin shouted with venom. He glared at Rosa’s figure that was standing still in the cold rain. Even at 100 feet away, he could see her shivers from the cold.
“Do you want to know my problem? The problem I tried to face head on?” Rosa spoke quietly but still loud enough from Benjamin to hear. She turned her head slightly. “My problem….was that I loved you. And I hate myself that I couldn’t even tell you. I tried but I was and still am a coward. So there you go. My problem was my feelings for you. I love you, Benjamin. But it’s now obvious that you don’t care for me as I care for you.” Rosa then kept walking away. Not stopping to turn back to see his reaction. She had an internal battle of running back to him and hugging him. To apologize for everything that went wrong. To say how she truly felt at the moment. To tell him everything. But alas, she kept walking until she was out of his sight.
Benjamin stood there, shocked. He couldn’t believe it. The girl he liked for so long….liked him back?? God he was such an idiot! How could he ever yell at her like that?? She never deserved someone as bad as him. He sunk to his knees and sat on the soaked concrete beneath him. He hugged his kneese close as he was lost in thought. How could he ever yell at her like that? He was such a mean person. He lost his only chance to explain his love. He lost his love…