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"An Eternity Without Me" - Dangerously Yours

"an eternity without me. will look into the faces of passers by, hoping for something that will, for an instant, bring me back to you. You will find moonlit nights strangely empty, because when you call my name through them, there will be no answer. Always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful consolation that you did a brave thing"

Dangerously Yours

Context: Dangerously Yours as Fem! Chuuya x Fem! Dazai

Chuuya swallowed hard as she finally looked at the woman who betrayed her so drastically, "If I betray you...I betray myself..."

"If I betray him, I betray my country..."

Dazai solemnly stared at her lover whilst Chuuya looked back out the window, dull light shining in; she hated it. There was a pit forming in her throat as tears pricked at the corners of her eyes, "My country's very dear to me..."

"Dearer than I?" Dazai finally spoke, her shaky voice echoed through the room, drawing Chuuya's attention back to her.

"No...no, not dearer than you..." Her hat cast a shadow over her face, desperately avoiding eye contact as if it were a disease that she could catch any minute now.

"Then, will you help me defeat him?" Dazai stepped closer, slowly yet shakily grabbing Chuuya's hand as an act of affection. She wanted her to know that she still loved her...and deeply cherished their bond with eachother.

Chuuya's eyes widened slightly, pulling her hand away and closer to her chest, "Help...you...? Defeat him...?"

"By telling me his plans- that's the only way I could hope to defeat him..." Dazai paused momentarily, staring desperately at Chuuya, "We can't both win, you see, Chuuya..."

Chuuya finally stared into Dazai's eyes, slowly beginning to recognize her but as a stranger. "I'm beginning to see," she wiped the tears that escaped her eyes and exhaled sharply.

"Then you will help me?"

"By giving you any information I may possess concerning our plans?"

"Yes..."

Chuuya looked away, clenching her fists as her breaths became more unstable, "You're very clever, aren't you?"

She looked up at Dazai yet again, expression turned cold and sour. Hatred burning through her eyes as warmth coursed through her body, "Oh, I can read you like a book now..."

Dazai's breath hitched as Chuuya stalked toward her, refusing to touch her in order to not delve into Dazai's cravings, "You thought I was young and easily swayed,"

"That you could make me love you," Her voice started to increasingly raise in pure anger and hatred, "And I would THROW AWAY MY COUNTRY-- my duty...for you..." her throat burned as tears streamed down her face, nails digging into her own skin whilst she unknowingly started drawing blood from her own, gloved, palm.

"That's not the way to look at it, Chuuya," Dazai stated sternly, not wanting to show her true emotions, her heart felt heavy as she stared at Chuuya expectantly; needing that information.

"You weren't so wise after all- because you've lost, do you hear me?! LOST!"

Dazai stepped back, away from Chuuya. She was aware her lover would grow angry, however she did not think Chuuya would refuse to indulge her.

Chuuya snarled, "You guessed WRONG in our little duel of wits. You forgot how close hate is to love!" Her body shook violently as she walked passed Dazai.

"You don't know what you're saying, Chuuya!" Dazai grabbed her hand quickly, hopelessly, searching for the words to say so everything could be fixed.

"YOU NEVER LOVED ME-- you KNEW that I loved you...and YOU USED THAT...!" Chuuya sobbed, aggressively pulling her hand away from Dazai.

"Chuuya, stop talking like a child! We're playing for countries now!" She attempted to grab ahold of Chuuya, however Chuuya rejected her touch and opened the door to leave,

"Yes we are, aren't we?"

As the door slammed behind Chuuya, Dazai stood alone. Alone yet again in a dark, empty room.

would talk abt how dangerously yours: the masquerade coded they are but y’all ain’t ready for that 😟😔‼️‼️

“if i betray you, i betray myself. if i betray him, i betray my country. my country is very dear to be.”

“dearer than i?”

“…”

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“do you think i wanted to love you? knowing where you came from and what your mission was? don’t you suppose that every hour we were together i was thinking “she’s just pretending”?”

“i wasn’t! i loved you!”

“and i loved you so much i let you pretend?”

OKAY HEAR ME OUT YOU KNOW THAT ONE SCENE FROM DANGEROUSLY YOURS WHERE ITS LIKE “you must tell her the truth before it’s too late!” AND THEN HE GOES “tell her the truth? Tell her the truth so that she will watch the stars through tears, instead of following the one, cold star that is her destiny? No, no. Let her think I never loved her.” OKAY OKAY NOW THINK ABOUT THAT BUT IMAGINE IT AS CALEB AND YASHA AND THEYRE TALKING ABOUT JESTER AND HOLY FUCKING SHIT SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP MY LUNGS CLAWING AT THE WALLS RIPPING MY FURNITURE TO SHREDS IM SO. STOP THIS MADNESS. 😭😭

an eternity without me

you will look into the faces of passers by hoping for something that will for an instant bring me back to you

you will find moonlit nights strangely empty because when you call my name through them there will be no answer

always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful consolation that you did a brave thing

You will look into the faces of passers by hoping for something that will, for an instant, bring me back to you.

You will find moonlit nights strangely empty because, when you call my name through them there will be no answer.

Always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful consolation that you did... a brave thing.

do you know what you are to me? you’re something to believe in again. you’re a type of person that had ceased to exist for me, a fine and honest woman.

oh my darling, you’re such a child. take your foolish little dream and heart and go. please go!

what is it? what’s wrong, my dear?

you know nothing about me. you’ve known me only three weeks!

three weeks? catherine, I’ve known you all my life.

Bro is gonna find moonlit nights strangely empty because when bro calls your name through them there will be no answer

Rayven: now, goodnight

Skully: thank you, my dear~

*Before Rayven could take a step, Skully gently grabbed their hand*

Skully: be careful of my heart, won't you? You see... You're taking it home with you tonight

*Skully gives a sweet kiss in their hand*

Skully: please... Don't break it...

*Skully then lets go of their hand. Rayven gives a slight smile*

Rayven: goodnight, your grace. Goodbye... Until tomorrow

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