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Does anyone else have lots of planning written down and, in the middle of a big project, forgets if they have already written a specific part in the story itself? Or is it just me?
Does anyone else ever get the urge to just... Randomly become lightly violent to themselves in public for a few seconds? That then you may or may not act upon?
Like, do you ever see your own reflection in a window or something, and then your internal monologue just runs for a few seconds, until it randomly comes across something that somehow fires a few neurons into each other in a millisecond that land on "Fuck that person in the reflection they deserve to die" and then you, like... Shout, or bite yourself, or slap yourself lightly, or something like that, half to break your own train of thought and half because the emotions your brain just randomly sprung on you felt like they require an intense reaction? Because that... Just happened to me. Stuff like that happen to me a lot, and they don't always require a mirror or something, sometimes my internal monologue just lands on "hey you should die in agony" for a second, and I have to either pinch myself or say it out loud to make it stop, bystanders be damned. Is that... Just me?
I'm no longer satisfied giving fictional characters pokemon teams. I'm now giving them to irl people I know.
I've given my sister both a themed trainer team and a gym leader team.
Yesterday I made and doodled a pokemon team for my mom and now I'm planning one for my dad.
something interesting that i noticed about me is when im really really tired my eyes start rolling back into my head. is this normal or am i just a weirdo????
When you're on your way to another mission, but the npcs have some juicy tea going on:
Someday I’ll learn what that word I just read (or said) truly means, but until then I’ll just continue to assume I fully understand it and am using it correctly
Me, a fan fiction writer: *Sees a happy go lucky character with a stable life, no canonic trauma whatsoever, friends, mental stability and nothing wrong with their life or attitude in the slightest*
Me: Oh, boy! I guess that since you smile in chapter two you’re depressed, anxious, and have trauma from your past!
Character: What, no, I like my life, I don’t-
Me: Haha! You also were bullied in middle school and have abandonment issues? That’s so wack, dude!
Character: No, that’s not true, I was a perfectly normal teenager, you can’t-
Me: Can’t wait to write a fic about you being so traumatized and depressed!
Character: Why are you like this?
Ok but like does anyone else ever just wonder what everything tastes like? And you might lick things in your house and be like “oh that tastes good” or “oh that tastes AWFUL” but you like never try it again after that?? But you like REALLY needed to know?
I just realized I have a “sick outfit”. Normally, without really realizing, I wear more outgoing-ish clothes, like, I’ll wear a dress or a suit shirt and fancy pants to the most normal outing ever, or even just at home when people are over. But today, I’ve had period cramps since the morning, and I literally just put on sweatpants with paint marks and a random shirt, and some family friends are over, and one of them said “oh, it’s pretty clear she’s not feeling good, she’s wearing the sick day clothes” and I was like “huh? What?” And then I realized, oh yeah, I wear these clothes whenever I feel like crap, huh, never noticed
So yeah, that’s that (also, I do go by they/them most of the time, but I’m still closeted so no-one in my family really knows)
when i only have five markers: i wish i had more colors to choose from
when i have all the colors on earth available to me: *uses the same five markers from earlier*
Man i love looking at a piece of media that im interested in that happens to have a fantasy/sci fi setting and thinking "ah yes. i need to flesh out this world far past what the creators even considered while making it or else my project i won't show anyone won't be cool enough." Its like a Sisyphean task that no one asked me to do and it fuels me.
*Resisting the urge to send back all of the exact same emojis to match the vibe when texting someone so that you seem just as interested in the conversation because maybe that would come off as a little weird/overbearing*
Sometimes when I wake up I open one eye and it’s more comfortable to leave one closed for a really long time. Like I only have one eye and pretend the other isn’t real.
Does anyone else ever wake up with an aching heart? Not like physically, but almost mentally, which causes you to feel it physically.