Ok But Like Does Anyone Else Ever Just Wonder What Everything Tastes Like? And You Might Lick Things

Ok but like does anyone else ever just wonder what everything tastes like? And you might lick things in your house and be like “oh that tastes good” or “oh that tastes AWFUL” but you like never try it again after that?? But you like REALLY needed to know?

Does anyone else just go to Pinterest/webtoon when ao3 is down?

Like Instead of looking at my words let’s go look at my pictures!! Or both words and pictures at the same time!!

Story time! ( it’s about using escapism as a coping mechanism ) ( also just kinda ending up venting )

From around the ages of 6 and up I started using escapism without knowing.

One of my most common escapes was pretending/hoping that I was part of a big royal family who would come get me and take me away from my current parents.

I liked to believe and live thinking there could be an out, someone would come looking for me one day, and I would go to an amazing life with a kind caring family. They would always love me no matter what.

Or now that I’m older I, and as much as it might seem weird, is that I pretend to sometimes be the parents I always wanted. In my backpack/lunchbox I leave the little “I love you!! ❤️ “ Notes in there for me to find. Or I make myself a chore list and then I add little note saying how proud they are of me.

My parents would never do these things. They also wouldn’t be accepting of me in any way, but I love to pretend and do things and imagine it’s them doing/saying it.

Now my parents aren’t like abusive or too neglectful, but they definitely aren’t at home a lot and don’t have time for me most of the time other then “how was your day” “hello” or “your grades are getting lower” “ just try harder”

My grandmother is kind of raising me at this point ( the amount of times I’ve called her mom is concerning ) and she acts like a way better mother figure than my mother most days.

I do however love my father very much. He does have a temper but normally not at me. We share most the same issues so we get along well!

Anyway sorry for info/ dumping have my life store on a random app full of random people who ( understandably) don’t care that much !!! Have a nice day lol

It’s 12 am I just send a picture of a tumble weed to one of my friends I think I might be high somehow

( here’s the picture)

I think I got it off of tumblr?? idk anymore man.

Decided that I’m gonna go eat some skittles while ao3 is down!

( trying to make myself feel better)

Made an ace pin for pride month and then forgot I had it so I’m posting it now.