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SHOUT OUT TO ELDEST SISTERS!!! the first sunday of april is officially yours!!!

happy eldest sisters day :)

SHOUT OUT TO ELDEST SISTERS!!! the first sunday of april is officially yours!!!

It is a wonderful day to remember that one time I went on a date with this super cute boy and halfway through, I see one of my brother's friends climb up something and I went all "eldest daughter" on him like full on

"get down. You're going to get hurt and it's not going to be my fault. Seriously, get down immediately. "

And I thought the eldest daughter thing didn't have long lasting consequences on my personality.

Not me sitting at the dinner table listening to my mum berate my brother's professor's for the same things my professors did to me at that age, the only difference being that I came sobbing to her and she didn't say anything.

Which one is worse, the oldest daughter being called a mother by her younger sibling or hearing replying with a yes to it?

the last time i woke up in tears

was a dream that i’d had where you were no longer here

and your spot is empty

and i’m struck with the fear of always sitting alone in the back seat

it’s a grief that i’ve never known -

i’ve never lost someone so close,

but as dream and reality superimpose

i remember an alternate life spent alone.

my first memory is the day you were born:

the waratah jersey and the pigtails id worn

but mostly your face-

and now the nausea hits

i know your absence doesn’t really exist but will eventually

in big ways, for sure,

but also in ways just as small

as a concert without you or that gap on the wall where your height should be marked

(above me, because of course you became tall)

and eventually one of us will be the first to go

but before that day i’ll make sure you know that i love you

i love you

i love you

even when you steal my blurryface vinyl

and also my jewellery