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Day 12 (28/11/23)🌟

thank you kim mingyu for literally existing

today was a reset day i guess??? obvioulsy i didn't sleep well due to the storm and the wind that literally made my balcony's doors tremble. moreover, my headphones broke so I couldn't cover the loud noises with music or something it was very stressful and I slept only three hours??? then I got up ate breakfast with my roommates and slept again for other two hours.

this morning I tried to drink milk again after few months without it and I can confirm i am lactose intolerant rip🐄🥛

then I did my skincare morning routine (even if i cried a lot during the day)🧚‍♀️, dressed up (even if it was a home-stay day) and I worked on my orthopedics assignment🦴

there's a funny thing about today: i found out my infectious diseases exam is four days before the date i remembered so im basically screwed so my anxiety took over and my brain got STUCK i couldn't even focus on the pages i had in front of me im just so confused and I fear i will postpone the examination for the millionth time 🦠

I don't think I'll be able to study foreign languages till the exam day I will just practice some japanese vocab with apps and apply my usual "immersive" routine for korean (kpop content and journaling. writing is really helping me a lot both with the language and the fact that it makes me reorganize ideas in my mind, i can understand more my feelings,... then i check my sentences with the speaking mode in papago.)🇰🇷🇯🇵

외국어를 공부할 수 없을 것 같아. 시험이 12월에 있지만 저는 아직 공부를 안 끝났어요. 요즘에는 일본어와 중국어를 공부한 시작했어서 제 한국어 연습이 조금 어려워. 가끔 단어고 문법을 기억지 않아요. 아무것도 이해할 수 없는 것 같아. 언어 세 개를 다 잘 하고 싶어서 열심히 연습해야 돼요. 내일부터 공부와 셀프케어에 지중하고 (to focus) 싶어: 운동하기, 스킨케어 하기, 건강에 좋은 밥을 먹기, 더 마시기, 방을 청소하기.

i think im slowly improving my posture but one of my resolution for next year is to improve my flexibility and exercising a lot more. i really want to feel more lively🏃‍♀️

also I should drink a lot more even if it means to force myself sometimes💧

so for tomorrow i'm planning to start repeating out loud several topics for my exam i don't know yet if by myself or with my uni friends and i'd like to do a light workout.

p.s. YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHY MINGYU HAS TO LOOK EXTRA FINE EVERY SINGLE TIME i mean grey sweats the Italia cap... he's doing it for me