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It is selfie Time. Oh boy. His Mask is so stupid. I've searched a lot for good-looking masks. But nooope. Most of them looking just stupid.
Chapter 20 is ready GO
Kapitel 20 ist Startklar LOS
Our Grrrrl Meg and Christine. These are really bad party ladies...
AO3 Lithium German Lithium
I finished the fanfiction a few days ago. Ok, I'm reworking a few things here and there. But the main story is finished. I thought I could let the characters go. Well, I'll just draw a comic now. With 40 chapters, it could be fun. Whether I'll publish it depends. Like with the fanficition, I first have to come to terms with myself and my self-worth.
Today, no new Chapter. Because I thought, it would be a great idea to draw 7 new sites for Chapter 2... what do you think? Should I work through all the 40 chapters and publish it as a webtoon?
Today was a really tough day. I keep going back to therapy because I didn't experience any good things in my childhood and youth. Mostly at least. Of course, there were also nice things. Today we talked a lot about my relationship with my mother. She and I have a complicated relationship. And I'm beginning to think I know why I'm so good with tragic, fallen figures…with monsters. Monsters are not born. They are made. They are powerless. Helpless. They are victims. They don't learn any other way. And in the end, they can't help it. They don't know any better. That doesn't excuse anything. No cruel act. But I think I know why I relate to Erik so much. At least the Erik in my story. Because there is so much of me in him. Old things from the past and also many new things. The undying desire to be accepted as you are. To be loved. The desire not to stand out and disappear at the same time. This fan fiction project started out as a way to stay in the romanticized phantom of the opera fandom. To live in it. To find a home. But now it's different. It's become a kind of therapy.
Tomorrow I'll post a new chapter. Sorry for the absence. If anyone is interested.
After the last therapy, I just slept for 9 hours and I still feel like crap. But what the hell, better days are coming. But not for Erik, the poor guy has to go through some tough chapters now.
Chapter 25 - Bitter Taste
Kapitel 25 - Schmeckt Bitter
Awww look what I found. Another picture with Erik wearing a full mask. I guess he must have been about 17 years old. It's now 8:30 in the morning in Germany, and it's Saturday. So, have a good morning.
Oh yes, I finished turning chapter 2 into a comic yesterday. I'm wondering where I can publish it. I haven't published anything for years. Do you have any ideas?
AO3 Punks are not dead
Fanfiktion Punks sind nicht tot
Oh Boy, the Chapters are sometimes so intense. Not in the romantic way.
AO3 Renegades
Fanfiktion AbtrĂĽnnige
I reactivate my old Instagram account. Just to show the progress of my comic. So... If you are interested in it. Come by. I made a Story Highlight. But I am posting as such irregularly, just like here. PS: Next Chapter from my fanfic will be up on the weekend. I have a lot of work these days. AND I have something to add, to the latest chapter. As once, I said the story is living.
One of my Favorite Pics with Erik and Christine.
Aaaaaaand Surprise. The 30th Chapter is now up.
AO3 Dear Youth
Fanfiktion.de Liebe Jugend
Ahhhh Erik and Jago, what a dream team of idiots. I like the dynamic. Originally, Jago was one of the faceless punks. But during the writing process he pushed himself more and more into the foreground. Fun fact: he was a main character in another punk story many, many years ago. In the original text he speaks the Berlin dialect, in English I tried to use the Southern dialect and took the help of an AI. AO3 PUNKS FOREVER
Fanfiktion PUNKS FĂśR IMMER
Oh well well. The story is gettin to the end... i don't want it...
AO3 Chapter 33 Fanfiktion Kapitel 33
Erik and the Little “Princess” Ariane. If you want to know, who is Ariane, well read this Fanfic :-D AO3 NEW CHAPTER Fanfiktion NEUES KAPITEL
Well Well Well ma dudes and dudettes... I still don't know where I can publish my Comic about my Fanfic :-D BUT I wrote 5 Short Stories as a Bonus for my Fanfic. Am I addicted? Yes. Yes I AM!!! If you are new at my Page or at these Post. Hiiiiii this is my Fanfic, read it. AO3 For you the Clocks, for us the Time Spotify Playlist - Soundtrack
It is Birthday Time. Guess who celebrates his/her birthday? Find Out in Chapter 37 :-O Holy shit... soon it is over... A03 - Running up the Hill Fanfiktion - HĂĽgel rauf und runter
Here is a small compilation. Erik's first hug with Christine. Trying to pull himself together at the love movie evening. 27 Dresses, but it's also really cheesy! And Nadir's first appearance from chapter 2 hehe
The last few days have been tough. My depression has set me back about 10 years. I'm currently on sick leave. By choice. I rarely do it. But I know I can't do a good job if I feel bad.
So… I thought I'd try to get some dopamine.
After a lot of research, I decided to use DeviantArt for the webcomic upload for now. Someday I'll have the muse to convert the webcomic for Webtoon. But until then, it'll be DeviantArt.
Here is the link to the comic https://www.deviantart.com/azziblackforestpunk After the first 6 pages, I will upload 1 page every Sunday. German timezone. I just can't manage more, besides work and being sick.
Love you tataaaa Azzi
@RiaDCL I hope you will follow me there too :-) I'm happy about each of your likes.
My favorite scene from chapter 4 is done
Well. This is it. The Last Chapter is up. Read it on Ao3 Lies es auf Fanfiktion.de Can't get enough? Read the Comic I made... https://www.deviantart.com/azziblackforestpunk/gallery/90064933/fytcfust-chapter-01
Well well well... She is right. It's over. The Epilogue is Up. Chapter 40 Englisch Deutsch SOOOOO WHAT'S NEXT? As you can see, there is a comic in the making. But what I will write next? I REALLY don't know!