Fuck Humanity - Tumblr Posts
Other people are useless and will always abandon you. This won’t lead to a happy life but it’ll sure save you trouble down the line.
I'm deskinning my bones and wrapping my flesh because what. The. Fuck is this shit? Why did god decided that humanity needed this to be created? Even Satan scowls in digust and I hear it a Milloin feet under above this cursed plane.
dream smp boys react to you having a tapeworm
dream: *turns away to hide his blush* i’ve always wanted a partner with a tapeworm….
george: DONT JOKE ABOUT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sapnap: *goes yandere* i-i’m the only one allowed in your guts!!!!!!!!
tommy: tch… thats so fucking unepic. we’re through [y/n]. you lose the internet. kek.
skeppy: you werent suppose to know about that. *slaps you around*
fundy: this is such a pain in the ass.
badboy: *halo*
ponk: umm……… okay
quackity: *slurps the tapeworm out of your mouth and into his stomach* mmm!! yummy snack. thanks [y/n]
The truth
Most of my life
The majority
The public visage
And the internal prayer
Has been a lie.
I can't explain it.
Even for me
I was never able to see.
I live
I acted
I instigated.
Everything I have done
Has been to blend in.
I hate the world.
Not the people
But the system.
The system that I felt bound to
And had me grow up
As some one I am not.
I want my years back.
I want my life back!
All I have are the days before me
And the day I am currently owning.
All I want is to be me.
To be free of the bullshit life he as given me.
I do not want to be someone else
I do not want to be perfect in the eyes of the Lord.
I belong to my own soul
And if God cannot except this
Then fuck God
For God is smaller than me.
I will be damned before I lie!
Before I pretend to
be someone else.
I should say
Continue to pretend
As my life has been a charade
Meant even to deceive me.
Argue
Hate
Damn
I do not give a fuck.
Be what ever life I wish
It doesn't matter to me.
However
You will not be my lord.
You will not be my God.
I live
I breath
And either you damned me from the start
Or you are just as guilt as me.
I am angry
I am sorry
I am filled with unrequited rage!
I bleed tears
I deluge hurt
I am tired of dying
I want to live for once!
Who are you to damn me?
What gives you the right?
Did you even create me?
Have I not written
That I am you?
Are we then to submit
One to the other?
If I am damned then so are you.
If I am saved
Then you are going with me.
Mutually assured destruction;
Salvation is us both.
I will be me
Will you admit to your own soul?
I am tired of trying to make sense of it
I am tired of feeling guilt.
I am who I am
And you are nothing to me.
No one will be my god
No one but me.
I am alive
And I pray
Who answers these prayers
Is between me and them...