Not Okay - Tumblr Posts

I'm not stressed, just.... so freakingly numb it's difficult to handle.

I'm just so freakigly tired of everything.

I'm incredibly tempted to just swallow my entire bottle of pills and not wake up tomorrow.

there is so much pain

My first and only experience with love was abusive.

You were hurting me, abusing me... and I didn't even notice. Because I had no experience and so I thought that that was normal. It wasn't until you did something so bad it left me a complete wreck that I realized this thing between us was wrong. Only then I realized how many times you've scared me, intimidated me, made me feel numb, hurt, used. And just how wrong that was.

And I mean, sure, you were all nice and sweet in the meantime. But that made it only harder to see the wrongness.

And now, when I think about love... all I associate it with is pain and hurt, fear even. And I hate that.

I fear love, because in my experience it equals pain. And I don't want to get hurt. Who does?

I don't want to be hurt, so I don't want to be loved. And that is just so messed up.... I hate you for this. I hate you to the very core of my bones. I've never hated anybody this much. You damaged me on a level you'll never understand.

So, Tumblr is like, hey, let's auto opt everyone in to third party sharing, we can just like sell your blog without telling you, right?

Hi, Tumblr. It’s Tumblr. We’re working on some things that we want to share with you. 

AI companies are acquiring content across the internet for a variety of purposes in all sorts of ways. There are currently very few regulations giving individuals control over how their content is used by AI platforms. Proposed regulations around the world, like the European Union’s AI Act, would give individuals more control over whether and how their content is utilized by this emerging technology. We support this right regardless of geographic location, so we’re releasing a toggle to opt out of sharing content from your public blogs with third parties, including AI platforms that use this content for model training. We’re also working with partners to ensure you have as much control as possible regarding what content is used.

Here are the important details:

We already discourage AI crawlers from gathering content from Tumblr and will continue to do so, save for those with which we partner. 

We want to represent all of you on Tumblr and ensure that protections are in place for how your content is used. We are committed to making sure our partners respect those decisions.

To opt out of sharing your public blogs’ content with third parties, visit each of your public blogs’ blog settings via the web interface and toggle on the “Prevent third-party sharing” option. 

For instructions on how to opt out using the latest version of the app, please visit this Help Center doc. 

Please note: If you’ve already chosen to discourage search crawling of your blog in your settings, we’ve automatically enabled the “Prevent third-party sharing” option.

If you have concerns, please read through the Help Center doc linked above and contact us via Support if you still have questions.

My cat passed away today.

Rest in peace, my little kind-hearted creature. I miss you. Forgive me.

2010-2024

to moving forward

Lea…

I cant keep doing this.

Please kik me: depression.sucks86

Hi, hello, what the hell.

First look at PEDRO PASCAL in The Last Of Us Season 2

do you think part of the reason why dokja’s face is so unclear/censored throughout most of the story is because his self as the oldest dream (ie 15 year old him) cant imagine himself surviving to adulthood

Good sign

its okay but im not okay

I’m not upset or hurts uh well 2: guys block me uh :

:@Zippykinky , @maleinflatee3310 theses guys I mean one othe guy is from Canada nice and sweet then bam blocked me or something or did I do something or say was wrong, then the other guy just min ago chatted and barely knows each other then nice and thoughtful and bam nothing 2 guys blocked if they don’t want to chat then I I idk I’m in bad moments rn luckily I drank coffee tdy tbh I’m gonna do everymonth and everyyear for 24/7 hr loop 🔁 to hid my pains my emotions forever and idc if my heart go boom idc it’s better to hide it then express it

*I feel #worthless #idiot #loner even w my condition #Congenital #Arhinia mean I was born w no nose cuz I hav a boned nose Ik I’m : #weird , #dumb, #useless #gay guy ever Ik but I’m handling my emotions by not expressing it tbh like forever ♾️ forever regardless my age is but still DW I’m use to be : #alone #etcetcetcetc*

Not feeling well tho yesterday and tdy