I Hate It Sm - Tumblr Posts
When people ask me, "hey, what are you feeling right now?" I always say "I'm okay." But in reality, I'm feeling existential dread and *high pitched screaming*
I hate it that I don't have belief on my own opinion!
I hate it that I get easily influenced by others and make myself sad!
I need to remember that I don't need to choose the same thing as majority of people!
I can be one of a kind.
This is actually so impressive tho
Water colour is an absolute bitch to use I hate it so much ;-;
been wanting to get more into the marauders fandom for some time. so here’s my recreation of “gathering storm” after i finished art heist, baby! i’m not an oil paint person or acrylic, so i decided to ruin my mental health more by doing it in watercolor.
The pain of needing to disassemble some of your mocs cause you need pieces from them for other builds (all my toa mata mocs are completely broken)
What happens when your name is Elena and you like TVD but can’t read fanfics or use c.ai to create stories with any of the characters because they keep thinking I’m Elena Gilbert 💀💀💀
I just told someone I thought I might be aro and a few meetings later they literally asked
So what did you think about [friend I hung out with]? Anything there? I would love that for you!
And I'm just sitting there like... what about our whole previous discussion didn't you get? Why do I have to 'find someone'?
Why is everyone determined to pair me with someone even when I say I'm happy by myself?
"B-b-but what if ur not actually aro!! What if u just haven't met the right person yet?? Ur still young 🥺"
Than I'll stop using the aro label. I'll realize that I was incorrect and go on with my life. No one's changed my mind yet though. I haven't met that "special someone 🥺🥺🥺🥺" "yet" so I don't care about this entirely hypothetical person.
Aphobes are stupid ngl. Realizing that this label doesn't fit me (which it will almost definitely still fit me as I get older) isn't going to be some world shattering event. I'll move on, I'll accept my mistake. Lol
I'm not ace, but this post wasn't about being aroallo so go wild, I se you aroaces and aces, y'all r cool so you can tag it as ace and aroace