I Have No Idea If There Is Even A Shred Of Fact In That - Tumblr Posts
5 years ago
I have the luxury of having a bit of massage coverage through work. I take advantage of it as my body is not what it used to be after the years of abuse (ie, ballet, running, neglect and self hatred) I’ve put it through.
I did not expect to have a sensory flashback from my RMT working on my rotator cuffs. She said emotions can be stored in our muscles and tissues and that having them treated can cause those emotions to be release.
I was glad she gave me this out. Because I wasn’t too interested in telling her the actual reason I was bawling.
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emotional abuse
physical abuse
psychological abuse
psychological scars
I'm broken
dv survivor
domestic violence
domestic abuse
spousal abuse
flashbacks
my rotator cuffs are in rough shape
emotions
stored in tissues
I have no idea if there is even a shred of fact in that
when does this stop?
please stop
survivor
surviving
PTSD
cptsd
symptoms
this is getting old
that kind of pain intensity was not great