I Have No Rizz So I Write Poems - Tumblr Posts
all these feelings are hard to swallow
it's all too warm and frustrating
it's all too big and outraging
give me a cold shoulder to bite on
all these feelings too hard to swallow
.
"love unspoken 1"
- zero (me)
i could swore you're an angel or maybe a goddess herself
beautiful like stained glass windows and sun lines on a shelf
I can't help but whenever I see you I think of the church
I can't help but your blinding face reminds me of purge
I wish I could see only your beauty but I'm losing my mind just like they warned me
looking in one of your eyes all knowing and I'm kneeling on a bleeding knee
say a word and my soul shall be cleansed
i will whisper your name like a prayer if you let me remember
- zero (me)
It's not a love letter
It's a statement of my insanity
For I could not eat nor keep my eyes closed
For I could only bake and keep my eyes open,
daydreaming about you
It's a new form of absurdity
For I do not love you, I think
But I cannot lose the thought of you, I fear
- "love, unwanted" - Zero (me)
"til death do us part"
the statement upsets me dearly
for it assumes there is no love after death
why would I stop loving you so early
my feelings won't stop right with my breath
so if there is anything after this form, not long enough nearly
my sweet oblivion, let me take you to the altar
first time possibly, hopefully the second time
and I will promise you to hold your hand and never falter
for loving you only on this earth would be a crime
- zero (me)
the more I've yearned for you
the more I would look to the moon
on these nights i couldn't stop smiling
I told the moon all the things I love
about you
and now you know about most of it
and somehow with it I've found
myself smiling at the sun so much
more often than before, I would tell it
that I'm happy to be awake,
that I am happy to be in love
• may the moon keep you warm while I can't - zero (me)
on another night I have to spend without you
the brightest one of them all, with hope in the air
even with my friends around, I promise you
to use the knowledge given to me by past lovers
and once the sky lights up with fireworks again
I shall call you and tell you all my love, as
the first thing in the new year should mean
the whole world, and nothing does, like you do
• Mel, my light - zero (me)