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goodneighbor draws her in like a moth to flame; it promises a place for misfits, and heaven help her, catherine certainly feels like a misfit these days. a faint guilt gnaws at her, though it's been a couple weeks, now, since she left madison and escaped the institute.
the railroad told her of a place called the memory den, suggested she go there to have her memory wiped and start a new life, free of the bonds of the institute and the real catherine's life before it.
tempting as it is, she can't go through with it, can't erase what little identity she has. she passes the business right by.
it's when she's looking for a semi-friendly face to act as a guide that a shock of red hair, not entirely unlike her own, catches her eye.
she turns, eyes widening. she knows that face, once saw it through the static of the gene projector.
her girl. her baby girl.
❝ charlie? ❞ she blurts out the name before she can help herself. her fingers rise to her mouth, as if she can usher the name back between her lips. / @arcanumsolitude
springddays:
as he waited, he thought about the text he received, the one that had brought him here in the first place. words twisting in his heart and causing him to break out in a sweat in the middle of the night, the thin fabric of his shirt sticking to his skin. that feeling was still rooted deep, even more so after coming face-to-face with junghyun. legs spread, seated on the couch, he pulled out his phone, light illuminating his face. conversation still open, hyeon gnawed on his bottom lip, a fresh knife carving a wound into his already-worried soul, stomach squeezing and flipping in fear. something was amiss and while he understood there had been no ill intentions between either party, it didn’t defuse how he felt, it didn’t take away the burning emotion that something was very very wrong. the question brought him out of his mind, phone back in his pocket as he took the steaming mug from junghyun. “i’m fine. i was fine until i woke up to your text.” his skin welcomed the heat, scent of fresh tea wafting up into his nose. “only okay if you are. if it was a bad dream, you can trust me with it. they say it’s better to let things out, even a nightmare, than bottle it in.”
the comment made nearly causes them to drop their mug, the burning from it scalds their hands, and though this would normally hurt, junghyun’s anxiety takes place of it. setting down the mug, he stirs at it nervously, body closing in on himself, an attempt to make himself smaller, more protected. he’s forgotten how direct hyeon can be, and how he won’t let things just go. part of him wants to spill his guts to the other, but anytime that he has, whether it be a family member or a friend, it’s not ended well. there wasn’t room for any lovers, though they know they’d shut them out as well. ‘ i didn’t mean to upset you, i’m truly sorry, i have very vivid dreams and sometimes . . . ’ he’s not even gotten to the pit of his problems, or fears ; while he’s this upset and already, junghyun begins to cry. silently, thankful for the darkness of the hour. ‘ sometimes they vivid enough that i can’t decipher what’s real and what’s not. ’ hands grab themselves, lacing fingers of his own that now rest in their lap. at first he tries eye contact, but it’s far too much so he look away, out into the span of the living area. ‘ i keep having this recurring nightmare, where i’m in a dark room. possible a stage? i don’t know. i can hear water dripping . . . ’ as if on cue, he hears the running of his sink. a small shudder leaves his body. ‘ there’s a small crowd, but they surround me to the point of suffocation. sometimes i’m sleeping, sometimes i just stand there and cry. most times i’m . . . dancing, ’ this part is particularly rough for him to speak out loud, but he’s gotten this far and he knows he can’t stop. it pours out of him, just as like his tears. ‘ the crowd is pleased, at first. they cheer me on. but something changes halfway through, their faces . . . slowly become almost non-human. they scream, reach out to grab me and the room gets smaller, and smaller, i can’t breathe and i don’t move, ’ junghyun’s body is shaking, so much so that it pulls him from his trance. without warning and without thinking, he runs over to hyeon and buries his face into their chest, a loud, shrieking cry fills the air between them and he can’t stop.
“ if you need anything i’ll be there for you . ” / for kagaya bc AHHH
OH . . . the curse that rots his flesh : unable to see his very hands or the children that dedicate their lives to the corps cause. he wishes to see his wife's face but alas , only her voice could reach his heart now. steady hands remind him of her features & just as his hands were glued to hers : she became a key supporter. DISMISSED , kagaya leaves parting words “ we are close to defeating muzan. harden your hearts as we reach the finish line. the sun is on our side and soon, we'll reclaim the night. ”
taking amane's hand , he retreats to the corner of the room , only for a sweet outburst from the love pillar. “ if you need anything i'll be there for you, ” a pause , he momentarily lets go of amane's hand. he turns and bows his head slightly “ your concern for my well being is more than enough to bring me comfort mitsuri-san, ” head rises as lips curve upward softly “ please continue to guide your peers and stay true to yourself. ” do not lose yourself in this fight against the demons . . . everyone had a role to play in defeating the demon king. no role was too small , for even the smallest rock could create waves in a pond . . big or small , they were all significant.
Trying to get out of both are block and writers block after being sick </3
I used something off of Pinterest bc I didn't have any ideas 😭
Zill x Kayla x Jack x Jill x Spam x Vanexa handcanons
(For an anon)
[WARNING:Some of it, may be angsty]
(Some of these might not be so good, some may be a little out of character, I apologize for that. I hope you still like at least some of these though.)
Okay, so, there is this REALLY old drawing that I’ve kept for SO LONG
Basically, when I was younger, I liked making date spaces for fictional characters, like, make up stories in my mind, with the background I made, y’know?
So…..
THIS!
This, is where they hang out. For their dates.
They usually just relax, talk, sing, dance, sometimes play games.
It’s the only place where Jack feels safe, and no harm ever comes to him.
The grass is soft, and the lights are beautiful!
Anyways….
The Headcanons You Asked For!
Spam, Kayla, and Zill are the ones who are normally singing, dancing, and playing games.
Jack, Jill, and Vanexa will sing with them every now and again, sometimes Vanexa will pull out an instrument and play.
Spam is always complimenting everyone on how beautiful they all look
He always leaves himself out, that’s why they all have to remind him that he’s just as beautiful
Spam writes songs about how much he adores his partners, and sings them when the moment is right
Vanexa really likes reading, and has been thinking about making some of her own stories. And her partners are supporting her! They’re her biggest fans on her books
Spam and Kayla are THE BEST at giving kisses and hugs, and are ALWAYS READY to show their partners some love and affection when they need it!
None of them are afraid to be honest with each other. If one of them needs space, the others will respect their boundaries. They know that they all still love each other.
Sometimes, when they are in their date spot, they end up falling asleep there.
They normally fall asleep close together, cuddling. Cuddle pile.
Jack sleeps in the middle of all of them. So nothing bad could get to him. It makes Jack feel comforted, safe, secure, etc.
Jack feels so lucky to have them all as his partners.
They’re all pretty competitive with flirting sometimes.
All of them had been in love with each other for a very long time, but, none of them had the guts to say anything.
With Zill and Kayla already dating, Jack and Jill having a thing, and y’know, Spam & Vanexa
It started with Zill feeling guilty about being in love with Jack, while also being in love with Kayla. He talked to her about it, and it made Kayla feel SO RELIEVED
“Aw, sweetie! You’re not alone! The truth is, I’m in love with Vanexa, but I’m still in love with you too!”
Zill and Kayla were so happy to finally get that off their chests
They both had to think about how they were gonna tell the others.
Vanexa had secretly been crushing on Kayla, Spam, Jill, and Jack
She felt, really sappy that day, and had written a song about them.
When she was singing, Jill happened to be near by.
Jill was flattered. She interrupted Vanexa. With Jill teasing Vanexa “Aww, you love us, that’s so lame! ❤️”
And Vanexa responding with “You’re lame. ❤️”
They spent the rest of that day bitterly flirting.
Jack and Spam, I feel, were for sure, already SUPER in love with everyone.
So when they all came together, they all kinda talked over each other about their feelings for one another. They all understood, and decided to just be in a relationship with each other.
If one of them is upset, the others are going to beat up whatever/whoever caused their partner to be sad!
When Rusty taunts Jack, you better believe they’re all going to beat Rusty’s ass senseless-
Like, “Hey! I don’t like how you’re treating my amazing boyfriend(s)/girlfriend(s). F**king apologize.”
And Autumn is CONSTANTLY trying to get Rusty to leave them alone. Before some bad things get out of hand, Autumn is always quick to apologize. “I’m so sorry, excuse my boyfriend, he can be SO ANNOYING a lot of the times.”
Spam still surprise lick-kisses his partners. They’re not really annoyed with it. Sometimes, at the perfect moment. They’ll surprise kiss Spam sometimes.
They have book clubs, I think that would be awesome!
Sometimes, they’ll watch musicals, name a musical, they’ve probably seen it! (Reason for this one is because I thought Jack would like Dear Evan Hansen, it just felt right, idk-)
Jill teaches her partners more self-defense, and will throw hypothetical situations at them, and it’s really fun for them. They’re all really strong, and Jill offers them a place in The Royal Guard from time to time.
Sometimes, Zill will still speak Spanish. And teach his partners some, when they need help understanding him.
And, of course, Kayla will teach her partners some Australian slang. So they understand her more when she tells her stories.
Ever since they started dating, Vanexa has been talking more often, it’s almost scary.
But they do enjoy listening to her voice when she speaks, even when it’s something so simple.
Spam, Jack, Jill, Zill, and Kayla, are the only people that can make Vanexa laugh.
Sometimes, Jack will still think about the worst. With him being Immortal, he’s so scared of all his partners, just dying the next day. It could happen any moment now. All his partners are there to comfort him, and always assure him that, it’ll take a long time before they leave him, and even then, he’ll still have them, in his heart.
Sometimes, Jack will think about finding a way, to make himself mortal, or, make his partners immortal. He’s got a lot going on in his head, it’ll take a while for him to accept things the way they are, but in the end, he’ll be okay, and so will his partners.
A lot of people assume that they’re just friends, and get REALLY confused when all of a sudden they all start pet-naming each other, give out kisses, and flirt.
Their relationship is like, a group of friends that have sleepovers all the time, going out, and being romantic with one another.
Sometimes, they’ll go on fancy dates, wear more fancy formal attire.
Sometimes they’ll go to couples dance parties, to show how crazy they are. Sometimes they’ll get kicked out of some places, but it’s always fun.
They’re in love!!!!!!