Is It About Me Being So Utterly Exhausted That I Want To Give Up Right Here And Now So I Won't Have To Face The Horrors The Future Holds? - Tumblr Posts

If there's one thing that absolutely shattered me into little pieces and made me feel so seen and so vulnerable at the same time it's this random quote from a site about suicidal tendencies:

"Sometimes it’s not so much that you want to die but that you no longer want to bear the pain of living"

and FUCK how true it is and how badly it hurts and how it constantly echoes in my mind sometimes fainter and sometimes stronger but it NEVER leaves because I feel this so deeply it's like they took the words right out of my soul