If There's One Thing That Absolutely Shattered Me Into Little Pieces And Made Me Feel So Seen And So

If there's one thing that absolutely shattered me into little pieces and made me feel so seen and so vulnerable at the same time it's this random quote from a site about suicidal tendencies:

"Sometimes it’s not so much that you want to die but that you no longer want to bear the pain of living"

and FUCK how true it is and how badly it hurts and how it constantly echoes in my mind sometimes fainter and sometimes stronger but it NEVER leaves because I feel this so deeply it's like they took the words right out of my soul

love how kanej and helnik are practically DROWNING in the angst and wesper are just living their best rom-com life being cute and wholesome

My heart was so full from the way Miri smiled in this scene when she showed the piece of paper that said family

There is something so different about this smile; it’s not her usual bright, playful, happy smile. This smile is an reassurance; she had no doubt in her mind that Rei is family, and she’s proud to have him as her papa.

Rei just got reverse adopted

This is the adoption paper

Favourite genres of media include ‘makes me want to lie on the floor’ and ‘have to stop and stare into space about it for a while’ and sometimes both of those as well as ‘has rewired my brain so completely I will think about it every day forever’

Episode 6

Episode 9

OH MY GOD KAZUKI TALKS ABOUT MIRI AS HIS AND REI'S ACTUAL DAUGHTER AKLSJSGAFAKS

I am kinda offendend by the lack of interest the people behind Shadow and bone put in me personally and my response to seeing the "stay in ketterdam" scene on screen. I mean , you'd think they'd at least come ask for permission before turning my entire existence upside down.