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Pain [Jay Halstead]

Description: Y/N gets shot during a standoff. 

Warnings: Guns, blood, cussing probably.

Shots rang out as Intelligence tried to catch their subject. Justin Smith. He's killed seven people. He was discharged from the Marines under Dishonorable Conditions for shooting a man in Afghanistan. He's ruthless and he's got impeccable aim, so the team was really on edge.

"Y/L/N!" Voight yells. "You and Halstead move!" He demands.

Y/N and Jay were partners. They knew each other before they were partnered up considering they used to live on the same street, but they worked well together and got the job done.

Y/N moves behind Jay so she can cover him while he runs behind the wall to get closer to Smith. She holds her gun up and rests her hand on the back of Jays vest. He takes off and is safe in a matter of seconds.

Smith ducks down and Y/N takes her chance to run for it, but while she does that Smith shoots her in the leg with a sniper rifle. She shoots at him as she falls to the ground and she hits his shoulder.

"Y/N!" Jay yells.

"Halstead go! I'll cover you!" Atwater yells over the commotion. Jay runs over and grabs Y/N's vest, normally she'd hold her hand out so he didn't have to be exposed for long, but she passed out from hitting the ground hard.

He drags her behind the wall and collapses to the ground with her. Jay props her up and takes her thigh holster off so he can have access to her wound. It's a through and through, but it's bleeding heavily, so there's a good chance Smith hit her femoral artery. Jay reaches for his radio and keys it.

"Intelligence to Main."

"Go ahead Intelligence."

"Officer down. Through and through in the left thigh, possible femoral artery involvement. Have a Ambulance stage a block away from our location." He shouts over the gunfire. He puts the radio back and grabs his knife. He cuts the sleeve of Y/N's shirt off and makes it into a tourniquet. He twists it tight and Y/N groans in pain.

"Stop. Stop." She tries to push his hands away but Jay keeps his hands in place. "Stop." He looks up to see her face has paled significantly, she has bags under her eyes and she's sweating. His eyes widen and he swallows hard.

"I know it hurts." He breathes. "Just a little while longer. Ok?" She doesn't answer so he looks up again. She's slumped over with her eyes closed. Jay reaches up and presses his fingers to her carotid artery. Her pulse is there, but it's faint and slowing down.

"Voight!" He yells into his radio. "I need cover, she's bleeding out!"

"Atwater! Lindsay! Cover Halstead!" Voight orders. Kevin and Erin keep their guns on Smith and Jay throws Y/N over his shoulder and runs towards the door. Once he makes it out he grabs his radio again.

"Main where's our ambulance staged?!"

"Intersection of Main and Lake Shore." Jay turns and sprints to the ambulances location.

Once he turns the corner of Main street the paramedics get out and open up the back doors.

"Detective Y/N Y/L/N, twenty-five years old, GSW to the left thigh, definite Femoral Artery involvement, pulse is weak." He jumps in the back and puts her on the cot.

"Alright, off to Med."

§§§

It's been two hours. Two hours of waiting and pacing. Will had taken Y/N up to the OR after they got to the hospital. Jay felt a little bit better knowing it was his brother looking after her, and he knew Will would do everything to save her because Will knew how Jay felt about his partner. He's in love with her.

The rest of Intelligence had to go back to the district because they caught another case, but Jay was told to stay and wait for an update. Jay was nervous. He didn't know if he had the tourniquet tight enough, or if he had waited too long to get her out of the situation. He was about to go ask the nurse at the desk if she knew Y/N's condition when Will walked out.

"Hey, is she ok?" Jay asks.

"She's fine, we repaired her artery and gave her some blood back. She's awake and asking to see you." Jay sighs in relief. He puts his hand out to Will and he shakes his hand while pulling him in for a hug.

"Thank you." Will nods and gestures for Jay to follow him. They walk down a couple of hallways before stopping in front of a half opened door. Will knocks and steps in.

"I've got a visitor for you Y/N." Will moves so she can see Jay and when he steps in her eyes light up. "I'm gonna go check on my other patients. Press the call button if you need anything." Both detectives nod and Will closes the door on his way out.

"Hi." Jay says as he sits in the chair next to her bed.

"Hi." Y/N quietly says.

"You scared the hell out of me, you know that?" Jay grabs her hand.

"I know, and I'm sorry." Y/N brings their hands up to her lips and presses a kiss to Jay's knuckle.

"Don't be sorry. As long as you're ok, I'll be good."

Mistakes [Jay Halstead & Will Halstead]

Description: Y/N and Jay are in a secret relationship. Will likes Y/N and makes a move on his brothers girl.

Y/N and Jay had been secretly dating for four months now, and it was going relatively well. They'd spend the night and most days off together, and have little dates at home. Which is what they'd done last night.

Y/N locks her apartment door and follows Jay into the hallway.

"Ready?" Jay asks. Y/N nods and they interlace their fingers before they start walking.

Jay walks Y/N to her car and they stand outside of it for a few seconds.

"Be careful today please. I don't need you showing up in the ED with a GSW."

"Can't make any promises, but I'll try my best." He chuckles then kisses her forehead. "You be careful too. Don't try to fight grown men if they are on steroids."

"Will do." Y/N laughs. She looks at her watch and sighs. This was her least favorite part of the day. "I'll see you later, ok?" Jay nods and gives her one last kiss before he opens her door for her and closes it once she gets in and starts the vehicle. He doesn't make his way to his vehicle until she's made it out of the parking lot.

§§§

Y/N and Will were working on a young boy who'd been brought in, obviously assaulted. They'd called for the police to come to the hospital, but then they got dragged into questioning from the head of the hospital.

They'd finally made it into the break room for they're lunch when Y/N caught Will staring at her.

"You ok Halstead?" She asks as she sits down next to him.

"Yeah." He clears his throat and looks away. "Just thinking about some things."

"What things? I could probably help." Y/N offers and sits her lunch on the coffee table.

"Well. I uh-." He hesitates. "There's this girl I like. I've liked her for a while now, but I don't know much about her, like if she's single, because she tends to like having her business broadcasted to the whole city of Chicago." He pauses. "She sort of acts like she might feel the same way, but I'm not sure if it's just how it seems to me."

Y/N thinks for a minute.

"I could tell him how I found out Jay liked me. I mean telling one person about us wouldn't be terrible, besides, he's his brother."

"Well, you could try making a move on her, but a subtle one, you know? So it's like if she responds well to it, she most definitely is attracted to you, but if not, she'll think of it as a friendly gesture." Y/N explains. Will nods and they sit there for a few moments in silence before Y/N starts to speak again. "I actually want to tell you something. I'm-." She gets cut off by Will smashing his lips onto hers. Y/N squeaks and jumps up from the couch. She covers her mouth with her hand. "-Dating your brother!" She finishes.

§§§

Jay has seen it all. He was the Detective sent to get information from the boy, and Maggie had told him where both you and Will were.

Well, he didn't see it all. Just the part that makes it look like Y/N kissed his brother.

For the rest of the day, Y/N didn't hear anything from Jay, and when she went to his place that evening, she didn't expect grumpy Jay.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Y/N asks as she sees Jay's grumpy demeanor.

"You should know." He states coldly.

"Ok?" She drags.

Had he seen what happened?

"You kissed my brother."

Yep. He saw.

"Jay. That wasn't at all what it looked like." Y/N says.

"Well to me, it looked like exactly what I saw." Jay retorts.

"I didn't want you to see it." Y/N whispers and rubs her temples.

"So you did kiss Will?!"

"No! Of course not! Will said he was having trouble telling if a girl he liked felt the same way, and I decided to tell him about us to use you as an example, but before I could get it out he kissed me!" Y/N exclaims, using her hands for special effect. "I'd never do that to you, and neither would Will! It was a mistake."

"But, you guys were so close to each other-." Jay cuts himself off.

"I was just trying to be a good friend, Jay." She says softly. "I love you. I'd never, ever, do that to you."

Jay looks at her, surprised.

That was the first time she's told him she loves him.

"It's ok. I get it." Jay says. "I guess I was just worried that I lost you to my own brother." He admits.

"No, never." Y/N hugs him and Jay just melts from her warm presence.

"And by the way. I love you too."

First Glimpse Of You [Jay Halstead]⚠️

Description: Jay and Y/N go through a short rough patch while working a tough case and Y/N gets told life changing news.

Warnings: Maybe cussing? Discussing case details.

Jay and Y/N had been dating for two years. They met through the Intelligence Unit. Y/N was already a detective chosen by Voight to be in his Unit and then he brought Jay in. The two immediately hit it off and their relationship developed easily after that.

Intelligence was working a tough case. For the past two weeks they were trying to solve the murder of a twelve year old girl. She was taken from the school playground while waiting for her father to come pick her up.

The girls father owns a luxury car dealership and he's a known drug user. He admitted he was in debt to a dealer and that he got a letter in the mail stating that if he didn't pay he'd lose something valuable to him. He never thought they'd kill his daughter.

Y/N and Erin took this case hard. They were always trying to identify and track down the dealer, but they weren't having any luck.

Jay was getting tired of his girlfriend not being home and not taking care of herself. His frustrations boiled over the night before the units five day weekend was supposed to start.

"Nice of you to finally come home." Jay says as Y/N shuts the front door behind her and locks it. The smile on her face fades and she slouches.

"What is that supposed to mean?" She asks.

"This is the first time in a couple of weeks you've been home before one in the morning. What'd Voight do, lock you and Lindsay out?" He asks angrily. Y/N scoffs and kicks her shoes off.

"No, actually. I arrested the bastard that murdered that little girl an hour ago." She says as she goes upstairs and slams their bedroom door.

Jay sighs and leans his head back on the couch.

His back is going to hurt tomorrow from sleeping on the couch.

§§§

When Y/N woke up the next morning Jay was gone. He and the guys had decided to go fishing on Lake Michigan, so he would be gone almost all day. Y/N decided to clean the house, get ready and then she and Erin would go shopping.

She picked everything up, started laundry, put stuff away, did the dishes, swept and mopped the floors. The house was a mess. Normally Jay and Y/N split the chores, but they both have neglected their home lately.

After finishing, Y/N sat down for a second. A pain ripped through her left side and it nearly took her breath away. She held her side and took deep breaths until the pain subsided, deciding it was a pulled muscle and that she should just go take a shower and get ready.

While getting ready she had a few more pains, but they were never as bad as the first one.

§§§

Y/N and Erin had decided to get breakfast and coffee and then went to the mall. They went to the stores outside of the mall and they were walking on the sidewalk after leaving a boutique when Y/N stopped and grabbed her side.

"Hey, are you okay?" Erin asks and puts a hand on her shoulder.

"I think so. I’ve been having side pain today." She finishes her sentence and then looks up at Erin before her eyes unfocus.

"Y/N?" Erin waves her hand in front of her eyes and then suddenly they roll and she’s collapsing. "Y/N?!"

§§§

Y/N woke up in the hospital to see Will and Maggie in the room talking with Erin.

"Why am I here?" She asks sitting up.

Will walks over to her and puts his hand on her back. "You passed out while you were out with Erin today. You told her you’d had side pain all day and then you just collapsed." He tells her. "You’re very dehydrated and you’re pregnant. About two months along, and I’m assuming you didn’t know."

Y/N stares at him in disbelief before glancing over at Maggie and Erin for confirmation.

"Oh you’re not kidding are you?"

"No, honey. With what Erin told us you guys have been doing here lately we aren’t surprised you didn’t know, and we’re not surprised you’re having side pain." Maggie says.

"Well." Y/N sighs. "Did anyone call Jay?"

"No, we didn’t. We figured it would be better for you to." Will says.

"Okay." She nods. "Can I have pictures of my baby?"

"Sure thing, sweetheart. I’ll go get the technician." Maggie says with a smile.

Maggie leaves the room and then Erin excuses herself to take a phone call, so Will And Y/N are left.

"Listen, I know Jay has been grouchy about you throwing yourself into that case and I know what happened last night, but don’t freak out. He will be ecstatic. He loves you a lot. I’ve never seen him this way with anyone, and he will love this baby so much." Will says, sensing her nervousness.

"Thank you, Will. I know he loves me and I know I shouldn’t have got so into my head about this case, but this is our job and that little girls mom broke my heart. She never deserved that. Her dad was dumb, and made mistakes, she never should have had to pay for his mistakes and my heart told me I needed to find the bastard that killed her, and guess what? I did."

"I’m proud of you." Will says and gives Y/N a hug. "I’ll be back in a little bit to discharge you."

He leaves the room and Y/N glances at her stomach. She places her hand on it and smiles.

§§§

Jay walked into the house and saw that it was clean and all of the lights were off except the night lights on the stairs, so he took his shoes off and made his way up. It was late, so he expected Y/N to be sleeping already, which she was. He softly closed their bedroom door and smiled at her peaceful form before grabbing a pair of sweatpants and underwear to change into after his shower.

After finishing his shower, Jay walked back into the bedroom and put his phone on the charger and his gun in the nightstand. He pulled back the covers and climbed in behind Y/N and wrapped his arm around her and kissed her cheek.

She stirred awake and smiled. "How was your day?" She asks.

"Good. I caught some trout, salmon and a largemouth bass." He replies. "How was your day?"

"Good. I cleaned, went out with Erin." She says playing with his fingers.

"I’m sorry about last night. I shouldn’t have been upset with you. I know you were just doing your job, but I missed you and you were neglecting your own needs. I was worried."

"It’s okay. I don’t blame you and I know I’m going to have to take care of myself now." She sighs.

"Did something happen when I was gone?" Jay asks.

"I passed out when I was with Erin and she took me to the hospital. I was dehydrated and having pretty bad side pain that I chalked up to be a pulled muscle."

"Babe, why didn’t you call me? You know I would’ve dropped everything if I knew."

"I know, but I’m fine. They just gave me fluids." Jay chuckles and rolls his eyes at her stubbornness.

"So, what was the side pain?"

"Abdominal stretching pain is what your brother said. It’s caused by pregnancy mostly." She says nonchalantly, waiting for him to pick it up on his own.

"Oh, well I’m glad it wasn’t anything serious." He stops for a few seconds before sitting up and pulling her to face him. "Wait, pregnancy? Are you pregnant?!" He exclaims.

"Yes! I’m two months along and the baby is very healthy and big, which is why I have abdominal stretching pain already because of you and your genes that you’ve passed to our child." She smiles.

Jay pulls her into a hug and kisses anywhere her can reach while still holding her against him.

"Oh my god! We’re having a baby." He pulls away and smiles at her before pulling her in for a proper kiss.

Once they pull away Y/N reaches over to her nightstand and pulls a few ultrasound pictures off of it.

"I have pictures and we will be getting more soon."

"Let me see." Jay rushes.

He takes the pictures and looks at the baby. His baby, Y/N's baby, their baby. He notices he can already tell the baby has his nose and tears start streaming down his face.

"Don’t cry. You’re going to make me cry." Y/N whines, wiping under her eyes.

Jay pulls her into him again and kisses her.

Once he pulls away he wipes her tears and kisses her cheek.

"I love you so much. This is all I’ve ever wanted and now I get to experience this with you."

"I love you Jay Halstead."

Trail Of Lights [Jay Halstead] 🎄

Description: Jay plans a date night for Y/N and himself.

A/N: I am so sorry this is late. A lot of stuff has happened since the week of Christmas and I’ve been struggling to do anything. I hope everyone enjoyed their holidays and that everyone is well!

Jay had planned a date night for himself and his fiancée, Y/N. The light show in Central Park is tonight, so he figured Y/N would enjoy that and dinner afterwards.

Y/N had gotten off of work that morning after her shift, so Jay told her he'd be home to get her around six that evening.

He stopped at the store to get her some flowers, since her Poinsettia's are starting to get dry and falling off the stem. Once he finally got home, he stopped in the kitchen to replace the flowers then made his way upstairs.

"Y/N?" Jay calls.

He hears rustling in the bedroom before Y/N pops her head out the door.

"Hey, I am wrapping your gifts real quick. Give me five?" She asks, keeping her body in the crack of the door so he can't see past her.

"Yeah, I'll be down stairs." Jay laughs, but turns around to go back down.

§§§

Like she said, five minutes later Y/N was downstairs ready to go.

Jay helped her get her coat on before leading her out to his truck.

"So, you never said where we are going or what we are doing." She starts.

Jay glances over at her and smiles, "Well it's a surprise, but I am sure you'll love it."

Y/N grimaces, scrunching her nose, "I don't like surprises."

Jay just laughs and opens the truck door for her to get in, "Stop pouting babe. You'll know soon enough."

Once she is in he rounds to the other side and hops in himself. He makes sure the heat is up and Christmas music is on before pulling away.

§§§

Jay parked the truck close to the entrance to the park and got out to help Y/N get out.

"What are we doing at the park babe?" She asks, tightening her coat around her.

"You want some hot chocolate, sweetheart? They've got a cart on the way."

"Yeah, that would be nice." Y/N replies with a smile.

Jay nods and begins leading her in the direction of the cart. They fall into a comfortable silence as they wait in line, after they receive their cups and make it to the entrance for the lights.

Y/N's eyes light up and she turns to Jay as they step into line.

"The trail of lights? How'd you know I wanted to go?"

"I knew you'd like it. Even if you don't say anything I see what you're looking at sometimes." He explains as he hands the man his tickets.

Y/N keeps quiet as they walk into the trail and looks around.

They've got different lights strung that change to the beat of the Christmas song playing through the speakers.

"Wow." She beams.

"You want to take a picture?" Jay asks. Y/N nods and goes over to the side to stand.

Jay pulls out his phone and goes to his camera. He could stand there all day and look at her beautiful smile. Knowing that he is the reason she is smiling melts his heart and makes him want to keep it on her face.

He snaps a few pictures and even takes a quick video as Y/N sings "White Christmas".

Jay glances down at the picture and decides to make it his phone screen really quick.

"Beautiful." He compliments.

Y/N asks a teenage girl walking past to take a picture of the two of them. She agrees so Y/N hands the girl her phone.

She corrals Jay over to the same spot and he takes her into his arms with a big smile on his face.

"Okay guys, big smile!"

The girl takes the picture as Y/N is looking up at Jay and he is looking down at her, both with big, beaming smiles on their faces.

"You guys are adorable."