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Trail Of Lights [Jay Halstead] 🎄

Description: Jay plans a date night for Y/N and himself.

A/N: I am so sorry this is late. A lot of stuff has happened since the week of Christmas and I’ve been struggling to do anything. I hope everyone enjoyed their holidays and that everyone is well!

Jay had planned a date night for himself and his fiancée, Y/N. The light show in Central Park is tonight, so he figured Y/N would enjoy that and dinner afterwards.

Y/N had gotten off of work that morning after her shift, so Jay told her he'd be home to get her around six that evening.

He stopped at the store to get her some flowers, since her Poinsettia's are starting to get dry and falling off the stem. Once he finally got home, he stopped in the kitchen to replace the flowers then made his way upstairs.

"Y/N?" Jay calls.

He hears rustling in the bedroom before Y/N pops her head out the door.

"Hey, I am wrapping your gifts real quick. Give me five?" She asks, keeping her body in the crack of the door so he can't see past her.

"Yeah, I'll be down stairs." Jay laughs, but turns around to go back down.

§§§

Like she said, five minutes later Y/N was downstairs ready to go.

Jay helped her get her coat on before leading her out to his truck.

"So, you never said where we are going or what we are doing." She starts.

Jay glances over at her and smiles, "Well it's a surprise, but I am sure you'll love it."

Y/N grimaces, scrunching her nose, "I don't like surprises."

Jay just laughs and opens the truck door for her to get in, "Stop pouting babe. You'll know soon enough."

Once she is in he rounds to the other side and hops in himself. He makes sure the heat is up and Christmas music is on before pulling away.

§§§

Jay parked the truck close to the entrance to the park and got out to help Y/N get out.

"What are we doing at the park babe?" She asks, tightening her coat around her.

"You want some hot chocolate, sweetheart? They've got a cart on the way."

"Yeah, that would be nice." Y/N replies with a smile.

Jay nods and begins leading her in the direction of the cart. They fall into a comfortable silence as they wait in line, after they receive their cups and make it to the entrance for the lights.

Y/N's eyes light up and she turns to Jay as they step into line.

"The trail of lights? How'd you know I wanted to go?"

"I knew you'd like it. Even if you don't say anything I see what you're looking at sometimes." He explains as he hands the man his tickets.

Y/N keeps quiet as they walk into the trail and looks around.

They've got different lights strung that change to the beat of the Christmas song playing through the speakers.

"Wow." She beams.

"You want to take a picture?" Jay asks. Y/N nods and goes over to the side to stand.

Jay pulls out his phone and goes to his camera. He could stand there all day and look at her beautiful smile. Knowing that he is the reason she is smiling melts his heart and makes him want to keep it on her face.

He snaps a few pictures and even takes a quick video as Y/N sings "White Christmas".

Jay glances down at the picture and decides to make it his phone screen really quick.

"Beautiful." He compliments.

Y/N asks a teenage girl walking past to take a picture of the two of them. She agrees so Y/N hands the girl her phone.

She corrals Jay over to the same spot and he takes her into his arms with a big smile on his face.

"Okay guys, big smile!"

The girl takes the picture as Y/N is looking up at Jay and he is looking down at her, both with big, beaming smiles on their faces.

"You guys are adorable."

Fender Bender [Kelly Severide] 🎄

Description: Kelly doesn’t mind working on Christmas, especially when he gets to meet one of his mens' good friends.

"Squad 3, Truck 81, Ambulance 61. Three vehicle collision, unknown injuries. Roosevelt and Halsted."

Kelt didn't mind working Christmas day. He didn't have anyone to celebrate with, so he'd rather spend it with his firehouse family.

He got his gear on and hopped into his seat in the Squad truck.

"Lieutenant, are you open to dating right now?" Cruz asks as he finishes putting his coat on.

"I'm open to fun, Cruz. Why are you asking?" Kelly replies as he flips the switches for the lights and turns the sirens on.

"Well, I've got a friend who I think you'd really like. She used to be a firefighter, but she got injured in a building collapse, so now she works at Chicago Med in the ED. She is super sweet and funny. I really think you two would go good together."

"I'm not opposed, but I'm not looking to get married right now." Kelly cuts the sirens since they are pulling up to the scene.

"Neither is she." Cruz adds.

Tony pulls the truck up next to the wrecked vehicles and parks it.

Everyone gets out and Kelly goes over to the vehicles to assess the situation.

It's a chain reaction rear end accident. There's one car sandwiched between two others.

The front car is missing the driver, so he moves onto the one in the middle.

"Oh my god!" Cruz exclaims, "Y/N?!"

"Cruz?!" Kelly asks.

"My friend that I was just telling you about. That's her car!" He points to the car in the front without a driver, "Y/N?!" He yells.

"Joey?!" A voice yells from the middle car.

Cruz runs over to the car and Severide follows.

"Y/N what the hell?"

She is in the crushed back seat holding onto the drivers head.

"He's got severe head, neck and back pain, passed out a few minutes ago because of it. He also said he can't feel his fingers. A K.E.D is probably the best way to get him out of here."

Cruz looks at his Lieutenant and Kelly nods, signaling for him to go get the equipment.

"How long have you been off the job?" Kelly asks as he climbs in beside her to asses her injuries and make sure the driver isn't pinned.

"Three years. I was on Truck 78 and got injured in the building collapse over on Logan Boulevard. Ruined my dreams of ever getting on a Squad. I had just gotten my certification, I was just waiting on a opening."

"I'm sure you would've killed it on Squad. Anytime you want you can come on ride alongs with Squad 3." He offers, examining a cut in the side of her face by her eyes.

"I'd like that." Y/N nods.

Gabby comes over to the window and looks inside.

"What do we got Sev?"

"Unconscious male driver, was complaining of severe head, neck and back pain. No feeling in his fingers." He pauses nodding towards Y/N, "C-Spine is stabilized as well. She's got a couple of lacerations, but no other complaints."

Gabby looks over at Y/N and her jaw drops.

"Oh my god, Y/N?!" She exclaims.

Y/N looks over at Gabby and smiles, "No way. Gabriela Dawson. Long time no see! Merry Christmas!"

Cruz comes back and they start to get a C-Collar on the patient to get him hooked up on the K.E.D as well.

Kelly helps Y/N get out of the car and he finally can get a better look to see if she is okay.

"You have any pain, cuts, anything?" He asks.

Y/N spins in a circle and laughs, "Nope! Probably just a few bumps and bruises. I'll sign a refusal."

Kelly nods and smiles at her, getting lost in her own beautiful smile.

"Earth to Lieutenant Severide." She waves her hand in front of him.

Kelly breaks out of his trance to see Cruz standing next to Y/N now.

"Sorry." He clears his throat, "What?"

"We're going to have her stop by the house for Christmas dinner later, if that's alright with you?" Cruz says, with a knowing smirk on his face of course.

"Yeah!- Of course." He exclaims as the police officer comes over to take a statement from Y/N, "I guess we will see you later then?"

Y/N nods, "Yeah, I will see you guys then." She waves and then walks over to the officer.

Kelly and Joe watch her for a few seconds before Cruz turns to his Lieutenant.

"I told you that you'd like her." He jokes.

"Yeah, yeah Cruz. We'll see how dinner goes back at the house." Kelly says as he starts to walk back over to the truck to pack up, trying to hide his pink cheeks.

"Dinner will go swimmingly. Y/N even offered to bring us some dessert since we don't have a baker in the house. She knows the way to a man's heart."

"You're right Cruz. I do like her. She is even bringing us food." Kelly laughs.

"Hey Sev! What's got you blushing over there?!" Casey yells from across the road.

Kelly glances over at Y/N and she just shakes her head with a smile on her face.

"You mean "who"?!"

Silent Night [Eddie Diaz] 🎄

Description: Eddie and his family spend Christmas Eve together and no nonsense is welcome.

A/N: This is sort of a additional part to "Prove It To Me"!

"Come on Chris. Let’s go get ready for bed." Eddie says as he notices Chris nodding off on the couch trying to watch National Lampoons Christmas Vacation.

Chris groans and sits up, rubbing his eyes.

"I want to see my baby first." Chris replies and grabs his glasses off of the side table.

Eddie helps his son off the couch and nods, "Momma took Hadley upstairs because she was getting fussy. If she’s awake you can see her, okay?"

Chris nods and Eddie picks him up to go up stairs. They turn into the nursery to see Y/N sitting in the rocking chair reading Hadley, who is smiling and cooing back at her mom, a book.

Eddie knocks on the door and comes in, putting Christopher back on the ground once he was by the chair the girls were in.

"We came to say goodnight." Eddie says, leaning down to kiss Y/N's forehead.

Y/N smiles and shifts the baby so there is room for Chris in her lap.

"Do you want me to read you both a book before bed?"

Christopher nods eagerly and Y/N wraps her arm around him to pull him into her lap.

She turns to the beginning of the book and says the title.

Eddie’s phone rings, causing everyone to turn their attention to it.

There had been a major incident and there was a possibility firefighters would get called in, unfortunately.

Eddie sees that his Mother is the one calling, so he groans.

"Dad, you don’t have to go to work do you?" Christopher asks, disappointed.

"No buddy. It’s your abuela. I’ll be back in a few minutes, okay."

He exits the room and answers his phone.

"Hello."

"Edmundo, it’s your mamá. I was wondering when you were going to bring your family home. The baby has been here for two months and we have yet to meet her."

He knew that this was coming. She’s trying to con him into moving back.

"Mamá, her name is Hadley. Y/N can’t just pack up and travel first of all, she’s a doctor. Second of all we’ve been short staffed at work so there’s a chance that I could get called in at anytime. Third, we are trying to keep Hadley contained to certain places and people. Flu season is running rampant and we aren’t willing to take any chances with flying." He tries to explain.

"Well what are we supposed to do? We can’t see our granddaughter? It’s not fair that you took of with Chris and now we can’t even meet her. Does she not like us or something?!" Eddie sighs and rolls his eyes, trying not to blow a gasket.

"What do you mean?"

"Your babies mother. Does she not like us?"

Eddie’s ears are steaming and he slaps his hand on the railing around the stairs.

"My daughters name is Hadley and my children’s mothers name is Y/N. Why can’t you say their names?!" He exclaims, "Y/N has never met you, why would she have a reason to not like you? Did you do something that makes you not like-able?" He pushes.

Eddie couldn’t figure out why his parents could never say Y/N’s name. It’s almost like they think they are above her and everyone else.

"Edmundo! How dare you speak to me that way!"

"How dare you call me on Christmas Eve, my baby’s first Christmas Eve and try to ruin my time with my family! Call me when you guys can grow up and acknowledge that Christopher isn’t coming back to you and I have moved on and created a life for myself out here." He hangs up his phone and runs his hands over his face.

After a moment Eddie looks at his watch and notices that it’s Christopher’s bedtime, so he makes his way back into Hadley's nursery.

A soft voice comes from the room, causing him to stop in his tracks.

"Silent night, holy night. All is calm, all is bright.

Round yon Virgin, Mother and Child. Holy infant so tender and mild. Sleep in heavenly peace,

Sleep in heavenly peace." Y/N sings, rocking her kids to sleep.

Eddie pokes his head in the room and smiles at the sight.

He knows he did something right now. Y/N is perfect and so are their kids.

"Silent night, holy night. Shepherds quake at the sight. Glories stream from heaven afar. Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia. Christ the Savior is born!

Christ the Savior is born." Y/N continues as she runs her hand through Christopher’s hair and rubs his neck.

Eddie continues to watch, just melting at the sight of the people he loves the most.

"Silent night, holy night. Son of God love's pure light. Radiant beams from Thy holy face. With dawn of redeeming grace, Jesus Lord, at Thy birth

Jesus Lord, at Thy birth." She finishes.

Y/N presses a kiss to both kiss heads and sighs, leaning further back into her chair.

Eddie finally comes into the room and sends her a bright smile.

"You’re amazing." He says.

Y/N giggles softly and shrugs.

"What can I say? I’ve got a natural touch."

"You most certainly do." He walks over and presses a quick, but sweet kiss to her lips.

"Is everything okay with your mom? You sounded pretty upset out there?" She asks quietly.

Eddie nods and lifts Christopher out of her lap.

"Everything’s okay. My mom is just being rude."

Y/N frowns, knowing she is the cause of it.

"I’m sorry that I can’t just go on trips without much notice, but you and Chris could go if you guys want. I don’t want to hold you back from seeing your family." She offers, getting up to put Hadley in her crib and make sure her monitors are hooked up.

Eddie shake his head no. "Absolutely not. This is my family." He circles his finger around the room, "And if my parents can’t accept that and respect our wishes and choices, I guess they’re not my family." Eddie says.

Before Y/N can say anything he walks out of the room and into Christopher’s room to put him to bed.

Y/N sighs, but stays with Hadley a little longer to make sure she’s okay for the night.

Eddie eventually makes his way back in and wraps his arms around Y/N’s waist so she can lean back into him.

"I’m not going to let them walk all over us and disrespect us at all. I’m tired of it happening and it won’t happen to you, Hadley, Christopher or myself anymore. I will cut off all contact and ties with them if I have to. I’m finally happy, I’m not willing to risk this."

Y/N turns around in his arms and wraps her arms around his neck.

"I love you, Eddie. Thank you for sticking up for us."

"Always, mi amor."

Hap-Hap-Happiest Christmas [Peter Mills]🎄

Description: Peter and Y/N miss having Christmas like when they were kids.

"Mills! What's for dinner?" Cruz asks.

Peter was standing at the island looking through a cookbook. He was trying to find a new recipe to try.

He looks up at Cruz and shrugs.

"I guess we will have to see."

Cruz sighs and turns to Y/N who is sitting next to him reading her book.

"Y/N, what's for dessert?"

Y/N closes her book and looks at Cruz.

"Joe, you know you will eat whatever I make. What difference does it make?"

"I am curious. And hungry."

Y/N chuckles and gets up from the table. She walks over to their cabinet to look through it.

"Uh guys?" She says.

Everyone perks up and Y/N turns towards them.

"Someone went through our food. There's pretty much nothing left but ingredients that aren't worth anything."

Everyone gathers around her and the cabinet and groans.

"I'm telling you guys. It has got to be first shift." Otis says.

"Our lock is even on the floor!"

Y/N looks over at Peter, who shrugs.

"I guess we will have to take a ride."

Chief Boden and both Lieutenant's walk into the common room to see what's going on.

"What's going on?"

"Chief! Someone went through our food and trashed it all. What are we supposed to do for Christmas dinner now?!" Mouch asks.

Chief Boden glances at Casey and Severide who both nod.

"Mills, Y/L/N. Do you guys mind taking a ride to the store. I'll give you guys money out of the account."

Y/N nods and walks over to grabs her jacket.

"Yes Chief, we will take the Ambulance and keep our radios on in case we catch a call."

"Does anyone have any special requests?" Peter asks, following Y/N.

"I want apple pie!" Otis replies.

"Yeah, can we have a cake roll too?"

"No we should have pumpkin pie!"

"It's Christmas not Thanksgiving!"

Y/N and Peter share a eye roll before heading out to the rig.

§§§

"Okay Pete. I've got my stuff in the oven. Is there anything I can do to help you?" Y/N asks.

Peter was making sweet potato casserole at the moment. Honestly there is nothing Y/N can help do as he's already done a good chunk of it, so he shakes his head.

"You can sit here and hang out with me though." He suggests.

Y/N smiles and jumps up onto the counter.

"So Mills, what do you normally do with your family on Christmas?" Y/N asks.

"Well, we will have breakfast Christmas morning, open gifts, and then finish cooking dishes for Christmas dinner with my moms family. When we were kids, my sister and I would go play outside in the snow. We'd make snowmen, have snowball fights, all of that." He sighs.

"You miss it don't you?" Y/N asks, noticing his change of mood.

"Yeah, I just miss being carefree. Being an adult sucks sometimes."

Y/N nods in agreement, "It does. My mom used to read me Disney Christmas stories each year on Christmas day. Sometimes I can still hear her voice, reading them to me."

Peter notices a tear in Y/N's eye. She wipes it away quickly, but he still saw it.

He places his hand on top of hers and gives it a squeeze.

"You know you can always talk to me about your mom, right?"

"Yeah, I know. It always hits hard around the holidays." She mumbles.

"I understand that. It doesn't really get easier."

"Y/N! Our food sits on that counter, get your butt off of it!" Otis and Cruz walk into the kitchen area going for the cabinet.

"Her butt can stay on the counter! I've seen you eat a meatball sub that had just fallen on the apparatus floor a minute prior." Peter argues.

Y/N looks over at him and mouths, "Thank you."

§§§

The next morning Y/N walked out to the rig to do a supply check, and noticed that there was a fresh sheet of snow covering Chicago.

Immediately a lightbulb went off, so she went back into the bunk room and over to Peter.

"Mills." She whispers, "Wake up."

"Why?"

"It snowed."

Peter looks at Y/N like she's gone crazy.

"Let's go have a snowball fight!"

Her eyes were bright with excitement, there's no way he could say no to her.

"Okay!" He laughs.

He gets his shoes on and follows her out to get his jacket and gloves.

Y/N pushes open the side door and walks into the middle of their yard.

She spins around as the snow falls and Peter can't help but admire her. She's always been beautiful, but seeing her like this is even better.

"Isn't this great?!" She exclaims.

He smiles and looks down at his boots, but as soon as his eyes are at the ground he hears a thump and a string of giggles immediately after.

Peter glances up to find Y/N laying on the ground sprawled out.

"Did you just fall?" He asks as he walks over to her.

"Yeah, but now I can make snow angels!"

"You're going to freeze."

"Oh c'mon Pete. It will be fun. We could be kids for a little bit." She smiles up at him.

Peter thinks about it for a few seconds before getting on the ground next to her, almost immediately regretting it because of how cold it is, but he laid down anyways.

"Shit! This is cold!" He exclaims as he moves his arms and legs to make a snow angel.

Y/N erupts into laughter as she does the same.

Inside the rest of Firehouse Fifty-One is watching their two youngblood Paramedics play in the snow.

"We should go out there with them." Cruz suggests.

Everyone agrees and they grab their own coats before going outside.

"Hey guys! Come make snow angels with us!" Peter yells.

"This is so much fun!"

Y/N rolls her head towards Peter and he's already looking at her.

"This is probably the best Christmas I've had in a while."

"I'd have to agree Peter Mills. I feel like a kid again."

"Merry Christmas Chicago!"

Jingle Bell Rock [Derek Hale] 🎄

Description: Derek brings Y/N to meet the pack at Christmas dinner but has other plans up his sleeve.

Derek opened Y/N's car door for her before helping her get out so she didn't slip. This year everyone decided to meet up at in Evergreen, Montana to celebrate the Christmas holiday and it is absolutely beautiful, and there's a fresh coat of snow.

They rented out a huge cabin that was just outside of town, so they were able to have the peacefulness of the woods, the stores, and restaurants in town.

This is the first time the pack is meeting Y/N. Derek met her at the hospital while she was working and eventually they started dating. That was over a year ago but she is just now meeting everybody due to her busy schedule. She was lucky she could get the week off.

Derek and Y/N made their way up the steps onto the porch. Derek put the code provided to him in the door and let Y/N in first.

Which might have been a bad idea because as soon as she opened the door she was met by the stares of multiple people.

"You must be Y/N?!" Lydia exclaims as she goes over to bring the woman in for a hug. "It's so nice to finally meet you. Derek and Peter have told us a lot about you."

"Good things, I hope." Y/N jokes, returning the hug to the strawberry blonde.

"I don't think there is a bad thing to say about you babe." Derek says as he sets down a bag, "Guys, this is my girlfriend Y/N. She's a Nurse Practitioner at the hospital back home, so this is her first real time off in a few years."

Everyone welcomes Y/N with open arms and of course, twenty-million questions.

Stiles wanted dirt on Derek.

Malia wanted to know about her favorite food.

Scott wanted to know about her nursing job.

Liam wanted to know if she played any sports.

And it just goes on.

§§§

Finally after a few hours and dinner Y/N and Derek were able to sneak off to their room and get settled.

"I like your friends. They're really sweet." Y/N comments as she puts some of her clothes in the drawer.

"They are. They're really nosy though." He laughs.

"It's okay, I don't mind." Y/N giggles and walks over to where he is standing in the connecting bathroom and wraps her arms around his torso. "They just want to make sure I am treating you right."

She presses a kiss to his back and Derek grips her hand. The tingling sensation going down his spine catching him off guard.

"You are most definitely treating me right." Derek turns around and brings her into his arms. "I'm glad you finally got to meet them."

"Me too." She agrees, "We should get ready for bed. I'm tired."

Derek's chest vibrates from his laughing.

"I knew you would be. Go get ready for bed. I will take care of the rest of this." He presses a kiss to her cheek before she goes out to the room to grab her pajamas and toiletry bag.

Derek leaves her to the bathroom and puts her bag in the closet.

Once he knows she is in the bathroom and busy he opens his suitcase. He pulls his clothes out and finds the little velvet box. He grabs it and places it in his nightstand.

"This is really happening."

§§§

After a week full of shopping, eating, baking, and fun activities it was finally Christmas day.

Derek had decided to take Y/N out that morning for breakfast.

He had packed the food, drinks and blankets into his truck before waking her up.

"Y/N." He whispers, rubbing his hand up and down her back.

"Hm." She hums in response, rolling into his body.

"Let's go get some breakfast before they wake up."

Y/N perks up at the mention of food. Opening her eyes and looking at Derek.

"That got your attention." He chuckles.

"Breakfast? Everything is closed Der, it's Christmas." She asks, sitting up and rubbing her eyes.

Derek nods, "I made breakfast. We're taking it to go."

"Where are we going?"

"So many questions. It's a surprise sweetheart."

Derek gets up and pulls Y/N up with him.

"Do I have to dress nice, or can I wear sweats?"

"You can wear whatever you want. You can wear your pajamas even."

Y/N shakes her head and goes to the drawers.

"Not wearing my pajamas."

Derek stifles a laugh and moves towards the bedroom door.

"I'll be waiting for you downstairs."

§§§

Derek drove Y/N out to a lake that the guys had went to for ice fishing. Its beautiful, surrounded by trees and a dock that goes out farther than normal.

They ate breakfast in the truck, since it's freezing outside, but as soon as they were done Derek suggested they walk out onto the dock.

He helped Y/N out of the truck and wrapped a heavy blanket around her.

He felt his pocket one last time before wrapping his arm around her and guiding her out to the dock.

The photographer had been hiding in the office building for the park until she saw the couple get out of the truck and go out to the dock.

She snuck out and was able to be in a somewhat concealed spot where she could see and get good pictures but wasn't seen easily.

Derek waited until Y/N was turned away from

him to get down on one knee.

"Why do you think this place looks like during the rest of the year?" She asks, turning towards him, but he's not standing up. "What-?"

Derek has the tiny velvet box in one hand and his other is reaching out for hers.

Y/N places her shaky hand in his and takes a deep breath.

"I know that our lives are crazy and things don't go as planned, but I truly believe our souls were made for loving each other. I was going to do this after the holidays but I couldn't wait any longer. Y/N Y/L/N, will you marry me?"

Y/N can't get any words out because she is afraid her voice might fail her, so she nods and throws herself into Derek's arms.

"Is that a yes?!"

Y/N wipes her tears and laughs, "Yes!"

Derek pulls her in for a blazing kiss.

He couldn't believe she is actually going to be his wife.

He takes the ring out of the box and slides it into her finger.

"Do you like it?" He whispers.

Y/N nods and presses a kiss to his cheek, "It's beautiful Derek."

§§§

Finally, the couple got back the cabin.

They were immediately met by the group at the door and requests to see the ring.

"You did so good Derek!"

"It's beautiful!"

"Congratulations guys!"

Peter stepped through the crowd and brought his nephew in for a hug.

"Congratulations you two." He releases Derek and pulls Y/N in, "So can I call you Mrs. Hale now?"

Y/N laughs and nods.

"Sure Peter."

Derek smiles at the group and watches as they interact together.

"Okay guys, time to get Christmas dinner going."

"C'mon Sourwolf. We're celebrating!"

White Christmas [Paul Lahote] 🎄

Description: Paul and his family celebrate their sons first Christmas and first White Christmas.

Emily's house is packed full. The pack and their significant others and family are all over for Christmas. And it's absolute chaos.

The kids were all yelling while running through the house, so Y/N took the baby outside for a little quiet time.

It's Y/N and Paul's first Christmas as a family of three, since their son Parker was born a month ago.

Y/N took a seat in the rocking chair facing out towards the woods. She had bundled up herself and the baby since it was freezing cold and she didn't want either of them to get sick.

She loved everyone but all of the ruckus was making her nervous. It is a first time mom thing.

Of course Paul wouldn't let anything happen but it's just a natural reaction.

She rocked the chair back and forth and talked to a cooing Parker.

"What do you see, my love?" She asks.

Parker coos and smiles in response.

"It's your first Christmas. Isn't that exciting?" Y/N rubs his cheek and smiles at him. "You were in momma's belly just a month ago and now you're celebrating the holiday with your family."

Parker giggles and Y/N joins.

"What's so funny Park? Huh? What's so funny?"

The door creaks open and Paul steps out onto the porch.

He gestures for Y/N to stand up and she shakes her head no.

"I don't think we will all fit in this rocking chair babe." She laughs.

"Yes we will. We did before." He assures.

Y/N sighs and stands up with Parker still bundled in her arms. Paul sits down and pats his leg.

"Come on babe. I'm ready to be a personal heater." He smiles.

Y/N chuckles and sits herself in Paul's lap and he wraps his arms around her.

"I love those kids but I'm nervous for no reason right now. I know they'd never hurt the baby but I just needed to come out here and chill out."

Paul squeezes her leg and rests his head on her shoulder.

"It's okay. No one even said anything."

Y/N nods and looks down at her baby.

Parker is sleeping peacefully with a small smile on his face.

"I love him, so much."

"Me too. He's the best thing to ever happen to me, besides you of course." Paul agrees.

"Wow, you're so cheesy Mr. Lahote."

"Only for you Mrs. Lahote."'

Y/N looks up from her sons face to the yard surrounding them.

"Paul, look! It's snowing!"

Paul smiles at his wife and nods. He's always loved her enthusiasm about everything.

"It is." He breathes, "Look Park, your first White Christmas."

The door swings open again and everyone else comes outside.

"Guys! It's snowing!"

"White Christmas!"

Paul and Y/N both laugh before getting up to follow everyone out into the yard to catch some snowflakes on their tongues.

Paul stops Y/N and kisses her forehead.

"Merry Christmas, my love."

Forty-Eight Hours [Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley]🎄

Description: Buck tries to tell Y/N about his feelings before her date in 48 hours.

Warnings: Mentions of a house fire.

"Buck, where is the extra wrapping paper?" Y/N asks as she walks over to him from their storage closet.

"Uh-. Check in Bobby's office." He suggests. Y/N nods and heads upstairs.

Chimney and Eddie, who are standing on the other side of the table share a glance.

"So, when are you going to ask Y/N out?" Chimney asks.

Buck rolls his eyes at his friends.

"Really guys?"

"Evan, come on. You need to get over Abby. Y/N is a good girl, and she's already good for you. Just open yourself up."

"I just don't want to mess up. I like being friends with Y/N and I don't want her to leave." Buck says as he rips some tape off of the roll.

"Y/N isn't leaving Buck. She just bought a house, she's staying." Eddie points out.

Buck yet again rolls his eyes. They're right and he knows it.

Hen walks into the bays with more gifts under her arms.

"Wow, who donated those?" Buck asks, changing the subject.

Now it's Eddie and Chimney's turn to roll their eyes.

"Oh, they're actually from Y/N. She adopted a family this year and wanted to wrap the gifts while she was at work since they need to be dropped off right after shift." Hen explains, "There's more in her car if you guys want to help bring them in!"

Buck smiles and shakes his head.

"Yeah, it's unlocked right?"

Hen nods and continues towards the empty table.

The guys all walk out to Y/N's car.

"I love this kid, she's an angel in human form." Chimney says.

"Yeah she's definitely got a heart of gold." Eddie adds.

"I know what you guys are doing." Buck huffs.

"Yeah? Is it working?" Eddie asks as he opens the passenger door. He pauses for a second before a smile breaks out on his face. "Guys, look at that." He points to her dash, right under the speedometer.

It's a picture of Bobby, Eddie, Hen, Chimney, Buck, Christopher and Y/N last summer sitting on the front of the truck.

And another one of Buck and Y/N at fire prevention day.

"She has a picture of us in her car?" Buck asks.

"Seems so." Chimney claps his shoulder and rounds the back of her car.

"Evan, seriously. You need to ask her out. And I wasn't going to say anything but she's got a date the night after shift ends, so you've got forty-eight hours to find your balls and do what you want to do." Eddie says bluntly before going to help Chimney, leaving Buck to his thoughts.

"Oh shit."

§§§

Buck had been trying to talk to Y/N, but of course they've had back to back calls and there wasn't any time.

Y/N and Hen had just got back from a medical assist for a trauma patient, and Buck was waiting for them.

"Hey guys, how'd that call go?" He asks as the girls get out of the ambulance.

"It went okay, the guys probably won't make it due to his injuries though." Y/N says as she goes to the Medical Storage cabinet.

"That's too bad." Buck replies walking over to her, "Y/N, I wanted to talk to you about something-."

"All Units, Structure Fire." The PA system from dispatch cut Buck off.

"Shit!" Y/N grabs everything she needs and throws it in the back of the ambulance. "We'll talk later Buck."

Buck sighs and jogs over to the Engine.

Eddie comes up beside him and pats him on the back.

"You just need a Christmas miracle Buck. You'll talk to her." He encourages.

"Not at this rate, I won't."

"You've just got to believe." Eddie jokes.

"I can't believe I'm going to miss my chance because I was too stupid to say anything before." Buck complains as he takes his seat in the truck.

"Miss your chance at what?" Bobby asks.

Buck groans and puts his head in his hands.

"Y/N has a date after shift, in now forty hours and Buck is realizing he should've said something to her about his feelings before. He's trying to tell her before her date but they've had back to back calls." Chimney explains as he puts on his gloves.

"Buck, you should've told her way before now!" Bobby scolds.

"I know, thanks!" Buck replies sarcastically.

"Talk to her as soon as this is over with. You two are good for each other and I don't want you guys to miss the opportunity." Bobby says.

All Buck can do is shake his head and hope that he's not too late.

§§§

It was a horrible fire. The family lost everything and Y/N was so upset.

"I hate this universe. That is so unfair." She seethes.

Buck had walked over to the ambulance to talk to her but he immediately knew now wasn't a good time.

"Hey guys," He says to catch Hen and Y/N's attention, "You two okay?"

Y/N and Hen both have a frown on their faces, but nod their heads.

"This is just so unfair that this happens. I feel horrible for them." Y/N whispers, "I just wish there was something I could do to help, even just a little bit."

Buck can visibly see how upset Y/N is. Her voice is a tad scratchy and she's got tears in her eyes.

He's not surprised though, as she is one of the most kindest, caring and strongest people he knows. Though, all he wants to do is wrap her in a hug.

"It's Christmas, this shouldn't be happening." Y/N finishes before slamming the back door to the ambulance and going to get in the front seat.

Buck and Hen share a look.

"Maybe there is something we can do."

§§§

Y/N had been sitting in her bunk with her tablet since they got back from the call. She hasn't said anything or gotten up.

Her adopted family had been watching her through the glass for a while before she perked up and finally moved from her bed to the door.

At first she hadn't noticed them, causing her to jump when she walked through the door, but she got distracted she saw Hen standing there.

"Oh good, you're already here. I want to take a ride to Walmart in a few hours, okay?" Y/N doesn't give her time to finish before going back into her bunk.

The group just stands there, shocked by that interaction.

"What the hell is she getting up to in there?" Chimney asks, before walking to the common area.

"Should we tell her or just surprise her?" Hen asks Buck.

"I think we should surprise her."

§§§

Y/N had dragged Hen with her to pickup a Walmart order and bring it back to the house. Her mood had brightened and she wasn't as upset anymore.

Bobby walks into the common area and stops when he sees bags full of stuff like clothes, hygiene and household essentials and even some fun things like toys and entertainment items.

"I thought we were done wrapping presents for the toy drive?" He asks, breaking his silence.

Y/N looks up and shrugs.

"This isn't for the toy drive."

"So, what is it for?"

"It's for the family from our structure fire today." She mumbles.

Bobby nods and comes closer to the table and picks up a toy.

"Would you like some help?"

Y/N smiles and nods, "Yeah Captain, I'd like that."

So, they wrapped all of the presents and placed everything else in bags for the family to use while everyone else in the house slept.

By four in the morning Buck was just itching to tell Y/N what he did, but first he needed some coffee, so he headed to the kitchen.

But Buck wasn't expecting to find his Captain and Y/N passed out on the couches in the living area and tons of wrapped boxes and bags full of items scattered around.

He stops for a second before going over to Bobby and tapping his shoulder.

"Hey Cap?"

"Yeah?" Bobby asks, still asleep.

"What happened in here?"

That makes Bobby shoot up and look around.

Seeing that everything was fine and it was just Buck be laid back down.

"Y/N got all of this stuff for that family. So, I helped her get it ready last night." He pauses to yawn, and looks at Y/N. "Wake her up and make her go lay down in her bed. Her neck is going to be hurting." He says before getting up to go start a pot of coffee.

Buck goes over to Y/N and places his hand on her arm gently.

"Y/N, you need to go sleep in a bed. Not on the couch with your neck all twisted." Buck whispers.

Y/N opens one eye before shaking her head no.

"I'm too tired to move." She complains.

"Okay, so I will carry you. You don't need to be sleeping out on the couch." He argues.

Y/N rolls her eyes before sitting up.

"Okay." She whispers.

Buck places one arm around her and the other under her knees before lifting her up, into his arms. Once he's sure he's got a good grip on her he starts walking down the hall.

The journey is silent until she's being placed on her bed.

"I wish that didn't happen to them Buck. They are such good people."

Buck nods in agreement before stopping and staring at Y/N for a few seconds.

"Y/N?"

"Yeah Evan?"

"I am in love with you."

"I'm in love with you too."

Evan's heart stops for a second. He can't believe she said that.

He shakes his head, she's probably not even awake, so he shouldn't take it seriously.

He squeezes her hand tightly before standing up and walking out of the room.

§§§

Buck couldn't stop thinking about his encounter with Y/N earlier. His coffee had gotten cold because he hasn't touched it.

Buck is brought out of his head by Y/N walking into the living area.

"Good morning Buck!" She says.

"Good morning Y/N."

She walks past him and into the kitchen to grab one of her yogurts. She stops abruptly once she can see out the window.

"What is this?" She asks.

Buck stands up and walks over to her.

Outside there is a bunch of people, coming to donate food, household supplies, old clothes, anything you can think of really.

"This is for the Vasquez family. We set this up after we were done." He starts, "I got them set up at a house until they can get a new one or rebuild their house. They will be here in a few minutes actually."

"Are you serious?" She whispers.

"Yeah. You inspired this." Buck says, "You have a heart of gold and your Christmas spirit is unmatched. It's nice, especially in this line of work."

Y/N smiles and drops her eyes to the ground, scared to meet his eyes when she says what she's going to.

"I really am in love with you, Evan Buckley. I know I was half asleep when I said it this morning, but I really do love you."

Buck lifts Y/N's chin up and leans in.

"That's a good thing, because I'm in love with you too."

He leans in and presses a soft kiss to her lips.

They pull away and Buck sighs, "What about your date after shift?"

"What date after shift?"

Bah Humbug [Adam Ruzek] 🎄

Description: Adam is a scrooge and Y/N is tired of it.

Warnings: Cursing.

"Adam, come on man, it won't be that bad!" Jay exclaims.

"We're grown adults. Why are we taking pictures with Santa?" Adam groans.

"It's for the kids babe. Shop with a cop! We're going to go to to the store and let them pick out some stuff, and take them to dinner and pictures with Santa. We are all going to participate." Y/N replies sternly.

"Y/N, I am a grown adult. I don't want to take a picture with Santa." Adam argues.

Y/N rolls her eyes and gets up from her desk to go over to her boyfriend. She sits at the edge of his desk, facing him.

"I understand you don't want to, but you're going to do it, for those kids."

Adam looks at her for a second before nodding, "Okay, fine."

Y/N smiles and leans down to press a kiss to his cheek. Then she gets up and walks into the break room.

"Whipped."

"Shut up Jay."

§§§

Everyone was assigned a group of kids, so there wouldn't just be one big group.

Adam and Y/N ended up in the same aisle, so they were helping each other with their groups of kids.

Y/N was bent down and helping a little girl named Ellie pick out a new doll when someone tapped on her shoulder.

Y/N turned around and came face to face with Benji, a boy from Adam's group.

"Hi Benji!"

Benji smiles and gestures that he wants to tell Y/N something. Y/N plays along and leans her ear towards Benji. He cups his mouth on the sides and whispers.

"Miss Y/N, Mr. Adam told me to tell you he thinks you're cute."

She looks down at Adam who winks and waves at her.

Y/N laughs and blushes, before gesturing to Benji she wants to tell him something.

"Mr. Adam is my boyfriend, so tell him I think he is cute too."

"He is?!" Benji exclaims.

"Yep!"

Benji runs off towards Adam to tell him.

Y/N shakes her head and goes back to helping Ellie pick out a doll.

"Miss Y/N?" Ellie asks.

"Yes, Ellie?"

"Can I get a police officer barbie? I want to be like you one day." She asks quietly.

Y/N's heart warms and she smiles while bringing the girl in for a hug.

"Of course you can Ellie, that is so sweet."

§§§

"See Adam, not too horrible is it?" Erin asks as she and Y/N place a couple of plates down on the table for the kids.

"Yeah babe. What do you think?" Y/N chimes in with a chuckle.

Adam glares at her for a second before looking around.

It really wasn't as horrible as he made it out to be. Sure, some of the kids are a handful, but they are all the sweetest kids.

"It's manageable." He mutters, not wanting to please them yet.

"Yeah right. You're having a good time." Y/N replies as she comes up behind him to place her hands on his shoulders. Adam reaches up as well and cups her hands with his own.

"If I admit I am having a good time, do I have to take a picture with Santa?" He bargains.

Jay, who's sitting across the table with Kevin and Al rolls his eyes.

"You're insufferable."

"Says you." Adam argues.

Y/N steps in and puts her hand up, stopping the two boys from going on.

"You have to take a picture with Santa either way Adam. No if's, and's or but's about it." She declares before walking off to go help Sergeant Platt.

"You better listen to her man. She'll have your balls if you don't." Kevin laughs, causing the other guys to join.

"Yeah, yeah. She's harmless."

§§§

"Adam Ruzek get your ass out here right now. I am not afraid to come in there and drag you out by your ear."

Adam had holed himself up in the bathroom after Santa arrived, and now it was time to take pictures.

He wasn't answering his phone so Y/N tracked him down. Although now he's not answering her calls from outside of the bathroom either.

Finally fed up, Y/N decides to just go in. She knocks on the door and cracks it a little.

"If there's anyone in here I'm coming in!"

She waits a few seconds but no one responds so she walks in and goes straight to the stall down at the corner.

"Get out Adam. This isn't funny anymore. Be a man and take a few pictures with Santa for the kids. It is not going to kill you." She seethes, "All of the other guys are doing it, even Voight. So grow up and come on."

Now Adam knew he was in trouble, so he unlocks the door and steps out with his head down.

Y/N doesn't say anything before walking right out the door and back to the main room.

Silently, he follows and sees everyone in a big group for a picture.

He walks over to join and decides his best option is to stand by Voight.

Everyone smiles for the picture and after it was taken Hank turns to Adam.

"Harmless my ass."

Seattle Christmas [Jamie Oleksiak] 🎄

Description: Jamie and Y/N celebrate their first Seattle Christmas.

Warnings: IDK, this is cute!

Jamie watched from the living room as the snow fell outside. He loved it since it wasn't something that happened in Texas. For some reason it was so calming even after growing up with it.

He definitely needed calm after getting drafted to the Seattle Kraken in the expansion draft. Jamie and his wife, Y/N, picked up and moved to a completely different state in one week. Getting everything settled and the start of the season is definitely crazy but now it's definitely worth it.

"Jame?" Y/N's voice rings through his ears as she walks through the house.

"I'm in the living room babe!" He responds, turning on the fireplace.

Y/N enters the room with two mugs in her hands.

"What do ya' got sweetheart?" Jamie asks as he opens her arms for her to sit in his lap.

"I made us some hot chocolate. Yours has peppermint and marshmallows, just how you like it."

Jamie takes the mug into his hand and presses a kiss to her lips, "Thank you."

Y/N nods and they both sit there silently, watching the snow fall, with their tree plugged in and fireplace on. It looks like a scene from a movie.

"I really like it here." Y/N whispers.

Jamie looks over at her with a smile on his face, "Really? You do?"

"Yeah, this is nice. We never could do this in Dallas. And as much as I loved everyone there, I think this is the best place for us to start a family. This house is perfect and the property Jame. Our kids could go sledding on snow days and have room to go and play in the snow."

"It is, isn't it." Jamie smiles, leaning into her.

"Everyone here is great too. Since we are all the new guys, you know? We're all in the same spot, so it seems like we all understand each other."

"Yeah, I get what you're saying. I've noticed that too." He replies, "So you think this is where we should finally start our family?"

Y/N nods with a big smile, "Yeah babe. I think it is." She pauses for a second, "Can you imagine it? Sitting in this living room, watching out this window as it snows with our mini's cuddled up to us."

"It will be perfect." Jamie says.

He grabs her mug and sets both of them on the coffee table. Then he wraps his arms around her and pulls her chest to his, so she's straddling him.

"I think our kids will love it here."

"I think they will too." Jamie trails off for a second, "So should we have a baby before our second Seattle Christmas?"

Y/N face plants into his chest and laughs.

"What's so funny?" Jamie asks as he runs his hands up and down her sides.

"You want a baby that bad?"

"Yeah, I want one now."

"Why so you can be called a DILF?" Y/N jokes.

"No, so I can call you a MILF."

"You're cheesy." Y/N smiles as she presses a kiss to his cheek.

As she backs away Jamie catches her and presses his lips to hers.

"I've known that you were going to have my kids for a long time darling. Anytime you're ready, I am." He confesses.

"You're sure? I don't want you to get overwhelmed Jame, a baby is a lot of work on top of everything you're doing now."

"I should be asking you that. I'm gone a lot because of road trips and events. Are you okay with me being gone?" Jamie asks, "I'd put in for retirement tomorrow if you asked me to."

"No you're not." Y/N laughs, "You love hockey too much. Sure I'll miss you and you'll miss some milestones but as long as we have each other we will be alright."

"Okay." Jamie nods, "Baby Oleksiak for our second Seattle Christmas?"

"Baby Oleksiak for our second Seattle Christmas."

Last Christmas [Andrei Svechnikov] 🎄

Description: Y/N and Andrei meet again, this Christmas.

Warnings: Probably cursing, I don’t remember. Cheating but not cheating?

"Y/N, we're going out for drinks. It's Christmas on the Rocks at Joe's. Will you go with us?" Y/N's friend, Emily asks as she and her boyfriend finish getting ready.

Y/N looks up from her laptop screen that's filled with notes and narrows her gaze on her friends.

"Who's going to be there?" She asks.

"As far as I know it's just going to be Sebastian and his girlfriend." Nick, Emily's boyfriend replies with his hands held up.

Y/N thinks for a few seconds before nodding.

"Okay. I'll go, just give me a couple of minutes."

"Yay! Okay, we will be out in the living room." Emily exclaims before dragging Nick away with her.

Y/N closes her laptop and sighs. Then she gets up and looks at herself in the mirror.

She's wearing her Duke t-shirt and sweatpants. And her hair is a rats nest from tugging her hands through it while stressing over her study guide.

"Jeans and a hairbrush should do." She mutters, walking over to her closet.

§§§

Emily walks into the bar first, with Y/N and Nick in tow.

The owners decorated the interior and exterior beautifully, and they have Christmas music playing as well. When you walk in, you're immediately in the Christmas spirit.

She looks around and sets her sights on Sebastian  and his girlfriend, Melissa. They are sitting at a high top table across the room, so Emily grabs her friends hand and drags her along.

"Hey guys!" Emily exclaims.

"Look who showed up!" Sebastian exclaims as he notices Y/N.

"Yeah, they dragged me out, Merry Christmas guys." Y/N laughs.

Everyone exchanges a hug before deciding to get drinks.

Y/N volunteers to go get a round and heads to the bar alone.

The bartender is quite busy, so she waits patiently, watching the game between the Flames and Senators.

She was too focused on the game, watching the Tkachuck brothers mess around with each other. She didn't even notice the blonde sit on the stool next to her until he finally spoke.

"Enjoying the game?"

She will never forget his voice, so she didn't even have to look at him to know who it was.

"Yep." She replies.

It's quiet for a few seconds before her stool is turned against her will and his cologne floods her senses.

"Andrei, what the hell?" She squeaks, grabbing the counter.

Andrei let's out a deep chuckle and smiles at the girl in front of him.

"Why won't you talk to me? It's been a year since we've seen each other. I've texted, called and you didn't answer. I even asked Nick and Sebastian, but no one will tell me what's going on." Andrei explains, "What happened? Did I do something? If I did, I want to make it right Y/N. I miss you."

Y/N studies him for a few seconds, trying to see if he is serious or not. And of course like the universe decided to let her know that it hates her, Last Christmas by Wham! came on.

"Are you serious?" Y/N asks, exasperated. She gets off of the stool and stands. "Yeah, Andrei. You did do something."

Y/N walks away from the bar and back over to her friends at the table.

"Y/N, where's the drinks?" Sebastian asks as she grabs her purse.

"Andrei is here. I'm going to go home.I shouldn't have come anyway." She says, ignoring his question. "I'm sorry guys."

Y/N takes her purse and coat and beelines for the door before anyone can say anything to her.

Once outside she takes a deep breath, trying to calm down before she cries.

"Y/N?!"

Of course he came after her.

Y/N starts walking away from the door, trying to order an Uber to get home.

"Y/N, wait! Please?" Andrei begs as he comes up behind her.

"I really need to go home-."

He gently grabs her arm and spins her towards him.

"Can we please talk? I don't know what I did to you, but I am being serious about making it right."

"It's been a year. Why try now?" Y/N pushes.

"Y/N, I thought that you just weren't interested so I wasn't going to force you to talk to me."

Y/N looks at him dumbfounded, "Of course I was interested Andrei!"

"Well then what happened?"

"You slept with that girl on the West Coast trip after that night!" Y/N exclaims.

Andrei looks at her with questioning eyes.

Did he seriously forget he slept with that girl?

"You don't remember, so this must be a common thing?" Y/N seethes, trying to walk away.

"Y/N, I haven't slept with anybody since I met you."

"You're lying."

"No, I am not." Andrei argues.

"Last Christmas you said you wanted to be together and then the very next day I get a message from some girl out in California who had you in her bed! She sent pictures with you and everything." Y/N exclaims.

"Do you have the messages still? I want to see this picture." Andrei asks as he steps closer to Y/N again.

Y/N rolls her eyes and gets her phone out, pulling up the message thread and picture.

Drei said Merry Christmas :)

The pictures still make Y/N want to cry every time she sees them.

One is a selfie of the girl and Andrei, and the other is one of Andrei's back facing the camera in this girls bed.

Andrei studies the pictures and his eyes go wide.

"Y/N who sent these to you?"

"Some girl named Jillian." She puts her phone back in her pocket, "Why does that matter Andrei? That's obviously you in those pictures."

"Jillian and I dated back in my rookie year, when I first moved here. A year or so before I even met you." Andrei explains, scratching the back of his neck. "I haven't seen her since I broke it off. She's messaged me, sure. I swear to you I haven't replied or played into her game. These are old pictures."

Y/N's eyes immediately drop to the ground. Now ashamed of how she has acted.

"I'm sorry, Andrei. I should've talked to you, and not act that way. I'm so sorry." Y/N apologizes, not meeting his eyes.

"Y/N." He says, putting his hand underneath her chin to meet her eyes. "It's okay. Can we please just start over again?"

Y/N nods, "I'd like that."

"С Рождеством" Andrei says before pressing a kiss to her forehead.

"Merry Christmas Andrei."

Husband Material [Colton Parayko] 🎄

Description: Colton and Y/N host a Christmas party and her friends and family can’t quit telling her Colton is "husband material".

Warnings: None that I know of. Cuss words probably?

Colton watched as Y/N scrambled around the house, trying to pull out all of their Christmas decorations to see what she needed to get.

As soon as the couple was told that they could host Christmas this year, chaos ensued.

Y/N is a planner and a perfectionist, so this was perfect for her and not at the same time.

"Babe, we threw out the stuff that didn't work or was broken when we put this stuff away." Colton says as he comes up behind her and wraps his arm around her.

"I know, but other stuff could've broken, or stopped working between now and then." Y/N replies as she takes out a bundle of lights to plug in.

And as if the light was listening, it didn't work.

"Well you're right." Colton chuckles and Y/N sighs. "It's okay, we can just go get some new stuff if you want, so it doesn't stress you out anymore than it is already." He presses a kiss to her head and walks off to grab their jackets and shoes so they can go.

Y/N tries to look through everything else quickly to make mental notes as to what else they might need to get.

Colton returns to the living room and sees her continuing to go through the boxes and make a mess.

"Babe, don't worry about that stuff okay? You'd mentioned wanting to get new decorations since these ones are getting older and not looking good. We will just toss this stuff and get new. I don't want you to stress." Colton says as he helps Y/N get her coat on, then presses a kiss to the crown of her head.

"Okay." She replies, "I'm sorry. I know I'm stressing over nothing. It's just our first time hosting Christmas and I want it to be perfect." She mumbles.

"Sweetheart, everything you touch turns into gold."

Y/N busts out laughing and smacks Coltons chest.

"You're cheesy Mr. Parayko." Y/N kisses his cheek.

"Only for you my love." Before she can pull away he presses a kiss to her lips, "So... Hot chocolate first please?"

"Yes baby, we will get hot chocolate first." She giggles.

~~~

Colton helped Y/N clean, decorate the whole house and even helped her prepare some dishes for Christmas Dinner.

Y/N appreciated the help even though she was still stressed about the day not going perfect.

When their families arrived, her stress and anxiety got even worse.

See, it's not the first time their families have met at all. It's just now that the couple has been together for a little over two years, their families are expecting marriage, kids and all that stuff, which the two of them don't think they want right now. At least the kids.

Every time Colton and Y/N go to a family gathering it's always the same questions, so now she's even more nervous.

"Babe?" Colton tries to get Y/N's attention as she plugs in all of the crockpots full of food.

"Yeah Colt?" She replies, but doesn't stop what she's doing.

"Everything is going to be alright." He assures, "Everyone is in the living room and dining room hanging out. They love the decorations and are already complementing the food just by the smell." He rubs her shoulders as she faces away from him.

"Really?" She asks, "Maybe this won't be a complete disaster like I thought." Y/N adds as she turns around to face her boyfriend.

Colton chuckles and leans down to press a kiss to her lips.

"It won't be a complete disaster. Now, go out there and relax, talk to our family. I'll finish up in here and then I'll be out."

Y/N nods and starts to walk away, but stops when she feels a hand land on her butt and a loud sound go through the room.

"Oh my god. Colton Parayko! Our families are here, keep your hands to yourself!"

"Sorry, couldn't help myself." He puts his hands up in surrender.

Y/N's Aunt chuckles as she walks into the room.

"Honey, that man is husband material. If you don't marry him, I will." She jokes.

"Will do." Y/N laughs.

~~~

"Y/N this food is great sweetheart. What seasoning did you use on the ham?" Colton's mom asks.

"Oh, I used a mixture of ground ginger, cloves, brown sugar and a tiny bit of cinnamon. It's my great grandmas recipe." Y/N replies.

"You did such a good job with everything. The house is beautiful, and the food is absolutely delicious. Thank you guys for hosting this year." Y/N's mom compliments.

"Yeah, of course. We're glad you guys could make it!"

"Yeah. I actually would like to say something though, since everyone is here." Colton stands up and pulls Y/N up with him.

"Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, I've known you're the one for me since the day I met you. I knew in my heart I'd never be able to feel that way for anyone else. I love that you're great with my friends and family and that you've come to claim them as your own. I love that you care about everybody, even though you have no idea who they are. I love that you just love life itself." Colton pauses and gets down on one knee, causing gasps to go throughout the room. "I don't tell you everyday how thankful I am for you. Just know, deep down inside, I am truly blessed to have you in my life. A eternity with you will never be enough Y/N. I need so much more. So, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?" He pulls out the little box and flips it open, revealing the ring he'd spent months perfecting for her.

Y/N's hand was covering her mouth as tears flowed out of her eyes.

She was afraid to speak so she just nodded her head frantically and got down on the floor to throw herself into his arms.

"I need to hear you say it babe. Please?" Colton whispers.

"Yes Colt. I want to marry you."

Colton smiles widely and picks them both up off the floor.

Their lips meet for a passionate kiss. With Colton's hands cradling her face and Y/N's hand splayed on the back of his head and neck.

Finally they pull away and Colton takes the ring out of the box and gently places it on her ring finger.

Y/N finally looks at the ring and gasps.

"Colt, it's perfect."

Colton nods and pulls her in for a hug, "So are you."

"Oh my god. You guys are definitely perfect for each other." Y/N's Sister In Law says.

"This is the best Christmas ever. My little boy is finally marrying the love of his life. I'm so happy for you two." Colton's mom says and stands up to embrace the two in a hug.

"Yeah mom, you're right. Best Christmas ever."

The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year [Anthony ‘Tito’ Beauvillier] ⚠🎄

Description: Over their years of friendship Tito has tried to convince Y/N that christmas time is the most wonderful time of the year after it being ruined for her years ago, but this year she seems to be coming around.

Warnings: Cursing, mentions of abusive relationship.

It's the most wonderful time of the year With the kids jingle belling And everyone telling you be of good cheer It's the most wonderful time of the year

Y/N huffs and turns off the radio, deciding no radio station was safe from Christmas music. Her commute home from work is the time she takes to unwind from her twenty-four hour shift as a Trauma Nurse Practitioner in the Emergency Department at Nassau University Medical Center.

For those who don't know Y/N well, they would just assume she was a grinch, that she has hated Christmas since day one. Those people are wrong, Y/N Y/L/N absolutely loved Christmas until she turned eighteen, which by "coincidence" was around the time she started dating her ex-boyfriend (Almost ex-husband, if she would've actually married the man.)

Drew and Y/N met during Y/N's first semester as a freshman at college. She was going for her Bachelors in Nursing, while Drew was only there for football, parties, girls, alcohol, and drugs.

Y/N's friends told her Drew was no good. He constantly tried to get her to drink and even eventually do drugs with him. Sure, she might've had a drink every once and a while, but drugs were a hard no from her.

She never knew Drew did drugs until her third year of college, which was also her first year of nursing school. She had just gotten back from a lab and walked in on him doing a line off of her coffee table.

Y/N kicked him out right then and there, but Drew always found a way to weasel back in, even though all he did was bring her down. Drew was never a nice person, not even to the girl he claimed to love so much. He made Y/N doubt herself in school, he made her doubt her own image and made her doubt the things she loved (unless it was him). He even got physical with her often, even going as far as beating her up multiple times. Y/N always promised she wouldn't be that girl who puts up with that because her partner "loves" her, but manipulation can make you break any promise.

That's were this all started. A boy who was no good and ruined her love for everything, including the holiday season.

It's the hap-happiest season of all With those holiday greetings and gay happy meetings When friends come to call It's the hap-happiest season of all

Y/N walked through the doors of the bar she was meeting her friends at. It was freezing cold outside, so the wave of heat made her smile and rub her hands together to try and warm them up.

She scanned the room for any familiar faces when her eyes landed on her blue eyed, Canadian friend, and his landed on hers.

Tito excuses himself from the table to go get her and assist her through the crowd. Once he reaches her, he pulls her in for a hug and she notices he smells different. She can't put her finger on what the scent is, considering in her line of work you never really try to smell things.

"Hey Beau, how are you?" She asks as they pull apart. Tito smiles at the nickname, even though everyone has called him that at some point.

"I'm good, I went with Barzy to get his Christmas tree today." He says with a twinkle in his eye, "How are you?".

"So that's what you smell like, Christmas tree?" She asks, bewildered.

Tito chuckles at the look on her face, "Yes sweetheart, that's what I smell like."

"Well...." She pauses, "It smells nice."

"Christmas tree smells nice? I never thought I'd hear that come out of your mouth." Tito laughs and grabs her hand to pull her through the crowd.

"That's the only thing you're going to get out of me Anthony. Don't push it." Y/N giggles as he drags her through the last of the crowd and over to their friends.

Everyone says hello, then Y/N sits down in the booth and Tito follows her.

"I'll get you to see Christmas is the most wonderful time of the year one day." He whispers into her ear, making her shake her head with a smile on her face.

There'll be parties for hosting Marshmallows for toasting And caroling out in the snow

"Y/N I could really use your expertise." Tito says as soon as Y/N answers the phone.

"What's up Beau?"

"I need help with the party." He says quickly.

This year is Tito's turn to host their friend group's Christmas party. Which means he has to decorate, cook, and come up with some games or activities.

Parties- Definitely Y/N's thing.

Christmas Parties- Not really.

"Beau......" She drags with a groan.

"Y/N/N please?" He begs. "I will do whatever you want me to do." With this comment, he lowers his voice.

Y/N contemplates it for a few seconds, before ultimately giving in.

"You owe me Beauvillier."

"Yes ma'am."

§§§

"So, what style are we going for?" Y/N asks as they walk down the aisles of Target.

"I don't know, something with red and green I guess." Anthony shrugs.

Y/N stops and stares at him for a second before scoffing.

"Typical man." She says, "How about red, white and gold? I think it would look nice, especially with your apartment's floor to ceiling windows. It would make it look cozy."

Tito nods, agreeing. "You know for someone who doesn't enjoy Christmas, you sure do know how to decorate for it." He says.

"Yeah, my parents decorate with those colors." She sighs, "I think they look nice, especially with warm tone lights."

"Well you and your parents have great taste." Tito compliments and earns a smile out of Y/N. "Can I ask you something?" He asks after a few seconds.

"Sure."

"Why don't you like Christmas anymore? Your parents and Natalie always talk about how much you loved it before you went off to college. No one ever says why you don't like it anymore."

"Drew happened." She states. "My first Christmas at college, after we had started dating, we went to the tree farm at night because he had practice. He was in a crappy mood and didn't want to go, but apparently I "bothered him enough" that he went with. He got mad because I was taking too long to pick a tree, and I told him that we could go home and he blew up Beau. He chased me around the field with a handsaw screaming and yelling." Y/N takes in a deep breath and continues, without looking at Anthony. "Eventually he grabbed ahold of me and took me to the ground and he held the freaking rusty saw to my neck. No one was out there so he could've killed me, but for some reason he didn't."

Anthony stares at her in disbelief. How in the hell could someone treat her like that? Is one of the thoughts running through his mind.

That and the thought to track that bastard down and kill him.

"I could never figure out what set him off. Everything had been going great until then and it never was the same afterwards." She finishes, breaking him out of the trance he was in.

"Y/N-." He starts.

"Beau, don't apologize. I've gotten over him and what he put me through. I just can't get back into the Christmas spirit after all of these years. It's like a mental block, I just don't know what to do about it." She sighs, "And I should be the one apologizing. I always bring down everyone's Christmas spirit like the Grinch I am. That's not right of me and I'm sorry."

Finally when she meets his blue eyes, he notices the tears in her eyes.

Anthony abandons the cart, right in the middle of the Target isle and walks closer to her.

He brings his hands up to her face slowly and uses his thumbs to wipe away the fallen tears.

"It's okay." He whispers and brings her in for a tight hug with his hand on the back of her head, keeping her close.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get so emotional." She hiccups.

"Y/N, I promise it's okay. You have every right to get emotional." Anthony says as he releases his grip on her. "Let me show you that Christmas can be the most wonderful time of the year." He offers.

Y/N takes a second to think and then nods, with a growing smile on her face.

"Okay."

There'll be scary ghost stories And tales of the glories of Christmases long, long ago

Anthony had been planning for a few days. Not for his party, but planning on how to get Y/N in the Christmas spirit.

He really wanted to take her to the tree farm but after what he was told, he wasn't sure if that was a good idea, so he settled on taking her to the Christmas Festival.

Y/N had just gotten off of work when her phone started to ring.

She pulled her phone out and smiled at the screen. It was a picture of Anthony and herself at a charity event that the team put on for childhood cancer. He was sitting in a huge chair that they had for photos and for the kids to sit in, and Y/N was sitting in his lap with a huge smile on her face. Her smile mirrored Anthony's as they looked at each other. He was also leaning into her hand that she'd placed on his cheek.

That was a great night.

It was also the night that she finally realized she felt more for Anthony than just friendship.

"Hey Beau!"

"Hi pretty girl! What are you doing walking home in the snow? It's way too cold for that." Anthony scolds.

"How do you know I'm walking home?" She stops walking and looks around.

"I came to get you!" A door shuts behind her and she turns to see Anthony now standing outside of his car that she hadn't noticed before.

She speeds over to him and wraps her arms around his torso.

"You didn't have to do that Beau."

"Well I'm taking you to the Christmas Festival. So I'm going to take you home and hang out while you  take a nap and get cleaned up so we can go." Anthony says. He let's go of her and leads her into his car.

"I don't have to sleep Beau, we can go after I shower and change if you want?" She says as she sits down in the car.

"Y/N/N you just got off of a twenty-four hour shift, you're going to sleep at least a little bit." He argues, " Also, Barzy and Natalie are going with us, I already told them we would go this evening so we can see the lights." Anthony replies before shutting her door.

He rounds the front of the car and Y/N sighs.

"We can go get dinner together, it will be fun." He assures.

"I'm sure it will." Y/N yawns.

Anthony looks over at her with a smirk, "See, you're tired."

"Yeah, yeah. Take me home Beauvillier."

"Yes ma'am."

It's the most wonderful time of the year There'll be much mistletoeing And hearts will be glowing When loved ones are near

"Beau, look at the little snowman guy!" Y/N exclaims as she walks over to the booth selling decorations.

It's a snowman with a scrub cap and a stethoscope painted on it. It's right up her alley.

"That's cute. Do you want to get it?" He asks and picks it up.

"Yeah, how much-..." She trails off as Anthony takes it over to get in line to pay.

"Anthony, I can pay for it myself."

"Pick out whatever you want." He says, ignoring her.

"Anthony-..."

"Seriously babe, it's my treat." And as if he didn't realize what he'd said, just goes back to standing in line.

§§§

The group had spent the rest of the night going around to booths, getting junk food, listening to carolers, watching the lighting of the christmas tree and ended up getting dinner at the end.

The whole time Y/N kept thinking about how easily the pet name slipped out of Anthony's mouth.

Could he really feel the same way about her?

Natalie had picked up on Y/N's behavior. She wasn't being quiet or anything, just acting a little weird. She never acts weird around Tito.

So, at dinner Y/N went to go to the bathroom and Natalie followed, leaving the boys behind.

"Hey, is everything alright?" Natalie asks.

"Yeah." Y/N sighs, "Beau called me "babe" and I don't know if I am overreacting and thinking that he might feel the same way for me or if it was just like a friend type "babe"." She rants.

The whole time Natalie was smiling like an idiot.

"Oh Y/N. You really haven't noticed have you?"

"Noticed what?" Y/N asks.

"Anthony Beauvillier is in love with you sweetheart. It's so obvious." Natalie places her hand on Y/N's arm. "You just haven't noticed because you've been protecting yourself for so long."

"You really think so?"

"I know so. Talk to him later, just the two of you." Natalie suggests.

Y/N nods and they make their way back out to their table.

When the girls round the corner Anthony's eyes instantly land on Y/N and his mood visibly brightens.

"Yeah, look at that. Just seeing you made him happier." Natalie chuckles.

It's the most wonderful time of the year

After dinner, Anthony drove Y/N back to her place and she was so nervous she was twitching in her seat.

She really wanted to talk to him about her feelings but she wasn't sure how to bring it up.

She had a really good time tonight, so his plan is working, and it's making her want to be with him even more.

Y/N looked over at Anthony and watched him for a second. She could tell he was happy, he had a small smile resting on his face as he quietly sung along with the christmas song on the radio.

She finally decides to go for it. Rip the band aid off.

"Beau?"

"Yeah?"

"I wanted fo talk to you about-..."

RING

Of course her phone starts to ring right now, and it's the hospital so she can't ignore it.

"Shit, I'm sorry." She apologizes before answering.

"This is Y/N."

Anthony watches as Y/N speaks to the person on the other end of the phone.

He wants to tell her how he feels, but he's so afraid to do something wrong and scare her off, so he stays quiet.

"Yeah, I'll be there in a hour." Y/N hangs up and sighs.

She looks back over at Anthony and frowns.

"I'm sorry Beau. The on call N.P. didn't show up and nobody can get ahold of him so I have to go in and cover, so we can't do movie night."

"It's okay Y/N. We can do it another night. Do you want me to drop you off?"

"No its okay, I don't want to make you go out of your way again." She replies.

"I like dropping you off and picking you up for work. I feel better knowing you're okay."

"Awe Beau, that's so sweet." Y/N leans over the center console and kisses his cheek. "I need to go and get my stuff from home and change, so if you really want to..."

"Yes, I really want to. And I can come pick you up when you're done, just let me know before you're ready to leave." Anthony replies.

He wants her to know he's serious, so he doesn't have a joking tone or anything.

"Okay." She nods with a smile.

§§§

Y/N got changed quickly and grabbed her work bag before heading back out to her living room where Anthony was sitting.

"Okay I'm ready to go."

Anthony stands up and walks with her over to the door. Before she can grab her coat Anthony is already holding it out for her.

Y/N smiles and puts her arms in her coat. Then Anthony turns her around to zip it up for her.

"Now you'll be all warm." He smiles and looks into her eyes.

Y/N looks into his eyes as well and then glances down to his lips.

Anthony's heart instantly started racing.

She pauses for a few seconds and then looks back up at him.

"Can I try something?" She asks quietly.

Anthony nods, "Yeah."

Y/N slowly leans in and he doesn't move.

He is desperately trying not to fuck up with this girl, so he lets her do things at her pace.

She gets closer and her hand wraps around to the back of his neck pulling him closer since he's taller than her.

Finally, he gives in and leans down to meet her lips with his.

Heat floods Anthony's body and his lips start to tingle.

He reaches down to wrap his arms around her and pick her up.

Y/N giggles as he lifts her up off the floor and guides her legs around his waist.

Anthony turns them around and pushes her up against the wall before pulling back to breathe.

"Y/N, I'm in love with you. I have been for a while and I can't continue this if you don't feel the same way."

Y/N runs her hand through his hair and kisses him again.

"I think I am in love with you too, Beau."

"Thank god." He lets out a breath before meeting her lips again. "I don't think I could be just your friend after this."

There'll be parties for hosting Marshmallows for toasting And caroling out in the snow

Anthony laughed as Y/N struggled to hang up the garland around his mantle in the living room.

"You'd think with a mantle this tall you'd have a freaking ladder in your house to be able to do anything with it." Y/N mumbles as she stretches her arm as far as it will go to reach across.

"I don't have a ladder because I am tall enough to reach everything." He replies as he walks over to her.

"So funny Beau." Y/N fake laughs.

Anthony shrugs and wraps his arms around her waist before lifting her up to the mantle.

"Oh my god! You're going to drop me!" She yells, grabbing onto the mantle and holding on.

"You're not going to fall! Just put the decorations up there."

Y/N gets the garland set the way she wants, and places the little decorative trees and stocking holders on it as well.

Finally he brings her down to the ground. Y/N lets out a breath of relief.

"See you're fine!" Anthony laughs and presses a kiss against her cheek, before walking over to the box of decorations to pull out their new stockings.

Anthony went out and bought matching ones with their first initials as soon as he dropped her off at home after her unexpected on call shift two weeks ago.

He had asked her to be his girlfriend before they even got in the car. He couldn't go on any longer without her being his.

Y/N turns and grabs hers out of his hand and places it on the hook, and he does the same with his. Then, both back up to get a good look at the area.

"I think this looks great." Y/N says with a small smile.

"I think it does too. It's the best my mantle has ever looked."

Y/N just laughs and shakes her head at him.

"Are you excited for the party tomorrow?" Anthony asks.

"Yeah, I think I actually am." She nods.

"Good..." He trails off, "So what do you think about staying here tonight? We can finish decorating and just spend the rest of the night watching movies and eating."

"I think that's a good idea, but I don't have any clothes or anything for tomorrow." Y/N says and leans into his chest.

Anthony wraps his arms around her and kisses the top of her head.

"We can run to your place here in a little bit and you can bring some of your stuff over here for when you stay." He replies.

"You planning on holding me hostage here Beauvillier?" She asks sarcastically and pulls away to finish the decorations.

"Yes ma'am. Can't have you leaving me here by myself anymore."

Y/N just laughs, but continues to finish the decorating.

"You're a man child Beau."

"But I am your man child."

There'll be scary ghost stories And tales of the glories of Christmases long, long ago

"How do you think they'll take us actually being a couple?" Y/N asks.

They finally finished decorating, cooking and preparing everything else for the next evening.  Now they're on the couch watching Hallmark movies.

"They won't be surprised. They've been wanting us to get together for years." Anthony replies.

"How much do you want to bet that they have a bet running on us?"

"I am one hundred percent sure they have a bet running on us, but do you want to bet on how much the bet is? I say probably two hundred." Anthony chuckles.

"I bet it's even more."

Anthony laughs and grabs the remote.

"What do you think about watching National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation? It's one of my favorites." He asks.

"I think that's a great idea." Y/N replies, "Do you think we could watch the grinch after?"

Anthony looks over at Y/N and smiles. He can't believe it.

It's finally working!

"Yes babe, we can watch whatever you want."

"Okay." Y/N nods, trying to hide her growing smile.

She never thought she'd want to celebrate Christmas again, but Anthony has made her see that there is still a good side.

Even if their relationship doesn't end up working out, she will be forever grateful for him helping her get her love for Christmas back.

It's the most wonderful time of the year

"Y/N/N! This place looks great!" Mat yells after he walks in the door.

"Thanks Barzy! I didn't do it all by myself though." Y/N replies as she walks into the entryway to greet Mat and Natalie.

She embraces Natalie in a hug first, then moves onto Mat.

"Looks like Tito got you into the Christmas spirit." Natalie comments.

"Yeah. I'm actually enjoying it a lot." Y/N smiles shyly.

Anthony finally comes out of the bedroom from taking a shower and walks into the living room with only his towel wrapped around him.

"Babe! Did you want me to start another load of laundry or should we wait until afterwards?" He shouts as he turns the T.V. on to play music.

After he doesn't hear a reply he starts walking to the kitchen, then he doesn't see her there either.

"Baby?!" He calls as he rounds the corner.

"Holy shit! No way!" Mat screams and slaps his girlfriend on the shoulder. "Nat, I told you! Where's my money?!"

Anthony and Y/N just stare at each other in disbelief.

"You two seriously couldn't wait another year?" Natalie asks before walking into the kitchen, with her boyfriend following.

"What the hell?" Y/N mumbles.

"So how much did we bet that they bet on us?" Anthony asks.

Y/N walks up to him and face plants into his chest. After a few seconds she bursts out into a fit of giggles, and he joins her.

"That is not the reaction I expected. I figured they'd be surprised." Y/N says.

"I told you they wouldn't be surprised, now just wait for everyone else to show up. I'm sure it will be the same."

There'll be much mistltoeing And hearts will be glowing When loved ones are near

The rest of their friends arrived for their Christmas party and things were in full swing. The couple had set up some games and they also had their annual White Elephant to do too.

Anthony and Y/N were alone in the kitchen picking up a few things while the others were out in the living room.

"So, what do you think?" Anthony asks as he puts some dishes in the sink.

"About the party?" Y/N counters. He nods, "I'm really enjoying myself. The games were really fun. The food was great. Of course I love our friends." She goes on.

"I'm glad you're having a good time. I know the holidays are rough for you, but thank you for letting me show you it's not so bad." Anthony replies.

Y/N closes the gap between the two and wraps her arms around him.

"Thank you for doing this for me. I'll always be grateful for you helping me get back into the Christmas spirit."

"You're welcome baby." He presses a kiss to the crown of her head.

Y/N pulls away slightly, so she can look at him,

"Beau, I feel safe with you. Like nothing bad will ever happen again." She whispers.

Anthony tears up and has to wipe his eye. Then he puts his hand on the back of her head and pulls her in for a deep kiss.

"I love you Y/N Y/L/N, and mark my words, you will be my future."

"I love you too Anthony Beauvillier. I always will."

It's the most wonderful time Yes the most wonderful time Oh the most wonderful time Of the year

Prove It To Me [Eddie Diaz] ⚠

Part Two

Description: Eddie and Y/N experience a few bumps in the road trying to find their way back to each other.

Warnings: This is long. Mentions of getting sick, cursing, traumatic injuries.

"Dr. Y/L/N, your son just got here with his caretaker Carla." Missy, one of the secretaries for her office, announces through the phone in Y/N's office.

"Okay, I will be up there in a second. Thanks Missy!"

Y/N closes her laptop where she was finishing her last patients chart and stands to go up to the front of the office.

She opens the door and is greeted by Christopher's big smile as he comes over to meet her.

"Hi my sweet boy! Did you have a good day?" She asks as she squats down to his level and pulls him in for a tight hug.

"Hi momma!" He giggles, "I did, we got new word searches that we have to make for our English class and I brought supplies home to do it." Christopher replies as they pull away from each other.

"You did?! Well how about we do that later tonight once you've got some food in your belly, okay?"

Christopher nods and Y/N stands back up, a little too quickly, making her lose her balance a bit.

"Momma?" Christopher reaches out for her.

"Oh, Y/N. Are you alright sweetheart?" Carla asks and helps steady the woman.

"Yeah, I'm okay. I just haven't had a chance to eat today." Y/N makes up an excuse quickly.

Carla studies her for a second, trying to see if she's telling the truth, before letting it go. At least for now.

"Okay. Well, Eddie packed his bag for the weekend and he will be by Sunday night to get him."

"Okay great. Thank you Carla." Y/N gives her a hug and releases quickly so Chris can too.

"I'll see you guys later, have a nice weekend!"

"You too Carla, be careful going home!"

§§§

It's been two months of this.

Christopher going back and forth between two houses.

Only talking when it comes to Christopher. (Since Y/N had told Eddie to stop trying to be her friend. She didn't want them to be just friends. She wanted to marry Eddie, but he needed to work out whatever problems he had that he wouldn't let her help with before that ever happened.)

And it's been one month of pregnancy symptoms.

Y/N found out a month ago that she was five weeks pregnant with Eddie's child and since then she's been having a rough time.

"Mom?" Christopher's voice pulls Y/N out of her head as she continues down the road.

"Yeah Chris?" She replies.

"Did you fib to Miss Carla when she asked if you were okay?"

Oh shit.

"Well, not really. I haven't been able to eat since my granola bar I had for breakfast because I had a busy day at work."

"But you weren't feeling good last week either. You looked a little green while making hamburger for tacos." He points out. This kid is able to see through anybody, so of course he noticed. "I just don't want you to be sick momma. I can't lose you!" Christopher cries.

Y/N immediately pulls off into a grocery store parking lot and puts her car in park. She gets out and goes back to Christopher who's in his seat and engulfs him in a hug as best as she can.

"Christopher Diaz. You will never lose me, okay? And your mom may be in heaven, but she will always be in your heart and believe me when I say she loved you more than anything." She places their conjoined hands over his heart and presses a kiss to his head. "I know daddy and I aren't on the best of terms right now, but that's only temporary, okay? We still love each other very much, but there were some things that needed to get worked out before we could continue." Christopher nods, feeling slightly better hearing that his momma still loved his dad. "Chris, I promise that I'm okay sweetheart, some foods have just been making me feel nauseous. It's okay, nothings going to happen to me. I promise." Y/N sticks out her pinky finger and Chris wraps his around hers.

"I love you momma."

"I love you too my sweet boy."

§§§

"So, Karen is taking Denny and Nia to the pumpkin patch this weekend and she wants to know if she should let the kids get huge pumpkins or not." Hen says as she reads her wife's text messages.

"I say let them get huge pumpkins. I mean aren't the kids all going together? It could be fun and it gives them extra room to carve." Chimney replies as he takes a bite of an apple.

His statement peaks the interest of Eddie and Buck who are sitting on the couch watching a movie.

Hen gives Chimney a 'shut up, stupid' look and shakes her head no.

"The kids are all going together?" Eddie repeats, "What kids?"

"Well..." Hen trails off, "Karen and Y/N are taking the kids to the pumpkin patch and going back to our place afterwards to carve pumpkins."

"Oh, okay." Eddie replies.

"That's it?!" Buck asks.

Eddie gives Buck a weird look and shrugs.

"Yeah... Why would there be anything more?" Eddie questions.

"Because she's taking Chris somewhere and didn't let you know."

"If she wants to take our son on a play date to the pumpkin patch that's fine."

"But she's not really his mother and you guys aren't even together anymore and you won't say why, so why can she just take him somewhere without saying anything?!" Buck exclaims, standing up and pacing around.

"Not that my relationship problems with Y/N are really any of your guys' business but none of this is her fault. I have been shitty these last few months and she finally put me in my place and gave me an ultimatum. I either get my shit together or she's done, for good. I stopped doing what I was doing but I said stuff to her I can't take back, so I am trying to prove to her that I am still the man that she fell in love with, but I need to give her some space. And Christopher is her son. Maybe not legally yet, but he is. Shannon never even treated him the way Y/N does. And she's a great woman because she always tells Christopher that even though she's there she will never try to replace Shannon and she always makes sure he knows that she loved him." Eddie rants.

"That woman is way too good for this world and I'm trying my best to do everything right to keep her by my side." He sighs, "I am the one to blame for our problems, not her." He abruptly stands and makes his way into the bunk room.

Hen, Chimney, and Buck all share a look. And at that moment they all silently decided they will help bring Eddie, Y/N and Christopher back together.

§§§

The next few weeks were even more difficult. Y/N was starting to get emotional, and the sickness hadn't eased up at all, it had just gotten worse. She'd been getting sick at least three times a day and couldn't keep more than a few crackers and water down.

She knew what was going on, but she wanted to try everything before having to go to the last resort, which is IV fluids, and a NG tube. Y/N had been monitoring the baby's growth every week after she was done for the day and the baby was measuring smaller than normal for the gestational age, meaning her body wasn't providing her baby with enough nutrients.

Y/N had yet to tell Eddie, but she noticed Chris was getting more anxious because of her condition and suspected it would come out that she was pregnant soon.

§§§

Y/N finally was able to take a lunch break. Not that she would be able to eat, but she was laying down in her office, trying to rest.

Her phone dinging caught her attention. She picks it up and opens the text from Hen.

Hen-

Hey! Give me a call when you're not busy.

Y/N decided to just call her, since she wasn't doing anything at that moment.

"Hey Hen, what's up?"

"I was wondering how you were doing, Karen had said you weren't looking too hot at the boys play date the other day." Hen replies.

Y/N sits up on her couch and sighs.

"I'm okay, I must just have a stomach bug." She fibs.

In all reality she felt like she was going to get sick right then and there.

"Y/N sweetie, you know you can tell me anything and it won't reach Eddie's ears if you don't want it to, right?" Hen assures.

"Yeah, I know. I don't know what's going on. I think it might just be stress." Surprisingly Y/N had become a good liar since finding out she was pregnant. "I feel like I don't know how to talk to Eddie since that whole blow up when I told him I didn't want to be friends. I really love him, Hen. I want him to be my forever but I think he took it the wrong way."

"Wrong way, how?" Hen questions.

"Well I think he takes me not wanting to be friends as me not wanting him to talk to me or hang around. Sure, we both needed space but I feel like this isn't progressing." Y/N's sniffles can be heard, even though she's trying to stay quiet. "I'm just so tired Hen. I want my life to got back to normal. I want to go home." She cries.

"Oh Y/N. I'm sorry sweetheart, I wish I was there to give you a hug." Hen sympathizes.

"No, it's okay." She hiccups, then gets that sick feeling again. "I gotta go Hen, talk to you later."

She doesn't even know if the phone is hung up before her face is in her trash can.

§§§

Later that day Y/N was called down to the Emergency Room for a thirty-eight week pregnant woman who was in a car accident with a possible placental abruption.

She got down there at the same time as her patient arrived, unconscious, bleeding and barely alive. She pulled on some gloves and started giving orders to the ER staff and to the group of firefighters and paramedics bringing the patient in.

When Y/N gets into her zone she doesn't pay attention to the people surrounding her, so she didn't notice that her patient was brought in by her friends at the 118.

She gets the ultrasound machine and places the wand on her patient's stomach. Her eyes go wide and she quickly places it back where it goes.

Then her patient flatlines.

"Cardiac arrest, start CPR." Dr. Elliott, the Trauma Surgeon says.

Y/N rounds to the head of the bed, while one of the nurses starts compressions.

"Intubation kit, push Etomidate, and someone please try and shift her uterus to the left. She's got a complete abruption. Call up to the OR, we will be doing a crash C-Section." She orders.

Meanwhile, Eddie is standing off to the side with his hand on the patient's husband's shoulder and admiring the love of his life, doing what she does best.

He does notice the paleness and green tint to her skin though. She looks like she hasn't been taking care of herself and it breaks his heart.

All he wants to do is hold her and never let go. He doesn't want to push her, but he's ready to have his family back together. He's ready to continue to prove to her and their son that he is still the same man that they love.

§§§

It was a long surgery, but Y/N was able to save both the mother and the baby. She had to perform a complete hysterectomy to save the mother, but in the end everyone will make it.

After telling the new dad that his wife and baby girl were both going to be okay she stepped into the elevator to go up to her office and finish some charts.

She closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the wall, the adrenaline crash and the motion making her dizzy and nauseous. Then the elevator stops, causing her to open her eyes and the door opens to reveal Eddie.

He steps on and presses floor seven, the floor to her office.

"Hey." He greets.

Y/N rolls her head towards him, "Hi."

After a few beats of silence Eddie turns towards her and sighs.

"Y/N, I really think we should talk."

Y/N sucks in a breath and nods.

"Yeah, we should." She agrees.

The rest of the elevator ride is silent, and so is the trek into her office.

Her staff was gone for the day, so the lobby was dark until the motion sensor lights turned on.

"Is it really that late?" Y/N asks as she checks her watch.

"Yeah, it's eight-thirty."

"God, it's going to be a long night." She grumbles as she makes her way down the hall and into her private office.

The first thing she always sees when she opens her office door is a framed picture of Christopher, Eddie and herself at the firehouse. It always makes her smile, but lately she finds herself longing for that again.

She glances at Eddie and sees that he is also looking at the picture.

"Y/N..." He trails off, "I've worked through my problems and I'm ready to talk about it. And I'm hoping that you will want to try again." He admits. "I promise you I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you. I know what I said and what I've done was wrong and it hurt you, and I am so sorry. Everything that has happened caught up to me. I felt numb and I didn't want to drop all of my problems on you, so I tried to deal with it myself, in a stupid way." Eddie continues, and Y/N starts to notice the tears pooling in his eyes.

She grabs his elbow and guides him closer to her.

"It was so stupid Y/N. So, so stupid and I'm so sorry. I can't believe I put you and Christopher through this. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He apologizes.

All of a sudden Y/N starts to feel lightheaded and her heart starts beating too fast. She loses her balance and grabs onto Eddie.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" Eddie straightens up, now worried about her.

"Ed-." She breathes. "I'm pregnant." Then she becomes dead weight.

Eddie looks into her eyes as they roll back and close and brings her to the ground gently.

"Y/N?! Come on baby, wake up please!" He tries to get her to wake up, but it doesn't work, so he takes his coat off and places it under her head, before going over to her phone and dialing the number to the nurses station in the ER.

When it finally picks up his heart jumps.

"Hello? This is Eddie Diaz, Dr. Y/L/N has gone unconscious in her office and I need help! Please send somebody up with a stretcher!

"Mr. Diaz, is Dr. Y/L/N breathing? Does she have a pulse?"

"Yes. She does. She's just not conscious, we were talking and she said she was pregnant and went unconscious. I don't know if she's been having any issues, she just told me. She has been pretty sick the past month or so though." He rushes, "Just please send somebody up here to help me bring her down to the ER." He begs.

"Okay Mr. Diaz, I'm sending a couple of nurses now."

"Thank you." He hangs up the phone and goes back over to Y/N. He lifts her head up and slides underneath her to keep her propped up.

His eyes land on her face. Now up close he can see that her face is sunken in, pale and overall just not her normal glowing and cheerful look.

Eddie's eyes then trail down to her stomach. There is no sign of a bump and she should have one with his mental calculations of how many weeks along she is.

She had to be in the second trimester by now.

§§§

Y/N ears started to ring as she came to. She knew where she was because of the bright light shining down on her. She grimaced as she opened her eyes and took a deep breath.

As soon as she set up a tiny bit she felt the urge to get sick, and frantically looked for a bag or literally anything.

Thankfully there was a bag sitting on the side table and she grabbed it just in time.

Eddie had been asleep in the chair against the wall until he heard her.

He jumps up and goes over to her to hold her hair and rub her back.

"It's okay mi amor." He soothes.

When the sickness finally lets up Y/N lifts her head.

"God I hate this so much." She cries.

One of the nurses walks in after hearing movement and smiles.

"Dr. Y/L/N I'm glad to see you're awake. That sickness is still kicking your butt isn't it?" She asks as she takes the bag.

"Yeah it most definitely is. It's more than morning sickness though, I am ninety-nine percent sure it's Hyperemesis Gravidarum." Y/N says.

"I would say so." The nurse agrees, "I'll send the doc in and if you guys need anything just press the call button okay?"

They both nod and then she walks out.

Eddie immediately turns to Y/N.

"So how long have you known?" He asks.

Y/N sighs and looks down at her fingers.

"For about ten weeks." She admits.

"And how far along are you?"

"Fourteen weeks as of two days ago."

Eddie chuckles and runs a hand through his hair.

"So were you going to tell me or were you just going to show up with our baby one day?" He pushes.

Y/N stares at him for a few seconds trying to figure out if he's serious or not.

"Of course I was going to tell you Eddie! Things obviously haven't been going well the past few months and I quite honestly didn't know how to bring it up." She cries.

Eddie sighs and nods, agreeing that the last few months haven't been easy. He places his hand over hers and squeezes.

After a few moments of silence he finally speaks.

"Y/N, I want you to come back home, and I want you to take a leave until the baby is here and you're ready to come back."

Y/N immediately shakes her head no, "Absolutely not. I've got patients, I can't just drop them."

"You've got fellows who you've been training. They can take over for now and you can oversee their work until you come back."

"Eddie-." Y/N starts.

"Mi amor, you're a doctor. What would you tell your patients to do if they were in your position." Eddie tries to reason with her.

Y/N leans back in the bed and stares up at the ceiling, trying to think of a way to do what she wants. Even though she knows he is right.

"Y/N."

She turns her head to him and reluctantly nods.

"What are we going to tell Chris?" She whispers.

Eddie smiles, and leans in to press a kiss to her cheek.

"I think he already came to this conclusion himself. He's mentioned wanting a sibling a few times the past couple of weeks."

Y/N chuckles and turns over onto her side to face Eddie.

"He's too smart for his own good."

"That he is."

§§§

Eddie unlocks the door before leading Y/N inside with a few of her bags they got from the apartment she had been renting.

Buck is sitting on the couch watching TV while Christopher is knocked out on the couch.

"Hi Evan." Y/N smiles, passing him to go put away her medicine.

"Hi." Buck returns.

He glances at Eddie who is setting the bags down on the other couch.

"What happened?" Buck asks.

"Well, it's a lot to explain." He starts, "But I will tell you now. Y/N's pregnant."

"What?" He whisper yells. "How far along is she? She's not even showing."

"Fourteen weeks. And that's the long story, but it's late so I will explain later."

Buck gets up and brings Eddie into a bear hug.

"Congratulations Eddie."

"Thank you, Buck."

After a few more minutes Buck heads home, leaving the small family to themselves.

Y/N walked into the living room with a pack of crackers and water to see Eddie picking up Christopher to get him in bed.

"Momma." Christopher's sleepy voice calls as he rests his head on his father's shoulder.

Y/N smiles and walks over to him.

"Hi my sweet boy. Are you going to bed?"

"Can I go to bed with you guys?"

Y/N turns to Eddie to get an answer. Eddie, knowing Y/N can't say no to Christopher, nods in agreement.

"Yeah, we can make it a family sleepover." She says and runs a hand through Christopher's curly mop of hair.

"Chris, before we do that we need to tell you something." Eddie starts.

He shifts Christopher to where both he and Y/N can look at him and gestures to Y/N.

"Momma, is everything alright? Are you okay?" Chris rushes.

"Yeah sweetheart. I'm okay." Y/N grabs his hand and squeezes. "So, the reason I've been sick a lot here lately is because dad and I are having a baby. You're going to be a big brother."

Christopher perks up and a huge smile graces his face.

"Really?"

"Yes really. And mom is going to be off of work until after the baby is born." Eddie adds.

"So mom and I can hang out after school!" Christopher excitedly exclaims.

"We can definitely hang out after school." Y/N laughs and presses a kiss on Christopher's cheek.

"We're glad you're excited, Chris."

He nods at his dad and then looks at his mom.

"Can it be a girl? I really want a sister."

Y/N laughs, "We'll see. We can find out next week hopefully."

Eddie smiles at his family and brings Y/N into a hug with Christopher and himself.

"I love you guys so much. Don't ever forget that."

Stand Down [Kelly Severide] ⚠️

Description: Lieutenant Kelly Severide arrives on scene of a pileup and is asked to stand down by his Chief, only to discover his fiancée is caught up in the middle of it.

Warnings: Mentions of drug and alcohol abuse, multiple vehicle accident, traumatic injuries, cursing.

Winter has made its way to Chicago, and Firehouse Fifty-One has been running since early that morning when more people started getting on the roads.

Squad 3 had just pulled back into the bay when they got toned out for another accident.

This time though it was on I-90 North just before 290 and multiple trucks were toned out.

Once they marked themselves en route, dispatch came over the radio.

"Truck 81, Engine 51, Squad 3, Battalion 25, Ambulance 61, Ambulance 67, Ambulance 56. You're en route to I-90 Northbound just before 290 for a multiple vehicle pileup. Multiple injuries reported. Call placer is advising full lane blockage. Dispatch is trying to connect with Medevac for a possible LZ. Please advise if you need more personnel."

"Dispatch, Squad 3 is clear on your traffic." Kelly puts the radio down and puts on a high visibility vest. "Be careful getting out guys, it's going to be slippery."

"Will do Lieutenant." Cruz responds. "I'm glad Chloe is staying home today. I would be worried sick if I knew she had to go anywhere."

"Yeah, I'm glad Y/N decided to close the shop early last night when she saw the weather because I really do not want her to be on the road right now." Kelly agrees.

Y/N owns her own bakery. She was supposed to be open today but with the weather they got she didn't want any of her staff to make the trek in, so she closed.

"Dispatch, Battalion 25 is on scene. Approximately fifteen vehicle accident involving two semi's. Three vehicles with entrapment. I have multiple injured occupants and some walking wounded. Battalion 25 will have I-90 North command. Go ahead and start Medevac and a few more ambulances." Chief Boden's voice is unreadable, almost like he is trying to show no emotion at all.

"Clear Battalion 25, starting Medevac and three other Ambulances."

Squad 3 is the last to get on the on ramp, having to go onto the emergency lane because of all of the backed up traffic.

"Battalion 25, Squad 3. Where would you like us chief?" Kelly asks, waiting for his truck's assignments.

"When you guys get on scene, go ahead and bring your manpower to help with extrication. Engine 51 has gotten one out already."

"Clear, our ETA is about a minute and a half."

Once on scene Kelly hops out of the truck and starts walking up, but Boden intercepts him.

"I need you to stay back here with me." He says sternly.

Kelly looks at his Chief with a quick questioning glance.

"What, why?" Kelly asks and looks around.

"Lieutenant, I need you to stand down-."

Then his eyes land on it.

On her vehicle, it was compacted and torn to pieces.

"That's her car!" Kelly's voice and eyes are frantic as he tries to make his way to his fiancée.

"Lieutenant Severide! Stand down and let them help her!" Boden exclaims, trying to get Kelly to think clearly.

"T-That's her car Chief! That's my girl's car!" He tries to pull away from Boden again and this time Boden wraps his arms around Kelly.

"Dispatch from Truck 81. Just an update for Medevac. We've got a thirty-five year old female, extended extrication, collapsed lung, open bilateral broken lower extremities, open broken left arm. Possible internal bleeding and suspected brain bleed. Patient is currently not conscious but reactive to painful stimuli." Matt's radio cuts out and Kelly falls to his knees and starts sobbing.

"Kelly, listen to me. You have to believe she is going to be okay. She's a fighter. It's going to be a long road but she is strong, she won't give up until she's damn well ready to and we all know she's not ready to." Boden goes to the ground with the grief stricken Lieutenant and hugs him.

"This shouldn't have happened! She was supposed to be at home!" Kelly exclaims.

"I know." Boden pauses, "They're probably going to load her into the ambulance until the helicopter gets here. I'll let you go see her but you have to promise to let them do their job and not get too upset if she's awake because it can upset her as well."

Severide nods and Boden helps him stand. They walk together to Ambulance 61 and Boden opens the back door. Sylvie, Violet, Casey and Cruz all inside assisting in their colleagues' fiancées care.

"He wants to see her." Boden states.

"Okay. Hop in." Sylvie says with a little smile, hoping to calm Kelly a little bit. Violet hops out of the rig to go see if anybody needs any help for the time being.

Kelly gets in and Boden shuts the door to keep the heat in. Casey scoots over so Kelly can sit closer up to Y/N's head.

He sits down, takes one look at her and chokes on a sob.

"Oh my god."

Matt puts his hand on his friend's shoulder and squeezes, silently letting him know that he's there for him.

"Kelly, she was asking for you before she went unconscious. That's a good thing." Sylvie says as she re-examines Y/N's neurological status.

Kelly nods and lets out a breath he had been holding in.

"She was supposed to be at home. I don't know why she would go out in this weather. She even closed the bakery today because of how bad it is."

"Lieutenant, she said something about her nephew when we were getting her out. Elliott, I believe is what she said." Cruz states.

Kelly's mind instantly goes wild.

He knows exactly why she's in this position now.

"Do you have her phone?" He asks Sylvie.

"Yeah, it fell out of her pocket. Here." Brett fishes it out of her pocket and hands it to Kelly.

He grabs it and then grabs his fiancées hand and leans down to her level.

"I love you baby, but this has got to stop." He presses a kiss to her forehead and rubs his free hand through her hair. "You're going to be okay my love. You're going to get the best treatment and then we will get you home to rest." He presses another kiss to her temple. "Just hang in there for me okay?"

He squeezes her hand one last time and decides to get out of the rig and rush over to Boden.

"I need you to take me somewhere once you are finished up here before I head to the hospital."

§§§

Kelly stomps up the townhouse stairs, right up to the same door he's had to pound on almost a hundred times.

"Elliott! Answer the damn door!" He screams.

Boden steps out of his vehicle and leans against it, watching his Lieutenant to make sure nothing happens.

After no answer, Kelly starts incessantly pounding on the door.

"Elliott James Y/L/N! Open this damn door right now or I'm going to open it myself!"

The door swings open and Kelly's fist almost connects to the teenager's face.  Not that he'd be upset if it did.

"What do you want? I called Y/N, not her boy toy." Elliott grumbles, rubbing the high and hangover out of his eyes.

Kelly doesn't answer. He just grabs him and drags him down the stairs. Then shoves him into the backseat of his Chief's SUV.

Boden glances over to Kelly and he nods.

"Can we go to the hospital now?"

§§§

"Why am I at the hospital?" Elliott asks for the hundredth time since parking.

"You'll see." Kelly sneers as he leads him into the elevator, pressing the floor where the ICU is.

"Kelly, where is Y/N?"

"Elliott, hold on." Chief Boden says sternly.

The elevator opens and Kelly walks over to where Dr. Rhodes is standing, watching her.

"Kelly." Dr. Rhodes nods.

"Connor."

Dr. Rhodes opens the door for Kelly and turns to Chief Boden.

"If you guys need anything let me or the nurse know."

"Thank you, Rhodes." Boden replies.

Kelly stops for a second, looking into the room at her.

Y/N's in a medically induced coma, due to the brain bleed raising her intracranial pressure. Also, so she can recover from her broken bones that have been fixed during surgery and the internal bleeding from a spleen laceration.

It takes everything in him not to break down right then and there. He's trying to think positive but he knows how bad things can get, and he just can't get over the thought of losing the love of his life.

After a few seconds he motions for Elliott to come in.

Elliott takes a few hesitant steps towards Kelly, and then turns to look into the room.

Elliott's jaw drops and he takes a step back.

"W-What happened?"

"She is in this position because of you." Kelly starts, "She wasn't supposed to be out today because of the weather. But you texted her to come check you out because you thought you were having an "adverse reaction" to the heroin you had just shot up with." Kelly reads from Y/N's messages with her nephew. "She got caught in the middle of a pileup on I-90 trying to get to you because she knew that if she called 911 you would throw a fit like the child you are Elliott."

Elliott turns and glares at Kelly. "Watch who you're talking to! I can make her leave you in an instant." Elliott lunges toward Kelly and Boden steps in between the two.

"Elliott, calm down. This is not the place."

"No! Who the hell does he think he is telling me I put her in here! She didn't have to come, this is her fault!" Elliott exclaims.

"How dare you blame this on her! She's taken care of you since you were a baby because no one else would! Of course she's going to come to your rescue when you ask her to." Kelly seethes, "She's a good woman, a good person. But you're taking advantage of her and you have been for years. She wants you to get help, she wants you to be happy, healthy and safe. Can't you see what lengths she would go to to make sure you're okay?"

As Kelly continues to rant his voice gets louder.

"I'm done letting you do this to her Elliott! You can either go get help, get clean. Or you can continue to do this shit to yourself and deal with consequences yourself because she is done. She's not doing this shit anymore! No more coming to your rescue, no more supporting you financially, no more doing anything for you. You're nineteen years old man, it's time to start growing up."

"Fuck you, Kelly Severide." Elliott spits.

"Yeah, whatever." Kelly scoffs, expecting nothing less from him. "We will help you, Elliott. You just need to want help and be serious about it. Do you really want to live this way for the rest of your life?" Kelly questions, trying to get him to see his point.

After a long pause, he finally speaks up.

"No, I don't. I just don't know what to do. I've got nothing."

"Elliott, we can get you going in the right direction. The first step is to go to rehab and detox. Then we can get you set up somewhere else, away from those people you were just with." Boden speaks.

Elliott glances between the two men, then locks his eyes on Y/N. A few tears shine in his eyes and his lip trembles.  

"Okay, I'll go."

§§§

Four days after the accident Y/N's intracranial pressure finally came down for Dr. Rhodes to be willing to bring her out of the coma.

Kelly had been at work because he wanted to use his furlough for after she got out of the hospital, knowing she'd need him more then, than when she was getting 24/7 care while at Med.

"Kelly, it's Dr. Rhodes." Connor says as the phone picks up.

"Hey, what's going on? Is she okay?" Kelly rushes as he stands up from the "Squad Table".

"Yeah, she's doing great actually. I just took her off of the sedative so she can wake up. Her ICP is down and her spleen laceration has healed enough that I'm comfortable waking her up. So, she's doing great!" Connor is elated that Y/N is coming out of her coma, because he wasn't sure if she'd make it a few days ago.

"Oh thank god." Kelly releases a deep sigh, feeling weight come off of his shoulders.

Everyone on shift comes out to the apparatus floor, after hearing that Kelly received a phone call. They are all gathered around waiting to hear the news, good or bad.

"I want to be there. Let me see if I can get someone to cover me and I'll be there as soon as I can."

He hangs up the phone and smiles, looking at his Firehouse 51 family.

"Her ICP is down and her spleen laceration is healed enough that Dr. Rhodes is comfortable bringing her out of the coma. He stopped the sedatives about twenty minutes ago, so she should be waking up here soon." Kelly says with a bright smile.

"Well what are you still doing here?" Casey asks.

"Go be with your girl Severide. We've got you covered. All we ask for is an update later." Boden goes up to Kelly and cups his shoulder.

"You've got it. Thank you guys."

§§§

Kelly anxiously waits for the elevator door to open to the ICU. His drive to the hospital was quick but now that he's close to being with her the journey to her floor seems like it's taking a lifetime.

Finally the elevator comes to a stop and the door opens. He steps out and makes his way towards her room.

He passes by some of the nurses and waves at them with a quick smile to say "hello" without actually saying it.

Once he finally makes it into her room he stops at the door, seeing her sitting up and Dr. Rhodes handing her a cup of water.

"You're doing a lot better Y/N. You had us all worried sick for these past few days. Especially Kelly. In all of my years working here and encountering that man, I have not seen him like this before." Connor jokes.

"Y-Yeah. He is pretty protective of me, always has been." Y/N giggles softly.

The sound makes Kelly's heart swoon.

"That is because you think you're six foot five and three hundred something pounds, baby. I've got to make sure you don't get in too far over your head." His voice captures her attention and she instantly perks up.

"You're here?" She asks as Kelly walks in.

"Of course I'm here. There's nowhere else I would rather be." He hugs her as best as he can without hurting her and presses multiple kisses on her face.

"Okay guys, I will be back in a little while. Press your button if you need anything." Dr. Rhodes makes a quick exit, giving the engaged couple their space.

"Thank you." Y/N calls.

Then she turns to Kelly.

"I am so sorry." She starts.

"Baby don't-."

"No, please let me talk." She says, "I know I shouldn't have been out but he called me and then started texting me how he thought something was wrong and he was freaking out. I knew he'd get mad if I called 911 to check him out, so I just went myself." She stops and takes a deep breath, "I don't like those people he lives with. I've tried to get him to go somewhere else but he just won't and he won't get help Kelly. I don't think I can do this anymore! I've tried and tried. I pay for everything the kid wants or needs and I try to give him a better life than my sister ever would have given him. I'm just at the point where I have nothing left to give anymore. I mean, we're supposed to be getting married and I want to settle down and have kids and continue growing my bakery but I can't do any of that with him the way he is and it's not fair!" She cries.

Her monitor starts beeping faster and Kelly sees that her being upset has affected her heart rate.

"I know it's not fair, but listen to me." Kelly sits next to her in the bed and wraps an arm around her shoulders gently. "Boden and I talked some sense into Elliott. He's saying he's serious about getting clean and doing better. He's been in the rehab center since the day this happened."

And her heart rate goes down.

"Really?" She asks hopefully.

"Yes babe, really. I think he finally understood that what he was doing wasn't just affecting him." He pauses, "And I was thinking about something too. We have been talking about getting a house, so we can grow into it. Why don't we start looking while you're healing and when Elliott is able to be on his own he can move into our condo. It's already paid for so I think he can rent it from us at a reasonable price until he gets back on his feet. It's in a good neighborhood, there are pretty much no drugs running through there and it would be a good place for him to start out." Kelly suggests.

Y/N stares at him for a few seconds in disbelief. Kelly and Elliott had always butt heads so this is very surprising to her.

"I-I mean are you sure? I don't want you to regret it when the time comes."

"Y/N, I am sure. Elliott isn't my favorite person but he is important to you so he is important to me too. I just want what is best for the kid, even though he hasn't realized that in all of these years."

"Okay." Y/N nods with a big smile.

"Okay." Kelly presses a kiss to the side of her head and finally relaxes.

He knows it's going to be a long road, but he won't complain because his girl is still here with him, in his arms.

Dollhouse [JJ Maybank]⚠️

Description: Y/N is stuck in a plastic family and a abusive relationship to keep up with the "perfect" kook family image.

Warnings: Cussing, domestic violence, assault.

A/N: This is inspired by Melanie Martinez’s "Dollhouse". Also, I am not super familiar with the justice system and if the charges and everything are correct. I tried my best.

Hey girl, open the walls, play with your dolls

We'll be a perfect family

When you walk away, it's when we really play

You don't hear me when I say,

Y/N Y/L/N is a kook. Her father is a very well off man, a Neurosurgeon with many published, successful studies. Her mother is a popular cosmetologist in the Outer Banks with her own studio and her client base consists of other kooks and even a few celebrities. Y/N is a junior in high school with perfect grades and the "perfect life" as her friends would say. No one ever sees what goes down behind closed doors though.

Mom, please wake up

Dad's with a slut, and your son is smoking cannabis

No one never listens, this wallpaper glistens

Don't let them see what goes down in the kitchen

Kristin has a drinking problem. She will start first thing in the morning and won't stop until she gets in bed. Her drink of choice is Tequila, until she starts to build up a resistance, then she switches to Whiskey.

Sometimes she passes out from how drunk she is. Her kids will find her on the floor and they make sure to turn her on her side, just in case she gets sick while unconscious.

Michael never would've thought about cheating on Kristin, until she started sleeping around with other men. They never acted like they were even married anymore unless they were out in public, to keep up with the image.

He has a new girl at least three times a week, so every day when he isn't at the hospital. He never brings them to the house, but he does rack up charges on his private credit card.

Reese is constantly high. It started out with weed, but then it escalated to hard drugs, prescription narcotics, opioids, benzo's anything he could get his hands on really. He even went as far as taking Y/N's anxiety medication, so she had to suffer for a month until she could fill her next prescription.

Everybody says the Y/L/N's are perfect but they never see what goes down behind closed doors.

Places, places, get in your places

Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

"Y/N, would you please just get the damn dress on!" Her mother yells. "And put some fucking makeup on while you're at it! I can't have people seeing their cosmetologist's daughter looking like that." She spits as she watches Y/N brush her hair out.

"I do have makeup on." Y/N replies quietly.

"Well apparently not enough."

Picture, picture, smile for the picture

Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Every Midsummers is the same routine.

Get berated for not being "as beautiful" as her mother.

Get a flower crown.

Be forced to take family pictures.

Then be forced to spend her night with none other than Rafe Cameron because the kook prince and princess just had to be together.

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Y/N had caught Rafe and his buddies beating the shit out of JJ Maybank. A pogue from the Cut. He had been walking around in a servers uniform so Y/N had just assumed that he picked up the job for some money.

JJ is a nice boy. He always was kind to Y/N when she showed up to parties where people from both the Cut, and Figure 8 attended. He always got her something to drink, even if it was just a bottle of water. He would hang out with her too when Rafe inevitability left her to go do god knows what with whoever he decided to that night.

They had cornered him in the locker room and Y/N was actually looking for her brother when she found them.

She gets nervous when Reese disappears after taking something. She's absolutely terrified he's going to overdose and she won't be there to save him.

"Come on pogue! How do you like that?!" Rafe yelled as he kicked JJ in the abdomen.

"Rafe stop! You're hurting him!" She yells. Everyone's eyes shoot to her and she swallows harshly.

She could tell that they were a mix of drunk, high and cross faded, she didn't know what would happen.

Rafe walks up to her and grabs her by the bicep while pushing her up against the wall, trapping her.

"Get the fuck out of here Y/N. Mind your goddamn business!" He starts twisting her arm and she can feel the muscle ripping from the tendon.

"Ow! Rafe stop!- You're hurting me!"

"Rafe! Act like a fucking man and beat on me you pussy!" JJ yells. "One of you fucking stop him! What, do you guys hurt women too?!"

Finally Topper comes over and removes Rafe from Y/N. Then the security guard walks in after hearing all of the ruckus.

Hey girl, look at my mom, she's got it going on

Ha, you're blinded by her jewelry

When you turn your back she pulls out a flask

And forgets his infidelity

Uh-oh, she's coming to the attic, plastic

Go back to being plastic

There was something seriously wrong with Y/N's arm. It hurt to even have someone run their finger along it, and move it even a centimeter.

Her brother found out what happened when he squeezed her arm to get her attention. He hadn't seen the handprint that she was covering up until she flinched away.

"Y/N, what the hell happened to your arm?! Whose handprint is that?!" He exclaimed as he pulled her hand away from her arm.

"It's nothing Reese. I'm okay." She whispers.

"No, who the fuck did that?!" He continues to yell.

Everyone's eyes were on them. Including Rafe's, and JJ's as he was hauled out of the locker room.

"Tell me!"

No one never listens, this wallpaper glistens

One day they'll see what goes down in the kitchen

Places, places, get in your places

Y/N looks at Rafe with frightened eyes. He just gives her a glare, silently telling her to keep her mouth shut.

Then she looks at JJ, who is nodding his head.

"Tell him Y/N! You didn't deserve that. You don't deserve anything bad." JJ says.

She hesitates for a second and takes a breath. Then she turns back to her brother.

"Rafe Cameron did it. I tried to stop him from beating JJ to death and he got mad. This isn't the first time he's laid a hand on me either." She says quietly.

Reese's eyes go wide and he starts shaking. Then all of the sudden he turns and runs at Rafe, who is standing by his father now.

"Reese don't!" Kristin yells as she hurries over to stop him, but she was too slow because Rafe was already on the ground.

"How do you like that Rafe?! Huh?! You pussy ass bitch! Beating on my baby sister? You fucking coward!"

Rafe is covered in his own blood and borderline unconscious when Reese is finally pulled off of him.

Kristin storms over to Y/N, who is getting checked on by her father. She grabs Y/N's injured arm and squeezes. Y/N immediately cries out and tries to get away.

"Look at what you caused! Over a lie! You're ruining this family's reputation!"

"I'm not lying! You've seen all the bruises and cuts I've had because of him! You always make me cover them in twenty pounds of makeup and wear long sleeves and pants so dad doesn't find out." Y/N yells back. "You make me feel like a plastic doll because of how controlling you are, all for this fake family reputation bullshit! I am so sick of it! You lie to the only people who actually care about me, because if somebody saw me at the hospital as a patient they would have to report this and then you'd look bad. I don't even like Rafe at all, but just because you slept with Ward and you two need to keep up with the look reputation you decided to put me through the hell of being his "girlfriend"!"

Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

Kristin looks around the room. Everyone is watching, and Ward gives her a look. He's silently telling her to shut her daughter up.

"Y/N! Rafe had never done anything to you! Why are you doing this?!" She yells.

Y/N scoffs and looks at her dad,"If Rafe has never done anything to me, then why was I covered in bruises last Friday night? I said something that he didn't like and he tried to choke me!" Y/N exclaims.

"My son would never-!" Ward tries to but in.

"Shut up Ward! You know he would. There's always been something wrong with him, even when he was younger." Rose exclaims, furious at her husband for cheating on her and for trying to protect Rafe when he's obviously traumatized the girl. She takes a few steps closer to Y/N and Kristin, gently pulling the girls mothers hand off of her obviously injured arm that is now purple and blue. "You're hurting your daughter Kristin. Take your hands off of her."

Picture, picture, smile for the picture

Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

The tears run down Y/N's face as she looks at her dad.

"Daddy, please help me. I need help."

Michael tears up as he steps closer towards his daughter. Rose removes her hand from Y/N's elbow so her father can look at it. His shaky hands enclose hers and he examines her arm.

He can immediately tell the muscle is completely separated and she will need surgery.

He removes his hand and looks closer at his daughter. There's marks everywhere.

Burn marks, handprints, scars, and a freaking bite mark.

As he realizes what all Rafe has done to his little girl, and what Ward has allowed his son to do and get away with, Michael goes off.

"You bit my daughter?!" First, he goes after Rafe, who is now standing up again. "You piece of shit! How could you?! She's never done anything to you! Nothing!"

Rafe doesn't have the energy to fight back, so he takes the punches.

"Things happen." But his mouth has energy.

Michael's eyes go wide and he doesn't see anything but red.

Ward's trying to pull him off, but he's her fathers next target.

"You told me I could trust him! You knew he did this to my little girl! You let him get away with it! You sick bastard!" He knees Ward in the groin. "What if that was Sarah or Wheezie? How can you live with yourself?" He cries. "You, your son and that woman are sick in the head. You're all psychotic and I hope you rot in hell."

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Michael wipes the tears off of his face and turns to his son, daughter and JJ, who's joined his children.

"We're going to the hospital. Let's go."

JJ looks back at Sarah, Kiara, and Pope and they all nod. They know he cares about Y/N, so he needs to go with them.

JJ wraps his arm around Y/N's back and walks with her out the door. Reese follows behind and watches as JJ protects his sister from the door as it swings back towards her arm.

This is what she deserves, someone to protect her and love her with everything they've got.

Hey girl, hey girl, hey girl, hey girl, hey girl

Hey girl, open your walls, play with your dolls

We'll be a perfect family

All four of them end up getting checked out at the hospital. Michael and Reese are just awaiting discharge papers to sign, so they are in Y/N's room with her, waiting on the orthopedic surgeon to get there.

Sheriff Peterkin had already been by with an evidence team, to get statements, pictures and DNA samples.

Michael decided to press charges on Rafe, Ward and Kristin. Along with pressing charges on Rafe for JJ, in addition to restraining orders for everybody.

"Dad?" Reese says as they watch Y/N sleep in the bed.

"Yeah son?"

"I need to go to rehab. I need to get clean." He turns to his dad with tears in his eyes. "I can't do this to her anymore. What if I end up like Rafe and she ends up terrified of me?" He cries. "She's already scared because of me. I don't want to do this anymore."

Michael puts his hand on Reese's shoulder and leans against him.

"Okay, once we get home I will get you in somewhere. We'll get you clean."

Places, places, get in your places

Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

Once the orthopedic surgeon got one look at Y/N he got her into surgery right away. It was a long procedure. He had to repair the tendon and muscle. Then get everything back together.

Once in recovery, JJ was finally released with a few minor injuries, so he decided to sit with Michael and Reese while she woke up.

"JJ, I need you to do me a favor." Reese says, pulling him out of his trance.

"Yeah, of course." JJ sits up in the chair.

"I'm going to be gone for a few weeks. I need you to watch out for her. Dad won't be around all of the time, so she's going to need help and she's going to need someone. Will you please be there for her? I know she cares about you because she always talked about you after she'd run into you, and I know you care for her too."

"Yeah. I'll be here." JJ chuckles with a smile.

Picture, picture, smile for the picture

Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Today was court day.

Y/N Y/L/N .vs. Rafe Cameron, Ward Cameron, and Kristin Y/L/N

Michael Y/L/N .vs. Rafe Cameron, Ward Cameron and Kristin Y/L/N

JJ Maybank .vs. Rafe Cameron

Rafe was sued and found guilty on two counts of Aggravated Assault. Ward was sued and charged with Aiding and Abetting because he knew what was going on and covered it up for Rafe. Kristin was also sued and charged with Abuse, and Aiding and Abetting.

It was a long and stressful day, but at least they never had to go through this again. Things were going great.

Reese had started rehab, Y/N was finally able to start physical therapy, and JJ moved in with the Y/L/N's for the time being. Which wasn't a big deal because his father wasn't around.

JJ and Y/N have been inseparable, they are together twenty-four seven.

Michael and Rose have even started hanging out. If anything happens besides them being friends, who knows.

Everyone got up to leave the courtroom since court was dismissed and Rafe yells across the room.

"You've ruined everything for me!"

"Shut your mouth right now before I come do it for you!" JJ retaliates and tries to get as close to Rafe as he can.

Y/N grabs JJ's arm and then laces their fingers together.

"J it's okay. Don't let him have the satisfaction." She says quietly.

JJ looks at her and calms down, she's right. Rafe is just trying to get a rise out of him to cause trouble.

"C'mon you two. Let's go." Michael interrupts.

JJ grabs his coat and Y/N's, along with her purse and walks with her out the door.

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Once outside, they see Ward, Kristin and Rafe being put in the back of squad cars.

Y/N can't continue to watch the scene in front of them. She lets out a little sob and covers her mouth.

JJ and Michael stop and stand in front of her, since there are cameras everywhere.

"Sweetheart, it's okay now. They won't be able to hurt you anymore." Michael says and pulls his daughter into his side, rubbing her shoulder.

"I know, I know." She wipes her tears as they continue to fall. "I just haven't been able to actually process what has happened and I just feel so—so relieved." She finishes.

"It's over. you've got everyone on your side to support you and move on." JJ adds.

"I know. I can't thank you enough JJ."

"You don't have to thank me. I'm always here for you baby." JJ pulls her in for a hug and kisses the top of her head.

"Forever?"

"Forever."

Jealous, Aren’t We? [Chris ‘Chappo’ Chapman]

Description: Chappo gets jealous when the boys show off and flirt with his girlfriend. He shuts it down pretty quick.

Warnings: Do I need to warn about cursing anymore?

"Will you come to the beach and have lunch with me tomorrow? We haven't had lunch together in ages." He asks as he runs a hand through her hair.

"Yeah, of course. You want me to pick up some Chinese?" Y/N replies as she nuzzles into Chappo's neck to press a kiss there.

"If you bring me Sweet and Sour Chicken and Eggrolls, I will love you forever." He groans just thinking about the delicious food.

"Okay, you weirdo." She laughs and rolls her eyes. "And you better love me forever even if I don't bring you food." She jokes.

"I will love you forever, sweetheart." He presses a kiss to her forehead and they close their eyes.

The next afternoon Chappo was sitting in the tower waiting for Y/N to arrive with their food. He was playing around on his phone when someone knocked on the back door and Maxi answers it.

"Y/N! How are you, beautiful?" Maxi exclaims.

"I'm good Maxi. How are you?" She chuckles as she takes a step into the tower.

"I'm great! We haven't seen you in forever! Chappo never hangs out with us anymore so we can't see you." Maxi pouts.

It's true. The boys had a tendency to be flirty with Y/N and they only did it because they knew it bothered Chappo.

"We'll have to set up dinner one night then, won't we babe?" Y/N replies as she walks up the steps.

Chappo looks up at her and pauses for a second before nodding, not really too sure about her plans.

"Sure."

Chappo finally gets Y/N out from the tower and out to a picnic table to eat and while they are talking, he notices the boys driving by on the Rhino's frequently.

"So I was thinking for Christmas this year we could buy your sister this-." Y/N is cut off by the Rhino speeding but followed by beeps and wolf whistles.

"Hey! Stop it you little shits!" Chappo yells at Harrison and Maxi.

Y/N laughs and places her hand on her boyfriends arm.

"Chris, it's okay. They're just picking on you."

Chappo turns his head towards her and smiles. She was always so sweet.

"They're flirting and showing off." He pouts.

"Baby, you don't have to worry about them. You're the only man I want." Y/N rubs his arm with her soft hand. "If you're worried about them we can show them at dinner. Show them whose girl I am." She hints.

Chappo immediately knew what she was talking about, something they've kept to themselves for a while.

"Really, you're ready to tell people?!" His eyes light up with excitement.

"Yeah. If you are?" Y/N smiles.

"I've been dying to tell people!" He exclaims.

"So we will tell them at dinner, tomorrow?" She asks.

"Tomorrow." He confirms.

The group had decided to go out to eat at a local Surf'n'Turf place. The boys, yet again, were playfully hitting on Y/N and Chappo was having none of it. Y/N's the absolute love of his life and his past relationships have made him insecure, even though he knows for sure Y/N would never do that to him.

Max had made the mistake of telling Y/N that she was the best looking woman in the restaurant and Y/N could’ve sworn Chappo's ears were steaming and he went green with jealousy.

Y/N just laughed and said she wasn’t. Chappo internally disagreed with her but kept his mouth shut.

"Yeah Y/N, under this light you’re absolutely glowing. You’re stunning. Don’t you think Chap?" Harrison teased.

Chappo rolled his eyes and took a swig of his beer.

"She’s glowing because I got her pregnant." He says nonchalantly with a bit of attitude.

Everyone’s jaws dropped and Y/N busted out laughing.

"That’s not how we were going to tell them babe!"

"It slipped. He was talking about you." He shrugs.

"Jealous, aren’t we?" Y/N teases.

Chappo sighs, but nods. Then he wraps his arm around her.

"That’s right everyone. I’m jealous and my absolutely beautiful girlfriend is pregnant with my baby." Chappo brags.

Deano just looks around the table at everyone’s surprised faces.

"Well, congratulations! Is it a boy or girl?"

Well, Now You’re Caught [Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley]

Description: Y/N is a new Paramedic, and she is placed at LAFD's 118. There she meets Evan Buckley and a secret relationship ensues, until it’s not a secret anymore.

Warnings: Should I even put cuss words anymore or should we just expect it from me?

Y/N walked into the One-Eighteen and glanced around. There were quite a few people in the big station. Some were cleaning apparatuses, some were upstairs lounging and eating and some were working out. She looked to see if Hen was there and as if she felt the younger girls presence she descended down the stairs.

"Y/N! You're here!" She exclaims and quickens her pace. When she reaches the girl, she throws her arms around her and brings her in for a hug.

The sudden commotion catches people's attention, specially the group that was working out. Eddie, Chimney and Buck all stopped what they were doing and looked at Hen and the other girl.

"Who's that?" Buck asks the two. Both Eddie and Chimney shrug and return their attention to the girls. "She's cute." He mumbles.

"How's your sister?" Hen asks.

"She's doing great. Jack just turned two months old so he's finally starting to sleep at night." Y/N replies.

"I need to go see them, I haven't seen her since the day after he was born." Hen says.

"I'll show you some pictures later after I get settled." She chuckles. "Is Captain Nash available? I was told to ask for him when I got here."

"He was on the phone, so I can introduce you to everyone and show you around until he's done." Y/N nods and follows Hen as she introduces her to some other firefighters.

She finally makes it around to their group and Hen immediately gives Buck a warning glance.

"Guys, this is Y/N. She's a paramedic and will be working with us for a while. She's my best friends little sister, so be nice." She again, glances at Buck. "Y/N, this is Chimney, Eddie and Evan, also known as Buck." Y/N smiles and shakes everyone's hand. Everyone behaved until she got to Buck, who held onto her hand longer than needed and winked at her.

"It's nice to meet you guys." Y/N says.

"It's really nice to meet you." Buck blurts. Chimney smacks his back and Buck looks at him. "What?"

"Behave."

Then, Captain Nash comes down and says hello before taking her up into his office to fill out paperwork. Buck watches as she walks up the stairs and everyone starts laughing.

"Oh my god, I think this is a new record." Chimney laughs.

"Buck, you just met her." Eddie sighs.

"Listen I know she's attractive but she's a sweet girl and if you hurt her I'll have to hurt you." Hen threatens.

"She's not just attractive, she's absolutely gorgeous." Buck says as he continues to watch her through the glass.

"Oh he's already gone." Chimney starts dying of laughter and eventually pulls Eddie with him and then Hen, reluctantly.

"I bet two months."

"Oh shut up."

§§§

It took three months. Three months of longing glances, heart eyes and constant affection for Buck to ask Y/N out. Their six month relationship had been kept a secret and so far they'd been doing great at hiding it.

For dates, they'd either stay in, or go out of town. Anytime they'd go out with their friends, they'd act normal, not touch each other too much or act "coupley". They'd also stay at each other's house, but they made damn sure either no one would stop by, there wasn't any evidence of the person being there, or they weren't in a compromising position.

Lately though, Buck had been less careful. Honestly, he didn't care anymore. He knew what he wanted, and that was Y/N, for the rest of his life. Sure, he wouldn't tell her that yet, just so she didn't get overwhelmed, but he knew. He knew he was done the second he met her.

Y/N knew she was done too, but she's never been one to easily admit her feelings, and she felt like she might've been moving too fast, developing those feelings already.

Y/N was in the bathroom, just getting out of the shower after a call where a patients carotid artery was cut, so as expected it was a mess. Buck wanted to see his girlfriend, so he walked into the bathroom and stood outside of the shower.

Y/N stepped out in a towel and squealed when she saw Buck standing there.

"Evan, what the hell? You can’t just stand outside of the shower while I’m in here. I could of been naked." She whisper yells.

"It’s nothing I haven’t seen before. Multiple times." He smirks and pushes himself off the wall. He stops right in front of her and wraps a arm around her while his other hand goes to cradle her face. "You’re really beautiful." He kisses her forehead.

"I know, you tell me all of the time, just like I tell you you’re handsome all of the time." Y/N smiles.

"You deserve to be told you’re beautiful twenty-four seven, but if I did that you’d deck me."

"I would not deck you Evan." She laughs.

"You don’t like attention all of the time. You’d tell me to stop." Buck looks down at her.

"Yeah I’d probably do that." He kisses her cheek. "We’re going to get caught."

"I don’t care." He kisses her nose.

"Well I don’t either but I’d rather not get caught at work while I’m only in a towel and my underwear."

"We won’t get caught." Then her kisses her lips.

The door opens and Hen stands there with Eddie and Chimney.

"I knew it! You owe me twenty bucks Chim." Eddie exclaims.

"Damnit guys, you couldn’t have waited two more months." Chimney grumbles.

"Well, now you’re caught." Hen says. "What do you have to say for yourself Mr. Buckley?"

Buck turns to look at Y/N and she shrugs.

"I love her. This isn’t one of my short flings. We’ve been dating for six months and I really do love her." Buck explains. Y/N blushes and grabs his hand.

"I love him too. He won’t hurt me, I know he won’t."

Hen sighs and looks at Eddie and Chimney who both have "awe" faces.

"Fine, but you have to tell Bobby. Y/N's like his baby now, so you need to tell him." She tells Buck.

"I will, I promise." Buck replies.

"And I will be telling your sister. That woman needs some entertainment." Hen turns and runs out of the room grabbing for her phone to call her friend.

"Oh god. She’s going to tell my parents." Y/N groans and buries her face into Buck's chest.

"Your parents are sweethearts." Buck giggles. "I’m not scared."

"My mom is but when you met my dad we were just friends, now that he knows you’re my boyfriend he’s going to try and intimidate you."

"Your dad is going to love him." Eddie says.

"Yeah! Your dad is going to love me."

First Glimpse Of You [Jay Halstead]⚠️

Description: Jay and Y/N go through a short rough patch while working a tough case and Y/N gets told life changing news.

Warnings: Maybe cussing? Discussing case details.

Jay and Y/N had been dating for two years. They met through the Intelligence Unit. Y/N was already a detective chosen by Voight to be in his Unit and then he brought Jay in. The two immediately hit it off and their relationship developed easily after that.

Intelligence was working a tough case. For the past two weeks they were trying to solve the murder of a twelve year old girl. She was taken from the school playground while waiting for her father to come pick her up.

The girls father owns a luxury car dealership and he's a known drug user. He admitted he was in debt to a dealer and that he got a letter in the mail stating that if he didn't pay he'd lose something valuable to him. He never thought they'd kill his daughter.

Y/N and Erin took this case hard. They were always trying to identify and track down the dealer, but they weren't having any luck.

Jay was getting tired of his girlfriend not being home and not taking care of herself. His frustrations boiled over the night before the units five day weekend was supposed to start.

"Nice of you to finally come home." Jay says as Y/N shuts the front door behind her and locks it. The smile on her face fades and she slouches.

"What is that supposed to mean?" She asks.

"This is the first time in a couple of weeks you've been home before one in the morning. What'd Voight do, lock you and Lindsay out?" He asks angrily. Y/N scoffs and kicks her shoes off.

"No, actually. I arrested the bastard that murdered that little girl an hour ago." She says as she goes upstairs and slams their bedroom door.

Jay sighs and leans his head back on the couch.

His back is going to hurt tomorrow from sleeping on the couch.

§§§

When Y/N woke up the next morning Jay was gone. He and the guys had decided to go fishing on Lake Michigan, so he would be gone almost all day. Y/N decided to clean the house, get ready and then she and Erin would go shopping.

She picked everything up, started laundry, put stuff away, did the dishes, swept and mopped the floors. The house was a mess. Normally Jay and Y/N split the chores, but they both have neglected their home lately.

After finishing, Y/N sat down for a second. A pain ripped through her left side and it nearly took her breath away. She held her side and took deep breaths until the pain subsided, deciding it was a pulled muscle and that she should just go take a shower and get ready.

While getting ready she had a few more pains, but they were never as bad as the first one.

§§§

Y/N and Erin had decided to get breakfast and coffee and then went to the mall. They went to the stores outside of the mall and they were walking on the sidewalk after leaving a boutique when Y/N stopped and grabbed her side.

"Hey, are you okay?" Erin asks and puts a hand on her shoulder.

"I think so. I’ve been having side pain today." She finishes her sentence and then looks up at Erin before her eyes unfocus.

"Y/N?" Erin waves her hand in front of her eyes and then suddenly they roll and she’s collapsing. "Y/N?!"

§§§

Y/N woke up in the hospital to see Will and Maggie in the room talking with Erin.

"Why am I here?" She asks sitting up.

Will walks over to her and puts his hand on her back. "You passed out while you were out with Erin today. You told her you’d had side pain all day and then you just collapsed." He tells her. "You’re very dehydrated and you’re pregnant. About two months along, and I’m assuming you didn’t know."

Y/N stares at him in disbelief before glancing over at Maggie and Erin for confirmation.

"Oh you’re not kidding are you?"

"No, honey. With what Erin told us you guys have been doing here lately we aren’t surprised you didn’t know, and we’re not surprised you’re having side pain." Maggie says.

"Well." Y/N sighs. "Did anyone call Jay?"

"No, we didn’t. We figured it would be better for you to." Will says.

"Okay." She nods. "Can I have pictures of my baby?"

"Sure thing, sweetheart. I’ll go get the technician." Maggie says with a smile.

Maggie leaves the room and then Erin excuses herself to take a phone call, so Will And Y/N are left.

"Listen, I know Jay has been grouchy about you throwing yourself into that case and I know what happened last night, but don’t freak out. He will be ecstatic. He loves you a lot. I’ve never seen him this way with anyone, and he will love this baby so much." Will says, sensing her nervousness.

"Thank you, Will. I know he loves me and I know I shouldn’t have got so into my head about this case, but this is our job and that little girls mom broke my heart. She never deserved that. Her dad was dumb, and made mistakes, she never should have had to pay for his mistakes and my heart told me I needed to find the bastard that killed her, and guess what? I did."

"I’m proud of you." Will says and gives Y/N a hug. "I’ll be back in a little bit to discharge you."

He leaves the room and Y/N glances at her stomach. She places her hand on it and smiles.

§§§

Jay walked into the house and saw that it was clean and all of the lights were off except the night lights on the stairs, so he took his shoes off and made his way up. It was late, so he expected Y/N to be sleeping already, which she was. He softly closed their bedroom door and smiled at her peaceful form before grabbing a pair of sweatpants and underwear to change into after his shower.

After finishing his shower, Jay walked back into the bedroom and put his phone on the charger and his gun in the nightstand. He pulled back the covers and climbed in behind Y/N and wrapped his arm around her and kissed her cheek.

She stirred awake and smiled. "How was your day?" She asks.

"Good. I caught some trout, salmon and a largemouth bass." He replies. "How was your day?"

"Good. I cleaned, went out with Erin." She says playing with his fingers.

"I’m sorry about last night. I shouldn’t have been upset with you. I know you were just doing your job, but I missed you and you were neglecting your own needs. I was worried."

"It’s okay. I don’t blame you and I know I’m going to have to take care of myself now." She sighs.

"Did something happen when I was gone?" Jay asks.

"I passed out when I was with Erin and she took me to the hospital. I was dehydrated and having pretty bad side pain that I chalked up to be a pulled muscle."

"Babe, why didn’t you call me? You know I would’ve dropped everything if I knew."

"I know, but I’m fine. They just gave me fluids." Jay chuckles and rolls his eyes at her stubbornness.

"So, what was the side pain?"

"Abdominal stretching pain is what your brother said. It’s caused by pregnancy mostly." She says nonchalantly, waiting for him to pick it up on his own.

"Oh, well I’m glad it wasn’t anything serious." He stops for a few seconds before sitting up and pulling her to face him. "Wait, pregnancy? Are you pregnant?!" He exclaims.

"Yes! I’m two months along and the baby is very healthy and big, which is why I have abdominal stretching pain already because of you and your genes that you’ve passed to our child." She smiles.

Jay pulls her into a hug and kisses anywhere her can reach while still holding her against him.

"Oh my god! We’re having a baby." He pulls away and smiles at her before pulling her in for a proper kiss.

Once they pull away Y/N reaches over to her nightstand and pulls a few ultrasound pictures off of it.

"I have pictures and we will be getting more soon."

"Let me see." Jay rushes.

He takes the pictures and looks at the baby. His baby, Y/N's baby, their baby. He notices he can already tell the baby has his nose and tears start streaming down his face.

"Don’t cry. You’re going to make me cry." Y/N whines, wiping under her eyes.

Jay pulls her into him again and kisses her.

Once he pulls away he wipes her tears and kisses her cheek.

"I love you so much. This is all I’ve ever wanted and now I get to experience this with you."

"I love you Jay Halstead."

Prove It To Me [Eddie Diaz]⚠️

Description: Eddie and Y/N fall in love after Eddie’s wife dies. Eddie gets into fighting and it tears them apart.

Warnings: Curse words, beaten body.

A/N: This will have more than one part!

After Eddie's wife died, everything seemed like it would never get better, then he met Y/N.

She was in the middle of a consult down in the Emergency Room when one of the nurses yelled for her. She excused herself and jogged over to the commotion.

A group of firefighters were bringing a woman in who was actively giving birth. They pushed the gurney into a trauma room and she put a fresh pair of gloves on.

The Emergency Room was short staffed that evening, so she asked the group of firefighters to stay.

After the baby was born and the mother was cleaned up she stepped out to thank the firefighters for their help and a man with brown hair and a very cute smile introduced himself first.

"I'm Eddie."

"Hi Eddie, I'm Y/N." She smiled.

After that they were almost inseparable, so it's not surprising how fast their relationship developed.

"Eddie, where have you been?" Y/N asked as he walks into their shared bedroom, four hours later than when he was supposed to be home.

"I've been out. Why does it matter?" He grumbles as he grabs pajamas to change into and heads into the bathroom and shuts the door.

Y/N gets out of the bed and follows him. She pushes the door open, just as he's taking his shirt off.

"Because we-. Eddie, what happened?!" She exclaims, but quiet enough so Christopher can't hear her. She reaches her hand out for his arm, but he rips it away.

"Don't worry about it. I'm fine. I don't need your help." He snaps, throwing his shirt in the dirty laundry basket.

"Okay, continue to not tell me what's wrong with you, whatever, but these gashes look nasty, so let me help you." Eddie rolls his eyes.

"No, I'll let you know when I'm a woman and have a vagina. Until then I don't need your help." He turns away from her with a huff and starts the shower.

Her mouth drops and her cheeks heat up with anger.

"You know what? Fuck you, Eddie Diaz." She turns around and slams the door shut.

He ignores her and jumps in the shower, and after thirty minutes, he finally gets out of the shower. He puts his clothes on and steps out into the room, expecting his fiancée to be asleep but when he sees suitcases, stuff thrown around and multiple bags his heart drops into his stomach.

"What are you doing?" He asks quietly.

"What does it look like?" She responds coldly.

"Like you're packing."

"Oh, one point for Eddie."

"Why?"

"Because, I am tired of this. I'm tired of you not showing up when you say you will. I'm tired of you snapping at me, and our son. I'm tired of the way you're acting lately. And I am so sorry I wasn't in the military and I'm sorry I'm not a hero firefighter but I worked my fucking ass off to be who I am today. I am the best OB/Gyn in Los Angeles and I have done so many nearly impossible In-Utero surgeries you wouldn't be able to count them on your fingers and toes and all of those babies and their mothers are alive because of me. So I'm leaving until you get your shit together and start being the Eddie I know and love. The one who loves and cares about Christopher and I." She finishes as she zips up her last bag and takes it into the hallway.

"You can't leave." Eddie says as he follows her.

"Who says I can't?" She retaliates.

"You can't leave me. You can't leave Christopher."

"I'm not leaving Christopher. I'm leaving you. He can come stay with me whenever he wants." She says as she walks into the child's room and over to his bed. Eddie stands in the doorway and listens.

She kneels down beside his bed and puts her hand in his hair.

"Chris?" She whispers as she presses a kiss to his head.

"Is it time for school already?" He sighs sleepily as he pops one eye open.

"No honey, it's not." She smiles. "I'm going to go for a while, okay? I'll be back, but for now I need to go."

"Is everything okay?" He asks as he notices the tears in her eyes.

"Yes. Everything is okay." She whispers and kisses his cheek. "I love you, please don't forget that."

"I love you too momma."

A tear falls down her cheek and onto his comforter and she takes in a shaky breath.

"Go back to bed." She tucks him in and makes a quick exit of his room.

She shoves past Eddie, who has tears falling down his face as well before grabbing her stuff and walking down the stairs with them.

Eddie slowly follows her and watches as she takes her stuff and places it in her car. She comes back inside and stops right inside the door.

"I'll come back to get the rest of my stuff and then we will talk." After she finishes she turns to leave, but Eddie's voice stops her.

"I love you." She turns and looks him in the eyes.

"Prove it to me."

When Push Comes To Shove [Ryan Yerbury] ⚠

Description: Y/N and Ryan are secretly dating, when she gets assaulted at work and caught in a bad spot the truth comes out.

Warnings: Physical and Verbal Assault.

Y/N and Ryan had been dating for a while, almost a year. They met on their first day of being trainees at Bondi Beach. Ryan thought she was beautiful right away and wanted to get to know her, but Y/N was a little more difficult. It took her a few months to warm up to him.

After their first date Ryan asked her to be his girlfriend and they've been together ever since.

The only thing is, no one knows.

They weren't sure if they'd get fired for being in a relationship with a coworker or if they'd have to break up, so they just didn't say anything and tried not to lead the others on to think they were together.

Y/N had just finished changing when she walked out of the women's room and was pulled around a corner.

She squealed a bit but when she realized it was her boyfriend she quieted down and slapped his arm.

"You can't do that! You gave me a heart attack." She whisper yells.

Ryan chuckles and hugs her tight. "I just wanted to see you real quick before we got to work. I missed you."

"I missed you too." She replies, before pressing a kiss to his lips.

"I can't wait for tonight. It's nice to hang out with you and the boys and not be at work." He mumbles into the kiss.

"Well I think after giving me a heart attack you owe me a drink." She smiles.

"I'll get you whatever you want sweetheart." He pulls her in for a kiss again, but this time they are interrupted.

"Y/N?! Ryan?!" Maxi yells as he walks around the locker rooms.

The two jump apart and start walking towards the voice. Maxi peeks up when he sees his cousin and his friend.

"Hey, there you guys are! You two are on South End." Maxi says as they walk to the tower.

"Okay, thanks Max!" Y/N says as she stops in the tower to put her stuff away and grab what they would need.

Maxi raises his eyebrow at Ryan and Ryan just walks away, ignoring his big cousin.

§§§

Y/N and Ryan were down by Backpackers Rip around four when a group of drunk, heated up men started acting up.

They kept going into the water, and both lifeguards had told them multiple times not to go out, and they'd been keeping an eye on the group, but when an injury pulled their attention, they took the opportunity.

A few of the men had gotten stuck in the rip and Maxi, Harrison and Jesse who had all come down for the injury all helped Ryan get them back in while Y/N was left on the sand to keep the rest out.

The biggest of the group walks towards the water and Y/N steps in his way.

"Sir. I can't let you in the water. You're intoxicated and you could drown." She says in a calm voice, trying to reason with the man.

"If I want to go swimming. I'm going to."

"You don't understand. I cannot let you in the water. You could drown and die and I will get in trouble." She explains.

"I don't give a shit about what happens to you. Like I said if I want to go in the water, that's on me." He gets in her face and she takes a step back.

"Sir, I'm just trying to keep you safe. There is no reason for you to get in my face." She says.

"Listen here you little bitch! Maybe a man should get in your face! Little bitches like yourself don't listen so you have to learn. You're a little girl. I can do whatever the fuck I want." He continues to get closer, but she doesn't move an inch. She stands her ground.

"If you're going to continue to act this way I will have you thrown off the beach." She retaliates.

"I'll fucking kill you, you fucking bitch!" The man yells and grabs her arm throwing her into the rhino.

Before he can do anything else the man is already being pulled off of her by Maxi and Jesse while Harrison calls for police and Ryan grabs his girlfriend.

"Are you okay?!" Ryan asks as he pulls her into him.

"I think so." Y/N says and wraps her opposite hand around where the man grabbed her. It was throbbing, and it felt like she had a cut on her leg, probably from landing in the rhino.

"Let me see." Ryan demands. He pulls her arm to where he can see it and his heart drops when he sees the hand bruised into her flesh already. "Y/N." He sighs.

"I swear I'm fine. It's just a bruise."

Hoppo shows up the same time the cops do and after a ton of questioning, Y/N insisting she's fine and refusing to press charges, the man is taken to the jail for public intoxication and for being a public nuisance.

Y/N is told to go home for the rest of the day and rest until later that night, she tried to argue, but ultimately gave up, so she got her stuff and said goodbye before going home.

§§§

Later that night after the beach closed the lifeguards made there way to the local bar and grill where they were all meeting to have dinner and drinks together. The lifeguards that weren't already at the beach were coming separately so Ryan had to wait to see Y/N.

He had been worried the rest of the day. He just had a bad feeling about something, but he wasn't sure why yet.

After sitting down he texted Y/N letting her know where they were at. She took a few minutes to text back.

Y/N Y/L/N

okay i'll be there in a minute.

Ryan knew Y/N wouldn't text and drive so she must've decided to walk. He checks her location and sees that it's moving a tiny bit every few seconds. He closes his phone and orders his drink.

Ten minutes had passed and Ryan was confused. Y/am said she'd be there in a minute and her location said that as well, so what was the hold up?

He subtly grabs his phone and opens up her contact. A few of the other guys had shown up and Jake, one of Y/N's best friends was also wondering where she was.

"She said she was a minute away a while ago." Ryan says.

"Maybe a few of us should go looking for her. She's never been here before, she could've gotten turned around." Jake replies getting up from his seat and grabbing his phone. Ryan, Maxi, Jesse and Glick get up as well.

They head out the door and start walking towards where her location last showed. They get a street away before they start hearing a man yelling.

"You got him put in jail! He didn't do anything wrong!" The voice yells.

"For the last time, I didn't press charges! He got arrested for being drunk and causing problems in public! Just like you assholes are right now!" Y/N exclaims.

She'd been cornered by the mans drunk friends. They were pissed and ready to hurt her. Like earlier, she stood her ground and tried explaining but there is no getting through to people like them.

The boys turned the corner and landed their eyes on their friend. She wasn't worried, like normal, but she was definitely outnumbered until now.

"Hey! Get the hell away from her now or we are going to have problems." Jake yells as he runs towards her.

Jake loved that girl like she was his baby sister. That is basically what she is. She grew up with him.

He gets between the men and Y/N and stares them down.

"What are you going to do about it?" Another man asks. "The little bitch needs her karma."

That pissed Ryan off. He didn't even think before his first went flying into the mans nose, causing a loud crunch and blood to start pouring out of the now broken nose. He didn't cool off after that, he looked at the rest of the men and glared. His eyes had gotten darker, he was seriously pissed.

"Leave my girlfriend alone or I'll kick all of your asses." He threatens. "Your friend assaulted her, he's a drunk piece of shit who hurt a woman. Do you guys want to be the same?!" He exclaims.

The men all seemed to take that to heart.

"We didn't know he hurt you." A man says.

Ryan walked up to Y/N and pulled her arm up for them to see.

"That's his hand print!" Ryan yells. He turns her around and shows them the large cut on her leg. "That's because he threw her." He turns her back around and pulls her into his chest. "Now are we going to have anymore problems or are you going to walk away and leave her alone?"

"I'm so sorry." The man Ryan had punched in the nose says and they all dissipate.

Glick and Maxi start clapping and Jesse eventually joins.

"Finally manned up and asked her out?" Maxi asks.

"Yeah. A while ago." Ryan smiles and presses a kiss to Y/N's head as she rests it against his chest with her eyes closed.

"We always knew you had a massive crush on her." Glick says.

"Wait! You're dating?!" Jake exclaims.

Y/N opens her eyes and looks at Jake.

"Yeah, almost a year." She says. Jake puts his hand to his chest, so she cuts him off before he can start. "We didn't tell anyone because we don't know if it's allowed." She clarifies.

"Y/N, Hoppo doesn't care as long as it doesn't get brought into work." Jesse chuckles.

"Well now that you guys know." Ryan trails off.

"Let's go back to the restaurant."

They all start walking and Ryan holds Y/N's hand.

"Are you okay? Are you up to go still? We can cancel." He says, giving her a worried glance.

"Babe, I'm fine. Like I was earlier. It's going to take a lot more than drunk, pissy men to tear me down." She assures him.

"Are you sure?" Ryan repeats.

"Yes." She laughs. "I just need a drink through."

"Whatever you want sweetheart."

Baby Boy [Andrei Svechnikov]

Description: Svech being with his little family.

Warnings: You might get baby fever.

A/N: Everything in Russian is translated by Google Translate, so it’s probably not right.

Andrei and Y/N never planned on getting pregnant and having a baby at the age of twenty, let alone at least until they were a few years older, but things happen.

Y/N had moved from Barnaul to Raleigh, North Carolina to be with her boyfriend of three years while he navigated being a NHL rookie. She worked from home teaching Russian for a few hours a day, so she wasn't bored all of the time with Andrei busy and with being in a new place with knowing maybe one or two people.

She didn't know what to do when she felt sick fifteen months ago. She didn't understand the article when she looked up "symptoms pregnant" on her laptop after throwing up for the fourth day in a row, so she called the one person who was great at helping her understand everything American. Jaccob's wife, Kylie had been great with helping Y/N since moving and she was happy Y/N came to her about something so important.

She went with Y/N and showed her pregnancy tests and helped her with the instructions, and when the test came out positive, she helped Y/N find a OB/Gyn to confirm the pregnancy.

Andrei was ecstatic when he found out. He tackled her onto the bed and just wrapped his arms around her and kissed her face all over, muttering "Я люблю тебя." ("I love you.") Over and over again.

He finally pulled away and gazed into her eyes. "это все, что я когда-либо хотел." ("This is all I've ever wanted.")

"Really?" Y/N whispered.

"да." ("Yes."), "You, baby, dog or cat, a family." Andrei replied.

And after that it was smooth sailing for the couple, for the most part.

Y/N gave birth to a big baby boy, weighing nine pounds seven ounces, named Sergei Andrei Svechnikov.

He looked exactly like his father, so the boys on the team stopped teasing Andrei about the baby not being his because "there's no way a woman as beautiful as Y/N could have a baby with you.", so Andrei and Y/N fell in love with their baby boy, and even more in love with each other.

Andrei walked into the dark house after arriving home from the airport. He locked the door and took his dirty clothes to the laundry room and unloaded the clothes and switched the laundry over. Then he checked all of the locks before walking up the stairs into their shared bedroom.

He knew exactly where Y/N and Sergei were. Y/N always had him sleep in their room while he was gone. He pushed the door open and smiled when he saw his baby curled up in his bassinet and Y/N holding onto the bassinet with a death grip while sleeping.

He plugged his phone in before slipping into the bathroom to shower and get ready for bed.

Y/N had gotten up when she heard the shower start, and so did Sergei so she changed his diaper and cuddled him for a little bit until Andrei stepped out in a pair of sweatpants.

"Привет, детка. How was your day?" ("Hi baby.") Andrei asks as he slips into bed.

"It was good. Worked for a little bit and took Sergei to see Kylie." She says as she adjusts her shirt so Sergei can eat. "How was your day?" She knew they won their game but she didn’t stay up to watch the post game interviews.

"We won, and I got to come home to my family so it was great." Andrei places a kiss on her lips before laying down, wrapping his arms around her waist and placing his head on her leg.

They continued to talk while Sergei ate and when he was done Andrei took him so he could be burped and Y/N went to go get a drink.

Andrei walked around their room after burping the baby to lull him back to sleep. He pressed kisses to Sergei’s head and cheek and spoke to him in Russian so he could hear his voice.

"папочка любит тебя, малыш. ты и мамочка." ("Daddy loves you baby boy. You and mommy.") Andrei whispers. while he places Sergei into the bassinet.

Y/N walks into the room and watches her boyfriend and their son.

"You are an amazing dad. We are lucky to have you." She says as she gets in bed.

Andrei gets in next to her and pulls her into him.

"I'm lucky to have you. You guys are by far the best thing to ever happen to me."

"я люблю тебя Андрей." (I love you Andrei.")

"я тоже тебя люблю." ("I love you too.")

Y/N places her head in the crook of Andrei's neck, tangles her legs with his and presses a kiss to his chest before letting herself fall asleep.

Andrei stays up for a little while longer, thanking his lucky stars for his life, and family while admiring his girlfriend and glancing over to the bassinet just a few feet away from him.

This was all he’s ever wanted.

Champagne For The Pain [Phil Myers]

Description: Y/N and Phil recently broke up with their significant others. Now they’re being forced out to the club with their friends.

Warnings: Drinking, Cursing, Cheating.

A/N: inspired by Niykee Heaton's "Champagne"

Y/N throws open the door of the apartment building and steps out onto the sidewalk of the busy downtown street. It's amazing how you could be brining your boyfriend of two years soup and cold medicine because he told you he was sick one second and the next you've walked in on him with his ex-girlfriend in bed and are no longer in a relationship.

She had always worried about Jaxon's ex, Giselle, but he always told her not to worry about it and Y/N stupidly believed him.

§§§

Over the next few days Y/N moped around, until her best friend finally got tired of it and decided Y/N needed to get out.

"Leah, I really don't want to go out, rain check?" Y/N mumbles from under her blanket mountain.

"No. My friend Nolan invited us out with some guys from his hockey team. Both of us are going. You're going to have a few drinks and talk to some very, very attractive hockey men." Leah says as she throws the blankets on the floor before finding a limb and pulling Y/N off of the couch.

"Ouch, you asshole! You could've let me get up myself."

"Would you have gotten up yourself?" Leah counters.

".....No."

"Yeah, you're welcome, now go take a shower and I'll do your hair." Leah shoos Y/N into the bathroom before grabbing her phone and sending Nolan a text.

Operation get Y/N out of the house is a go. You got Phil?

After a few minutes her phone dings, signaling he messaged back.

Phil is good to go. We will see you guys there.

§§§

Leah and Y/N step into the packed club and Leah looks around for who Y/N assumed would be Nolan.

A tall guy with rosy cheeks waves at them and Leah starts dragging Y/N towards him. Leah hugs him and then turns to Y/N.

"Patty, this is Y/N, Y/N this is Nolan also known as Patty, or Nols."

"It's nice to meet you, thank you for inviting us out."

"It's nice to meet you too, and no problem, the more the merrier." Nolan says and hugs Y/N. "My friends are around here somewhere." He says and turns around to find a group of guys walking back to them with drinks.

"Patty, we've got drinks." One of the guys sing and looks up to see the two girls standing there. "Oh, hello."

Nolan laughs and starts introducing. "Leah, Y/N. This is TK, Kevin, Carter, Joel and Phil. Boys meet Leah and Y/N."

After introductions, Y/N and Leah went off to get a tray of drinks for them. Y/N chose Tequila, and Champagne. Leah chose Strawberry Margaritas and Lime Wine Coolers.

Y/N sat between Phil and Leah and started downing her drinks.

If she was being forced to come out she was getting blackout drunk.

She took a glass of Champagne and downed it in one go. Phil raised an eyebrow at Y/N. Y/N looked up and chuckled.

"Champagne for the pain, right?" Phil could tell by her tone of voice and words that she was here to drown out something, so he nodded, understanding where she's coming from.

They learned that Y/N didn't watch professional sports because she thought they were overpaid and overrated, but she did watch college hockey, so she knew exactly who Joel, and Kevin were from their time back in Boston.

Leah and Nolan sat next to each other. They both have each other a look when they both noticed Y/N and Phil both sending each other looks.

"I think our plan is working." Leah says.

"Yeah, give him a little bit and some more alcohol and he'll loosen up." Nolan replies, looking over as TK shakes Phil's shoulders, trying to rile him up.

"Same with her. Give her some drinks, good music and fun people and she's ready to party." Leah says getting up to get some more drinks.

§§§

The group had made their way to the dance floor. They all were dancing together, but eventually Y/N and Phil went off together. The song was your normal club song, but Y/N and Phil were spinning each other. At one point Phil even had Y/N on his back.

The group decided to head out at one, but they also decided to go to a twenty-four hour diner a few blocks away.

Phil hadn't let Y/N too far way from him. He was always talking to her, making a joke or just talking in general. He carried Y/N on his back the whole way to the diner and held her shoes in his hand while it supported her leg.

"You're really strong, holy shit." Y/N giggled and tightened her arms around his shoulders.

"I work out a lot." He smirks.

"Okay now don't get cocky." She whispers in his ear. Phil just laughs and they continue to make their way to the diner.

§§§

"So, at practice before our first game Phil's blades weren't in, so he took one step on the ice and BAM! Face first into the ice!" TK exclaims.

"We all saw him walking around without them but we figured we'd let it play out." Carter says.

"I just realized we are all assholes." Joel deadpans.

"You're just now figuring that out?" TK asks sarcastically.

"You're the biggest one of them all Teeks." Nolan chirps.

"Hey Patty, you're part of the dynamic duo, so you're also the biggest asshole out of all of us." Kevin shoves Nolan into TK on their side of the booth.

Y/N, and Leah sit there laughing hysterically while Phil puts his head down on the table.

"The best part is he didn't even realize what was going on when he sat back up."

"TK, shut the hell up!" Phil groans.

"Phil it's cute. Come on!" Y/N leans into him.

Everyone had noticed how touchy they were with each other. Leah has been taking pictures of the two all night because she thought they were just adorable together.

"So, Y/N, Leah told us you just got out of a relationship. How are you doing?" Nolan asks.

Y/N looks away from Phil and drunkenly smiles. "I'm doing good. He was a loser anyway." She finished her sentence and her head landed right back on his shoulder.

"Phil just got out of a relationship a few months ago too. You guys seem to have a lot in common." TK says.

"Yeah. He's really sweet."

"I think you guys are cute together. Maybe you should go on a date." Kevin says as he shoves fries in his mouth.

"Dude did your mom ever teach you not to talk with your mouth full?" Joel elbows Kevin.

"Listen!-" Kevin starts but he is quickly cut off by Leah.

"I think you guys would be perfect together. Maybe you guys should go out on a date, just to try it."

The group stares at the two while they glance back and forth from each other to everyone else.

"I would be a very lucky man to have the chance to take Y/N out on a date." Phil speaks first.

"I would be very honored to be taken on a date by Phil." Y/N smiles.

At the end of the night the group stood outside waiting for their Ubers. The girls' arrived first so, Phil opened the door after confirming and helped them in.

"Leah is giving you my number, so call me when you get home so I know you guys made it home safe, okay?" Y/N nods with a blush dusting her cheeks. "I'll talk to you later." He dips down and presses a kiss to her forehead before stepping away and watching them go down the street for a minute, before being interrupted by chuckling.

"Dude, you've got it bad for her." Nolan says with a smirk.

"I've never seen you like that with anybody!" TK exclaims.

"Yeah." Phil sighs. "I've got it bad."

Babies First Christmas [Harrison Reid] 🎄

Description: Harrison and Y/N's baby boy celebrates Christmas for the first time, just like every other Bondi baby does, at the beach.

Warnings: None.

A/N: Day 12 of 12 Days of Christmas. Sorry this is so late, I changed my mind on what I wanted to write, then I forgot to actually post it. 

Y/N had given birth to their son, Ryder Alexander Reid, three months ago and today was his first Christmas. Harrison had to work from noon to pack up, so he was happy he got to spend time with his wife and his son before going in to work, but it was still hard leaving them both.

Harrison had gathered all of his stuff he'd need for work and sat it by the door before going over to Y/N who had Ryder in her arms, feeding him and watching a Christmas movie. He reached out and Ryder grabbed his finger. Harrison smiled at his baby boy before looking at his wife.

"I don't want to leave."

"I know babe, but you have to work. Hoppo will give me an earful if you don't show up." She chuckles. Harrison gives her a confused look.

"Why would he give you an earful?" He questions and moves his hand to rub Ryder's head.

"Because you don't like leaving Ry and I. You like us more than the beach. He told me the other day when I was working "I've already lost one of my best lifeguard's to the little one, I can't lose another.". It was funny because he thought he lost me. I still love that place and I still work there, I've just got to get back in shape now that my doctor has cleared me."

"Hop has known you since you were a baby, why'd he think he would lose you?" Harrison asks.

"Who knows, but if you don't leave in the next couple of minutes you're going to be late."

Harrison groans and checks the time, and of course she's right. He looks at his baby and wife again, not wanting to leave.

"I just wish I could spend the day with you guys. It's his first Christmas." He puts his head on Y/N's shoulder. She puts her hand on his head and kisses his cheek all while burping the baby.

"I'll try to bring him down there after lunch with my family. I'll bring you some food too." She negotiates.

"Ok. The boys will be glad to see Rydes." Y/N nods and hands Ryder to Harrison.

"Say bye to daddy Ryder. Give him kisses!" Ryder opens his mouth and just presses his face to Harrison's cheek. Harrison laughs and kisses Ryder's cheek.

"Bye Ryder, daddy loves you." He gives him a kiss again and turns to Y/N. "I love you too. I'll see you guys later."

He presses a quick kiss to her lips before handing her their baby and gathering his stuff to leave.

§§§

Y/N and her mother had finished Christmas lunch with the rest of the Y/L/N family before packing up Ryder and some food for Harrison and the other lifeguards on duty at Bondi.

They'd decided to walk since it was nice outside and they weren't super far away. Y/N had decided to go to the tower since she wasn't sure where her husband would be. She knocked on the back door before opening it and was greeted by Hoppo and Mouse.

"Y/N! Merry Christmas! Where's the baby?!" Hoppo pulls her into a somewhat bone crushing hug, not wanting to hurt her.

"He's just outside with my mom, I didn't want to bring him in just yet if something was going on." Hoppo let go of her and Mouse gave her a hug.

"Bring him in! We love little Ryder!" Mouse exclaims.

Y/N's mom pushes the food filled stroller in with Ryder sitting in his car seat that's latched into the stroller.

"We brought you guys some home cooked food too, so it's feels more like Christmas." Y/M/N says. Hoppo thanks her and gives her a quick hug while Mouse takes Ryder.

"Hi little man. How are you? I haven't seen you in a couple of days." Mouse baby talks to Ryder and tickles him.

"He's good, we've finally gotten to where he only wakes up once a night for a feeding and that's around the time I'd get up for work. That and he's obsessed with a baby koala stuffed animal that Harrison picked out for Christmas. When he sees it he gets super excited." Y/N chuckles.

"What about you? You feeling ok?" Hoppo asks.

"Yeah. I'm good I've just got to get back in shape now that I'm cleared."

"Take your time, don't rush and hurt yourself." Y/M/N says in a motherly tone.

"Yes mother. I know." Y/N groans.

§§§

Harrison and Jake had been called up to the tower for their lunch break and Harrison was excited.

He was starving and he wanted to see if Y/N had come with Ryder.

Jake and Harrison walked up the stairs into the tower to see Y/N sitting in a chair, feeding Ryder, Hoppo and Mouse scanning the water, Deano and KC standing with Y/M/N and talking to Y/N.

"Deano and KC are going to take the North for you two." Hoppo says.

"Harrison I'm glad Ryder looks like Y/N more than you. He's a beautiful baby." Deano says as he walks out and KC pats Harrison's shoulder as he follows.

"It's not like I disagree with that." Harrison mumbles.

Everyone laughs and Y/M/N tells the boys they brought food and to help themselves, which they do.

Harrison has Y/N stand up for a second so he can sit down and then has her sit back down on his lap.

He looks over to Ryder who's still drinking his bottle and smiles.

"Hi Rydes. Are you being good for mommy and grandma?" Ryder smiles as he continues to drink and Y/N nods.

"Yeah, he has been really good with as many people he's been around today. He just got a bit overwhelmed when my dads cousin tried to take him out of my arms."

Harrison gives her look that says he isn't happy about that and Jake chuckles because he's been seeing a lot more of that face since Y/N found out she was pregnant.

Harrison got really protective and even hated it when people would rush past Y/N and barely knock into her and now with Ryder he has a hard time trusting people he doesn't know super well with him.

"It's ok Harrison, you know Y/D/N wouldn't let either of them out of his sight when you're not around. He took care of it." Y/M/N smirked. She loved how in love Harrison is with Y/N and their baby. She never had to worry about her daughter and grandson with him around.

"Ok tell me more. What desserts did you have?"

§§§

Hoppo decided to let Harrison stay in the tower for a majority of the rest of the day, until around six when things were winding down.

Y/N and Ryder were told to go with Harrison as he patrols so he can spend more time with them and no one argued.

They sat at the north end watching the water. The beach was pretty empty, which is weird for Christmas Day but people must have actually realized the beach closes at seven.

"I'm glad you guys came down so I could spend his first Christmas with him and you." Harrison says.

"I'm glad we did. It was really nice seeing all of the guys. And seeing you and Ryder together always makes me happy. I can tell how much you guys love each other."

Harrison laughs and puts his arm across her shoulders, "I love both of you. Merry Christmas, Mrs. Reid." He presses a kiss to her lips.

"Merry Christmas Harrison." She says as she snuggles into him, with Ryder sleeping in her arms.