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Could you please do Zixian?
Oh ho boy.
Zixian:
-Big big tsundere rich boy and dense fuck rule-breaking genius boy. What to not love?
-At first, Jin Zixuan and Wei Wuxian, as we all know, were not on good terms. At all. Nope, not even one bit.
-Sometimes, Jin Zixuan felt like, if Wei Wuxian were a cat, he would be hissing at him whenever he saw him, but seemingly controlled himself to not to. After all, he was still his beloved Shijie’s fiancé no matter how much undeserving of her he was.
-So, Wei Wuxian would glare and curse at him when he could, but held himself back. Shijie still liked the damn peacock, after all.
-But now, how did the Jin Sect Heir fell for the obnoxious, annoying troublemaker at first place?
-He can't really tell. It just… happened suddenly. He didn't think he could ever get along with Wei Wuxian even if he respected and admired the other’s talents and skills but--
-Then, when he saw the determined gaze whenever he talked about Jiang Yanli (So fierce, yet so full love; the love he couldn't get from the bastards of his father or the defensive love from his mother who was ever strict with him but never tried defending him from anything-- He was spoiled and could have everything, but was lonely, so why that plain, plain girl got someone to love her so much? What was special about her?), Jin Zixuan felt envy. Why he didn't have someone as devoted and strong as Wei Wuxian at his side and Jiang Yanli had?
-Envy turned into rage. Rage turned into confusion. Confusion turned into silent admiration. And admiration… Well, he couldn't tell. Why did whenever he saw Wei Wuxian now, his heart started speeding up and blood rushed to his face? Why did his stomach started to… to knot so pleasantly yet so strangely at his sight? Why?
-Then, Jin Zixuan realized one day, he would be such a better match than Jiang Yanli. He had frozen on spot, mentally slapping himself for the thought, because yes, Wei Wuxian was better looking, more talented, smarter, unique, but he was a man. And he was a Sect Heir.
-He decided to (try to) forget it, but now whenever he thought about the mean things he said about Jiang Yanli in Wei Wuxian’s presence, he felt a sense of dread and regret. No, no. That's not how it is supposed to be.
-Wei Wuxian still couldn't stand the Young Mistress, but then one day, out of the blue, a fidgety, distressed-looking Jin Zixuan walks to him, red-faced and slow, looking at his shoes as if they were the most interesting thing on existence.
-With his head low and eyes deep closed in… embarrassment? No, that can't be. That damn arrogant peacock would never as much as to feel shame by any of the ridiculous things he had ever said! But then Jin Zixuan finally speaks up, voice strangely low and stammering.
-“I am… I am sorry for all the words I spoke about Maiden Jiang…” It was so low, Wei Wuxian couldn't barely caught up on what he said had it been any lower.
-Wei Wuxian had stared at him incredulously, his genius brain coming up with a single word, a single question: “What?” He was-- he was apologizing? The Young Mistress? Surely, hell must have frozen over for such a thing came to be!
-Jin Zixuan had flinched slight, then spoke higher in the solely embarrassment he was going through in his nervous splendor: “I said I am sorry for bad mouthing her! I really am, alright?!”
-Granted, Wei Wuxian didn't believe at him at first. After all those years, only now Jin Zixuan apologies and he thinks Wei Wuxian would just accept it like a forgiving fool? Ha! As if!
-“Prove it.” “I am speaking the trut- Par-pardon?” “I said, prove it.”
-Jin Zixuan wasn't a fool. He knew his half-assed (to Wei Wuxian, and to Jiang Cheng as well if he were there, which was good he wasn't because Jin Zixuan didn't think he would be able to deal with the Jiang Sect Heir) wasn't very believable to him. Jin Zixuan, now, honestly regretted it, however. But how to prove? Honestly, he didn't think that far.
-“I…” “Can't, huh? Just as expected.”
-Jin Zixuan’s face burned in shame. He felt like just turning on his heel and sprinting away like his life depended on it. Damn, he didn't know how to deal with a situation like that!
-After that disaster, Jin Zixuan avoided Wei Wuxian like he was the plague. Not that he would admit it.
-Wei Wuxian didn't know what he expected, but he felt disappointed nonetheless. Why did he think the peacock was any good for a moment anyway?! Idiot!
-... But, he didn't seem like he was lying. The Jin Sect Heir definitely wasn't the type to bow to someone of Wei Wuxian’s status (a servant’s son, Madam Yu’s rage filled voice taunted him) and he looked so… conflicted when Wei Wuxian said those words.
-... Damn it, now he felt bad! He isn't supposed to feel bad about the peacock, but his heart didn't listen to him. It heavined like those lifts Madam Yu made them train with, except it was on his chest.
-So, when Wei Wuxian could no longer bear it, he stormed to where the hell Jin Zixuan was at and spoke loudly: “Young Master Jin! How good to see you! Wanna take look at the gardens with me? Of course you do!”
-Wei Wuxian didn't give him time to answer and just grabbed his arm and yanked him away, ignoring the blasphemed looks and shouts the other Jin Sect members gave him as he took Jin Zixuan with him, not looking back to see the other’s face and also forgetting that the Cloud Recesses didn't have gardens. And also ignoring that he broke some rules, he could live with that.
-Jin Zixuan let himself be, momentarily shocked to react in any way until Wei Wuxian stopped near a tree and looked at him with (always) determined grey eyes.
-“Listen, I am not convinced you're feeling bad about my Shijie, but I am going to give you a chance because she likes you! Be grateful I didn't tell Jiang Cheng anything.”
-Jin Zixuan listened in silence, brows furrowed hilariously and mouth slightly agape. Just what--? Wei Wuxian was… giving him a chance to prove himself?
-After that, they became more passive with each other. But… Jin Zixuan gaze lingered on the other far too long, Wei Wuxian now started smiling at him genuinely, completely ignoring the Second Jade of Lan whom he once he couldn't get enough of teasing to.
-Jiang Cheng was suspicious, and gave sharp eyes to Wei Wuxian, but when the Jin Sect Heir didn't seem to mind anymore the remarks and the nonsense Wei Wuxian sprouted to him, Jiang Cheng could only see himself become more and more confused. Just what was going on with those two?
-They became closer as time went by, Wei Wuxian started hanging around and Jin Zixuan invited him to the Caiyi Town once, then twice, then thrice, then… Just went going.
-It was strange, but Jin Zixuan felt warm around him, felt his palms sweating nervously whenever he waited for Wei Wuxian to come to encounter him before going to the Caiyi Town. He felt his cheeks flaring up more and more when the other laughed and-- and--
-Until one day, Jin Zixuan couldn't take it anymore when Wei Wuxian spoke about his engagement with Jiang Yanli.
-“...No.” “...What?” “Not her. I-- She isn't the one.”
-Wei Wuxian was confused. Didn't Jin Zixuan want to prove himself so he could be more worthy of Shijie?
-Meanwhile, Jin Zixuan felt like he could just die from embarrassment there and then. Just what nonsense did he just sprout?!
- “What do you mean she isn't the one? Are you saying she isn't good enough?”
-Wei Wuxian could feel his anger flaming up. Just when he thought the peacock wasn't so bad! He should have thought better.
-“No! That's not it! It- it is you! You're the one!”
-Silence echoed and so Jin Zixuan could be buried alive and he wouldn't care. Wei Wuxian was dead ass confused. What the hell?
-After that incident, Jin Zixuan loudly declared he would start courting Wei Wuxian no matter the consequences. After that scandal, the engagement had been broke off, Madam Jin’s rage not being enough to stop Jin Zixuan.
-Wei Wuxian was in an awkward state. He didn't want to hurt his Shijie and-- the peacock was into him? Like, seriously? He knew he was handsome and all but-- It was just a shock.
-Jin Zixuan had come stumbling next to him and cited a sappy poem (to this day on Wei Wuxian wasn't sure if he wrote that or he paid someone else to, but laughed his ass off to it as Jin Zixuan blushed deeply at the memory), praising his beauty and so on.
-Madam Yu and his siblings and Uncle were… rather off with the whole ordeal (he swore Zidian’s lighting was much more intensified than usual, and Wei Wuxian wasn't sure with whom she was angry with. Most likely with him, for sure). (He also felt like Jiang Cheng was being more aggressive with Jin Zixuan, too, as of now the engagement had been broke and he was letting out all the pent up anger. Wei Wuxian didn't expect his Shijie to smile at Jin Zixuan passive-aggressively rather than being sad. It was… good, though. He didn't want to make his Shijie feel bad in any way no matter what, but-- Was she really alright with it….?)
-Uncle Jiang had let out a frown, unsure on what to make of the situation. But-- “Whatever A-Xian wants is alright with me.” Madam Yu had given her husband a fierce glare at that.
-That was the question. What did Wei Wuxian want? He thought about as Jin Zixuan (yet again) come to him and offered a gift. Wei Wuxian was surprised he didn't expect the other to give him anything-- so far it has been sappy poems, awkward praises and stumbling declarations.
-It was a flute. A Dizi, to be specific. Wei Wuxian was confused on why Jin Zixuan would give him something like that-- He never told the other he could play and wasn't the Dizi a peasant’s instrument by the other’s standards? … Though it was very well made-- beautiful carvings in darkened gold (he mentally snorted) and a jade pendant connected to the flute by a silk thread.
-“Why… a flute?” “B-because… it reminded of you. I heard Nie Huaisang saying you could play so I--!”
-("Hey, why it reminded you of me? It is all golden and fancy! Just like you." "... Please, just appreciate it.")
-Wei Wuxian had laughed. Laughed so joyously and loudly, Jin Zixuan had stood there with a confused expression even as he held out the Dizi to him. He knew what he wanted.
- “A-alright,” He spoke as his laugh ceased. “I accept your feelings, Young Master Jin~ Not even you could resist my charms, heh?”
-He took the flute and smiled sincerely to the other; a beautiful, sun-like smile. “I am naming it ‘Chenqing’, for it is a sign of your- our feelings.”
-They were happy. Really. Even after they left Gusu, they started to go on night hunts together and even if they had their problems, they managed it.
-Jin Zixuan didn't know how his beloved could take all that spice, but ate it if made Wei Wuxian happy. He would regret it next, but just a bit.
-They missed each other a lot, for both had duties to attend but-- they were meant to each other. Jin Zixuan knew it, he knew.
-Wei Wuxian would play the flute for them when they were together and alone, calming as Jin Zixuan lied down with his head resting on Wei Wuxian’s lap, watching the sunset as the lotus painted the scenery on the lake at Lotus Pier.
-Once, they had a fight after Jin Zixuan had himself injured on a night hunt (“Why you stood on my way!” “My body moved on its own! I can't help it!”) and didn't talk for a while. Wei Wuxian sulked. Jin Zixuan fought the urge to go to his beloved when he saw the other’s eyes.
-(Jiang Yanli had given them both an earful after a while, when she saw those stubborn fools wouldn't mend it on their own. Jin Zixuan now knew how terrifying she could be.)
-Jin Zixuan had awkwardly apologized and Wei Wuxian just mumbled something and smiled, saying he was just relieved Jin Zixuan was fine. They hugged and cuddled the whole day after that.
-Jin Zixuan started calling his partner 'A-Ying' one day. Wei Wuxian couldn't be more happier.
-Soon, Jin Zixuan found himself with some lovesick nicknames, courtesy of Wei Wuxian. (He didn't mind, both of they had reached the stage of sickeningly sweethearts at this point.)
Wen Sect: *Happens*
Sorry boios I tried my best I will do more if someone asks…! (Next, Ningxian and Xiyao in separated posts ^^)
I have a guilty ship and I apologize
Hi, I saw your JZX/WWX headcanons, and they were p e r f e c t. I'd love to see more!
Hey there! Sorry it tooks me ages sksnskdkdkldl. This post will probably have a second part btw ^-^
Zixian ft actual headcanons (or not)
-Alternates in sweethearts that could make people around them get diabetes and an old married couple that argue for the pettiest thing, there is no in-between.
-Expect Wei Wuxian to dramatically say he's leaving Jin Zixuan every time they finish a heated discussion. People can see Jin Zixuan having a heart attack, and worst, he falls for it Every. Single. Time.
-No one is sure how exactly their relationship works.
-JZX: B-but that can't be! Don't tell me you have been fooling around with me the whole time?! WWX:... You know this is becoming repetitive
-The next day, the whole affair seems to be forgotten, and the couple are being all lovey-dovey with each other, aka Wei Wuxian is clinging to Jin Zixuan, blowing kisses whenever he gets the chance and Jin Zixuan is smiling and listening to whatever nonsense Wei Wuxian is speaking.
-Though for all of it, they often have to be apart as Jin Zixuan is a Sect Heir and Wei Wuxian is the Head Disciple at his own sect. They often go together on night hunts, however.
-As the time went by, their fighting style become more and more synchronized, specially supported after the infamous incident where Jin Zixuan injured himself and, despite the later's words, Wei Wuxian was often blamed for it, the Jin Sect taking any chance to problematize Wei Wuxian and this so scandalous affair between those two.
-Obviously, they shouldn't let such a thing happen again, so after Jiang Yanli had they make up amends with each other, they agreed that they should trust more each's strength and train harder so the incident wouldn't repeat itself or worse.
-The tales of the Jin Sect Heir and the Head Disciple of Yunmeng Jiang valiantly piercing and submitting fierce corpses and spirits soon spread around the cultivation world, many comparing their moves to a deadly dance.
-Jiang Cheng wasn't pleased with this turn of events, a pang of hurt in his chest when he heard about this, after all wasn't he and Wei Wuxian supposed to be the Twin Heroes of Yunmeng?
-Later, Wei Wuxian assured he could be a 'battle couple' with Jin Zixuan and be the Two Prides of Yunmeng with Jiang Cheng at the same time, joking that Jiang Cheng shouldn't sulk just because he still was single and Wei Wuxian got himself a partner already.
-Jin Zixuan wondered half-distressed and half-curious why Jiang Cheng seemed to be more aggressive than usual when they met at the next hunt alongside Wei Wuxian and some disciples from Yunmeng Jiang and Lanling Jin.
-"Wha-?! Y-you could have almost killed me! Are you looking at where you are throwing your sword?!" "Sorry, my hand slipped." "You aren't using your hands to control your sword!"
-Wei Wuxian wasn't sure on whether laugh his ass off or punch Jiang Cheng.
-Yu Ziyuan still didn't approve of them, because Wei Wuxian stole her husband's attention and affection for his own son, made Jiang Cheng pale with his skills and talent and now he was stealing her daughter's fiancée too?! How could she bear to even tolerate this-- this servant's son anymore?!
-Jiang Yanli tried to calm her mother, assuring it was fine, but Madam Yu wasn't having it so easily. Jiang Yanli was saddened about it, but she couldn't deny that she wasn't sad about having the man she liked, even if he did not like her back, falling for her brother instead, but… it was it. Jin Zixuan wasn't interested in her, and he was making Wei Wuxian happy despite his flaws. She couldn't break that. Jiang Yanli knew she needed to move on, even if it hurt.
-So she smiled for A-Xian and soon found that she didn't really mind anymore, as she once said very passive-aggressively that she wouldn't forgive Jin Zixuan if he ever hurt Wei Wuxian.
-Jiang Cheng wasn't as passive, resembling Madam Yu more than ever as he looked at Jin Zixuan with a scowl so deep it tarnished his otherwise handsome features and a glare so fierce it could have been a mass-murder weapon if looks could kill.
-Jin Zixuan was now sure it was a Yunmeng thing.
-After training with it, Wei Wuxian began to use Chenqing as a weapon, albeit messily at start, as he, for all his ability at playing the instrument, he never used it as a weapon before.
-His technique increased with time, using it to distract and weaken opponents as Jin Zixuan took lead on the fighting.
-But soon, blood-soaked story happened, the difference being that Wei Wuxian wasn't there at the burning of Lotus Pier happened, instead he was at Lanling Jin with his lover, taking a break from his injuries as Jin Zixuan refused to leave him at the Cave when he, Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji defied that bastard Wen Chao and stood up for Luo Qingyang. (Not gonna expand here).
-Jiang Cheng had come to Yunmeng nonetheles, and the only good thing was that his sister wasn't there to see what he saw when the Wens invaded, slaughtering all, even his Mother and Father, and he cursed Wei Wuxian at that moment, for they wanted to punish him and he wasn't there, and even so it happened.
-But what come to his mind was, what if they turn their sights to Lanling Jin when they discovered he was there? It was a well-known fact about his affair with Jin Zixuan.
-Surely, that coward Jin Guangshan wouldn't hesitate to turn his back on them. Then, not only Yunmeng would have suffered for Wei Wuxian's mistake, but Lanling as well.
-But Jin Zixuan had stood up and defied Wen Chao as well. It will be hard to avoid that fate.
-Wei Wuxian was nothing shorter than horrified when he discovered what had fall on Yunmeng, blaming himself for what had happened. He wasn't wrong, even if Wen Chao's pettiness had been unjust.
-*Time Skip to Burial Mounds bc it is becoming a canon divergence half-assed fic*
-After the rise of the Yiling Patriarch, who carried a golden flute with a sound that would soon be known as the sound of death, that would bring dread and fear to anyone if he as much as reached for the beautiful flute.
-Wen Chao died. He was happy.
-Jin Zixuan was shocked, for his Sect, no, his father, was too cowardly to stand up against the Wen, not allowing him to participate at the Sunshot Campaign then.
-But he was also so-- so happy. Words cannot describe the pain in his chest when he heard about the death of Wei Wuxian (A-Ying) at the Burial Mounds. The thought about his very soul not being allowed peace was enough to send the chills to Jin Zixuan.
-Soon, however, the Lanling Jin wasn't able to stand still. They would participate on the Sunshot Campaign then.
-Jin Zixuan swore he wouldn't ever let go of Wei Wuxian then, even as he became somber and feared from his demonic cultivation.
-Wei Wuxian had smiled.
-"Even if I am not welcomed, you still didn't give up, huh?" "Shut up. Don't joke about this, A-Ying." "... Yeah. You know I will not be tolerated by your sect, right?" "It doesn't matter. I will go against my own father if I need-- Mother has taught me to not be like him." "Like him? Are you serious? You barely resemble him aside from your looks. You're almost like a copy of that scary Madam Jin!" "Ugh… She will kill me after this…"
-*Time skip 5 years*
-Their relationship became more closer, and Jin Zixuan soon declared that he would make Weo Wuxian his cultivation partner, claiming that any offense to the Yiling Patriarch was an offense towards Jin Zixuan himself. Agaisnt the Lanling Jin's approval, he gave Wei Wuxian his support, to which they had to oblige if they wanted to keep a good reputation.
To be continued?
Hey...
Currently, I am writing the first chapter of an incoming XuanXian/Zixian fic of mine. I am a beginner, and I would appreciate if a beta could help me! ^^