Losing A Parent - Tumblr Posts

The world just feels… wrong now. Things have shifted and it’s just not right. It’s empty. I miss my mom so much.

not a day goes by you're not on my mind.

I can't even come close to explaining the way I feel right now..

I'm sorry.

I wish I had the chance to let you know how sorry I am for everything I've ever done.. it wasn't till after I lost you that I realized how much you really loved and adored me.

after losing you I realized a lot of things, one of them being how blessed I was to have you as a father.

I never told you enough how much I appreciated you.. or how much you meant to me.

they say when a father dies, his love carries on forever.. this is true, I feel your love every day.

when I wake up in time to see the sun come up I know you're sitting there beside me as well.

every time I see a train go through town, you're counting the carts as they go by.

I know you constantly send me little hints to let me know you're close by, and in those moments I feel as if everything will be okay.

when the world felt like it was caving in on me you told me that it would be okay, and in the end you always made it okay.

going on with my life without you has been and will forever be the hardest thing I'll ever do.