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I woke up from a dream about you, haven't had those in months.

Maybe I should have had something to say yesterday after all.

Stop haunting my dreams damn it, he was supposed to have fucked you out from under my skin

In honor of those who will always be in our hearts ✨

No Longer

-Charles Longstreet

I will wait for you no longer I will walk into the dark I will watch no more forever For the love that gave a spark

I will walk into the distance with my feet upon the dirt I will climb up on the mountain And pretend it doesn't hurt

I will stand at all directions I will call the wind to blow I will disappear the clouds away And nobody will know

I will curse the beast that took you I will damn that evil day I will walk into the silence As you slowly drift away

My heart will ache forever My tears will often fall For the sound I will remember Is the sound that wounds us all.

Sitting around at 2am thinking of how much I miss you. I wish you could be with me for this. But it's impossible. I wish you were just gone on vacation. Or moved away. But you're dead. Stolen from us. All these years later and I hate taking a breath without you by my side to take one with me.

- - Sequoia Red (via Sequoia Red)

It should be sunny today, but the wildfire smoke is clogging the sky and my lungs. I feel like I should be able to reach up and wipe away the smoke in the air like dust off a dirty window.

Now approaching, says the automated voice on the train, and for once I almost dread getting off. The train, for all it’s failures, has some kind of air filter that does a number, at least, on the smell of burning. I get off anyway, and pass a man reading Crime and Punishment. I almost laugh. You can’t read that book in English. Or so says my Russian best friend. And so says high school me, drowning in the depression and consequence and the bitter regrets they forced upon us before we even were considered adults.

I walk up the platform, and maybe it’s just my imagination, but my eyes sting. Or maybe I’m just crying. Things rose and fell and burned and died before any of us were around to see it, but now we are. Now I am, and seeing things die just reminds me I’ll have to see so many other things to their grave, regardless of whether I got the chance to love them.

every year i wander the same path and mourn you among the almond trees in bloom

please, I need you.

Your desired person! Is obsessed with you!

Your the only thing they think about.

Your desired person only ever thinks about you and you alone, the thought of you consuming their mind.

Your desired person misses you deeply when your not around, relying on you to make them feel happy and to function properly.

Your desired person feels deep sadness when their not around you.

Your desired person misses you so much to the point they cry because they miss you when you not around!

Your desired person always has the most sweet, loving, happy dreams about you when they sleep, sad when they wake up because they wanna talk to you.

no matter how hard they try, your desired person can’t stop thinking about you, dreaming about you, misssing you.

isn't weird to like you?

you're not that attractive

but you intimidate me a lot

something in your eyes

that tells me to look deep into

your galaxy brown eyes

you're too quiet to look at

it's inviting me to know you

you're just too cuddly for this

the mole in your neck

i like it

some detail of your face

is it weird to feel warmth

from your smirk to smile?

i wonder how soft your lips

you smell nice

it's addicting

it follows me around

pretty sweet voice

you don't do it on purpose

and it intimidates me

your sound

is searching my soul

it's deep and cold

i like it

your fingers are long

your palm is bigger than mine

is it warm?

my hand is cold

shall we lock

our fingers together

i'll save this spaces

i'll wait for your arrival

i'm gonna wait

so don't let someone in

though you're not mine

but i'm yours

i may sound crazy

but this is real

and i'll tell you more

once you ask me something

missing cherry koo hours: [open]

Gods.... I still miss you....

Thank you

They say everyone you meet in life will teach you a lesson The lesson you taught me was to see my light Now I can carry it with me and shine it into the darkness I will shine this light were ever it is needed Without your darkness I would never have found my light Without darkness there is no light and if your darkness ever brings you back to my door the light will forever be on for you Thank you....

I've seen the reflection of the city's lights in the rain puddles many times before but there was something different about them tonight.. maybe it was the sadness in your eyes.. or the brokenness I could hear in your voice.

I knew when morning came there was no more us, .

You did what you did, I felt what I felt, and it is what it is.

Bittersweet memories playback in my mind when I walk down the sidewalk and the leaves are falling to the ground. I'll never forget the way you use to look at me and wink with that half smile you always use to make. I'll never be able to forget how your heartbeat sounds even if I wanted too.

From the start I knew it felt to good to be true being with you, I should have known better. Even after you let me know that I would never be able to have you completely I still thought I would be enough to steal your heart all the way.

Maybe I loved the thought of you.. maybe I don't even miss you.. I just miss the memories.. but what hurts the most is knowing I'll never have that again. Whatever it was that made me want you so bad, it'll never come back. No matter what I can say or do I will never be good enough to make you miss me or want "us" back.

not a day goes by you're not on my mind.

I can't even come close to explaining the way I feel right now..

I'm sorry.

I wish I had the chance to let you know how sorry I am for everything I've ever done.. it wasn't till after I lost you that I realized how much you really loved and adored me.

after losing you I realized a lot of things, one of them being how blessed I was to have you as a father.

I never told you enough how much I appreciated you.. or how much you meant to me.

they say when a father dies, his love carries on forever.. this is true, I feel your love every day.

when I wake up in time to see the sun come up I know you're sitting there beside me as well.

every time I see a train go through town, you're counting the carts as they go by.

I know you constantly send me little hints to let me know you're close by, and in those moments I feel as if everything will be okay.

when the world felt like it was caving in on me you told me that it would be okay, and in the end you always made it okay.

going on with my life without you has been and will forever be the hardest thing I'll ever do.

I miss you more than my tired eyes miss sleep.

You left because you saw the way I see myself, didn't you?

i think of you everyday