Mehnn I Gotta Lock In - Tumblr Posts

Rageeeee! Today, I went on tiktok after a while, and all I could see was the life I wanted, like weight loss stuff, getting fit. self-improvement, your better self, glowing up, and all that motivation, and I started thinking to myself. "DO YOU WANT IT BAD ENOUGH??"

the lifestyle i'm always dreaming off, the temi that is in her routines, the temi that wakes up early every morning and has a set routine, the temi that reads her Bible and spends time with God. Do I want her that bad? And that's so real because we always do this, save this workout with an "oh I'll do it later" comment, we keep learning and learning but never take action.

And worse of all, we're not doing even the bear minimum, I mean, why do I find it hard to drink more water? like it's literally in my face. my bottle is next to my bed whatt. so isn't that laziness? I'm confusing as going easy and taking my time? I'm acting like I don't want it bad enough. because let's be real if you wanted something you'd do everything to get it. then I was reminded of what my friend told me he said "if I wanted to achieve a goal, I don't stop until I get it" I mean yh rest is good but just don't let it fall into laziness

Even though I haven't been updating on the wl lock in challenge. I am actively working on it. Its literally all I think about