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10 months ago

GRR WHAT IS THIS, IM SAT ๐ŸงŽโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคญ ๐ŸŽ€

I Think I Died
I Think I Died

i think i died


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10 months ago

๐๐š๐ฏ๐ข๐ ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง แฏ“โ˜… โ‹†โบโ‚Š โ˜พ โ‹†โบโ‚Šโ‹† โ˜๏ธŽ

แฏ“โ˜… ๐™š

โ˜ฐ ๐–ฑ๐–พ๐—๐–พ๐—‹๐—‚๐–พ ๐—Œ๐–พ๐–ผ๐—๐—‚๐—ˆ๐—‡ : ๐‘ฌ๐’๐’‰๐’š๐’‘๐’†๐’ เฑจเงŽ โ‹†๏ฝกหš

Welcome to the place where I lose my thoughts on Enhypen หšสšโ™กษžหš โžถ

โŠนโ™กโ™ซโ‚Šหš.๐ŸŽง /โ˜…*โ˜†โ™ช

โ˜ฐ ๐Ž๐“๐Ÿ• ๐™š

เฑจเงŽ โ‹†๏ฝกหš๐‡๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

(ใƒปใ€‚ใƒป)

๐‹๐„๐„ ๐‡๐„๐„๐’๐„๐”๐๐† (์ดํฌ์Šน) โœฉ๏ฝก๐ŸŽ€

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ฆ๐š๐ฎ+ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚Šโ‹† โ˜๏ธŽ ๐ˆ๐ฆ๐š๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ/๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ/๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐‡๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

สšษž ๐Ž๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

(๏ฟฃใƒผ๏ฟฃ)๏ฝ‚

๐๐€๐‘๐Š ๐‰๐Ž๐๐†๐’๐„๐Ž๐๐† (๋ฐ•์ข…์„ฑ)โŠนโ™กโ™ซโ‚Šหš.

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ฆ๐š๐ฎ+ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚Šโ‹† โ˜๏ธŽ ๐ˆ๐ฆ๐š๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ/๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ/๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ:

โ•ฐโ”ˆโžค Safe

โ— In which you try and break up with your boyfriend. But will he let you?

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐‡๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

สšษž ๐Ž๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

d=(^o^)=b

๐’๐ˆ๐Œ ๐‰๐€๐„๐˜๐”๐ (์‹ฌ์žฌ์œค)โ™ซโ‚Šหš.๐ŸŽง

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ฆ๐š๐ฎ+ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚Šโ‹† โ˜๏ธŽ ๐ˆ๐ฆ๐š๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ/๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ/๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ.

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐‡๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

สšษž ๐Ž๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

(*๏ฟฃใƒผ๏ฟฃ)

๐๐€๐‘๐Š ๐’๐”๐๐†๐‡๐Ž๐Ž๐ (๋ฐ•์„ฑํ›ˆ)โŠนโ™กโ™ซโ‚Š

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ฆ๐š๐ฎ+ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚Šโ‹† โ˜๏ธŽ ๐ˆ๐ฆ๐š๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ/๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ/๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ.

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐‡๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

สšษž ๐Ž๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

(๏ผพโ—‡๏ผพ)

๐Š๐ˆ๐Œ ๐’๐”๐๐Ž๐Ž (๊น€์„œ๋ˆ„) โœฉ๏ฝก๐ŸŽ€

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ฆ๐š๐ฎ+ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚Šโ‹† โ˜๏ธŽ ๐ˆ๐ฆ๐š๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ/๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ/๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ:

โคทScrapbook Love

โ€ขwhere you try and give your bf the best gift you could muster for his birthday

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐‡๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

.. สšษž ๐Ž๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

(o^๏ผ^o)

๐˜๐€๐๐† ๐‰๐”๐๐†๐–๐Ž๐ (์–‘์ •์›)โ™กโ™ซ๏ฝก๐ŸŽ€

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ฆ๐š๐ฎ+ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ:

โ•ฐโ”ˆโžค Opposites

โ— in which you try to survive your uni life with Yang Jungwon, only to group up to find out the mysterious murderer going around campus

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚Šโ‹† โ˜๏ธŽ ๐ˆ๐ฆ๐š๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ/๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ/๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

--- โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐‡๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ

แดบ/แตƒ

--- โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

สšษž ๐Ž๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

(^-^)/

๐๐ˆ๐’๐‡๐ˆ๐Œ๐”๐‘๐€ ๐‘๐ˆ๐Š๐ˆ (่ฅฟๆ‘ๅŠ›)โ‚Šหš.๐ŸŽง โœฉ

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐’๐ฆ๐š๐ฎ+ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚Šโ‹† โ˜๏ธŽ ๐ˆ๐ฆ๐š๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ/๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ/๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โ‚ŠหšโŠนโ™ก ๐‡๐ž๐š๐๐œ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

สšษž ๐Ž๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ:

แดบ/แตƒ

---โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆ

โŠนโ™กโ™ซโ‚Šหš.๐ŸŽง โœฉ๏ฝก๐ŸŽ€


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9 months ago
A Little, Sneaky Teaser

A little, sneaky teaser ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคญโ€ผ๏ธ

(I acc need to work on my updates, what is wrong with me ๐Ÿ˜ญ I just need to edit it lol)


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9 months ago

Omg, first 100 notes post?? Thx tho

๐’๐€๐…๐„ โ€ขยท.ยท`ยฏยท.ยทโ€ข

 .`.
 .`.
 .`.

Synopsis: where you try and break up with your boyfriend.

Warnings: toxic bf (boo), guns, yandere!Jay.

โ€ขยท.ยฏยฐยบยคโ—†ยคยบโ€ขยฐ

"I JUST WANT TO TALK."

When he said that, you froze up and anxiety lurched at your stomach. You're standing in his modern office like a statue. You're just frozen.

Jay gives a quizzical look and he fixed his blazer. You don't miss the outline of the gun hiding in the belt of his trousers. Your breath stops for a minute.

โ€œLook at me,โ€ He commands sternly, and you do. You try to hide the subtle shake of your hands and your flickering gaze, but you're afraid he caught on.

โ€œSit, baby. I just want to talk.โ€ Jay sighed, leaning back against his chair. The only thing that convinces you to do so is the thick desk between you and him; it managed to give you a weak sense of security.

With a slow movement, you sat, and he poked the inside of his cheek.

You don't have the privilege of even thinking straight right now. Since when were you so afraid of your boyfriend?

Was it when he nearly bruised your wrist the other day because you gave attitude.

Or was it when he confiscated your phone because you were on it โ€˜too much'?

What was it?

Or was it when he confessed for the first time, eyes glittering with expectancy you never wanted to meet.

โ€œI was looking through your phone, you know?โ€ Jay started, opening a drawer and digging into it. You kept silent, biting your inner cheek.

โ€œAnd, I've discovered something quite interesting. It's quite a shock, really..โ€

You don't want him to continue. You can already feel the condescending words about to prick you.

โ€œBut apparently, you want to-" he chuckled in a hollow manner.โ€-break up with me?โ€

There it was- the sound of your heart sinking, thoughts crashing over each other. Your gaze falls to your lap. Okay- now you regret even texting such words. Not because you feel remorse or guilt of saying them, but because you regret even texting such traceable words.

Unpredictable he was.

โ€œDid I say you could look at your fvcking lap?โ€

With a swift motion, you glanced up at him, swallowing hard.

โ€œCare to explain, love? These diabolical texts to your friend?โ€ He carelessly slid the phone across the table, showing your recent messages with Minji. You have nothing to say, your eyes fixed on the cracked screen, anxiety simmering slowly at your guts.

Your thoughts formulate something to say, something that could please him, but you find nothing but the dirt of the truth.

Silence.

โ€œAre you going to explain or-.โ€

โ€œit's true,โ€ you cut him off softly. You looked up from the phone to see his glower, his frown.

โ€œI want to break up. I've wanted to do it for a few weeks now..โ€ you trailed off, staring at him straight in the eye.

Jay blinked, tilting his head as he nodded, as if he understood. Though, you knew his buried feelings were igniting right now.

โ€œWhy? I give you my love, gifts, I let you even talk to your friend,โ€ Jay listed, voice growing louder each time. You swallowed hard again, eyes flickering to the desk.

โ€œI just need space.โ€

โ€œSpace? Space, did you say?โ€ Jay stood instantly but he walked to you slowly, as if to agonise you. It was working because you flinched, breath escaping in short circuits.

โ€œI'm your boyfriend, Yn. Since when do lovers need space from each other?โ€ Jay scoffed, now standing in front of you. You chewed on your cheek again, eyes downcast.

โ€œYou'reโ€ฆ controlling,โ€ You uttered so quietly that Jay stepped closer, practically exploding with ferocity.

โ€œWhat did you say?โ€ Jay snarled, arms trapping you as they rested on the armrests of the seat. With your nerves jumping all over the place, you flinched. Though he doesn't care as he continues to stab your gaze with his.

โ€œControllingโ€ฆ you're controlling,โ€ You said a bit louder this time, though the smallest tremor accompanies your tone. And, you thought you imagined, but you saw the small smile curl at his lips. Jay puts a soft hand to your cheek, rubbing his thumb right under your eye.

You flinched away a little, but he tightened the grip on your jaw, almost forcing you closer to his face as he tilted his head. โ€œDarling, I'm trying to keep you safeโ€ฆโ€

That was his pathetic excuse? His reason to build this wall around you and totally trap you in.

Inhaling sharply, you pushed his hand away, a spark of determination igniting in your eyes. You weren't going to let him do this once more. To trap you within these walls.

Jay almost glared.

โ€œYou're notโ€ฆ trying to keep me safeโ€ฆ we both know that,โ€ you said sternly, finally holding longer eye contact.

Jay could almost laugh at the confidence, but he finds unimaginable rage washing over him, taking him to a path of darker thoughts. โ€œYou just don't understand. I'm trying to keep. You. Safe.โ€

And you shook your head in frustration.

โ€œFrom what?โ€ You snapped at him, and Jay smiled, eyes leaving yours for a minute.

Before he even met your eyes, you felt a cold metal push at your chin, and your eyes widened a little, a short breath leaving you. You felt your head tilt up, and Jay smiled in a cruel way when he saw the shock that swept over your eyes.

โ€œI'm keeping you safe, baby. From thisโ€ฆโ€ Jay clicked the metal, sending you to shut your eyes tight, chest tight with distress.

โ€œI don't want to hurt you, Ynโ€ฆ I want you to be unscathed, safeโ€ฆโ€ Jay continued, the gun now tapping your cheek lightly and you were frozen, voice buried beneath that fear.

You didn't think your boyfriend would ever pull a gun on you, but here you were with his own nefarious weapon pressing on your cheek.

โ€œJ-Jay-.โ€

โ€œShh, baby. I know, you don't like this, but I'm proving my point, right? You and I both want you safe, right?โ€ Jay leaned in closer, gun at your jaw, and your skin burns with terror, shoulders tensing up. When you stayed silent, he pressed the barrel at your jaw more causing you to whimper.

โ€œAnswer me. Don't you want to be safe?โ€

โ€œYesโ€ฆโ€

Jay gave a soft smile in this dark situation, and he removed the gun from your jaw, causing you to breathe a little, but Jay leaned in, right to your ear. You flinched away, but he doesn't care.

โ€œSo, are you still going to break up with me, baby? You still want to leave my safety?โ€ He asked lowly, threats falling over your ears. Tears stung your eyes, a shudder pricking your spine.

Biting your lip to shut yourself up, you let out a sniffle; Jay chuckled, still next to your ear.

โ€œDon't cryโ€ฆ it's just better this way, baby. Do you understand?โ€ Jay gave a deceiving gentle kiss to your ear, making you tear up more.

You can't take this anymore. You just can't. Though, he saw everything through tinted glasses and, instead of wiping your tears, he gripped the gun to your thigh, barrel threatening to bruise your skin underneath and spoke.

"The next time you have such a bizarre idea, I'll be forced to use this,โ€ Jay said, putting the gun to your shoulder, right at the joint as your breaths became shaky.

โ€œAnd I'll shoot.โ€

At this point, your voice was gone, it ran away from reality. You couldn't speak, to which he smiled, kissing your forehead before saying words that flooded you with distress.

โ€œI knew you would understand. I love you, baby.โ€

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A/n: instead of working on my smau, I diverged and wrote this instead ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿคก


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8 months ago

Might go on, like, a 2 month and 7 days hiatus <3 ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ


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8 months ago

Saw you're going on hiatus, gonna binge read your jw fic while you're gone๐Ÿ˜–

Stop, you're so sweet <3 ๐Ÿ˜“

Exams are lowkey killing me and they haven't even started. But rest be assured, I will be back after the 21st of June ๐Ÿ’€

Thanks, Anon:)


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8 months ago
Omg

Omgโ‰๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญ


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7 months ago

STOP YOUR BANGLADESHI??? IM TOO OMG I DIDNT THINK I WOULD FIND MANY PPL WHO ARE DESI HERE

Haha- yup, I'm from the North East Region. No one can guess I'm Bengali bc I be looking Chinese or Kazakhstani or even Malayโ‰๏ธ๐Ÿ’€ (all of my family tease me for it ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ‘†๐Ÿผ)

But yh, it'd so true, Tumblr has so many Desi writers- I've never felt seen so many in 1 place๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I love it tho


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7 months ago

sorry if im going a bit overbaord with the questions n stuff (๐Ÿ˜“) but i realized our names are a bit similar!! both our names have the same first 3 letters lmao๐Ÿคญ also how are you doing? i hope your doing well! ^^

I don't think you're going overboard at all๐Ÿ˜ญ its nice to see a fellow Bengali on here

Also, I am doing good. I'm in the middle of exams, and my brain is itching to write๐Ÿ’”


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7 months ago
If I Didn't Wear A Scarf, I Would Be Looking Like This. Rn, My Hair Is In Pigtails As Well

If I didn't wear a scarf, I would be looking like this. Rn, my hair is in pigtails as well๐Ÿ˜ญ


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7 months ago
Some AI Covers Eat So Well??? I Think The Song Is Filo But It Sounds Like Them And It's Such Summer Vibes

Some AI covers eat so well??? I think the song is filo but it sounds like them and it's such summer vibes ๐Ÿ˜ญ


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7 months ago

I'm now a military wife to 6 instead of 7.

Welcome back, Jin๐Ÿ˜ญ


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7 months ago

Riki became a true American in the 30 sec concept teaser. Shooting a gun and everything๐Ÿ’€

๐™šโŠนโ™กโ™ซโ‚Šหš.๐ŸŽง โœฉ๏ฝก๐ŸŽ€


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7 months ago

Is this my sign to write more yandere๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿง๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธthanks for 200+ notes

๐’๐€๐…๐„ โ€ขยท.ยท`ยฏยท.ยทโ€ข

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Synopsis: where you try and break up with your boyfriend.

Warnings: toxic bf (boo), guns, yandere!Jay.

โ€ขยท.ยฏยฐยบยคโ—†ยคยบโ€ขยฐ

"I JUST WANT TO TALK."

When he said that, you froze up and anxiety lurched at your stomach. You're standing in his modern office like a statue. You're just frozen.

Jay gives a quizzical look and he fixed his blazer. You don't miss the outline of the gun hiding in the belt of his trousers. Your breath stops for a minute.

โ€œLook at me,โ€ He commands sternly, and you do. You try to hide the subtle shake of your hands and your flickering gaze, but you're afraid he caught on.

โ€œSit, baby. I just want to talk.โ€ Jay sighed, leaning back against his chair. The only thing that convinces you to do so is the thick desk between you and him; it managed to give you a weak sense of security.

With a slow movement, you sat, and he poked the inside of his cheek.

You don't have the privilege of even thinking straight right now. Since when were you so afraid of your boyfriend?

Was it when he nearly bruised your wrist the other day because you gave attitude.

Or was it when he confiscated your phone because you were on it โ€˜too much'?

What was it?

Or was it when he confessed for the first time, eyes glittering with expectancy you never wanted to meet.

โ€œI was looking through your phone, you know?โ€ Jay started, opening a drawer and digging into it. You kept silent, biting your inner cheek.

โ€œAnd, I've discovered something quite interesting. It's quite a shock, really..โ€

You don't want him to continue. You can already feel the condescending words about to prick you.

โ€œBut apparently, you want to-" he chuckled in a hollow manner.โ€-break up with me?โ€

There it was- the sound of your heart sinking, thoughts crashing over each other. Your gaze falls to your lap. Okay- now you regret even texting such words. Not because you feel remorse or guilt of saying them, but because you regret even texting such traceable words.

Unpredictable he was.

โ€œDid I say you could look at your fvcking lap?โ€

With a swift motion, you glanced up at him, swallowing hard.

โ€œCare to explain, love? These diabolical texts to your friend?โ€ He carelessly slid the phone across the table, showing your recent messages with Minji. You have nothing to say, your eyes fixed on the cracked screen, anxiety simmering slowly at your guts.

Your thoughts formulate something to say, something that could please him, but you find nothing but the dirt of the truth.

Silence.

โ€œAre you going to explain or-.โ€

โ€œit's true,โ€ you cut him off softly. You looked up from the phone to see his glower, his frown.

โ€œI want to break up. I've wanted to do it for a few weeks now..โ€ you trailed off, staring at him straight in the eye.

Jay blinked, tilting his head as he nodded, as if he understood. Though, you knew his buried feelings were igniting right now.

โ€œWhy? I give you my love, gifts, I let you even talk to your friend,โ€ Jay listed, voice growing louder each time. You swallowed hard again, eyes flickering to the desk.

โ€œI just need space.โ€

โ€œSpace? Space, did you say?โ€ Jay stood instantly but he walked to you slowly, as if to agonise you. It was working because you flinched, breath escaping in short circuits.

โ€œI'm your boyfriend, Yn. Since when do lovers need space from each other?โ€ Jay scoffed, now standing in front of you. You chewed on your cheek again, eyes downcast.

โ€œYou'reโ€ฆ controlling,โ€ You uttered so quietly that Jay stepped closer, practically exploding with ferocity.

โ€œWhat did you say?โ€ Jay snarled, arms trapping you as they rested on the armrests of the seat. With your nerves jumping all over the place, you flinched. Though he doesn't care as he continues to stab your gaze with his.

โ€œControllingโ€ฆ you're controlling,โ€ You said a bit louder this time, though the smallest tremor accompanies your tone. And, you thought you imagined, but you saw the small smile curl at his lips. Jay puts a soft hand to your cheek, rubbing his thumb right under your eye.

You flinched away a little, but he tightened the grip on your jaw, almost forcing you closer to his face as he tilted his head. โ€œDarling, I'm trying to keep you safeโ€ฆโ€

That was his pathetic excuse? His reason to build this wall around you and totally trap you in.

Inhaling sharply, you pushed his hand away, a spark of determination igniting in your eyes. You weren't going to let him do this once more. To trap you within these walls.

Jay almost glared.

โ€œYou're notโ€ฆ trying to keep me safeโ€ฆ we both know that,โ€ you said sternly, finally holding longer eye contact.

Jay could almost laugh at the confidence, but he finds unimaginable rage washing over him, taking him to a path of darker thoughts. โ€œYou just don't understand. I'm trying to keep. You. Safe.โ€

And you shook your head in frustration.

โ€œFrom what?โ€ You snapped at him, and Jay smiled, eyes leaving yours for a minute.

Before he even met your eyes, you felt a cold metal push at your chin, and your eyes widened a little, a short breath leaving you. You felt your head tilt up, and Jay smiled in a cruel way when he saw the shock that swept over your eyes.

โ€œI'm keeping you safe, baby. From thisโ€ฆโ€ Jay clicked the metal, sending you to shut your eyes tight, chest tight with distress.

โ€œI don't want to hurt you, Ynโ€ฆ I want you to be unscathed, safeโ€ฆโ€ Jay continued, the gun now tapping your cheek lightly and you were frozen, voice buried beneath that fear.

You didn't think your boyfriend would ever pull a gun on you, but here you were with his own nefarious weapon pressing on your cheek.

โ€œJ-Jay-.โ€

โ€œShh, baby. I know, you don't like this, but I'm proving my point, right? You and I both want you safe, right?โ€ Jay leaned in closer, gun at your jaw, and your skin burns with terror, shoulders tensing up. When you stayed silent, he pressed the barrel at your jaw more causing you to whimper.

โ€œAnswer me. Don't you want to be safe?โ€

โ€œYesโ€ฆโ€

Jay gave a soft smile in this dark situation, and he removed the gun from your jaw, causing you to breathe a little, but Jay leaned in, right to your ear. You flinched away, but he doesn't care.

โ€œSo, are you still going to break up with me, baby? You still want to leave my safety?โ€ He asked lowly, threats falling over your ears. Tears stung your eyes, a shudder pricking your spine.

Biting your lip to shut yourself up, you let out a sniffle; Jay chuckled, still next to your ear.

โ€œDon't cryโ€ฆ it's just better this way, baby. Do you understand?โ€ Jay gave a deceiving gentle kiss to your ear, making you tear up more.

You can't take this anymore. You just can't. Though, he saw everything through tinted glasses and, instead of wiping your tears, he gripped the gun to your thigh, barrel threatening to bruise your skin underneath and spoke.

"The next time you have such a bizarre idea, I'll be forced to use this,โ€ Jay said, putting the gun to your shoulder, right at the joint as your breaths became shaky.

โ€œAnd I'll shoot.โ€

At this point, your voice was gone, it ran away from reality. You couldn't speak, to which he smiled, kissing your forehead before saying words that flooded you with distress.

โ€œI knew you would understand. I love you, baby.โ€

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A/n: instead of working on my smau, I diverged and wrote this instead ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿคก


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7 months ago
Is He Asking Me To Sit On His Lap? Or What? Also, His Shirt Is So Pretty, I Kinda Need It Like Hello??
Is He Asking Me To Sit On His Lap? Or What? Also, His Shirt Is So Pretty, I Kinda Need It Like Hello??
Is He Asking Me To Sit On His Lap? Or What? Also, His Shirt Is So Pretty, I Kinda Need It Like Hello??

Is he asking me to sit on his lap? Or what?๐Ÿ˜โ‰๏ธ also, his shirt is so pretty, I kinda need it like hello??


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7 months ago
I'M DONE WITH EXAMS YAY. Now I Can Write My Story Damn

I'M DONE WITH EXAMS YAY. Now I can write my story damn ๐Ÿ’€


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6 months ago

NOW WAIT A DAMN MINUTE๐Ÿ˜ญ can someone get these boys AN ACTING ROLE??? That 11 minutes were the most cinematic moments of my life-

And who's Chloe- is that Sooha but different? Like I have so many theories and questions.

ALSO, SUNOO, SUNGHOON ACTING WHEN?? When Sunoo fell out that car, I was like "give. Him. A. Role."

Also, Riki flying and shooting a gun- crazy๐Ÿ˜ญ


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6 months ago
One Thing About Sunoo Is That He Is Actually The Person That Loves His Alone Time, And Honestly- Same
One Thing About Sunoo Is That He Is Actually The Person That Loves His Alone Time, And Honestly- Same
One Thing About Sunoo Is That He Is Actually The Person That Loves His Alone Time, And Honestly- Same

One thing about Sunoo is that he is actually the person that loves his alone time, and honestly- same๐Ÿ’€ I love the way he talks to himself when he's watching TV or that he tries his best to participate in things he doesn't particularly do. But, it's honestly so endearing. And genuinely, Sunoo cannot be spelt without Sun, and rahhhh- he's my sunshine, but he can also just be serious and I personally find that incredibly hot so...

Happy birthday, the love of my life, Kim Sunoo ๐Ÿฆ‹โ˜€๏ธ


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