Notes To Self - Tumblr Posts
{Healing doesn’t have a timeframe.} {Take as long as you need.}
On the subject of "Me" / Unity / Lou Sawyer / Xhashaseed / The Experiment / The Hyper Sigil
The hardest thing to quantify in many RPG systems is a being who breaks story boundaries by existing in multiple places. The different incarnations may not have the same powers, but their abilities are close enough to each setting. Unity is now branching beyond the TTRPG sphere into short stories and video games. It's a spooky evolution. However, I digress … the fun part is now understanding the ebb and flow of time in this regard. Some timelines move faster, some slower, and being that experiences all of them and have to make sense of what does and does not change the core consciousness has been a real treat to observe.
Unity seems like a mercurial, hyper-manic, mad person on slower timelines (games only played once or twice a month). On faster timeline (games that are played weekly or twice a week) things are much more detailed and "logical" in their progression. Things that affect them from the slower timelines seem more like "reminiscing" or having a dream. This reminds me a lot of the flow of time in the movie Inception from back in the day. It's really freaking cool. Lastly, I have begun to see signs of them popping up here and there in music and everyday life. Little signs. Little omens. Since I was using this as an experimental hyper sigil for reasons I won't disclose here, it's nice to have really uncomfortable and fun brushes with the loosening of the veil. Chaos magick works, and I am a blissful dumbass for taking the experiment this far. I have no intention of ending it now. I may achieve my desired metamorphosis in this timeline.
small shifts in stimuli are surprisingly simple to do and can do wonders for your mental state
holding yourself accountable and tearing yourself down are two different things