Notice Me - Tumblr Posts
Curse you. May you have a wonderful morning. May you plan a great trip to the beach and execute that plan perfectly. And then, when you enter the water, may the seafoam cling to your knees. May it consume you in its all encompassing wrath. I hope you reduce to nothing but algal bloom.
Ugh he's so beautiful I don't even care if he ignores me and doesn't follow me back. But that doesn't mean he doesn't notice me.
Hello my dear friends, I’m here to announce that I have opened a Patreon
My life long dream is working as an illustrator, but is not easy. I hope I can get some support while I try to make myself known.
I want to share more with you guys more Zelda Comics (I have planned even a short story!) and I wish I could keep posting them twice a week.
For my Patreons I want to give 3 request per month + the poster shipped to you, and hopefully soon I’ll be able to give you more gifts for your support.
I hope you could support me!
Thanks for reading
If you cannot support I hope you can reblog this post and my art, that will be supper helpful!
The Ink DeMonth by @halfusek
Day 3: «Stuck»
I hate how you bring her up. You say you feel love towards me. Much different than when you were with her. You liked her. But you love me. It doesn’t feel that way. You bring her up every now and then. At first it didn’t bother me. I liked the feeling that you chose me after. But then you told me the experiences you have had together. Something stirred inside me. It’s dark and bitter. It grows every time you mention her. The idea that we’ve barely had time to hang out with each other because of this stupid stupid lockdown and that you’ve experienced other things with her... I hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
I HATE IT.
I cancel out all the noise in my head with heavy music. Music I’ll never show you so that I’ll love it forever. How dare I tear down my own heart for you? How dare I remove every barrier for you and every wall and tell you everything I’ve wanted to hear? How dare I let that warm feeling spread all through out me and take over my logic. How dare I pour my heart and soul into complimenting you and all I get is “pretty”. How could I. How could I fail myself. How could I still want to spend every minute with you? How can I still want to see your face and send selfies to hope to get complimented by you? How can I still want to drop little hints of my interests and stories in hope to interest you and to finally explain to someone my favorite characters? But they don’t. You don’t ask questions about me, how I’m doing. Everything feels one sided. Like I put in most of the effort. Maybe I want to be told that I’m special. That I matter.
But now I lay back and drown out everything. I’ll take all my feelings in my chest and quietly organize them in a box. I’ll store it in the back of my mind beneath my worst memories. I’ll never bring them back.
