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BLACK HOLE — C.CH (TEASER)
— pairing: choi chanhee x gender neutral reader
— summary: when you left, you took a part of chanhee with you. now you’re the only person who can give it back
— genre: exes to ??, angst, some fluff maybe :D
— teaser wc: 689
— full fic wc: 10k ish
— warnings: profanities, chanhee smokes
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“drinking when you have an eight a.m. rehearsal seems like a bad idea.”
bad idea. bad idea. it seemed like coming outside was one of those, as well.
after all this time, and everything you had been through, the smoothness to chanhee’s voice still went straight through you.
where it used to feel warm and engulfing, it now felt like a stab to the chest. especially when he used the same tone for you that he used for strangers.
you supposed you were strangers now. “i’m full of bad ideas.”
there was no response for a moment, but then a hum. “you always have been.”
braving it, you spun on your heel so that your back was against the railing. no longer looking out at the garden, you were able to see chanhee in all his glory, leant casually against the wall as though this entire situation hadn’t felt straight out of a story book.
good was probably an understatement for how he looked. now, you got to see him in his entirety, no moving figures or conversation distracting you, and your breath hitched in your throat.
he stayed still for a moment, allowing you to scan his body, and you did an awful job at hiding your were doing just that. you dragged your gaze down the lines of his neck, scanning his chest and his face, before you attention was pulled when he moved once more to bring your least favourite thing between his lips.
boldly, chanhee looked you straight in the eye as he took a drag from the cigarette he held, shamelessly making a point as the two of you stood alone.
you remembered nights talking about it, how badly you hated smoking. perhaps it was rooted in your family’s own bad habits, or perhaps it was just because it was disgusting, but you had been very vocal in your relationship about disgust for the habit. seeing chanhee doing it in front of you was a bigger punch to the gut than any screaming match ever could have been.
it was a true reminder of what you had ruined.
“smoking is disgusting.” you couldn’t resist the comment, watching chanhee exhale another puff of smoke into the air.
“tough habit to break.” was chanhee’s only response, and the way it rattled your bones unnecessarily made you want to scoff.
it hurt, truthfully. and you couldn’t explain why. up until a week ago, you hadn’t thought about chanhee in months. you had moved on, thought you were finally getting over the thing that you ruined, only for him to show up at your university, in your cohort, and remind you of every ache you had ignored for so long.
you didn’t expect him to have any respect for you, not after the way you treated him in the end, but this was the biggest punch to the gut. you would rather him have slandered your name to everyone you knew than start smoking. not when that could damage him, too.
fitting, you supposed. the new image seemed complete with a cigarette in his hand. that only made you hate it even more, no matter how good he looked.
“why did you come here?” you asked bluntly, not even bothering to tiptoe around the topic.
chanhee looked less than surprised that you asked. “you’re not the only one with dreams, y/n.”
shaking your head, you watched as he stumped the butt of the cigarette out on the wall, neatly placing it in a container nearby. “not just here - not just seoul. why to my university? why to this party?”
a quick blink, then chanhee looked away, but there was a burdened smile toying on his lips. “honestly? to the university, because i didn’t think you’d still be here. you seemed so set on living your own life after all.” the poignant reference to your final words to him – the need to live your own life – stung. “here tonight? for the exact same reason you had your arms around juyeon earlier.” he laughed quietly, but it was cold and nothing like what you remembered. “to be petty.”
ೃ⁀➷ a/n: see you in a week or so ^-^
PERMANENT TAGLIST: @pockyandme @changmin-wrlds
TAGLIST FOR THIS FIC: @changminurheart from that time forever ago i mentioned this
Tgcf fake fake dating au where xie lian and hua cheng are actors from rival agencies who get cast in the same movie and their agencies decide that a great way to drum up publicity for the movie would be to have a dating scandal between them. Xie lian and hua cheng then have to pretend they haven't been secretly married for 4 years now
A couple months after the movie releases they have a messy "breakup"
A year later xie lian's contract with his agency expires and he chooses not to renew it. In his first interview after his retirement, the interviewer asks which of his performances he's most proud of, and he answers "my break-up with hua cheng"
The interviewer asks if it's true then that they had been faking their relationship.
Xie lian has a shit-eating grin on his face as he finally reveals that he and hua cheng have been in a relationship for ten years now and have a 2 year old daughter together
Cursed modern HC design but instead of jingly boot chains he just has decorative croc pins.
95z: as your elementary classmate
❀ : kids!95z au 😼 can be read as platonic
✿ : mentions of pinching (joshua) , food etc. just imagine the kid version of them here!
🐈⬛ : changing my layout for 1982272727 time
Seungcheol: he's the type of classmate who would tell other kids that "hey! Thats bad because teacher said so!" Type of way. So when he's seated next to you he watches your EVERY move. He would raise his eyebrow at you when he hears a teeny tiny noise of your chips being opened during class hours, but all that aside he's a very caring seatmate and classmate. He would share his lunch with you if you don't have one—although that only happens once or twice a week he would pretty much get a hang of it and might start doing it daily as long as you don't have lunch with you, he's willing to share. (even during class hours)
Bonus: he definitely have a Lightning McQueen bag and those toy watch that he flexes on you.
Jeonghan: he's the type of classmate who made you cry because of his teasing. Even if he's two or a row away from you he would still get your attention. And when he became your seatmate, he's not the type of classmate who talks with you during class hours BUT he's passing you notes and then snickering/giggling, causing you two to get caught. The teacher confiscated the paper and turns out you two are just playing XOXO when the truth is he hid the original paper and prepared the XOXO paper because he knew that any moment you two would get caught. And this goes on until 4th grade, very slick Jeonghan. Despite his teasing, he would help you with the seatworks SECRETLY. It's like your whole elementary days with him you two are on an undercover mission, but this obviously didn't last long unlike the XOXO paper.
Bonus: before he passed notes to you, he already had xoxo paper stuck up to his ass.
Joshua: he's the type of classmate who had no enemies. Like I mean it. So when he became your seatmate he just ◠‿◠ on you and then proceeds to listen to the teacher. During lunch he would talk to you, asking questions about what you think about the boy in front of you that has a bald spot on his hair?, the girl who always rolls her noisy roller bag? and so on. But here's the catch; although he may seem like a sweetheart. Don't get fooled because when this boy gets comfortable with you, he would pinch you under the table (lightly) causing you to squeak and getting scolded by your teacher. But he stopped once the teacher told him that he would move you to different seats and he doesn't want his best friend to move seats! Like Jeonghan, he would help you with seatworks smoothly that the teacher didn't even noticed it. As long as you gave him your cinnamoroll pencil he would help you.
Bonus: he has those 2 floor(idk how u call it) pencil case FULL of cinnamoroll
@kstrucknet
🐈⬛: IK I DIDN'T PUT THIS ON MY PIN BUT expect more things like this to happen (random posting)
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