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What to write about and when will I add some water theme photos? Well, I am taking things as I like it.. I don't want to pressure myself or approach this posts as a job
Anyway, what comes to mind...
A blue, tall mountain towering in front of me. Is there a way to reach it? If I was a snowman could I slide through the snow easily and reach it more fastly? Actually, I think I would rather be a reindeer and trot to it, in my own pace and looking at the scenery around me. There are small villages on the pathway, a big lake with a long bridge shining in the night, a small forest with young trees and a clearing near the base of the mountain.
For now I will continue walking around the villages and observe the details. What I usually like to observe is all the little things that bring a certain atmosphere, in this case a calm, colourful and creative one. At least during midday, though it is probably more noisy (let's say hectic) during other times of the day. Looking at the lamps makes me feel lighthearted and curious. Most of them have a white light burning in a frame of coloured glass and are adorned with abstract, elongated decorations made of iron. The colours of the glass vary, there are shades of cyan, light orchid, crimson, lemon yellow, sea green and dusty grey. As a kid, I would probably spend time staring at them and wondering what fairy put those lights there. Actually, in a way I am doing that now. The lamps are part of the energy moving through the streets during the day and more mysterious and flickery during the night.
The houses are ellipse shaped with a sloping roof and mostly coloured in grey. Though, the first thing I actually notice after the lamps is the floor on the main street, it has yellow tiles and a few flowery patterns that appear in a line from time to time. The borderline, or the part in front of houses and shops is covered with small, blue tiles. Already, the colours invigorate my soul and motivate me to take part in a creative workshop. Oh, there is one involving flower arrangement tomorrow, that is what the poster said.. Well, I guess that is for travellers, because I can see the folk here know how to do that, I can see that by looking at the plants on the balconies and vases in the shops. There is balance and rhythm in the arrangement, but there can also be some fun chaos and surprising combinations. The shops and people are a story for themselves, but for now I will mention one more thing. And that is the sounds... I have heard in the afternoon the refined and clear sound of flute, the muffled or bright sound of drums and the music created by drinking glasses. I have enjoyed the melodies, but what also surprised me are the church bells. During the day I have heard a rhytmic and pulsating chime coming from them that shocked me for the first time I heard it and in the evening it becomes a hushed melody. The last chime is the most quiet one and it has been able to lull me to sleep nicely.
Paranoia, pt. 4: Fix one problem, start another
Long story short, the doctor determined that nothing was wrong with my body. Between a blood test (I hate needles), a shock test on my arm (that really hurt), and some sort of heart-impulse-scan-thing (why aren't more tests easy like this one was), he found nothing threatening. However, I do have minor arrhythmia, and that was likely triggering the attacks.
The panic attacks themselves concerned my doctor for a different reason. He said that I was likely experiencing abnormally high levels of stress because of school, with no regular way to work it off (I didn't exercise). So, to kill two birds with one pill, he prescribed a beta blocker that slows the heart down, reducing both anxiety and arrhythmia. He also prescribed exercise, which I never got the chance to do.
The pill, however, worked wonders! I felt more like myself than I had in months, and my stress levels dropped to manageable levels. Most of my friends immediately noticed a difference in my demeanor - and the best part, I had no more panic attacks! (Well, there was one near the beginning, but it was from not being used to it yet.) On the whole, I was incredibly relaxed.
...Too relaxed, in fact. So relaxed that I didn't worry about my schoolwork as much. And at my gifted school, not worrying about work runs a risk of getting kicked out.
Let's not gloss over the facts here: I nearly didn't graduate. Cutting the dosage in half didn't change my predicament. I honestly should not have graduated at all, especially with how many papers I pushed beyond their due dates and how many minor assignments I simply didn't do.
It wasn't just school, either - I didn't feel like doing anything, even my own hobbies. By day I was too relaxed to care, while by night, as the effects wore off, I became uselessly frustrated with myself. Yet I knew I needed the medicine; the alternative was much worse.
Somehow, I managed to scrape by. I think the staff took pity on me or something. Over that summer before college, nothing got better in terms of complacency. It was a great relaxation period from the stress of school, but I spent it doing little more than scouring the Internet.
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Poolhouse Poolhouse St Louis Large rustic backyard pool house idea made of stamped concrete.