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I found Razis gay brother and he is beautiful!

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媽，我好想你…

I spent a lot of my childhood growing up in Taiwan, and for Mother’s Day we were taught that carnation flowers had different meanings based on colors. Each one of us would get a different colored flower based on our family situations. Red colored carnations meant your mother was doing well and healthy. Yellow carnations meant your mother was ill or had other issues. And, finally…white carnations meant that your mother had passed away.

Sketch of Renzei Feng from Villainous Nights holding a white carnation for Inktober 2018, Day 3.

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I'm writing Fan fiction like a maniac lately, I hope I can find the motivation to tape them into Tumblr soon XD

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I don’t know much about the world, but it seems like if you take #queen of thieves and add it to #renzei feng, you end up with #ash winters.

I'm crying, this is so cruel. I just want him to be happy like this again

That frisbee scene at the park in Razi’s route made me want to draw a young Renzei. Remember last October I drew a pic of Renzei holding a white flower? I hope in Havenfall timeline he’s able to give his mom a red flower for Mother’s Day.

Lovestruck is really coming at my feelings like this

PRIDE 2021

Last month was Asian American Pacific Islander heritage month, so I drew a buncha characters. I was planning this giant panoramic poster of Asian American Pacific Islander LGBTQ+ characters in the game for this month, cause it’s Pride month.

There’s a lack of Asian American Pacific Islander LGBTQ+ content. Also not a lot of accurate portrayals in media. It’s really cool to see all these relatable characters in the game. If you’re interested in reading these stories, here’s a list of the characters and series. Please correct me if anything is wrong!

Ever After Academy  Male MC (gay), Half Indonesian Female MC (bisexual), Half Indonesian

Sin w/ Me MC (bisexual), Chinese American Malakai Collins (demisexual), Pacific Islander

Villainous Nights Renzei Feng (pansexual), Chinese American Andi Kim (lesbian), Korean American

Wicked Lawless Love Fiona Eichen (lesbian), Half Korean

Queen of Thieves Vivienne Tang (lesbian), Half Vietnamese Half Taiwanese

Castaway! Love’s Adventure MC (bisexual), Pacific Islander Serena Zhang (lesbian), Chinese American

(PS: If you’re interested in a pretty accurate portrayal of Asian Americans LGBTQ+, I can recommend a movie called “Saving Face”. It’s a romantic comedy about a lesbian couple that takes place in New York.)

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I had this joke renting inside my head for months. 

I came up with this short fanfic and quick painting of Renzei holding flowers. You know he wouldn’t miss Mother’s Day, he’s a good son. 😢 

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It’s been a year since Renzei and I took a cross country road trip to New York. We’ve made a new home, a new life. Apparently Robin’s mother had an extra condo in Astoria.

“She gave it to Renzei and I as a wedding gift.”

I sneeze and wrinkle my nose.

“Ugh, spring and flowers are beautiful, but allergies aren’t!”

Looking outside, the flowers are in full bloom. I can’t believe it’s been a whole year. I smile as I notice Renzei’s reflection appear in the window. He gently places his hands on my shoulders and plants a soft kiss to the top of my head.

Renzei lingers, I feel him take a deep breath, voice soft like the warm sunlight coming through the window.

“It’s time to go. Duke said everything is prepared for us.”

I nod and place my hand over his, gently locking my fingers with his, I turn and plant a tender kiss to the top of his knuckles.

“Okay.”

We arrive at the airport and begin to board Duke’s private jet. Renzei hesitates a bit before boarding, but I gently catch his hand.

“Are you sure you’re ready to go back? We don’t have to if you don’t feel comfortable.”

Renzei nods and smiles at me.

“I’m fine as long as you’re with me. Thanks for always being here for me. Through the bad and the good.”

It’s a short flight to San Francisco. We take the train downtown.

There are flower vendors set up everywhere, the airport, the streets, every corner shop. Renzei and I walk hand in hand. He takes his time to select flowers, a bouquet of white chrysanthemums, and a bouquet of red ones.

We pass by his childhood neighborhood and I smell fresh baked goods, roasting meats hanging in shop windows. Renzei exits one of the shops holding a pink cardboard box tied with a white string.

“Sorry for the wait, I’m ready.”

Another train ride and we’ve arrived in Colma. It’s been a whole year, but Renzei makes his way towards his family. Clearing the overgrown grass, revealing 5 gravestones each etched with his apology, his guilt.

Renzei kneels down at one of the larger gravestones, setting down the pink cardboard box on the ground. He takes a deep, calming breath.

“Happy Mother’s Day.”

Renzei closes his eyes for a moment, hands clasped together in deep prayer. I give him all the room he needs. Soon enough, he looks behind at me and smiles.

I kneel next to him and together, we lay the white chrysanthemums at the foot of the gravestone.

Flower language, Renzei’s favorite. Sometimes we just don’t have words to describe what we’re feeling.

Renzei pulls the string on the pink cardboard box from the bakery to reveal one of his favorite childhood snack, egg tarts.

I remember he told me that even though his mother was super busy, she’d always make time to get him, and his siblings an egg tart each. Renzei would end up giving his egg tart to his youngest sister. He loved his siblings so much.

Renzei takes an egg tart and sets it on the ground next to the white flowers before offering another prayer. He takes the rest and sets one at each of his siblings’ gravestones.

He speaks in a tender, soft voice.

“My family.”

The bouquet of red flowers, still resting behind me on the ground. Renzei slowly gets up and picks them up, before kneeling next to me. A warm smile slowly curves on his lips as he looks at me tenderly.

Placing a hand on my lower belly, rubbing in circles softly and offering me the bouquet of red flowers.

“Our family.”

We’re married, but I feel a warm blush creep into my face. Renzei always has a poetic way of planning out everything. I remember he said white flowers were for children who had lost their mothers and red flowers were for children whose mothers were alive and well.

Renzei smiles ever so fondly at me, warm hand still on me, as if he’s trying to feel our child’s heartbeat.

“You’ll make a great mother. I know it, I feel it.”

“Happy Mother’s Day, my wife.”

The End

(A day late, but Happy Mother’s day to all the Lovestruck story moms!)

Nov 5th was Renzei's birthday! I wanted to give him and the MC a wedding drawing since we never got one.

Imagining an older Renzei and VN MC doing wedding photography in front of the Brooklyn Bridge in New York. I imagine Renzei with his hair combed back a bit, slight facial hair, but aging like fine wine. Meanwhile, Monarch keeps her canon look, but even more beautiful.