Same As It Ever Was - Tumblr Posts
something i realized over the years is that despite wanting to kill myself, i don't actually wanna die. far from it actually. i want to live. i want to experience all the things i always wanted to do. i want to see the world. i want to look in the mirror one day and say "im happy i stayed". i want to get better. i want to live a life free from the shackles this mental illness has kept me in. but sometimes that darkness in my brain just overtakes that hope for a better future and all i'm left with is the thought that it will never get better.
— i want to live, but not like this.
And you may ask yourself, “Well, how did I get here?”
i might have just done something great
anyone else been letting the days go by? letting the water hold you down?
Rare blinkies
idk if these are actually rare these are just some blinkies I've only come across once or twice when browsing resources and neocities.
anyone else been letting the days go by? letting the water hold you down?