Im Just Tired - Tumblr Posts
In a land of work, and a time of capitalism the paycheck of a odd teen rests in the porcelain of a borrowed coffee cup. His name...
Caffeine.
I cant take this anymore, i just cant. Everything is falling apart and im just freaking out. What am i doing with my life?!?!?!??!?!
Sometimes I just feel so lost. Like, how am i supposed to know what i wanna do with my life before my 20s?? How do i know if im in the right place, doing the things that will "lead me to sucess"? Is there a thing that you do that guarantees you a great future? Or every bad thing is a part of the process also?
I should probably start following that rule. I give way too many chances.
I have always had a rule to never try twice. I give the benefit of the doubt once. People deserve an opportunity to prove themselves.
Well in this case I was burned. For some stupid fucking reason I tried again. I was given reassurances and promises. Yet here I am, almost $1000 thrown away and days off work confirmed.
I’m not taking words anymore, everyone is suspect. It’s no longer my rule to never try twice, it’s law.
cw for transphobia
I'm so tired. I was told by my cousin today that it dosnt matter if I change the way I look I'm still a girl (I'm trans ftm). I forget sometimes that people hate me for existing. I forget that who I am is "just a phase". I forget that people out there maliciously use my deadname just to hurt me. I wish I could just be and not have to worry about keeping who I am a secret. I'm just tired.
Tired of being tired and gay? This simple trick can change that.
Just be gay and tired.
The fake therapy sessions people have in their heads are just mental vibe checks
Sad cats for the existential dread of Sunday
I don't care who Sir Cadian is. I'm going to sleep and wake up whenever I want
something i realized over the years is that despite wanting to kill myself, i don't actually wanna die. far from it actually. i want to live. i want to experience all the things i always wanted to do. i want to see the world. i want to look in the mirror one day and say "im happy i stayed". i want to get better. i want to live a life free from the shackles this mental illness has kept me in. but sometimes that darkness in my brain just overtakes that hope for a better future and all i'm left with is the thought that it will never get better.
— i want to live, but not like this.
I think im annoying him :/
Crimes u have committed:
1nCest
Shoplifting
Blackmail
Identity theft
Speeding
Theft
Vandalism
And maybe more stuff :P
Im an awful person tbh
Most of these were unintentional or I did when I was little so don't come for me!
TMW when you have had 3 breakdowns in the last week.
Well, this a new low for me.
Saw Tommys newest video and. I want to cry and throw up and uvcggeccgucsd
To people who sent a request I will work on them this week. I'm sorry for taking so long, I've just been tired and busy. I hope I can complete all the asks this week but can't promise anything. Again I apologize and hope y'all have a great weekend! <3
hellooo! im not quiet sure if my request for chishiya x reader in the king of diamonds game sent thru, if it didn’t i can send it again 🤍
'hii can i request for chishiya x gn!reader? where reader is his s/o and kind of sacrifices themselves to let him win in the king of diamonds game? thankyouuu' if that is the ask then yes. Sorry I am slow I'm just exhausted and there are a lot of requests and it's a bit overwhelming. Feel free to still ask but just know I'm gonna be slow to update.
People I’m begging, I’m pleading, please for the love of god tag your omegaverse fics correctly so those of us that are really trying to be polite and just quietly stay away can properly avoid them. I mean no judgement wolf it up or whatever just please tag properly
I know I piss and moan about boomers being retarded about cars but it turns out that's actually most people who like to "tune". The only people worth listening to are the dweebs with a laptop and headphones listening for detonation as they adjust spark advance 0.1° and, somehow, this is even worse