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Let Simon Riley Cry 2024 ~ @themotherofhorses
OlderBf!Simon ~ @heavenbarnes
Pizza ~ @euno11a
This is... Love? [Smut] ~ @codtrashsammy
Marriage ~ @void-my-warranty
Smitten ~ @tojisun
He's Drunk :/ ~ @notspiders
Edibles ~ @httpsghostie
Viking!Simon [Dad!Simon] ~ @dante-mightdie
Can't Get It Up ~ @heavenbarnes
Can't Perform ~ @euno11a
Body Type ~ @oceantornadoo
Old Wound [Hurt/Comfort?] ~ @cntloup
Rough Mission ~ @lunarduty

I am excited for ghost and helen car ride đ we need more sass and snark hehe
Simon âGhostâ Riley x F!Reader (Helen!Reader)
an: just a little something for a Saturday đ

He doesnât elaborate on why heâs here instead of Soap, not when he loads the car, not even when the tyres hit the open road.
No explanation provided an hour in or after your twoâs pit-stop-fuck. It niggled, tightened in the back of your mind that he was keeping things from you that he could tell you. Something he promised heâd never to do.
But then, you equally had promised not to put yourself in danger, and here you were accepting a mission not necessary for a medic.
You had ways of pulling information from Ghost, and even ways of retrieving it from Simon.
Both begin in the same way, following a similar pattern: indifference. You lull him into believing telling you would be better than whatever the fuck youâre doing. A bribe, an exchange.
Your chosen play was to keep messing with the radio volume and station until it wound him up. Watching his eyes dart in your direction, even if you never met them. His hips shifted periodically, making your eyes stare at the thighs youâd between your own only hours ago.
That was his playâhis line of defence: his ridiculous body and his ridiculous way of knowing every inch of yours.
Except, heâd played his hand too soon. Your knickers are still in his pocket, and his cum is still very much inside of you. So, you turned the volume up another two notches, wondering how tight his jaw was under the thin fabric on his face.
You canât assume youâre getting to him.
Thatâs how you fail. But, the volume is piercing your ears, so you have to wonder if it is for him. The songs neither of you know blaring, filling the small space with sounds both irritating to you, and him.
So, naturally, you turn it up again. Almost pulling your hand back when his wraps around yours, gripping it with enough purpose to tell you youâre getting to himâbut not enough to hurt.
âYou not like that song?â
âEnough, Helen. For fuck sake.â
You grin, keeping score as the sun sets. The ambient temperature lessens as the breezes rushes through both of your open windows. Allowing clothes to fall away from damp skin as the low light catches the metal in the car and the metal on his left handâthe evidence of your cover.
A story not far from the truth. One youâd supposed to be spinning with Soap, and not your actual lover.
Soap would also have been bare faced.
âIâd have been fine with Soap, if thatâs what you were worried about.â
His hands tightens on the steering wheel. âWasnât worried.â
âAnd, as good as his singing is, it wouldnât have swayed me from your broody nature. In case, youâre jealous that heâd get to spend two to three days with me.â
He shoots you a glareâeyes standing out due to the lack of paint around them. The same ones you see when heâs bare to you, all walls down, and willing to let you in.
Pieces of truth slide into place in front of your eyes, the puzzle almost readableâalmost identifiable.
âHow you going to be explain the balaclava, hubby?â
You watch for him tensing at the affectionate name. He doesnât. If anything, he doesnât react at all. Likely knowing itâs what you wantâthat right now the best the two of you have is fighting and fucking to make up for it.
He wonât tell you whatâs wrong, and youâre already bored of him being difficult.
âTell them Iâm ugly. Warn âem Iâm doing them a favour by keepinâ it on.â
You smirk, letting your head roll back on the seat as the breeze whips your hair around your neck. âNext to me, they wonât believe that.â
âBit full of yourself, Helen.â
âIf I remember, Iâma bit full of you.â
âWatch it.â
Snorting, you roll your head to look at him. âOr what? Youâll pull over and stuff more of yourself in me⊠cause Iâll tell you now, Simon. Iâd like that too much for it to be a punishment.â
âYouâre something else.â
âItâs why you married me, remember?â
âEngaged, Helen,â he snarls, and your eyes narrow at his side-profile and his tone.
Because you know that, know that the two of you havenât quite crossed that line just yet. But for this⊠youâre married. A lie that youâll need to spin when you reach the end of this particular half of the journey.
You almost saying that, it fermenting on the tip of your tongue.
But his hand takes yours again, clutching it, weaving his bare fingers in between yours. And you let the words die, wilt and fade. Beginning to maybe see what may have been bothering him.
Maybe.
the effect you have
simon 'ghost' riley x f!reader
(helen!reader/ medic!reader)
wc: 2.5k warnings: helen and simon post proposal as things shift for helen. bit of angst, bit of fluff, bit of reader struggling, mainly softer!ghost. summary: ghost enjoys how you always look up at him like heâs something specialâlike he matters. itâs evolved and transformed in time. a softer look in your eyes now when you stare at him, your hand gripping his cheek
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You remembered when he had ignored you like he hated you.Â
Doing so intentionally as if proving to himself that it meant nothing outside of the moments he pulled you into dark corners.
Even if it was he who lifted the maskâbrushed his chapped lips over your neck, blew his breath over your skin until it prickled and raised.
It meant something now.
Seeing the evidence of it as you remove your glovesâeyes catching the ring he placed on your left hand. It had meant something for longer than it had been there, pulsing around the two of you.Â
When heâs not on base, your memories are what keep you warm until he returns. Remembering how his bare fingers had felt fanned over your hip, the sound of how his slow breaths had filled the air, darkness blanketing the room as you wished the night never ended.Â
Youâre growing tired of spending more hours away from him than together. Not just because you miss him, but because youâre tired, drainedâŠ

Thereâs a calmness Ghost feels when youâre close.
As though, by seeing you, he doesnât need to look for you or wonder if youâre safe, if youâre unharmed and your heart is beating.Â
He doesnât believe it when people tell himâhe has to see it. He needs to. Otherwise, the little voice grows louder until itâs shouting, shrieking and using his skull as a hammer.Â
Itâs different when heâs alone with you. Then, he likes how you look when youâre under him.Â
Ghost enjoys how you always look up at him like heâs something specialâlike he matters.Â
Itâs evolved and transformed in time. A softer look in your eyes now when you stare at him, your hand gripping his cheekâor on his shoulderâwhen he curls his fingers inside you.Â
He relishes in watching you come apart. He likes knowing itâs him thatâs doing itâthat he gets to for as long as thereâs air in his lungs, and youâll have him.Â
Simon likes that he barely has to lift his mask over his nose before your lips find hisâhungrily, desperately like you crave him. As though you want to consume and be consumed.Â
Almost like you donât understand that youâd consumed him so long ago. Youâd left a hole in him that added to the many others.Â
It was just that yours could be filledâand filled it was, when Ghost managed to hold you again. When years ran their course, and you were there, showering the air with your laugh, smile and wit.Â
He thinks heâll deserve you. Ponders over it when you're lying in front of him, thinking how youâre a literal piece of art when youâre spread in front of him. When your limbs are bare, thereâs the lightest sheen on your skin.Â
He knows every curve, every scar. He knows the feel of every part of your body. He knows how your smile feels under his thumb and the tears under his knuckles.Â
Every part of you, every emotionâheâs seen. Heâs held you close and pulled you even closer. Heâs watched you fall apart and placed shards of you back into place.Â
Not out of obligation, but needâwant.Â
The same as you do to him, for him. Both of you have become excellent puzzlers over the years. Each time heâs been granted the pleasure of fucking you, heâd committed it. Written over what he managed to mentally absorb, ensuring he has the perfect render of you living in his dreams.Â
Ghost still did it now, even though now youâre his. You chant it like a prayer when he pulls you close.
Yours. Yours. Yours.Â
His beaconâthe light that leads him. Youâre his moon, his sunâthe thing he never wanted to orbit but does all the same. He wonât admit it. Not a whisper of it. Not any of that or that youâre his escape, a welcomed retreat. Something dangerous in the day and sweeter at night.Â
Heâs always loved that about you. That when the day is done, your walls come down. The fire inside of you slowly smothered so people could get close. Heâd walk through your flames if they ever rose around him, storm through until he stared at the soul in the middle.Â
He wouldnât lose you again.Â
Wouldnât squander the chance of being loved by you.
Itâs why his eyes linger on the ring on your finger. The one that had been a welcomed weight in his vest, but suits being on your hand even more.Â
The hand which is splayed across his stomach, the sun slowly rising, shimmering its orange hue across his base room.Â
âI can hear you thinking, Simon.âÂ
His lips twitch as he closes his eyes. Wanting another minute, another hour, another day.Â
âGo back to sleep.â

You look for him in your nightmares.Â
The ones which happen nightly, more frequently than theyâve ever done.Â
Your hands are dripping with cherry red, the sound of a flatline being the soundtrack until he arrives. You expect him, need himâpractically call for him even if your dream-lips donât part, and your dream-chords donât scream. You wish for him, secretly plucking a chord for him to arrive.Â
And he does.Â
Whether itâs his projection appearing to pull you from the darkness, no mask on his face as the shadows and smoke swirl around his boots. Whether itâs his hand spraying across your body, pulling you back to the physical world.Â
He saves you, over and over. Â
Your map home, your light, your reason.Â

Sometimes he feels he can keep you safe.
He pulls you from your dreams, when youâre sweating, shaking and whimpering. He holds you when your eyes mist over, your light flickering as he guides you to the shower, watching crimson wash down the drain.Â
Other times, he wonders if heâs imprisoned youâshackled you to a life he canât protect you from.Â
Irrespective of him, youâre in the centre of dangerâa member of 141, all the same. Your hands keep the team together, doing your bit to keep the wheels turning and the operations ticking.Â
He has no part to play in you still being here. Thatâs a choice you make, and one he has nothing but respect for. But itâs outside of that.Â
When he watches you trace his scars in a shoddy bed or when you say nothing but tighten your fingers when the two of you walk down a street, off duty. Itâs those moments he wonders if heâs trapped youâmade you carry his fears, carry the weight of his grief.Â
Doubt rears its head then, smothering over nicer moments as he wonders if the past will take away his future. Whether heâs condemned you to a half-life because thereâs only half of him left.Â
He feels it when thereâs a noise in the darkness. The flat the two of you live in groaning and creakingâwhether it's the pipes or the floorboards. It grips his heart, and makes him kick his legs from the sheets. A need to keep you safe, to protect.Â
There are times you find him, sleep in your eyes, weariness in your bones as you take his forearm and pull him back to bed. Others, he returns to find you curled in on yourself, a need to pull you close, feeling your warmth smother over him as he tries to close his eyes.Â
That same feeling roars when heâs running through the dirt, kicking up dust, yanking his comms from his ears. He hears you call for someone through the comms, your whimper, your pleading.Â
Ghost knows why you donât call for him. Heâs the reason you donâtâhis silent request you abide without ever being asked.Â
And that fills him with fury, the fear exploding into a panicked rage that would give him the strength to tear whoever came in his way. Heâd rip through it, themâwhatever attempted to stop him, person, moment, worldâin two.Â
Something in him taking over, the killer in him, the Ghost. That part of him dispatching one after the other as they fall, allowing Simon to hunt for his Helen.Â
Youâve been hurt before. Too many times for his liking. Heâs stroked his fingers over the scars, and traced them with the tip of his tongue. His ears have captured whimpers that turned into moans. He should be used to it, but he never is.
The twist in his chest at the sight of you on the floor, knocked back from an explosion you should never have been near. Still, your eyes land on his. Finding himâseeking him. Lips parted, hand to the back of your headâ
Even concussed, you look for him.Â
A sight and thought which renders him breathless. Something which stirs in him, making him find you, even in the middle of an operation. Heâd do what he needed to do, take the lives that were necessary, and collect or extract what was required of him before. Â
Itâs what youâd want. And heâs also nothing but dedicated to the cause. But after, when the main objective is complete, he will begin his second. You curl into him, finding the spot you usually have when the two of you are aloneâpulling you close, not caring about the odd looks, as he lifts you easily.Â
âKeep your blood in you, Helen.â âRoger that, Ghost.â
Your eyes flick over him as though unsure if youâre dreaming or in reality. Keeping them on him, your training appearingâthe usual thing you tell those who youâre taking care of:
Eyes on me. Do not close them.
He doesnât need to tell it to you, doesnât need to remind you of your famous wordsâyouâre doing it already. Continuing to do so until youâre in a bed in your own workplaceâa machine beeping, white bandages covering you where necessary.Â
Sometimes he feels he can save you. Sometimes he feels heâs always too late.Â

Itâs gnawing.Â
Worsening, as you call another time of death again.Â
Like you have done constantly since the 141 had managed to hijack space on another base. Your expertise is needed in the medical area, watching more light fade from eyes than your heart can handle. The death is more constant than youâre used to.Â
Your hands are good, but not great; your brain is quick, but not quick enough.Â
Confidence wavering, determination squandered.Â
In truth, itâs the damage, the injuries too severe. But your mind is a liar, a cage of deceit that reminds you youâre not good at what you do. That you lose, over and over againâŠ

The reason heâs so goodâwhy he can and used to work aloneâis that he notices things.
Ghost spots things, the tiny flicker of reflection, the tyre marks, the kicked-up sand and oddly placed buildings when they scan satellite images.Â
Itâs why he knows youâre running on nothing. Something has changed inside of you. Something had been brokenâripped in two and left dangling, withering in your chest where hope once was.Â
Often, a break helped. You mended and sowed yourself back together with the same magical hands you save lives with. But the last two-week break at home didnât do that. Your body was small, curled up in bed for reasons he didnât like. The smile he loves to bottle stares at him, all forced and different at the edges.Â
He should have asked, but feelings arenât his strength. He fixes, builds and repairsâŠ
Ghost isnât sure how to fix this. How to heal you. So he doesnât, even if he should.Â
A part of him praying youâll blink one day on base, and heâll see the embers in your eyes. His prayers are unanswered, watching more of your fire being taken, more of your body slumping, a tiredness sleep couldnât fix.Â
âThink we should buy a house.â
âYeah?â
He nods, holding your hand in your office. Tired of watching you dwindle, shrink and wane. Forcing his way into your office, just like he always does. He waits for the usual smirk, pauses for it. Watching as he finds a soft smile there instead, replacing what he usually knows.
Heâll take it.Â
Fuck, heâd take anything you gave him. Forever lucky to have a speck of you, never mind all of you.
Rolling your hand between his gloves, he doesnât miss how you sigh contently. âSomewhere quiet. A fixer-upper.â
âYou gonna be fixing it up?âÂ
Smiling, he looks at you.Â
Does so until the seconds bleed into a minute, watching the walls come downâthe sheet of pretenceâwatching that tiredness return. The one you try to hide, but he sees all the same.Â
âThink yâcould do with a project.â
âYou do, huh?â
He grips your hand a little tighter, more purposeful. âItâs alright that sometimes enough, is enough. Yâknow?âÂ
He watches as you bite the inside of your lip, blinkingâa shimmer growing in your eyes as you try to hold it all back. He studies you and keeps his eyes fixed until you sweep your tongue across your bottom lip.Â
âIâll keep that in mind, Casper.âÂ
He nods, loosening his grip begrudgingly on your hand before he pulls it to his lips, pressing a soft kiss to your skin. Savouring the softness, feeling your ring under his thumb, before he lets it go, watching you, watch him.Â
âYou remember when you used to hate me?â
âNever hated you.â
Smirking, you fold your arms. Keeping your left handâthe one which sparklesâon the top. On display.
âJusâ wanted to keep you safe.âÂ
Your smirk drops, blending into a smile, as your head tilts and you let out a heavy breath. âI prefer how you keep me safe now than you did then.âÂ
He knows. Feels it too. Has kept you safe differently since he had you back then he did before. Then it was about keeping you out, now it's about keeping everyone else away.
Swallowing, he nods, picking up his balaclava from your desk, turning it in his hands as he stares at you. âMe too.âÂ
You drop your eyes, shoulders sinking as he stands from the chair. It creaks, the noise disrupting the quiet of the small room the two of you are hiding in as he begins to put his balaclava on.Â
âSimonâŠâ
He halts, the fabric coming down to his nose as you lean forward, pressing your lips to his before wiping a finger to remove any chapstick from his lips.Â
âYou should ask Soap to be your best man.âÂ
Snorting, he shakes his head. âNot a fuckinâ chance, Helen.âÂ
The fabric coming down over his face, the Ghost smothering over Simon as your fingers help slide the bottom into his top.Â
âI need to cut your hair when youâre back.â
"Thought y'said you're not doing that anymore."
Shrugging, your hand cups his fabric-covered cheek, his head turning, pressing his lips against it as he watches something light in your eyes.Â
âBe safe, need you back with me if weâre doing house viewings, Casper.âÂ
He smirks, hoping you can see it, lifting his hand up, showing one finger, then four, then three.Â

Woops just found my new love language... jar opening.
Ghost rushes to your aid, only this time, it's to help with a pickle jar.
âââââââââââââââââââââââ
âCâmere.â He orders, motioning with his hand.
You roll your eyes at him, although a slight grin forms on your lips.
âNo!â you retort as you turn your back to him.
He sighs, leans back into the kitchen chair, and crosses his arms in front of his chest. Although he still wears his skull mask, you can imagine a smug expression on his face as he observes your failed attempts at opening that pickle jar.
You wipe your hand on your trousers, then grasp the lid, using your other hand to stabilise the jar. You take a deep breath and hold it in as you squeeze and twist with all your might. But the darn thing doesnât budgeâan oddity since you opened that jar fairly easily yesterday.
âYou look like youâre about to fart.â
âShut up, Ghost.â You snap through gritted teeth.
âWhat you do clearly doesnât work,â he states firmly. âJust give me the fucking jar.â
You exhale, relax your grip and shoot him a threatening look.
âNo,â you snap again, pointing at him with the jar. âI got this.â
He lifts the fingers that are resting on his bicep and shakes his head.
âItâs too tight, love.â
âItâs not tight,â You reply and knock on the jarâs lid twice. âItâs stuck.â
âKnocking on the bloody lid?â He chuckles softly. âWhatâs next? Asking the pickles to open up from the inside?â
âStop making fun of me!â
âIâm not,â he replies softly. âIt just needs...â
â-a knife.â You interject.
He follows you with his eyes as you march over to the utensil drawer. You slide it open and pull a knife out.
âThatâs a bread knife.â He states.
âSo what?â You say, waving the knife, âBread knives are still knives.â
âThatâs not what I mean,â he replies. âThere are other ways to open that jar.â
âIâve tried other ways.â
âYou havenât tried mine.â He murmurs, seemingly unmoved, brushing lint from his thigh.
You roll your eyes again and place the jar on the kitchen counter. Ghost leans further back in his chair to get a better visual of what youâre about to do.
âYouâre going to get hurt.â He warns you.
You brush his statement off and focus on the jar. You stabilise it with one hand and put the bread knife between the glass and the lid with the other. You pull on the knife, trying to pry open a small opening. However, the knife loses grip and comes flying dangerously close to your ear.
Ghost pushes the chair with the back of his legs and mutters a sharp âfuckinâ hellâ as he rushes towards you.
âYou alright?â He asks and grasps your wrist.
âIâm fine,â You reply, defeated.
His hand lets go of your wrist and travels up to your neck. He inspects your ear, making sure youâre not hurt, then grasps your shoulder.
âWhy wonât you let me try?â He asks softly.
You sigh, grasp the jar, and slam it on the counter.
âBecause youâll make fun of me just like the others,â you murmur.
âThey make fun of you,â He says, pointing at the jar, âfor this?â
âFor my strength!â You elaborate. âWhy do you think this jar is so tight? Theyâre doing it on purpose, so I ask for their help.â
He chuckles and tightens the grip on your shoulder.
âNobody is doing that to the lids.â He comforts you. âThe refrigerator cools the container and makes the lid shrink.â
You shoot him a threatening side-eye.
âDonât gaslight me, Lieutenant.â
He throws his head back and sighs.
âAlright, alright,â he concedes, âeven if theyâre purposely tightening the lids, thereâs always a better way to unscrew it than hurting yourself.â
âLet me guess,â you sneer, âthe solution is to ask you to do it for me instead?â
âNo,â he replies, turning the faucet to the hot water. âIf you donât have the muscleââ
âHey!â
âIf you donât have the grip,â he corrects himself, âyou should use your brain instead. As a matter of fact, you should always use your brain first.â
He removes his glove and puts his hand under the faucet. He takes the jar and places the lid under the tap, allowing the water to run on it for a few seconds. Finally, he turns the faucet off, wipes the cap with a towel, and hands it to you.
âHere,â he says, âtry now.â
You take the jar and place your hand on the warm lid. You twist it, and it pops right open. You look at the loosened cap and throw it on the counter.
âThanks,â you murmur.
âNo need to thank me,â he replies softly. âYou did it.â
You study his eyes behind his mask; theyâre smiling. You extend that pickle jar to him.
âWant a pickle?â You ask and shrug one of your shoulders.
He shakes his head. âYou can have âem,â he says, gesturing towards the door. âI need to start the induction for the recruits.â
You nod as you watch him gather his belongings. He is one of the most ruthless operators on base, and youâve experienced the violence he is capable of causing on the battlefield. Yet, here he is, offering gentle guidance, advising you to âuse your brainâ instead of brute force. Not only that, but once he managed to work his way into the jarâclearly twisting the cap with that towel and loosening itâhe praised your âeffortsâ, claiming that âyou did it.â
You take a pickle from the container and put it in your mouth.
How many times has he assisted you behind the scenes, making things easier for you and rushing to your aid, only to later praise your work and efforts, even though he was the orchestrator behind it all? Is that the reason the other soldiers make fun of you?
You take another pickle from the jar and drive it to your mouth, only to stop midway.
The question youâre trying to answer is not how often he acted chivalrous towards you, but...
âWhy?â You shout as he walks towards the door, âWhy are you being so nice to me?â
He stops and turns to you, gripping the door frame. His eyes still smile, but another emotion is lingering behind them this time. He lifts his hand and points to the side of his head.
âUse your brain,â he replies before returning to the door and leaving the kitchen.
âââââââââââââââââââââââ

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simon 'ghost' riley x f!reader (delta) | smut, 18+ | 4.1k
summary: you, soap and gaz make a silly bet at ghost's expense for an invaluable prize.
cw: mw3 spoiler free. 141 ridiculousness, humour, attempts to remove the mask resulting in life threatening (not really) injury, mild exhibitionism if you squint, very talkative ghost, 'interrogation' wink wink, unprotected p in v sex, reference to f receiving oral.
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"Y'know, I'm sure as shit that L.t's got brown hair," Soap pipes up in the middle of the silence that had settled inside the safe house.Â
The members of Task Force 141 glance up one by one, querying eyes cast Soap's way as the guesstimated observation hangs in the air. It's louder than chopper blades, thudding against your skull and roaring in your ears as you attempt to recall the information you have on Ghost, what little physical attributes you can attribute to him. Each time, you hit a brick wall. The only image conjured in your minds-eye is the black voids of the mask's eyes and the piercing amber of his irises.Â
The wind howls outside, battering the windows with Wyoming snow and creeping in through the cracks in the panes. It makes a yowling sound as it slips through the crevices, carrying your memories of Ghost's appearance with it. He truly was like an apparition, there one moment, then gone altogether.Â

Gaz's brows crease in the middle, little crevices in the skin showing his mind working over the sentence.Â
"He doesn't," he eventually retorts, eyebrow cocked while shaking his head, "He's blonde."Â
"What makes you say that?" Price scoffs at his colleague's certainty, "You ever seen his face?"
The silence that follows makes the Captain chuckle. A wordless 'that's what I thought'.Â
"You willin' to bet on that?" Soap pushes Gaz with a lopsided smirk. There it is, that ridiculous playfulness that the Scotsman continuously let slip over coms. Simon had once reprimanded him for how it would get him killedâ you were almost certain if he continued down this path in particular, he'd be in a box by daylight.
"I am," Gaz counters thoughtlessly, a smug lilt to his tone as he leans the crown of his head back against the rotting wooden wall, "He's got blonde eyelashes. He's gonna have blonde hair."
"What're ya gettin' so close tae him for?" Soap grins wide, loading the new ammunition and hitting a bullseye on the first shot, "You been snoggin' him or somethin'?"
"Lads," Price warns. It's only one word, but it says a lot; 'he'll have your head.' All of you know Simon 'Ghost' Riley well enough to know it's not a joke. Seen enough of the mangled bodies he left behind to know it wouldn't be clean, either. More like he'd hack your skull from your neck, picking out the dullest blade that'd struggle to slot between vertebrae. Â
"Bets on, then," Soap continues, white teeth gleaming in the low light, "First to confirm gets the honour of shootin' Hassan between the eyes."Â
It's like throwing a match at a body doused in diesel.Â
                           â°
The parameters of this wager are as follows... First: the competition is between you, Soap and Gaz. Price was ruled automatically exempt the moment he admitted he had, indeed, seen Ghost's face. It was a revelation that caused quite a storm- and a promise from Gaz of ÂŁ100 if he'd tell.
The Captain, quite frankly, told him where to stick it.Â
Second: None of you could just ask Ghost himself. That was boring; no fun in that.Â
Thirdly, there are no other rules. Acquire the information by any means necessary to claim victory. Perhaps this rule should have been revised- because to say that 141's tactics for getting Ghost to reveal his face were a little unorthodox is an understatement of the highest order.Â
Despite his hulking frame, Ghost is like a cunning fox, cognizant of even the slightest changes in energy and hypervigilant of those approaching. The midnight void of his grease paint that frames his eyesockets contrasts the whites of his eyes as they dart back and forth between you all. He appears to have noted the devious scheming, practically hearing the cogs turning in your heads the moment he returned from his watch. Something is amiss, and you know Ghost knows it.Â
He says nothing.Â
Day One; the grumpy, black-clad special ops soldier sits back in his seat as he crosses his arms over his vast chest, cautiously observing the minute movements the three of you made. He'd bristled when Gaz stood from the sofa simply to enter another room, poised and ready to pounce at whatever fuckery the younger soldier would attempt.Â
"Hey, L.t.," Soap's drawl cuts through the humorously tense atmosphere in the room, and you brace yourself for his master plan. "When was the last time ye got a haircut?"
Ghost hesitates. Waits a beat. The silence stretches almost uncomfortably until he answers, thick, bassy voice almost booming in the box room. "What're you playin' at, Johnny?"
Soap shrugs his shoulders, exuding complete nonchalance as he settles into the seat across the table from the hulking mass of man. "Just wondered if the mask ever came off. How do you cut your hair?"
Amusement ripples through you in the sound of a chuckle, both men glancing your way. Ghost peers at you, suspicion pooling thick in his pupils.Â
"Shave it," Ghost rumbles bluntly, with an air of finality that leaves no room for argument or for Soap to encourage him to try something stupid like curtain bangs or, God forbid, a mohawk.Â
You can't help but grin from ear to ear as you watch the Scotsman's shoulders slump in defeat, already waving a white flag upon seeing how unwilling Ghost is to play whatever stupid game you're all partaking in. Even you can't deny the anxiety that prickles across your nerve endings when you see the way Ghost's biceps flex beneath the camo fabric of his uniform, primed for action.Â
When Ghost's aqua irises slide to you, your shoulders shrug comically, putting on the performance of your life to appear as though you had no idea what Johnny was up to. You see the way Ghost's blacked-out eyelids squint in suspicion. He doesn't believe you, but doesn't say as much.Â
Day Three and the polite, roundabout tactics had been discarded in favour of the nuclear option. Gaz had tried ambushing Ghost in the shower, opening the door without knocking as if pretending he didn't know the Lieutenant was in there. The door slammed so quickly into his head that an egg had been steadily growing on his forehead for the past hour and a half, blood seeping from his almost certainly broken nose.Â
"You'll stay out next time, Bravo 2-6, if you know what's good for you," Ghost had growled through the crack in the door before shutting it with a click of the lock.Â
Holding his face and slinking away, mortally wounded, Gaz uttered a humiliated 'Yes, lieutenant'.Â
Soap, clearly not having learnt from poor Gaz, decided that the next best option was a trip, so to speak. Executing a ludicrously overexaggerated stumble, Johnny reached out to grab Ghost's mask to 'steady himself' and ultimately drag it from his superior's head.Â
Ghost had leapt from his seat with a roar, threatening to send Sergeant MacTavish back to Scotland in a box with the Saltire draped across the lid. The standoff only settled upon Captain Price's barked orders to stand down or hang up the uniform.Â
By Day Six, Ghost had bruised your opponent's egos enough that neither Soap nor Gaz dared attempt to peek beneath the mask again. They look at you like you're absolutely bonkers when you finally announce it's your turn to try and tame the beast.Â
"Yer fuckin' mad, hen," Johnny grumbled, watching you observe Ghost from across the room. He'd settled on a chair in the corner of the room, ensuring no one could sneak up on him. "You can't seriously be plannin' on-"
"I want Hassan," you shrug, a smile playing on your lips. Though, at this rate, you couldn't care less about the terrorist and the honour of dispatching him. No, Ghost had made this ridiculous game far more competitive than needed, and you planned to win.
"Have fun," Gaz scoffed bitterly, still icing the blotchy green and purple bruise that had welted on his forehead as a medal of dis-honour. You hadn't exactly helped the healing process, poking it harshly with the pad of your thumb as you laughed at his mortifying misfortune.Â
You wait patiently for Ghost to move, like a stake out on a mission. Lying in plain sight in a ghillie suit, a sniper rifle pointed right between his eyes and your finger on a hairpin trigger. You wait for him to break, for exhaustion to creep in. Thankfully, you don't have to wait long. The Lieutenant rises from his chair, announcing to 141 that he's headed to bed.Â
A quiet mumble of 'goodnight' from each member grants him leave, and Ghost walks out of the room without further word. You waste no time in hurrying to your feet.Â
"Are you gonna...-" Soap winces when you stand, trailing off when you start after Ghost, not allowing either of your colleagues to talk you out of this suicide mission.Â
Though, the moment you turn the corner, you wish you had. Ghost's broad frame practically fills the narrow hallway like someone had plucked Everest from Nepal and shoved its hulking mass into a matchbox. He's ginormous, his usually silent footsteps causing the aged, rotting wood beneath the soles of his boots to creak with the weight he applies when he turns to face you.Â
The dark hallway obscures Ghost's skull-face mask, but a glittering reflection of the golden light bleeding from the bulb in the living room area flickers across the wet surface of his eyes as he observes you. You can't allow the weighty pressure of his stare to phase you if you're to push ahead with your plan- so you step forward, swallowing down the nerves that Ghost's attention inevitably dredges up.Â
"Lieutenant, sir," you address him smoothly, voice low as you gaze up at him through your lashes. Ghost's eyebrow arches in response, noting your somewhat suggestive behaviour. "Permission to spea-"
"I'm hopin' you'll tell me what you're all up to," his eyes spear your nerve as he interrupts you, "They're not lettin' up, but I'll get it outta you one way or another."Â
"What... Did you have in mind?" You chance, heart slamming up against your chest when you realise just how obvious you're being. It's dangerous- you hadn't planned to be so forward. The idea that he'd be able to read your flirting so soon set off mortars in your veins.Â
There's a pause. It dizzies you, throwing your previously sturdy confidence off kilter when Ghost tilts his masked head slightly. He's turning it over in his mind, considering the past few days' events. Then, he turns everything on its side.Â
"I know what you're doing," he speaks suddenly, the rich baritone of his voice ricocheting off the walls and ringing in your ears like he's just discharged a round of ammo with each syllable. You jerk upright, standing to attention.Â
"I don't know what you m-"
"You want the mask off," he interrupts you again, cutting your pathetic excuse short as he steps forward. It's ridiculous, the sheer size of him as he looms over you. "You lot made a bet."
Another beat. Ghost waits for a response, an admission of guilt. It feels like he's cornered you; every answer that springs to mind is incriminating. You know he can see your rueful expression, wide-eyed and panicked by the ease with which he puts you on the ropes.Â
"Was this your plan?" He murmurs, reaching to grasp your chin. His palm settles on the hollow of your jaw, fingers fanning out across the bone. "Get me into bed and see if I'll take it off?"
Trembling in his hold, you whimper as Ghost's thumb stretches across to trace the curve of your lip. It follows the delicate arc, lining the shape of your mouth and trailing the dip of your cupid's bow.Â
"'M sorry," you mumble weakly, cheeks hot beneath his touch. Again, you fold beneath the intensity of those honeyed irises. It's a miracle your knees don't buckle when he pushes the pad of his thumb just past your lips, so that it brushes the edges of your teeth.Â
"That was your plan. Y'can still give it a try, love. But..." he hums, his voice throaty and quiet and settling in the pit of your stomach. It's embarrassing, the ease with which he figures you out, but his words drip over you, easy and warm, and all you can focus on is the slip of his thumb as he presses the pad against the flat of your tongue.Â
"The mask stays on."Â
Ghostâs insistence makes you giggle sheepishly and your stomach flip in dread, like a child caught with its hand down a bear trap. Despite the lewdness of him pushing his thumb past your lips, you know that heâs being serious, deathly so. You nod clumsily in recognition of his executive order, and Ghost gently taps the skin of your cheek with his free hand, the soft slap of his palm against your flesh standing your hair on end.
âGo.â
The word hangs in the air for a moment, weighing heavily in the claustrophobic space of the small hallway. It takes a moment for your mind, rendered utterly useless by Ghostâs imposing presence, to understand exactly what heâs implying. Only when he removes his thumb from your mouth to shove you forward towards a bedroom door does his intention become clear.
Oh. Oh!
Scrambling to force your feet forward, they practically float across the threshold of the bedroom door. You can feel Ghost looming just behind you, can practically feel the heat radiating from his chest warming the expanse of your back. Fingers clasp over your shoulder, practically swallow the curved flesh, and shove you back against the bedroom wall.
The force of impact winds you, the air expelled from your lungs swallowed down by Ghostâs lips bearing heavily down upon your own. Heâd ripped the mask upwards, the hem of the ski-mask balanced across the bridge of his nose. Simonâs tongue licks into your mouthâ intrudes upon the space like heâs kicking down a door, like heâs swallowing the breath heâd expelled from you with his heavy hand.Â
Once the dazed dizziness dissipates, you moan in relief at finally getting what you wanted. Ghostâs gigantic paw takes hold of your jaw in a firm grip to fit his mouth perfectly against your own, his swirling fingerprints indenting in the soft flesh there in a mottled bruise. The soft pine he coaxes from you bleeds past your open mouth despite your attempt to suppress the frankly pathetic noise.Â
Fuck it, this was worth itâ all of it was worth it. The fear of getting it wrong, the anxiety of being caught, the panic that Simon could turn you away⊠All of it seeps into the darkness in the corners of the room when your superior drags his tongue across your lower lip. Itâs though heâs relishing in the taste of the aftershocks of the arousal he sparks between your legs, the dopamine that rushes through you.
âWas this your plan?â Ghost grunts, grasping ahold of the scruff of your neck. Gasping weakly, youâre almost certain your eyes roll back in your head when he uses his harsh grip to steer you towards the bed. âGet me out of my fuckinâ mind so I donât notice you takinâ off the mask?â
âThatâsââ you huff, rendered breathless by Ghostâs intruding tongue, âThatâs not itââ
Your pitiful attempt to excuse yourself is made useless when Ghost practically launches you onto the mattress of his bed, the rusted metal frame screaming under the sudden weight of your body.Â
âNo?â he queries, the usual boom of authority in his voice replaced by something that sounds far more like goading amusement as he places the hefty weight of his palm against your sternum, holding you down and thwarting any attempt to escape.Â
He neednât worry. The last thing you wanted was to leave.Â
âTell you what,â he muses in that smug tone you always hear over the comms, his free hand quick to grasp at the leather of his belt. The buckle clinks in the quiet as he works his fingers over it, âWeâll run through this mission, yeh? See if you can complete your objective, Delta?â
Your retort, or lack thereof, dies in your throat when Ghost pushes his crotch into your own. If it werenât for the yelp of bliss that the Lieutenant had to smother with his palm, youâd hear the way heâd practically purred when he dragged his cock against you.Â
âCâmon then. Try it,â he urged.Â
Itâs pointless, his mock-support. You just desperately reach for the waistband of his khaki uniform trousers, cockdrunk from the tease of its shape against you. Even in the low light, you can see Ghostâs scarred lips, the way they stretch into a smirk at your desperation.Â
âAbandoning mission, Sergeant?â He asks you, unzipping his trousers. âPriceâll be disappointed to know this is all it takes for Delta to go AWOL.â
âShut up,â you moan into the cold air of the cabin. You can see your breath. âShut up and fuck me.â
When Simon removed himself from his trousers, making some glib comment about you being demanding, you marvel at the size of him. Girthy, swollen, the ruddy tip leaks precum down the arch of his cock and traces the pulsing veins. Heâs rock hard and throbbing, framed by a thatch of pubic hair.Â
Fumbling with your own trousers, you awkwardly try to remove them given Simonâs weighty palm still pins you down by your sternum. He watches, a glint in his eye in the low light that would almost embarrass you if you werenât so focused on the task at hand.Â
âWhat was the prize?âÂ
âH-Huh?â you stall, mind fried by Ghostâs unexpected line of enquiry. He picks up where you left off, violently yanking your trousers down your thighs and pushing your panties aside to expose your glistening cunt to his prying eyes.Â
âWhat. Was. The. Prize?â
You hesitate for a moment, feeling Ghostâs fingers press against the inside of your thighs as he probes this unexplored territory of you. His touch skirts the areas you want him most, teasing and goading you for more information. âH-Hassa-ahh!â
You barely manage the first syllable of your answer before Simon rests the arch of his cock against your slick pussy lips. His body jerks slightly at the heat of your swollen cunt, the ease with which he can slide himself through your drenched sex.Â
âYou got to kill Hassan?â he asked for confirmation, his voice unwavering. You wonder how he manages to stay so steadyâ youâre coming apart at the seams, trembling as the head of his cock bumps your clit clumsily.Â
âYes,â you breathe, eyes rolling back as he continues his laboured, steady torture. His free hand settles on your hip, arching your pelvis up slightly to meet his own. You grind your hips upward against his cock, and Simon expels a soft scoff from lungs, those piercing eyes settled on your contorting expression.Â
âMhmm,â he hums, rolling his hips again. This time itâs even slower, teasing. âA temptinâ rewardââÂ
Simon is interrupted by the moan that splits your lips when he drags the length of his cock heavily against your clit. It sparks arousal deep in your abdomen, clings to the inside of your thighs wetly.Â
Perhaps the disturbance is one transgression too many tonight, because Simon grasps your hips so hard that you are forced to stop gliding over the length of his cock. You pine in protest, but you choke on the pitiful sound when Ghost suddenly plunges his cock inside of you. It spears you open, breaks you apart, and you find your back arching desperately against the mattress.Â
The palm that had rooted itself to your sternum flies up to clasp against your mouth, smothering the shriek of bliss that threatened to expose your extracurricular activities to the rest of your squad. You sob through your teeth beneath his life line, tears welling in your eyes as you feel him stretch your walls open to make room for his intrusion.Â
You canât help yourself. You need something to grasp onto, and opt for his wrist above your face. Digging your nails into the inked flesh there, you watch as the pain sparks something dark and twisted in Simonâs pupils, his azure irises swallowed by the expanding blackness.
He likes it. You can tell. His cock arches up inside of you, pushing deep and rocking against something earth shattering inside of you. Damp with sweat already, the skin of his wrist ripples as he tightens his grip on your face, refusing to withdraw from your pussy walls and instead opting for sharp, shallow thrusts that push you up the mattress with each connection of your hips.Â
âFuck,â he spits, using his tight grasp to pull you back towards him. Itâs obliterating you, ripping you apart and pushing all your pieces back together in a mangled, jumbled mess. You whimper as you suffer through his brutal pace, marvelling at how good it feels when he consistently spears your g-spot.Â
âWhen would you have done it?â Simon asks you, a little breathless now as he chases the high that begins to build at the edges of your body, tingling and pulsing.Â
âShut upââ you beg him, the low rasp of his voice launching you towards that pleasure that threatens to consume you. Jerking your hips up to meet his, your body mindlessly reacts to the sound of his timbre.Â
âOh, no,â he chuckles, shaking his half masked face. Thereâs a silver laden scar that stretches across the base of his chin. It matches the one that splits his upper lip to the base of his nose, the ski mask hovering tantalisingly over the bridge. âWhen?âÂ
The seriousness of his tone makes your thighs quiver when paired with the sharp thrust he punctuates his question with. Years of training in maintaining a cover-story while a hostage are blown to bits as though Ghost has launched a mortar at your resolve, because suddenly all your state secrets are spilling out of you quicker than you can shove the incriminating words back into your traitor mouth.Â
âIâdâ Hagh⊠Iâd do it j-just as youâre cumminâhhah!â
âAnd spoil my fun?â Ghost hums, that heavy timbre licking up your spine and sparking viscous embers at the base of your spine, âAnyone ever told you that youâre very fuckinâ selfish, Delta?âÂ
Youâd offer a witty comment, but Ghostâs angled his hips just right, and your jaw is falling loose to let out a panicked whimper.Â
âThere it is, shit. Look at you, Sargeant. Fuckinâ, youâre so tightââÂ
Youâre like a slip knot, tightening around him further with each knock of your g-spot with Simonâs ridiculously large cock-head. Prickling tears of bliss threaten to spill over the edge of your waterline, continuing to sting even when you shut your eyes. Youâre shaking, trembling beneath his rocking hips as you mewl his name.Â
âS-Simon! Fuckââ
Wild, wet squelches of Simon sinking into your soaked cunt echo in your skull as he ramps up his violent thrusts, the springs of his mattress screaming an unmistakable rhythm to anyone walking by. He doesnât seem to care now though, his eyes zeroed in on your expression like heâs stalking a victim with his sniper scope. Aiming for complete obliteration.Â
âCâmon Can feel you squeezinâ round me,â he murmurs, the steady tone heâd offered earlier shuddering slightly as you squeeze impossibly tight around him, coil threatening to snap, âYouâre so close, Delta. Câmon, paint my cock anâ Iâll eat you out with my cum in youââÂ
                           â°
âHeâs blonde.âÂ
Gawping jaws drop to the floor at your very simple observation, Soapâs eyes nearly rolling across the uneven, rotten floorboards after falling out of his skull. You canât help the smug smile that threatens to tug at the edge of your lips, especially given the sensation of Ghostâs eyes boring holes into the back of your skull.Â
The awe only worsens when Price gives a subtle nod of confirmation from the corner of the darkened room, crowning you the winner of this utterly ridiculous joust.Â
âHow do you know?â Gary is as shaken as Soap by the confidence with which youâd offered your final answer, in disbelief as to how you could have possibly obtained it without being maimed, given the egg on his forehead was still throbbing despite days of icing it with the snow from outside the safehouse.
âHis pubes are. I assume the curtains match the drapes,â you shrug dismissively.Â
The sheer incredulity that flashes across Johnnyâs face is utterly hilarious. The smirk that had been threatening to break finally cracks across your lips at the confirmation of your victory. Ghostâs eyes appear to have lazered through your skull, singing brain matter with the ferocity of his scowl. Frankly, you couldnât care lessâ you can see it in your mind's eye; the gorgeous contrast of a blood-red crosshair settling across Hassanâs forehead, the weight of the trigger beneath your finger as you pull it back.

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mafia!Simon Riley x fem!Reader
is it wrong to fall in love while waiting to die? accepting a job with the mafia was virtually no different than selling your soul to the devil, but that was something Simon Riley was all too willing to do. it wasn't until he met you that he realized there were worse pacts to find yourself trapped in.

Prologue everyone knew not to ask the Riley brothers what they did after dark Chapter 1 it wasn't easy living on borrowed time Chapter 2 It was always better that way; when you didnât have someone trying to look out for you. Chapter 3 blood always recognized blood; especially when it screamed. Chapter 4 you wish he wasn't so kind Chapter 5 at least he's not doing this for you Chapter 6 no good deed ever goes unpunished Chapter 7 another deal. another oath. Chapter 8 warm soup and bile Chapter 9 ferocious and stubborn as an ox Chapter 10 crooked fingers and christmas cheer Chapter 11 everything in its place Chapter 12 love notes

extras
alternate chapter 7 ending

âIs this something?â UH YEAH BABE, itâs everything!!!
ANYWAY now that we've progressed further into the plot of In Limbo, I can share the plot bunny that's been haunting my mind since June (: tw: non-con, dead dove, overall just... not fun time for chippy
Chip in another universe where Marco doesn't trust her (he trusts her. he knows he's got her bound to him. she's too skittish to run off) to make payments, so he keeps an extra close eye on her by forcing her to work at Makarov's strip club the moment she turns 18. Every tip she makes he's snatching it away and stowing it into his pocket. On the nights where it's a little slower, he'll let certain customers pay for a little... extra fun with her.
He's always keeping her close by. Arm wrapped around her waist, whispering things into her ear, having his own fun with her. So of course she attract's Simon's attention when he's trying to gather intel. Who better to interrogate other than the timid stripper who always seems stitched to Marco's side? She ought to crack easily, right?
i have... ideas. and they might just consume me, actually.
mmmm thinking about ghost just straight up putting you in a chokehold. I know this is such a basic thought but?? him just fuckinh you in lazy doggy, arm suddenly wrapping around your neck and squeezing you between his bizeps and forearms, making you gasp and grab his arm for support. "just like that, yea? thought you were falling alseep on me darlin'.."
love the idea of reader just trying to fuck all her stress out with a random at the bar before returning back to her mundane life, and simon deciding he's going to keep her instead đââïž
the prick doesn't budge when you try to kick him out; instead, he drags you back into bed and works his mouth to loosen you up again, and now you've forgotten why you were trying to haul his ass out of your home.
(you attempted to sound stern while telling him to get out of your house, but he merely chuckled, the sound so raspy and condescending that it stroked a heat within you that you thought was sated last night.
"this is our home. now get your arse back in bed, i'm fuckin' hungry.")
you had to really fist at his hair to pull him off of you, and that only turned him on if the deep groan rumbling out of him was anything to go byâyou swear his tongue sunk deeper inside you. he only relented so he could fuck you dumb in the shower after, leaving you with trembling legs and feeling more dirty than clean (atta girl, don't you waste any of tha'âkeep it all in).
you blink, and now suddenly you're seated as he spoon-feeds you a nice, hearty breakfast, huffing something like messy girl when toast crumbs get all over your face and the wooden table.
words can't express how flustered you are; you're too stunned to even continue telling the big man who's now feeding you scrambled eggs that he needs to leave. all you feel like you're capable of doing is opening your mouth to accept another spoonful, ignoring the ache you feel between your thighs when you catch his heavy stare and hear a low hum of approval.
then he's leaving (and it's not because of your nagging), muttering something about having to work those mutts to the bone today, all while you're trying to make sense of what's happening. he gives you a sloppy kiss to silence your questions and exasperation, one that makes you feel hot all over and almost melt into a puddle had it not been for the firm grip he had on your ass.
he licks his lips when he pulls back, eyes darting to where your shirt just barely covers where he'd rather be all day than having to go and train recruits. he stares for an uncomfortably long time and before you can speak up, face growing a little hot from the tension, he's turning around to finally leave.
before the door shuts, he says, "be a good girl, ay? see you tonight, birdie."
you're left with your thoughts and feelings of dread and anxiety. there definitely isn't any underlying interest or anything; the freak has fucked your brain out of your head, that's all. you're sure he didn't even mean it anyway. maybe. hopefully.
a drop of his come rolls down your thigh, and arousal shame burns through you. since when did you let one-night stands finish in you?
(your so-called one-night stand came home hungry and pissed, so worked up that he dragged you over to the nearest surface and played with you for a good hour. by the time you had half the mind to tell him about the dinner in the ovenâyour eyes nearly bulged out of their sockets at how much money he had sent you for groceries earlier, nevermind how he got ahold of your account detailsâhe grunted and finally gave your poor pussy a break, scarred mug all slick and flushed.)
good luck when he takes you to meet his mates at the bar a week later, the same bar you brought him home from; the comments from them make you wish a hole in the ground would just swallow you right up.
"pretty thing ye caught, lt," johnny grins, a mischievous gleam in his eyes. he's a bit over the top, ogles your chest too hard, but overall he's... alright. you'd probably notice how perverted he really was if you actually looked at him longer than a few fleeting glances, but his stare is kind of unnerving.
kyleâperfection personifiedâhums in agreement, a warm smile on his face that puts you at ease. somehow you don't pick up on the ulterior motive behind his gaze running over your body, eyes roaming over your chest more discreetly than johnny but just as appreciative. "pretty indeed. you don't mind sharing, do you ghost?" kyle teases, pretty eyes glancing over at simon, who only huffs at that and shakes his head (much to your confusion).
who the fuck is ghost? you only know big guy and simon.
there's a deep chuckle and your focus flits over to the man seated in front of you, captain john price. if you thought simon was scary, john's a man who demands respect and attention just by being in his presence. "you chose the wrong dog to bring home," john hums, voice deep and gravelly and making you shamefully squeeze your thighs together.
"but that's alright, sweetheart. you have three others now, yeah?" the purr that comes out of his mouth is sinful, and when you nod and stammer out a yes, sir as if you were one of his soldiers and not the sweet girl that simon has brought to his captain, looking for approval of his newest toy, he only smiles.
simon's hand squeezes your thigh underneath the table, trailing upwards, and you're slowly understanding what it is that you've gotten yourself into.