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Hello lovely uwu

May I request angry x male reader who is very blunt with his feelings when confessing but thinks Angry is rejecting him when he panics because well let's be real it's Souya he's baby

@reallyromealone sorry that it took so long but I was doing my request chronologically, hope you still enjoy it. And my dude, so sad you lost your old account. And to everyone else, sorry that I didn't post in like 2 weeks😅 and omg I absolutely love Angry, like I don't care what anyone says, I love him and I love what I wrote in this fic. Now that I re-read this fic I don't like it that much

Cotton candy darling

Angry x male reader

Souya Kawata was...

An Angel

Ever since (name) laid his eyes upon the boy, he couldn't stop loving him. It was love at first sight when he walked into the classroom. From his his teal-colored hair to his constant frown, to his quite timid nature, (name) adored every single part of him. And he made it quite obvious too.

Everyone knew the boy had a crush for the gang member, everyone except the Angel himself. He was either completely oblivious or didn't notice, which was hard because whenever the two interact, be it just a small glance or a few words, (name) was practically glowing. Seriously, you could see the happiness radiating from him, it was blinding.

It had been a few years, but (name) never proclaimed his undying love for Angry, it was.... frustrating to say the least. Smiley, Mr.-Anger-problems-is-my-middle-name, hated seeing how the boy who was certainly in love with his brother didn't do anything. What was he waiting for? That Jesus rises from the dead? So being the average height menace he is, he took matters into his own hands and quite literally forced (name) to confess, unless he wants a few broken bones.

And that's where we are right now, behind the school building, where the two boys stood alone, waiting for one of them to say something.

"Souya, I asked you to come here because I am absolutely in love with you, and have been for about 4 years now, so I would like to ask you out on a date."

To say Angry was too stunned to speak was an understatement. He didn't think someone would actually want to date him. People's usual reaction to him were either fear, because of his constant angry face, or they wanted to fight him, since he was part of a gang, but never in his life did he imagine someone to confess their love to him.

His brain was mush, couldn't comprehend what was happening right now, he tried to utter a response, but in his paniced state all he could do was stutter.

For poor (name) it looked as though Angry was trying to find a way to reject him, with how he behaved. It had been a few minutes since he confessed and he never got a yes or any sign of conformation. "He probably doesn't even like boys, what was I thinking". Did it break his heart? A little, and he took the boys (mostly) silence as a sign to leave. The boy dismissed his previous statement as not important, he should just forget it. Tears slowly started to form in his eyes and he turned around and walked away. It hurt that he didn't get the answer he wanted, but it also felt releaving. It was as though the tightness in his chest was finally gone, he could finally breathe again. But instead of his lungs being compressed by his anxiety, his heart ached with sadness. It would only be a few days, till he would get over his stupid crush, (name) told himself.

But before he could even walk around the corner, hands grabbed him by the shoulder and turned him around, and before he could even blink he was..

Kissed?!

Could his day even get better. Kissed by Souya Kawata, the sweet baby he oh so loved. That's all the conformation he needed. At the end of the day, the two could be seen walking together, holding hands. One of them had the brightest smile on his face while the other's frown disappeared a little, blushing a little at this new found euphoria.

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Smiley was secretly watching behind some bushes, ensuring that no one would disturb his brother from getting a boyfriend. This was a great big brother moment for him

Hiii! To begin with I just wanna say that I love ur work and the way you write, it's literally the highlight of my day! <3 Can I request fluffy headcanons about the kawata twins? ( because we all know those two babies are super underrated and it's such a mood-killer to not be able to find any good fics about them ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ ) Seriously, the amount of fics about them is SO limited that I'm desperate at this point :') Thank you in advance! ❤️

Fluffy Headcanons w/ Souya and Nahoya Kawata!

It's so true, these two are criminally underrated and they're such good characters and I love them with all my heart my god. Thank you so much <3 for the compliments and sorry that I'm doing this so late. I already did something similar with Angry, so his section might be a little shorter than Smiley!

Nahoya Kawata (Smiley)

Okay I know you want fluff but Smiley was ranked number 3 from Top Worst Boyfriends 😭😭😭

He was ranked number 2 from the Best Runners and that's bcs he's so good at running away from his problems

He is a little bitch and a menace to society

You want attention?

He wants to go the mall and pretend you don't exist

You want affection?

Well he wants to go to bed leave him alone :/

You want a cutesy petname?

Isn't babe good enough for you?

He has a whole lotta issues okay and he is not the best at giving you the attention that you deserve

He's also a little mean tbh

Just because you think your sweater is cute doesn't mean he does 🤨

He's also shitty with comforting you

He sees you crying and he just stares at you 😐

This sounds really bad so far but the thing about Smiley is that when he commits to someone he fucking commits

He knows that he's not the best (Angry loves reminding him that everyday) but he really fucking tries

Yeah he's jackshit at comforting you at first but when he realizes that you're obsessed he'll do his best to make you feel better

Homemade food to make you feel better, saying sweet words to you or just staying by your side so you know that he won't leave your side

He's your ride and die

He knows that he might be harsh too and balances with sweetness

He might not like sweater but ig you guys can go to the mall and you can get whatever you want or smth, you want a manicure sure whatever you want, of course you can get that shirt you look great in it whatever it's no big deal 🙄

He loves you okay he's not the best at expressing all the time but you're everything to him ❤️

Souya Kawata (Angry)

Boyfriend goals 😍

He's a worshipper okay, you're not just his partner you are his god

He will do anything for you

Hungry?

Five course homemade meal already made

Tired

Lay down, the bed's made, the pillow's cold and the blankets are fluffy

Are you stressed for your test?

All day study buddy right here, doesn't even care if he doesn't understand what you're studying, he's gonna do the best he can to support you

If you wear makeup I 100% believe Angry would be the type of person to help remove your makeup after a long day

He's also the type to ask a million questions while you're doing makeup it can be a bit irritating but it's coming from a sweet place

Loves stuffed animals and is willing to share the love

Gifts you stuffies all the time (his favourite is the conger eel, that's so cute I love him too much ❤️❤️❤️)

You two would have dates where you bring your favourite stuffies or where you chill on each other's bed with your stuffies 🤗🤗🤗

His brother makes fun of him for how whipped he is and while he's a little embarrassed, he is not ashamed of you

Why would he be embarrassed you're perfect, who wouldn't worship you 🥰

spy! or not?

synopsis: you're not very slick and your admiration will get you in trouble one day—that day happened to be today.

featuring: kawata twins, lil sis! reader, toman.

genre: crack.

note: i tried to mix different ideas together. hope u guys enjoy it<3

you know that feeling where you know someone's watching you but you just can't put your finger on who it is?

that's how draken felt the entire time.

mikey was giving his speech, the commanders and the entirety of toman were listening, and yet the leader's right hand couldn't help but feel a little bit uneasy if he could say. he felt like he was about to get attacked at any moment and mitsuya noticed the way his friend was not listening right away.

"you're okay?" takashi nudged his friend a little, the latter humming as he stared at something peeking from the bushes.

was that a dog or a person?

"yeah, just give me a second." draken excused himself, mikey going silent as he watched his close friend walking towards the bushes like he grew two heads.

"ken?"

draken held his hand, sneaking behind the bushes before grabbing whatever was sitting there and had been creepily staring and eavesdropping on the toman meeting ever since it started.

"what the fuck?" that was a whole person in his hand. he was grabbing her by the collar, her eyes were closed shut as if she was even scared to open them and meeting a certain two pairs of eyes that were definitely quite disappointed in her.

"who is she?"

"hey, she could be a spy for another biker gang don't you think?"

"a girl in a biker gang? I've never heard of that before—"

"well let me join you then!" you suddenly shouted, the excited glint in your eyes throwing the guys off guard. you wanted to join toman? is that why you were spying on them?

"how are we supposed to believe that you're not a spy for another biker gang?" draken was pissed. he was tired enough having to be one of the responsible ones in toman—having a fangirl wanting to join was definitely not something he wanted to deal with at the moment.

"look at me, do I look like I could ever get accepted in a biker gang easily?" your puppy eyes weren't going to help you either in this situation, you figured that out when you saw how draken's scowl deepened.

"and you thought toman is the right place for games?"

"my brothers are part of toman so yeah,"

your who?

"your—"

"brothers yeah," nahoya was the first one to approach the two, the smile he usually wore on his face replaced with a tired look instead. draken immediately figured that this was probably not the first time you tried to join them but definitely your first time being caught during a meeting.

"you guys have a sister?" chifuyu chimed in from the side, looking back and forth between you and your brothers, looking for a resemblance.

it was there but he couldn't put his finger on it.

"it's gonna be had if you don't let go of me now." you whispered to draken, aware of the fact that your brothers didn't look too happy that you were there.

letting go of the back of your shirt, draken stepped away from you as he watched the twins approach you with disappointed looks.

"well damn big guy, is gentle even in your vocabulary?" you sassed the taller male who only clicked his tongue in annoyance at you, noting inside his head that you were nahoya and souya's sister first before you could be a stranger that he could easily kick out of toman's grounds.

"(name)." nahoya's strict voice interrupted you, his hands on his hips as he stared at you in a way that draken could describe as 'we've been through this before' and your reply was a simple 'and i'd do it again' stare.

"nahoya." you replied sarcastically, watching as souya joined you two. what a happy family meeting.

"mikey, aren't you supposed to stop—"

"shhh, it's getting interesting." even their leader was now eating a bag of chips as he watched the kawata family reunion. there was nothing more entertaining than family problems in public, right?

"how many times do I have to tell you—"

"that toman is dangerous and that it's not for harmless little girls who have no fighting experience," what you tried to mimic was definitely nahoya's voice, and it was so on point that draken held back a laugh of his own.

"you said it so many times, I might have to tattoo it on my forehead,"

"do it, maybe it will finally get through that fucking thick skull of yours."

"nahoya, be nice," souya's voice chimed in, looking between you and his twin brother. this was a daily occurrence. whenever they came back home from a toman meeting, you'd interview them to know exactly what happened and somehow convince them to let you join them.

an idea they both shut down every single time.

"I would be nice if she listened for once!"

"but I know how to fight!" you tried to defend yourself in a situation where you were obviously kind of wrong since you interrupted a meeting of your brothers' gang.

"knowing how to kill bugs isn't a fighting skill, (name)." this time, souya was the one to shut down your umpteenth attempt at proving yourself worthy of being a toman member. you weren't very fond of his words.

"souya, I know how to fight actual people."

"she does look like she can bite," draken added his two cents in, his joke making you stare at him in disbelief before scoffing.

"well I would certainly not bite you mister, you look like you taste as bitter as the ground."

"oh so you've tasted the ground before?" draken was having too much fun teasing you, watching as you huffed at his reply that obviously proved that you were defeated before in a fight.

"yeah," you replied bitterly. "and it's better than talking to your bald head." you turned to the side, staring back at your brothers who were watching the interaction between you and draken in amusement.

"did you just call me bald?"

"well aren't you? that dragon tattoo is lame as fuck by the way, I would give it a zero if I could." now, you knew you were blatantly lying. draken's tattoo was cool as fuck, if not the coolest you've ever seen so far but you'd never admit it to him.

not when he said you look like you can bite.

"I have the same tattoo," mitsuya commented, hoping that what he said would somehow change the course of the conversation.

"I can't see it though,"

"that's cause my hair is hiding it?"

"exactly, take a hint."

oh you were sassy.

"if nahoya is smiley and souya is angry, then you must be the bitter baby," chifuyu teased.

"you know what, I'm changing my mind you guys are mean!" you crossed your arms over your chest, walking towards your brothers to stand next to them.

nahoya placed his hand on your head ruffling your hair a little, the wide grin finally making its way back to his face.

"finally convinced that joining us is a bad idea?"

"not really."

the twins had a long way to go before they could convince you that toman wasn't the coolest thing to ever exist.

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GUYS ITS ANGRY!! The amount that I love this man, I might have to make a one shot now.

my heart is aching this was just amazing 💖🌸

I do.

🗒 ❛ souya kawata.

. . . fem!reader, fluff, established relationship, marriage, tears, family love, pregnancy, loveeee, black coded.

. . . mocha’s note; heard yebba’s heartbreak and my heart is mushy rn. i recommend listening to that while reading. adds flavor.

souya never thought he’d see the day where he’d devote his entire life to you. be able to call you fully his—his wife. neither could you. standing in front of a mirror admiring the dress created from your expectations. a very close friend of yours took honor in creating the whimsical pearl white sparkly gown of your childhood dreams. the dress was handmade, a creation crafted from organza fabric, appliqués embellishments, and french lace. long-sleeved, a non-corset garment with a beaded headpiece and full veil that trailed behind you as if it was the tail. a voluminous skirt that sparkled with every turn you made, shimmering like the stars at night. it was breathtaking.

you closed your eyes, lost in your thoughts, flashbacks of your lives together playing like an old vhs tape. you held your stomach and took deep breaths, trying your best to keep the panic away. you were nervous for sure. but, never second guessing this. marriage was scary. incredibly. giving yourself to one person for the rest of your life was such a huge commitment. but, with souya, you knew he was the one. you put your heart and soul into everything that the two of you are now. you were ready. if you were brave enough to say yes when he proposed, you were brave to say ‘I do.

it’s surreal as you closely watch with a bright smile as your nieces walked down the aisle, gently tossing out flower petals from their small baskets as your dog, chowder, followed suit, wagging his tail and barking happily at any person in his sight. you could hear the chattering from people lowering their voices, the sound of music playing, the sound of silence. you didn't know what you felt at this point, whether it be anxiousness or achievement.

draken stood beside you, grabbing your arm and interlocking it with his so you would feel no more worries. you were shaking, and he kept you calm. kept you at ease when he knew you felt like you would fall. the ceremony room was probably your favorite. white on white, transparent chairs set up from left to right. white feathers sprinkled on the floor beneath the chairs to make it blend in and look like snow.

there were white trees that went down the aisle, hanging from them were crystals and beautiful white flowers. candles formed around the trees in glass vases. in the middle of where you and souya would stand hung a magnificent chandelier that shone like diamonds. tall, sleek curtains hanging from each wall of the room. it was the winter wonderland you’ve dreamt of.

"you ready?" draken asked and you could still feel your body shaking with fear. you were detrimentally nervous. it felt like your heart and soul took a road trip out of your body. you clench your bouquet in your left hand as your friend held your right arm. the moment had come, and you had fallen. fallen into a deep space that desisted your breathing. you walk in front of the door and instantly feel everyone's eyes on you, smiling at the bride who looked astoundingly beautiful.

“i’m ready.”

you take a step forward and begin strolling down the aisle. you suddenly felt the nervousness slip away once you opened your eyes and stared ahead at your soon to be husband. words couldn't explain how the look on his face made you feel. souya had his palm across his mouth while he stared back at you, eyes full of tears. he stared at his fiancée and knew that his life was complete, that this moment would forever mean the world to him. that he was given this opportunity to marry this gorgeous woman who was not only becoming his wife but the mother of their children.

he thought you outshined each person in this room. the only person he could focus on was you, the rest of the room was blurry except for you. the world was blurry except for you, his star. you stared at him as if the wind had been knocked out of your lungs. you almost collapsed but kept yourself standing proud. you gazed at your fiancé and saw the light. each time you saw him, you were blinded by the sun. your sun who held the heat to your everlasting love.

the moment you stepped in front of him, draken and mikey took your hand and planted a gentle kiss on your forehead. once souya took your hand in his and you stood in front of him, he laughed softly. lifting the veil over the stunning face who changed his life since the moment he laid eyes on greeted him.

"you look stunning,” he whispered, making you blush before you turned your attention to the officiant.

"dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to witness and share the beautiful joining of y/n l/n and souya kawata in marriage. today you are surrounded by your friends and family, all of whom have gathered here to witness your marriage and share in the joy of this special occasion. in honor of their marriage, both the bride and groom have prepared vows that they would like to recite now."

souya felt the need to go first, so he did. he held your hands in his, staring deeply into the love of his life's eyes.

"baby, I want to start by saying I love you. you should also get used to me saying it consecutively because I mean it. we share a connection I can never explain. it’s something i’ve never felt in my entire life. i’ve never met a more extraordinary woman like you. i’ve loved you half my life, y/n. when you told me you loved me, it felt like the world was a new place for me. the way we connect, how hard we love one another, the way we laugh like nothing else matters, talk about anything and understand—I admire that. i’ll always be able to give you love no matter what because love from me to you is all I want. you are my world, my soul, and the love of my life. I would never in a million years take that for-granted."

by now, you were full-on crying. his speech made you want to fall limp. your heartbeat aching with an immense amount of admiration. souya’s eyes shed a teardrop, quickly wiping it away and smiling brightly. now it was your turn.

"seeing you for the first time made me feel alive. I admired you from the start. I craved for your comfort, your touch, your kisses, your scent. everything about you to me was perfect—is still perfect,” you giggled, sniffling as souya grinned down at you. "you were always there for me through thick and thin. you never gave up on me and you pushed me to believe that I could become something—someone in life. you’re my motivation, and you motivated me to believe in my dreams and believe that nothing is impossible. souya, I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you see through my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. together, I want us to continue growing and succeeding like we do. I want us to never forget how important we are to each other and be sure to teach our kids the same. I want us to be a family. I promise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how, completely and forever. because you are my world, my soul, and the love of my life, and I would never in a million years take that for granted."

the two of you could only hear each other's voices, the rest of the world sealed out. you could feel the energy of love radiating on to one another. you were in your own little bubble until mitsuya stepped beside you to hand souya the ring for you, and you the ring for him, not before patting him on his back and kissing you on your cheek.

"I give you this ring as a reminder that I will love, honor, and cherish you at all times, and in all places. even in all ways, forever. that by putting this ring on your finger means that you will be devoted to me and our love, no matter the consequences,” you speak softly as you slip the ring on heath’s finger.

"I give you this ring as a reminder that I will love, honor, and cherish you at all times, and in all places. and in all ways, forever. that by putting this ring on your finger, I will be devoted to you and our love. I will be there for you and our children, and I will be the best husband to you and the greatest father to them, more than I possibly can be."

"y/n, do you take this man to be your husband; to live together with him in the covenant of marriage? will you love him, comfort him, honor, and keep him in sickness and in health for as long as you both shall live?" the officiant asks, smiling at the bride and groom.

"yes! I do." you giggle as you wipe your tears away, feeling like your makeup already screwed up.

"souya, do you take this woman to be your wife; to live together with her in the covenant of marriage? will you love her, comfort her, honor, and keep her in sickness and in health for as long as you both shall live?"

souya nods vigorously. "I do, yes."

"as you join yourselves in marriage, may you grow and nurture a love that makes both of you better people, learn from your mistakes, and open yourselves to a greater range of communication and understanding. show your children that love is more than affection, it's about respect and unity and as long as you have love, you have everything. y/n and souya, having witnessed your vows of love to one another, it is my honor to present you both as husband and wife," he looks to souya. "you may kiss your bride."

souya doesn't hesitate as he quickly locks an arm around your waist and presses his lips to yours for as long as he wanted. you kiss back and hold onto him tightly as you passionately move your lips together. shutting your eyes and relishing into this one memory you would never forget. everyone cheered, whistled, and clapped as you and souya slowly opened your eyes and stared into each others. you looked up to see lights flashing onto you and white petals falling from the ceiling. everything was exactly how you had imagined it.

souya got down on his knee, kissing your growing belly over your dress before standing back up and proudly kissing over your face, making you shy away and giggle softly. "so cliché."

"cliché is our middle name, mrs. kawata,” he makes known the name, pleased as he watches everyone still clapping. you don’t pay attention to everyone else, still focusing your eyes on the man standing before you. your husband and the father of your children.

"I love you, souya. I swear I do. you mean everything to me." your lip trembles, voice shaky as he stares into your eyes, rubbing his nose against yours, sweetly kissing it afterward.

"I know, baby."

the venue was constructed to match the ceremony. each table had white tablecloths with glitter on the ends, centerpieces decorated with calla lilies, and crystals in glass vases. around the centerpieces were candles, silverware, and white ceramic plates. the napkins that were placed on the three plates that were stacked in different sizes had both of their initials imprinted on them in cursive. they also placed the menus on the plate with a silver tie wrapped around them. a matching chandelier hanging above the dance floor as white lights beamed around the room. everyone was enjoying themselves and you were thankful that they were.

you and souya went to every table and thanked everyone for attending the wedding. souya introduced you to half of his extended family members, and they were all so generous and loving. he had a few cousins that were assholes but most of them were cool. you couldn't believe that this day happened, and that you stood in this dress with this ring on your finger, happily married to the man you’ve loved for over five years. the feeling was refreshing. everything felt perfect and relaxing for you both. your lives were so twisted and complicated in the beginning and to think you’d be standing here today in this position together, meant the world.

you two came from two different backgrounds but somehow could relate to certain situations. you needed each other since the beginning, and even if you didn't realize it at first, you’ve acknowledged you were lost before you found each other. souya wasn't in a clear state of mind when he first met you, and neither were you. but the more you talked, the more you connected, the more it allowed you to heal each other.

more laughs came along as everyone gathered around to watch the two of you cut into your cake. you screeched when souya dabs a bit of cake on the side of your lips, chuckling before lowering his head to kiss it away, licking his lips after which caused you to roll your eyes. lifting your plate to his face, you took your fork and demanded him to open his mouth while you fed him, lights flashing over you by the photographers his family hired.

you got the chance to dance with mitsuya after draken had his turn, mitsuya constantly reminding you he was proud of you and that he knew souya would protect you no matter what. he kissed your forehead when you finished, hugging him tightly and telling him you loved him. having your dance with souya was probably your favorite. the way he kept you close to his chest, delicate with your stomach straightaway blocking you. intertwining your fingers together, his other hand on your waist as you stared into each other's eyes. swaying to the music, you were glad you taught him well in dancing because he was perfect. he used to trample and step on your feet and even though it was adorable; he figured he'd learn for occasions like these. your chin on his chest as you closed your eyes and listened to him whisper sweet nothings to you. and this time, you cried. so happy that he’s yours.

"just a long time ago, I met souya in high school. although we've had some time apart, it made me realize how much he means to me as not only a best friend, but a brother," mikey smiles. "I never thought we would come this far. it all went by so fast, I should have never blinked. It feels like yesterday we were kids in school who played football, pranked a few teachers, and even watched hardcore porn." he snickers and you choke on your drink, souya laughing nervously as his family looked at him while he played with his hair.

"he’s just joking," souya assures everyone, and his grandmother was ready to pull out a bible and slap him with it.

"but now we have the opportunity to see one another grow. y/n, I've known you for half of my life and I can't thank you enough for what you've done for me. being there for me when I was in my darkest days, it still means a lot that you put so much effort into making me feel loved without forgetting about loving yourself. and it truly makes me proud to witness that. y/n and souya, I love both of you with all my heart, and I pray that the two of you have the most incredible family you could ever ask for. I want you to know that I'm always here for you both, just like you were there for me. so congratulations once again, to y/n and souya!" mikey shouts in the microphone, everyone clapping for his speech, the couple giving him hugs when he made his way down. other family members gave speeches after him.

"um, hi," souya taps the microphone, holding his glass in his right hand as he slid his left in his slack pocket.

"hi, baby!" you giggled and shouted at him.

"I'm a bit nervous. this is the first time i’ve had to make a groom's speech," he jokes, making everyone laugh. "my wife and I would like to thank you all for coming here, helping us celebrate a good night. I hope everyone's enjoying themselves?"

rounds of applause erupted in the room, making him smile thankfully. "words cannot describe how happy I am today and will be forever with the one I love. y/n, the fact that me and you are now husband and wife comes to show how far we've made it. in a few months, we will be parents to the two most beautiful kids on the planet, and that still stuns me to this day. I now have the privilege to call you my wife and the mother of our children,” he shook his head in disbelief. "that’s all I've ever wanted."

"when I met you, I knew that you were different. you made me laugh in different ways, and I cannot describe the feeling of happiness I get when around you to this day. you’re ultimately the most extravagant woman I've grown to know—beauty and all. and yet you still call me perfect," your eyes locked on him, the entire room silent as they listened to him. "an angel is what you are, truly a fucking miracle. truth be told, there wouldn't be a souya kawata here today if it wasn't for you. you’ve quite literally saved my life and rid the darkness consuming it. you’re a gift I remained optimistic to open to reveal the beautiful surprise. I fucking love you," he had to pause, holding a hand over your heart as you pouted at him, souya keeping his posture. "that being said, and I hope it was good enough for videos because if it wasn't she will cuss me out behind closed doors."

they laughed.

"so, uh—i’d like to propose a toast, to my beautiful bride. I'm nothing without you. I like myself, but I love myself when I know I have you in my life. you make me whole. right now we're starting a new book, this is a new chapter in our lives together with our babies and our home. I will forever cherish this moment, wanna know why? because the way you're looking at me now is the same way you looked at me the first time I told you I love you." he finished, raising his glass before everyone stands up and claps loudly, whistling and cheering you on.

you broke down entirely, bending your head and crying into your hands, not believing that this was real. that you were loved like this by this man, and not just any man, a man who was willing to give his life up for you. a man willing to set goals with you and achieve them with all the power you had. a man who looked through your broken shell and observed the beauty within, no matter how past traumas, body insecurities, or self-hatred tried to block him from loving you.

souya loved you no matter what. being with you made him feel alive, feel powerful. you were his cure. things were set the way you wanted it to go. it was as if your dreams of having a life like this came true. even though they were both in a broken state in the beginning, it was the near end that put you back together again. when souya came back to you, throwing his arms around you and letting you cry in his chest, he told you he had you. that you would be okay, that you’d both be okay.

no matter what you’ve dealt with equally in the past, it would never catch up with you ever again, not when you loved each other enough to keep away the pain. not when you had it all. you and souya had a family, not just siblings, parents, or grandparents—children. two lives were growing inside of you and it finally prepared you for your future. you finally let go of your past and the fear that tried to get to you.

you were brave enough to get through these things, but you weren’t alone in this. you had a husband. a husband who trusted you, treated you with respect, and looked at you as if you were the most elegant woman he had ever known and will know for the rest of his life. you and souya were absolutely, and finally, content with your beings, and nothing could break that. not anyone, not a damn thing.

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